WARNING! If you don't like yaoi (boy x boy) then please don't read this.
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This is a roleplay story done by KurokoTetsuya101 and The Lucky Bell.
Chapter 12 - I'll Try
"Stop it Akashi-kun."
Akashi's eyes widened as he was taken back to the past. He blinked, seeing Kuroko stand before him with a pout. The two were in what seemed to be a water park, surrounded by glass with all kinds of fish and water on the other side. He was holding a camera in his hand as well, that being the reason Kuroko was looking up at him.
"A little flash won't hurt them Tetsuya. I'm sure that the fish are used to people taking pictures of them." He assured the other.
"Still, just because other people do it doesn't mean it's fine." Kuroko continued to pout. "I can't believe we've been arguing about this for the past ten minutes... We haven't even gone swimming yet!" He smiled to show he wasn't mad at all though.
Since they ate before coming to the water park, they decided to go to the small aquarium in the park first. It wasn't good to swim after eating after all. But they only got through a little bit of the aquarium before this small 'argument' sparked.
"How rude. Just because I want to preserve this precious memory... Tetsuya is so cruel~" Akashi teased back but soon approached the other to stand beside him, pointing the camera at them, "Then you wouldn't mind if it's a picture of the two of us, correct?"
Kuroko did a fake gasp. "So even the Akashi Seijuuro likes to take selfies? Who would've thought." He turned his head to playfully smirk at the redhead.
"Of course I do, if you are with me of course~" A plain boring picture of himself really is meaningless but when it's a picture of him and his love, then it's worth keeping. Akashi quickly tilted his head towards Kuroko, placing a chaste kiss on his cheek before he took a picture. Once the flash went off, he smirked at the other, "I'll be sure to frame this photo."
"No, don't frame it. That's embarrassing." Kuroko said with a frown. What was he, his mother? Always wanted to preserve every picture?
Akashi closed one of his eyes, "Then what would you be willing to give me? In order for me not to frame it." He curiously waited for an answer.
Kuroko hesitated, trying to think of something that would convince Akashi not to do it. "Um... give me some offers... what do you want in return?"
The redhead hummed, "A kiss." He was quick to say.
"How did I know?" Kuroko sighed but complied nonetheless. He leaned in to give him a small kiss on the cheek. "You didn't say where~"
Akashi quickly frowned, "That's not what I wanted love. You know very well what it is." He teased before taking Kuroko's hand, leading him out of the public eye. Once they were a bit more hidden, Akashi looked down at the other, "I know my Tetsuya is shy so this should be better."
"I-I don't know what you want." Kuroko feigned innocence as he glanced away. "Someone could still see us..."
"Then let them see." Akashi placed his fingers under Kuroko's chin to make him look up, "I'm more than proud to be kissing someone as attractive as you. It's bad enough that I need to hide that honour for my shy love."
Kuroko felt his face heat up at the compliment. "...Then why don't you kiss me instead? Don't let me initiate it..." What if he messed up somehow?
How cute. Without any hesitation, Akashi leaned in to kiss the other eagerly. The kiss was as gentle as it could ever be but it was deep at the same time, however, not to a point where it would be uncomfortable. Surprisingly it was relaxing and pleasurable at the same time. Ah... If only they could carry on like this for a bit more. That, however, was not allowed by their lungs which needed air.
They parted while panting, leaning on each other's foreheads, "Simply amazing." Akashi remarked the kiss.
"Yeah... Although I'm pretty sure I'm the better kisser between us." Kuroko joked, giving a soft laugh as he wrapped his arms around Akashi to keep him close.
The redhead smiled, "I can't argue with that." He returned the gesture, placing his hands on Kuroko's bare hips. Since they were in a water park, they were both wearing swimming suits, "Will you tell me your secret?"
"Nope. If I tell you, I won't be the best anymore." Kuroko teased. "Come on, we should get through the aquarium so we can go swim."
"Hasty." Akashi's smile widened. He didn't complain at all as he let the bluenette lead him to other parts of the aquarium. Per Kuroko's request, Akashi didn't take pictures of the fish, although he did sneak a photo or two of a certain someone.
After a bit, they soon found themselves at the end of the aquarium, coming out into the warm summer sun. It was their summer break of their second year in high school. By this time, Akashi and Kuroko were already openly dating. Although a year from now on... their relationship would break...
"Is there a particular slide you would like to go on Tetsuya?" Akashi asked while eyeing the so called 'Emperor slide' meant for those who welcomed any challenge.
Kuroko noticed the slide Akashi was looking at. Why the heck was it so tall?! "U-Um... probably not that one to be honest..." That was just too much!
"Then which one would you choose?" Let's see if Kuroko's choice was better than his.
"Um.." He looked around, trying to find any slide statement terrifying. "...That one?" He pointed to a small slide. One that only kids like 10 and under are going on...
Akashi stood in place, stunned... "That's a slide for children." Could it be that Kuroko was scared? How adorable~ "Even if you want to go on that, I doubt they would let you love. Why not come with me to the Emperor? I'm sure you'll enjoy it."
"N-No... it's too much." Kuroko frowned. "Why do they need to make slides that big? What do people need to prove?"
