Monday, which meant school. To be honest, I didn't want to leave my dreams.
I jumped into a quick shower, then got my hair done and picked out my outfit. Today was another bright sunny day, the forecast said it was going to be like this all day, I had light blue/grey jeans on with a grey Union Jack vest top followed by my Union Jack high top converse and my 'love in my heart' necklace.
Running down the stairs, I noticed Kurt sat waiting.
"Kurt?" I asked.
"Yes." he said.
"You do know I have my own car, right?" I laughed.
"Oh yeah," he joined in on the laugh, "It's ten minutes till I have to set off anyway!"
"Me too!" I said.
"Won't you be needing your bag today?" Kurt asked.
I forgot my bag so I ran upstairs and grabbed my Broderie Satchel.
When I had brushed my teeth and put more mascara on and put my sunglasses on, I ran downstairs and went to my car.


When I got to school Finn, Caitlin and Puck were stood talking. I pulled up in a parking space far from them.
Today was one of those days when I wasn't feeling sociable. Luckily, I went past them undetected.
I put my stuff in my locker, I then looked at the picture of me with my dad. My mum always complements on how small a baby I was. Dad had his sleeves rolled up with me in his arms, on the back it said '1 hour old'.
Not wanting to loose the precious picture, I put it back in my locker hidden away.
"Hey!" A voice declared behind me. I knew who it was, it was Finn.
"Hello." I smiled.
He then returned the smile.
"Are you here for lunch today?" he asked.
"Yeah." I replied.
Finn then gave me his lovely smile and opened his arm to give me hug. I walk straight into his arms, I felt relaxed there.
"I like your hoody." I said, breaking away from the hug.
"I love your eyes." he replied gazing into them.
I quickly looked down at my feet pretending that I was to move my fringe back into position.
"Did you come to school early this morning?" he asked, "because I didn't see you come in your car."
"Yeah, ummm... I just wanted to get an early start," I said, "I have to get to Drama now, so I'll see you later?"
"I will see you later." he said, looking confused.
Slowly, I walked away. I didn't want to be here, I wanted to be at home. In England.

Before I knew it Drama was done, now it was Spanish. Which mean't Finn would be there and all this afternoon was Glee club. I could skip Spanish but Mr Shue would ask where I was so it wasn't even worth it.
I sat at my desk just not wanting to talk at all. Luckily, for me, Finn came in a second before Mr Shue started the lesson so there is no awkward conversation on my behalf.
We had a test so we were in complete silence. Then at lunch, I sat outside alone till the end of the hour break.


It was now time for Glee club. Mr Shue was at the whiteboard when I walked in, I sat on the top row at the end next to Kurt. Rachel's absence wasn't unknown, -apparently- she quit for love.
"This week your project is... Memories!" he announced, "Does anyone have a memory to share?"
I put my hand up.
"Yes, Lydia" he said.
"When I was growing up, I was always told that I had my father's eyes. My mum would remind me everyday, today if my dad was still alive it would of been his birthday. If it's okay with you Mr Shue, I put together a little number in his honor?" I said.
Mr Shue nodded. I whispered in the pianist ear my song. I had chosen 'Father's Eyes - Amy Grant', it was the best song for the occasion.
When I began to sing, I decided that I wouldn't make eye contact with anybody. I literally sang my heart out but when all of them start to clap their hands and the odd one of them wipe tears from their eyes, I couldn't take it so I walked out.
By the time I reached my locker, the bell went. I grabbed the stuff I needed and headed for my car. The sun still shined so my sun glasses were a must.


Caitlin, Finn, Artie and Puck stood in the corridor with Kurt.
"Does she talk about her dad much?" Puck asked.
"No, she rarely does." Caitlin replied.
"I think it's her way of saying that she trusts the group." Kurt added.
"What I am, I supposed to do?" Finn asked.
"Give her space, for now. You have been going out for... What? Two days?" Artie said.
"I agree with Artie," Caitlin agreed, "She wasn't even upset Lydia, she was angry Lydia!"
"Even I know not to talk to angry Lydia." Puck commented.
"So we all agree that no one should talk to her until she is ready." Artie said.
Then they all agreed that I should be left to my own thoughts till I was ready for them to come back in my life.


When I got home, I ran straight to my room and got in my pjs. I snuggled into my bed, today was one of those day were the world didn't matter.