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RPOV:
By the time I finished telling him everything, we were stopping for the night at a hotel.
Dimitri carried our bags to our room; Abe had us stay in the groups we'd driven in, booking only three rooms.
Dimitri had yet to say anything about what I told him due to the fact that we hadn't had a moment alone since. After I'd finished speaking, he did his best to comfort me while driving. I'd calmed down by the time we had to stop, but then Abe was there and everything was busy. Though raising an eyebrow at my tear stained face, Abe made no comment.
By the time we entered our room, I was exhausted. Talking and crying took a lot out of you.
Though he wasn't too thrilled, Dimitri let us forgo dinner with everyone in favor of going to bed.
"Do you think I'll have nightmares tonight?" I asked as we lay in bed cuddled together.
"I hope you don't, but if you do, I'm here," Dimitri answered.
A smile broke over my face. I loved how he didn't want to lie to me. Suddenly, I wasn't quite so tired.
Before I could do anything, however, Dimitri tilted my head up to look into my eyes. "Are we going to talk about what you told me?"
My good mood deflated slightly. "I suppose," I said grudgingly.
"We don't have to do it tonight, Roza," Dimitri assured me, kissing my forehead.
I shook my head, sighing. "No, we might as well get this over with. I don't want tomorrow to be ruined too."
Dimitri gave me a faint smile. "If you insist."
"Well, there's no insisting on it. We don't have to talk about it tonight, or ever, really," I said hopefully.
Dimitri's smile widened. "WE have to, Roza. It'll help you, and you know it."
I sighed again. "I guess," I mumbled.
Dimitri rolled over on his back, pulling me on top of him. "Talk to me," he insisted.
"Isn't it your turn to talk?" I asked jokingly. "I think I've talked enough for a lifetime."
Dimitri smiled softly at me. "Okay, I'll talk then. Nothing you said to me today changed anything. I love you. More, if possible. You are so brave, having gone through that and not lost yourself. You stayed strong. I know you don't think so, especially after you tried to...kill yourself, something I can't help but be thankfully you didn't succeed in despite the end result, but the fact that you are here with me today, smiling and laughing, shows that you did stay strong. You didn't lose yourself. You are amazing. I'm sorry, so, so very sorry that you will never have a child. I wish that, more than anything, could be fixed. However, that doesn't make me love you any less. I'm okay with adoption. To be perfectly honest, I've always wanted to adopt a little boy or girl, before having any children of my own, just to make sure I know how to raise one right. And we can adopt a baby and have all the wonderful moments that we would have with an older child. And I'll always be there for you. Actually, I want to find every single bastard that dared touch you, rips out their balls, stuff them down their throat until they chocked to death while cutting their body into pieces before burning them and burying the ashes. Then I would always be there for you not matter what."
I laughed through the tears dribbling down my face. "I love you so much Dimitri."
A/N: Hey, sorry for such a long time between updates! I've had this chapter hanging around my notebook for a while now...but actually, it wasn't this chapter. Well, it was, but as I was typing it, it completely changed. But anyway...I'll do my best to go back to daily updates! Oh, who read the DPOV and first chapter of The Fiery Heart? Both are soo amazing! The two favorite men of VA get to show their thoughts
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