Akashi couldn't help but chuckle, "Nothing at all, it's just for fun." He took Kuroko's hand should the other try to escape, "Now then, are you ready love?" He teased while pulling the other towards the slide.
Much like a kid, Kuroko dragged his feet, trying to stay away from the slide Akashi was pulling him to. "W-We're going to be too high up. It's too high-"
"Don't be childish Tetsuya. This slide is made for you, it's practically calling for you~" There's no way Kuroko was getting out of this one.
"N-No way, it's not made for me." Kuroko insisted, looking around to find something to help him out. "Oh! But m-maybe a guy like that is!" He pointed to a person in the distance who had a build similar to Aomine's. "He looks... very strong and everything. Maybe even my ideal type?" He teased Akashi.
The redhead immediately stopped in his tracks, turning to look at Kuroko and then the man he pointed to, "What are you trying to say by that Tetsuya?"
Ah, they stopped! "Oh nothing... just that I think I like the looks of strong guys, that's all..." Kuroko smiled.
Strong guys? "Are you saying I'm not strong enough?"
Kuroko didn't answer and just took a glance around before pointing to another person. "Oh, and he has nice hair..." He spotted another person and brought Akashi's attention towards him. "That one looks nice too~ Man, it's like this park is perfect for finding your ideal partner."
Ideal partner!? The last time Akashi remembered, they were an ideal pair! "I see." Akashi let go of Kuroko, folding his arms, "Who is your ideal partner then?" He asked but his jealousy could clearly be seen all over his face. Kuroko couldn't help but find it cute.
"Well..." Kuroko pretended to think. "He has to be kind... and maybe smart, but he doesn't have to be. He has to be very caring, and he needs to spoil me, but not too much."
He smiled as he finally looked at Akashi. "He definitely needs to be handsome." That was obviously just a joke since looks didn't matter to Kuroko. "And... he'll need red hair to catch my attention. Also, he has to have the last name "Akashi" because Tetsuya Akashi sounds really nice."
The other quickly looked down at Kuroko in confusion. He blinked while going over Kuroko's words. Aha... Now he sees how it is. He approached the other before capturing his lips into a kiss, more than surprising him. Although the said action attracted onlookers as well.
Kuroko made a noise of surprise, his hands going to Akashi's shoulders. He didn't mind the kiss of course but once he saw people were looking, he gently pushed Akashi away. "A-Akashi-kun! We're in public!..."
"So?" The redhead asked with an uncaring face, "Didn't I say that I'm honoured to have the privilege to kiss you? Too bad~ I don't know where you were looking but I already found the most idea partner for myself~" He teased while some people stooped in place to watch. It was unusual to see two males kissing like this...
Akashi noticed their stares as well by now but he didn't mind at all. On contrary, he welcomed the attention, "Were you all mesmerised?" Akashi raised his voice, speaking to the crowd, "This here is my boyfriend Tetsuya, and mind you all he's a great kisser."
The people around stared in surprise, although some blushes appeared as well, "I hope nobody here gets jealous too much. Now if you'll excuse us." Akashi took Kuroko's hand in his while the crowd watched. Then as the two lovers left, the crowd began to squeal in excitement.
"Kyaaa! They're so cute!"
"I can't believe they kissed! It's a dream come true!"
Akashi smirked as he listened to their remarks.
Meanwhile Kuroko was the opposite of Akashi. He couldn't believe Akashi just said all those things! And the things the crowd was saying... at least it wasn't bad...
"H-How could you say all that with no trouble? Aren't you afraid of what people would think?" Not to mention he out right told a crowd he was a good kisser!
"Don't be silly Tetsuya, of course I have no reason to hide my relationship with you. I'm not afraid to speak up or kiss you in public because I love you. In fact, I would like everyone here to know that you're with me because that way they won't be able to steal you away." He teased, making his way up the stairs towards the slide, "If you concern yourself with the thoughts of others, then you'll be unable to live your life fully. Besides~ You did say that you were a better kisser then me~ I thought I'd share that with others as well~"
"T-They didn't need to know! You're my boyfriend, not them." Kuroko sighed, looking away from Akashi. Once he did, he realised where they were going. "Akashi-kun... Where are we going? Cause we're definitely not going to that emperor slide..."
"My~ Are you certain Tetsuya? I'm pretty sure this stairway leads to that very slide." But Akashi wasn't stopping, continuing to pull Kuroko up, "I promise that you'll love it. In fact, how about we make a deal? If you hate it, then I'll do anything you say, however, if you do like it in the end then I win."
"But I won't like it! It's too high up! What if something goes wrong? What if we fall?" Kuroko asked, desperate not to go up. "What will you even win out of our deal?"
"Your smile." It was all Akashi wanted to see, "And nothing will happen to you, I swear it. Will you trust me Tetsuya?"
Kuroko didn't expect that response... He looked down, heaved a sigh, then slowly nodded. "Fine... I'll ride it once!"
"Thank you." Akashi smiled as the two slowly reached the top. Although when they did, Kuroko noticed just how high the slide was. Perhaps this was a bad idea after all...
"Evening customers!" A worker approached them, preparing a floatable seat for the two of them. Luckily the seat was meant for two people so Akashi and Kuroko can slide down together, "Would you like to sit at the front?" Akashi asked.
"...N-No. You sit in the front." Kuroko insisted, refusing to move any closer to the seat until Akashi moved. "You can take on all the water..."
The redhead smirked in amusement, "Alright." He didn't complain though as he moved to sit on the front seat, looking back at Kuroko as he waited for the other to get on as well.
"...Do I have to get on?" Kuroko asked but gave in anyway. He slowly got on behind Akashi with a pout. "I swear, if anything happens..."
"Nothing will happen." Akashi assured, "Did you know that if you worry like this, then you'll get wrinkles much quicker?" He teased as the two waited to be let onto the slide. The light which was placed above was still red, indicating that someone else was sliding down. Once they pass, it will be the couple's turn.
"I-I will not! Even if I did, it's all your fault." Kuroko said. He could feel his heart pounding in nervousness. He tightly wrapped his arms around Akashi. "You're making me look old faster..."
The redhead smirked, "You're as silly as ever." But in the end, Kuroko will be glad that he went, that Akashi can guarantee.
"Alright! Are you two ready?" The worker asked as the light turned green, signalling that the slide was free once again. Akashi didn't hesitate to nod, pushing the float forward before his lover could protest further. Now it was too late and the float gained on speed as they began going down. There was no turning back now!
"Akashi-kun!" Kuroko couldn't help but shout once they finally started going down the slide. Were they supposed to go this fast?! His grip on Akashi tightened and he buried his face into Akashi's bare back. How was this fun?!
The other placed his hand on Kuroko's own in assurance. Since they were going down quickly, Akashi couldn't say anything but the gesture said it all, "Look ahead Tetsuya!" He did manage to shout as the flow of the water slowly slowed down, surprising the two. They suddenly left the wide tunnel, going into what seemed like a large plate. They spun around, waiting for a large lion to devour them. Well, not literally but in order to go forward, they had to push themselves down into the lion's mouth which was the next tube.
"A lion?... That's pretty cool." Kuroko admitted quietly. He didn't know this was on the ride! Obviously it wasn't a real lion though, otherwise that would be the opposite of cool. "Do we gotta paddle? Let's go Akashi-kun!" He could handle this since it wasn't so fast.
Somebody seemed to be excited. Akashi began to paddle as well, now both of them moving towards the lion's mouth. Once they were near it, they heard the lion suddenly roar but in truth, it was just a sound effect. The two screamed but not in a way that they were frightened, not at all! On contrary, they were enjoying the slide!
Another surprise awaited them ahead and Akashi could see that light was coming through the tube. No... it was glass! Their floatable chair moved onto the glass as the water carried them. They could only stare in wonder down at their surroundings. It truly felt like they were flying on water!
Needless to say, the ride was absolutely amazing. Kuroko didn't think such a tall ride could be fun! He didn't even feel scared any more and when they reached the end, he was actually disappointed. "It's over already?" He asked as they floated to the bottom of the ride.
"It seems so." Akashi said as he tilted his head to the side to look at Kuroko, giving him the all knowing 'look', "I apologise if I'm mistaken love, but I did notice that someone was enjoying the ride~"
Kuroko looked away, knowing his face was starting to turn red. "I-I don't know what you mean... It was still scary..."
A smirk appeared on Akashi's face as he leaned back against Kuroko, "I agree, it was truly frightening. That's why we should never ride it again, what do you say?"
Kuroko didn't say anything for a moment. "... If you liked it... we can go on again. Only because you enjoyed it and I love you! I don't like it." He stubbornly claimed.
Oh how very cute~ Akashi leaned further so that his upper body was leaning against Kuroko's lap, looking up at his lover, "Why don't you admit it? You liked it, I know it." His smirk widened, "You have nothing to lose if you do, after all, all I wanted was for you to smile."
Ugh, how did Akashi always know everything? "B-But... it was still scary!... But I guess I did enjoy some parts... only a few!" He admitted.
"I see. I'm glad you liked it." He closed his eyes for a bit before opening them again, "I still win though." He wanted to make that clear, teasing the other as he sat up again.
Kuroko gave a huff of annoyance. Of course Akashi won. When did he not? Well, if Kuroko couldn't win, he'd just have to get back at him in other ways.
"Whatever." He responded. Then with a small smirk, Kuroko pushed Akashi into the water just as he sat up.
Splash! The redhead had fallen under the water before suddenly emerging from it, gasping for air as he did. He couldn't lie, that did surprise him. He gave the bluenette a 'look', "How rude."
Kuroko smiled and got comfortable with the floaty. "It's what you get for always being so confident and full of yourself~"
Ohh... So that's how it was? Well not on Akashi's watch. The redhead sneakily moved his hands under the floaty, looking at Kuroko before suddenly flipping the said floatable upside down, knocking the bluenette into the water as well.
A moment later, a surprised and irritated Kuroko emerged from the water. "Akashi-kun, that scared me! Don't do that!" He whined.
The other raised a brow, "I had only returned the favour love~ Since you did it to me first~" He teased, more than satisfied with the sight before him.
"You're so mean." Kuroko pouted once more. "Akashi-kun is never getting any kisses again because of this."
But as Kuroko said it, he was soon splashed by water from the pool. He looked up once it passed, noticing that it was Akashi who splashed on him, "What was that? I couldn't hear you Tetsuya." Nobody denies him Kuroko's kisses! Not even Kuroko himself!
How dare he? Kuroko immediately splashed back at him while moving away. "You heard me~ No more kisses."
The redhead splashed back, "I can't hear you~" He teased and soon they engaged in a splashing war.
The water battle didn't go on for long, but it sure felt like a while to Akashi and Kuroko. They had a lot of fun just throwing water at each other as if they were little kids. It was nice to let go and relax every now and then after all.
Their battle only ended when someone called out to them from the side of the pool. The two looked up, pausing in their water war to see their friends. "Why do you guys always have to be so lovey-dovey?" Kise asked playfully.
"Tetsu-kun! So cute!" Momoi squealed while Aomine frowned, "Yo Tetsu! Fancy meeting you here. Are you two on a date?" He asked even though he already knew the answer.
Kise, Momoi and Aomine decided to go to the water park on this hot summer day but luckily they met Kuroko and Akashi there! What are the odds? "
"I'd rather not answer." Kuroko murmured, feeling a bit embarrassed about being caught on a date with Akashi. Even if his friends did know of their relationship.
He moved to get out the water, Akashi following his example. "I guess it is going to get late soon. We should probably head out now anyway, Akashi-kun."
"But we just showed up!" Kise whined.
"Ryouta." Akashi called out to the blonde who immediately looked back at him, "For interrupting our date... I'll have you punished." Akashi threatened which prompted Aomine to step closer to Kuroko as if to hide behind him. "You're not that mad Tetsu, right?"
"B-But I didn't mean to!" Kise cried.
"No, I'm not mad." Kuroko answered Aomine. He was still in a good mood from the date to kind their appearance. "We really do have to go soon. It's not because you guys showed up or anything."
"Ehh! But I wanted to play with Tetsu-kun too!" Momoi pouted, although she did understand that the couple probably wanted to be alone, "Invite us next time." She smiled as the two made their leave, Akashi giving Kise a deadly look.
However, as the two were making their leave, a couple of children were running towards them, playing dangerously close to the pool. Suddenly one little girl tripped, falling down in front of Kuroko. The bluenette reacted, trying to catch her but instead tripped as well. Akashi reacted quickly as well, grabbing Kuroko's hand to save him from the fall. He knew that he couldn't pull him and the girl back without hurting them so Akashi pushed them and himself into the swimming pool, making it a soft landing.
Emerging his head out of the water quickly, Kuroko made sure the little girl was above water too. Wow, that was unexpected! That's why you shouldn't run by a pool!
"Are you alright?" He asked the little girl, ignoring the fact that he was once more soaked even though he just got dried. "You know that you shouldn't run by the pool, right?"
The little girl clung onto Kuroko tightly, the pool being too big for her little body. She sobbed, leaning her head against the bluenette, "I-I'm sorry... sob... sob..."
Akashi had now emerged from the water as well, "Are you alright Tetsuya? And the girl?" They both seemed to be fine.
"It's alright, it's alright." Kuroko assured the little girl before looking over at Akashi. "Don't worry, we're okay. Are you alright?"
The redhead nodded, "I'm alright." He assured the other before the girl began to cry, "Mama!" She called out as the said woman ran towards them quickly, "Oh my! Mia! Are you alright!?" She asked in fright, stretching her arms for Kuroko to pass her along. He did as the mother embraced her child, "Thank you for saving her from the fall. I'm thankful." She smiled at the two lovers as she rocketed the child in her arms, "Would you let me treat you two to ice cream?"
"N-No, that's okay. We we're just there at the right place and time. You don't need to repay us in any way." Kuroko insisted quickly. "I'm just glad she's alright. I guess now she'll be more careful when running by the pool, right?" She looked at the little girl, Mia, with a smile.
The child slightly nodded as the mother smiled, "I see. Thank you very much then. You're both very kind." She smiled at the two again before walking away. Akashi watched her leave but then glanced at Kuroko, "It's fascinating to see how trouble finds you so easily love."
"It's not like I look for it or wish for it." Kuroko pouted, moving to the edge of the pool to get out again.
Akashi followed as the two now headed towards their clothing which was placed on a seat nearby, "I know but that's precisely why I worry. What if one day something serious happens?" With Kuroko's luck, it just might.
"Oh come on, that only happens in shows and movies. We'll be fine." Kuroko laughed softly. "My bad luck isn't that bad, okay?"
But Akashi didn't reply, maintaining his silence as they made it to their clothes, putting on their shirts after drying themselves with towels. Kuroko glanced back at the silent Akashi, noticing his worried face.
"Akashi-kun..." Kuroko moved closer to his boyfriend. "I promise, everything will end up okay... Nothing's going to happen to me or us, okay?"
The other reached out to touch Kuroko's cheek, "How can you be so sure? If something were to happen to you, I don't know what I would do." He didn't even want to think about it.
"Well, hopefully nothing will happen then. Nothing will happen as long as we're together anyway. We're unstoppable together~" Kuroko teased as he hugged Akashi to comfort him.
As long as they're together? That's right, if they're by each other's side, then nothing can do them harm, "You're right." Akashi returned the embrace, "If you attract misfortune, then I have to be by your side to protect you at all times."
"My own good luck charm." Kuroko joked, hugging Akashi tighter before letting go. "Hey, why not one last picture before we leave? To remember this moment~"
The redhead smiled, "I have nothing against that." Akashi walked up to his bag, getting out the camera before walking back to Kuroko.
"Of course not. You're my boyfriend after all. You're supposed to spoil me~" Kuroko said happily, moving back so they had a bit more light. "Still can't believe Akashi-kun enjoys taking selfies though."
"Didn't I say that's only because you're in the picture? I can't believe you forgot." He teased, putting on a saddened face, "Even though Tetsuya is my boyfriend, he doesn't remember what I said."
"Oh I remember. I just know its not the truth, that's all. I wonder, if I look on Akashi-kun's phone, will he have tons of pictures of himself?" Kuroko continued to tease.
"Hooo~ Then why don't I show you my phone? To prove that you're wrong that is." The redhead teased back, unknowing of the danger that is approaching them. Navy blue eyes and golden ones narrowed, watching their target up ahead, "You ready Kise?"
"You bet!" Kise responded, the two of them ready to charge at the two. They would get their revenge! After all, the two lovers decided to leave just as they arrived! If they didn't want to stay with them at the water... they'd bring the water to them!
Just as the lovers got ready to take the photo, Aomine and Kise ran quickly with their water guns in hand that they got from the shop by the aquarium. Guns filled with cold water, the two shot at the lovey-dovey couple. Kuroko actually made a small squeak of surprise when he was hit by the cold water.
Akashi covered his face with his arms to see who was shooting at them but oh~ was he not surprised. The two idiots were really seeking his wrath and he will be more than happy to give it to them.
Aomine and Kise ran but as they neared the two, Akashi moved, quickly appearing behind them before pushing them both into the pool. As the two fell, water splashed around them.
Kuroko watched with slight surprise. So it was Aomine and Kise who shot at them? So that's why Akashi didn't care to push them into the water! For a second there, Kuroko thought he pushed kids into the water! He couldn't help but smile and then softly laugh. He was a bit upset over his wet clothes, but it was nice to see something like this happen. "I guess your good luck wore off, Akashi-kun."
The other smiled, "Didn't I protect you from danger? I'd say that my good luck charm is as strong as ever." He teased, moving to stand before Kuroko, "Shall we?" He raised up the camera while the two idiots surfaced from the pool, "Oi Akashi! Why did you push us!?" Aomine grumbled before he splashed some water onto the two but just at that moment, the photo was taken.
Both Akashi and Kuroko were smiling with water at the back that was about to hit them. The water didn't matter at all but what did were their warm smiles. At that time they truly did believe that nothing would separate them... that is until their 3rd year of high school when everything would turn upside down.
Promises would be broken and their bond would be shattered. The only thing that would remain is their love for one another... The one thing both of them didn't give up, even if they wanted to, they couldn't.
Akashi hazily looked up at Kuroko's sleeping body, his head still throbbing. He looked at his hand which was still bleeding, but right now he didn't care. The memory... Why did he remember? Why that particular memory of all things?
He looked back at Kuroko, reaching out to touch his hand with his uninjured one. This memory, as mysterious as it is, had a meaning. It made Akashi smile, "Tetsuya... Are you trying to tell me something? With this memory..." He thought back remembering their promises, "That's right... I am your lucky charm after all, aren't I?" But his belief in that was lost when he remembered the horrendous scene of the van hitting Kuroko's body.
He tightened his hold on the other's hand, "Nothing will happen as long as we're together... We're unstoppable together..." That's what Kuroko had said at the park. Rather than him being the lucky charm, he'll trust Kuroko's words instead.
Akashi's vision became blurry, the image of Kuroko disappearing before him. Black spots appeared as his eyes slowly began to close. He must have lost a bit of blood... "Tetsuya... I love you." Akashi managed to say before he fell unconscious next to the sleeping Kuroko.
If Akashi truly was a lucky charm, then that would explain his luck right now. Not much time had passed, only ten minutes after Akashi had fainted, the door to Kuroko's room opened, revealing a surprised Midorima, "Akashi!" He ran over, looking over the blood that was over the redhead.
Midorima could tell that the wounds were self inflicted, prompting him to think of how Akashi could have done it. When he spotted a small glass piece covered with blood on the floor, he knew this must be it. He immediately called the nurses who came in a flash, and soon, Akashi was taken to another room for treatment.
When the redhead woke up again, he found himself in an empty room. He looked around but didn't see Kuroko at all... He must find him. He quickly stood up and headed out the room, looking for the bluenette's room. Luckily he found it right away since it was just ext door, opening it to enter.
Good, Kuroko was still here. Akashi sat back down in his chair, now leaving himself some time to examine himself. He was wearing new clothes and had his left hand bandaged, along with his neck. What bothered him though was the fact that he was wearing hospital clothing... He'll have to change. He doesn't want Kuroko to see him in it after all.
The problem was that he had no spare clothes. All he had was the yukata from the festival which he was wearing this entire time. This will be a problem...
The door suddenly snapped open to reveal a panicked Midorima, Akashi looking at him in surprise, "I knew you'd be here!" The green head sighed in relief before coming in, "Are you out of your mind? You need to stay in your room." He told the redhead who narrowed his eyes, "No, I'll be here with Tetsuya until he wakes up. He needs me."
Midorima thought for a bit, looking at Akashi's bandages. The two wounds weren't so bad themselves so he would happily let Akashi stay here but... He didn't eat much at all and didn't shower in two weeks since the accident. If nothing changed then he would have nutrition problems.
The doctor could only look at it from a medical point of view but he knew that more was involved such as Akashi's psychologic problems. That was a filed he didn't know much about, after all, that is something Kuroko specialises in as a psychiatrist, not Midorima.
"Alright." He'd let Akashi stay here, "But in exchange I'll have the nurses bring you lunch. You've barely eaten anything in these two weeks." If small pieces of bread counted as food that is.
Akashi looked at the other before turning to look at Kuroko, moving to hold his hand, "Do what you will. All I care about is being with Tetsuya." Nothing else mattered at all, not even his health.
The doctors stood still, thinking of what he could do. Psychological patients were much more troublesome that he had thought.
"Would you have some clothes I could borrow Shintarou?" Akashi asked without turning to look at the other. Midorima pushed up his glasses before walking up to the cupboard, taking out a bag, "Here, Murasakibara had brought these for you a while ago. They're spare clothes." Something Akashi needed. The redhead took it, "Thank you."
Now that he thought about it, Akashi did look up at all the flowers and teddybears that were surrounding Kuroko. They were all gifts from his friends; Kise, Aomine, Murasakibara, Momoi and Midorima as well. So much flowers... How bothersome.
"I'll be in the office if you need me. Just press that red button." Midorima pointed to an emergency button on Kuroko's bed, meant for patients if they find themselves in emergency situations.
Akashi nodded as the green head took his leave, leaving Kuroko and Akashi alone once again. Akashi sighed in relief, opening up the bag to change his clothes. Kuroko will wake up soon so he'll have to change quickly. He'll wake up... Just like they promised, they'll be together once again.
The day went by like normal. Kuroko was still asleep, Akashi was still always by his side. The doctor and Midorima popped in every now and then of course, but nothing major happened. Yet the day seemed to carry on much longer to Akashi. He was just waiting for Kuroko to wake up after all.
It was all he could do. After Midorima took away anything sharp or that could be made into a weapon, Akashi didn't have that option anymore. All he could do now was wait.
Unfortunately, today suddenly became different from the other days because something, or someone, finally decided to show up. "Seijuuro," The awful voice of his father reached Akashi's ears, but he hasn't turned to look at the man yet. He kept his eyes on his beloved. "How much longer will you waste your time here?"
Akashi did expect his father to say something like that and usually, he wouldn't be fazed by it. However, this time it was different. Looking at the sleeping Kuroko, Akashi has reached a point where even something like this would anger him, "Rather than myself, isn't it you that's wasting your time father? I won't leave and you know it, yet you came here." But even though he spoke, Akashi's eyes never left Kuroko.
Masaomi didn't speak for a moment, eyeing the bandages on his son's neck and arms. "It's not a waste because you will be leaving, whether it's sooner or later. Preferably sooner because this is quite childish, this game you're playing at. Waiting for someone who won't wake up while you have someone else waiting for you. It's selfish."
Selfish? Akashi couldn't help but chuckle at the comment, finally turning to look at Masaomi, "Then would you consider an arranged marriage as something not selfishly done? Even though it's not you who will marry, you decide the future of someone else who has chosen another path." Akashi's choice is to be with Kuroko until the end of time. He'd never choose anything else, "As a matter of fact father, there is something I would like to ask you."
Akashi's eyes dangerously narrowed, looking right at Masaomi, "I presume that you know who are the ones that did this to Tetsuya, am I correct?" The weight of the question was heavy in the air, Akashi's mind was on the verge of insanity.
This time Masaomi didn't take time to answer. "To answer your first question, it's not selfish of me to give you an arranged marriage. You'll realize in the future that I was in fact helping you." As if his son, an Akashi, could live life being labelled as a homosexual for being with Kuroko.
"As for who did this, I think you already know as well." Masaomi answered. "Now will you end this foolishness already?"
Akashi froze in his seat, his father's words ringing in his head. He admitted that the one behind Kuroko's attack... is himself. He admitted... "I see." Akashi moved his hand to press the red button on Kuroko's bed. He didn't know why but he did fear himself... he feared of what he might do.
Akashi stood up, "You told your men to run Tetsuya over, to kill him. In order for me to be with Yumiko." His head was lowered.
"Now I never said "kill". I merely told them to make sure there was no way he could come back. In a way, they didn't fail me. He's not going to wake up." Masaomi told Akashi. "Now, when are you going to wake up? You can't stay here forever. He won't be alive forever. You cannot waste away in this room waiting for a miracle that will never happen."
"I'm not waiting for a miracle when I know that he'll wake up." Akashi's voice was low, his mind already thinking of ways to harm his father. What's worse, there was nothing in the room that Akashi could use as a potential weapon. Midorima had taken everything away!
"For doing this to Tetsuya, I'll have you pay an equal price." Akashi took a step forward, looking up at Masaomi, "I don't care if you're my father. Anyone that hurts Tetsuya is my enemy."
"Seijuuro, you cannot possibly be serious." Yet it was hard to not believe that the redhead would do anything to harm him. With the look in his son's eyes and the bandages on his body, he definitely looked crazy enough to do it. Just how insane has his son become?
The door to the room opened, revealing Midorima with security behind him. The two men went to restrain Masaomi while Midorima walked over to Akashi, "Calm down Akashi." Midorima stressed, glancing back at Masaomi. To think the man actually had the nerve to show himself here...
"Move Shintarou. I have a task to complete." Akashi grinned, looking up at his father with hazed eyes. It was enough to frighten the security, prompting one of the men to move and restrain Akashi, "Let go of me." Akashi lowered his tone and if it wasn't his job, then the man would surely let go.
His own son was so determined to harm him... Masaomi almost couldn't believe it. His son has gone insane, just like he did after graduation. For once, the man was at a lost for words. He didn't argue or fight as security took him away.
Akashi's eyes narrowed, getting out of the security's grip as he went to follow Masaomi. This shocked Midorima who ordered the guard to prevent Akashi from going out of the room, "Stop this Akashi, do you really think Kuroko would want this?" This was the only thing Midorima could use, mentioning Kuroko.
The redhead stopped in his tracks, thinking about Kuroko. Would Kuroko want this? Masaomi is the reason they separated so it would only make sense that Kuroko would want this as well. He would let Akashi kill him, he would... Why? Even though Akashi tried to think that way, he couldn't. After all, Kuroko would never want this...
Akashi glared back at Midorima before walking over to him. The doctor watched warily as Akashi passed him, going back to his chair, "Leave us alone." He told the other, wanting to be alone with Kuroko again. That was the only way he could try and think clearly.
Midorima looked at Akashi in concern before he and the security guard left. If things like this keep happening, then he will have to take extra measures...
Akashi leaned against the bed, closing his eyes for a bit. He listened to the sound of Kuroko's heartbeat, the only sound that made him cling onto hope, "I'm right here, waiting for you." He whispered as he held onto Kuroko's hand. Yes, he'll wait even if it takes years.
Everything was quiet and for a moment, Akashi was sure he fell asleep or was at least about to. So what snapped him back to his senses? He started to sit up so he could look around the room, but the grip on his hand startled him. He didn't realize he was holding Kuroko's hand so tightly.
However when he looked down at their hands, he saw that he wasn't even holding Kuroko's hand. His grip was loose while Kuroko's hand... it was gripping onto his own...
He looked up desperately, searching for any sign of consciousness from Kuroko. There was nothing first but then... Slight movement from his closed eyes... that were opening!
Akashi could only stare as Kuroko's eyes slowly opened. No, he had to be dreaming. He was asleep, and so was Kuroko. He couldn't... Kuroko was actually...
Kuroko opened his eyes slightly. The first thing he laid his eyes upon was Akashi. Why was Akashi standing beside him? Why was he on a bed? "... ka..shi.." He murmured, gripping onto Akashi's hand as tightly as he could.
"T-Tetsuya..." Akashi still couldn't believe that Kuroko had actually woken up. A part of him still thought it was a dream but when that soft voice suddenly spoke, it dismissed all of Akashi's doubts. Kuroko was alive, his eyes finally opened to reveal the two beautiful orbs... It was a miracle.
Akashi quickly leaned closer, trying to embrace the bluenette as much as he could without touching any of the devices that were attached to Kuroko's body, "Thank goodness... Tetsuya you're finally awake. I thought... that I had lost you... But you're alive, you survived."
He survived? Survived what? All he remembered was chasing Makkachin then... He opened his eyes to this.
Kuroko slowly moved his arm to try and embrace Akashi back. What had happened? Where was he? "What... happened?" He quietly asked the redhead. "Why... what did I survive...?"
So Kuroko doesn't remember? It was to be expected since it was such a horrid injury... "After the festival, you were hit by a van Tetsuya. You were in a life threatening condition and we didn't know if you would wake up. Thankfully you did." Thank goodness for that, Akashi couldn't be anymore happier than this, "However, many of your bones are broken."
He was hit by a van? Kuroko's eyes widened in shock. So that's why he felt he couldn't move much and it was a bit difficult to breathe. "I-Is everyone else... okay?" His throwt was so sore. "They were.. running behind me too so... did they get hit too?"
Akashi's smile widened. Of course, only Kuroko would worry about others rather than himself, "No, it was only you." So kind and generous, it's impossible to think that such a person even exists. Akashi slightly moved so that he could look at Kuroko's face, moving to touch his cheek, "How are you feeling?"
When Akashi touched his cheek, Kuroko felt that the texture was different somehow. He moved his head a little so he could look at the hand touching his cheek. Bandages? He looked up at Akashi and noticed more bandages around his neck. Why did he have bandages on? It was nerve wracking to see them on his neck too. It only reminded him of Akashi's attempt of suicide. "...Why... do you have bandages?"
Quickly in reaction, the redhead reached up to cover his neck bandage with his jumper in attempt to hide it. Then he raised up his bandaged hand, "I cut myself when peeling an apple. It's a minor cut but Shintarou insisted to bandage it. It's nothing." He looked down at Kuroko worriedly, "More importantly, I want to know if anything is hurting you."
"A minor cut? On both hands?" Kuroko asked, ignoring that last sentence. "And your neck? Akashi-kun, what happened?" He asked worriedly. "Please don't lie to me... What happened?"
The redhead lowered his head, "Please Tetsuya, it's nothing. Don't concern yourself with that." He pleaded, "You're wounded much, much more then myself. Will you listen to me, at least this one time?"
Don't concern himself? He's in the hospital and his lover is covered in bandages! How can he not be concerned? "I don't care if I'm "wounded much more than you". You've admitted that you're wounded and I'm not just going to forget about it. What happened while I was out?" Kuroko asked again. "I'm not going to drop this, Akashi-kun."
Akashi believed that because Kuroko is known for being stubborn as well. Why does he always worry about others as much as he does? Why can't he worry about himself? Especially in the condition he's currently in? Perhaps he'll never understand...
"I cut myself." Akashi finally said, "That's all."
It was the answer Kuroko expected, but hoped not to hear. "...That's all? You cut yourself, hurt yourself, and all you say is "that's all"?" He asked quietly. Why? Why did Akashi cut himself while he was in the hospital? What if he woke up and found out hew as dead because he killed himself? Didn't Akashi ever think of that?
"Why?" He finally asked. "Why.. do you keep trying... to kill yourself? Or at least harm yourself?.."
"Because." Akashi quickly spoke up, "I was told that you would never wake up. That you'd never open your eyes again." Even the thought of that frightened him, "I believed it, after all, I was there to see your body flying in the air after the van had hit you. There was so much blood and your body was..." He didn't want to remember, "I tried to convince myself that it wasn't the case and that you would wake up again. My only hope was your heartbeat right here." He pointed to the device that was peeping.
"However, a part of me still thought that you wouldn't wake up and so, if you would never come back to me, then I decided to join you instead." He explained.
Join him? But... He did wake up! What if Akashi really did succeed in killing himself and Kuroko woke up after all? Kuroko didn't want that much power over someone's life. He didn't want to be the death of Akashi.
"A-Akashi-kun... You can't just..." He was happy that Akashi loved him that much of course, but he didn't want the other to kill himself if he wasn't around anymore! "Please... don't try to harm yourself ever again. Even if something like this happens again... please, I don't want you to end your life because I'm not here..."
The redhead looked down at Kuroko with wide eyes, thinking over his words, "That... I can't promise that Tetsuya." He could never promise something like that, "I can't go on without you, I need you Tetsuya." He leaned down to gently embrace the other, "The world I've experienced these past ten years... It was cold and dark. It was meaningless. There was no point to it, not a shred of light within it." He tried to explain, "I can't promise it which means that... you'll have to promise instead that you'll try to evade danger. Don't be reckless and don't place yourself in dangerous situations. Your kindness will be the end of you. Your life is worth for two, not only one."
How can Kuroko promise that? For example, the van. How can he avoid that van when he didn't know it was coming? It was unavoidable. How can Akashi expect him to promise that?
He couldn't believe this. Akashi really can't live without him. His life really was worth two lives, but not the way Akashi thought. He held not only his own life but now Akashi's. If he died, Akashi would kill himself. He didn't want that much control over anyone, especially Akashi.
The only thing he could do for now... was accept Akashi's promise. Then he'll convince Akashi to see a therapist or something. This couldn't be healthy. He didn't want to say Akashi was obsessed, but maybe he just needed a little help...
"Fine... I'll try..." Kuroko mumbled, wrapping an arm around Akashi again to return the embrace. This man's life was in his hands. The thought couldn't leave his head. He closed his eyes tightly, fighting off on coming tears. He really couldn't leave Akashi again.
Author notes
KurokoTetsuya101: WE'RE SO SORRY! WE WERE SO BUSY YESTERDAY THAT WE FORGOT TO UPDATE! Please forgive us *bows* :( Thank you so much for your reviews! With this, we know that you guys are willing to stick with us until the very end! Thank you! Also, sorry :( Many of you seemed to have exams and that was the reason you couldn't review... so if u have exams, then don't worry about the reviews :3 Truth is that my final exams are coming up soon as well... That's why I'm so busy :( But even so! I will make an effort with Bell to update every Saturday! (Even though this time we didn't manage) :( So sorry and thank you for all your support! We hope you keep supporting us until the end :3 See you next week and good luck to those who are writing exams! :D
The Lucky Bell: What a wild chapter :'D flashback then more kind of deranged Sei- He kind of is obsessed, but at least Tetsuya noticed :'3 sorry for short note, my tablet is lagging so I gotta type slow. Just writing this short note took like five minutes.
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