Chapter 12
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight. Just in case you were wondering.
Warning: This is a Fetish Fic. If you can't or shouldn't be handling it…don't.
Story Note: Each chapter will switch POV. No standard on length. It switches when the other one wants to talk to me.
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EPOV
Half awake, I reached out to find Bella but she wasn't in the bed beside me and she hadn't been there for quite a while because the sheets were cold where she should have been.
"Bella? I called to her, worried that something had happened.
"I await your will, Master." I turned toward her voice and sat up when I saw her kneeling beside the bed with her knees spread, ass on her heels, arms behind her back and head tilted all the way back. I couldn't remember what that position was called but it looked painful.
"Bella, what are you doing?"
"I am waiting for you to command me as you will, Master."
What? Why? My brain wasn't functioning. The clock told me it was 7:15 am. About my usual wake up time but obviously she had been trained to rise earlier.
"How long have you been there like that?"
She wrinkled her nose. "I'm not sure, Master. I wake every morning at 5:30."
I had a bad feeling that my next question would be answered in the affirmative. "And you went immediately into this position?"
"Yes, Master. Did you wish for me to take a different position?" She had not moved for nearly two hours?!
"Stand and come, Bella." She obeyed and I could tell that her muscles had suffered from being contorted so for too long.
I rubbed her arms and hips as she stood between my legs. "You are not to rise and go into any position, Bella."
"You wish me to wait for you where I wake?"
I felt her shiver and wondered why she didn't put on her robe if she was cold. "No. I wish for you to wake and do as you please. You are cold, why have you not put on your robe?"
"I…uh…" she faltered. I'm sure trying to decide how to answer without angering me.
"Honesty always, Bella." I reminded her gently.
"You don't want me naked when I service you in the mornings, Master?" Her blush covered her cheeks. I didn't know how she could still blush when she obviously had every expectation of giving me a blow job every morning.
"I do not wish you to service me every morning. I wish for you to wake up and go about doing whatever pleases you. Now if you are cold I want you to put on your robe so that you are warm. Are you otherwise okay?"
She bit her lip and I knew the answer was 'no' but she was fighting with herself again about my honesty clause.
"Beelllaa?" I said with just a touch of warning in my tone.
"Please don't be mad, Master. I just need to relieve myself and I'm so very thirsty. But I'm fine really. I can wait until you are ready if you have something else you wish of me."
The fuck?! "Bella!" I yelled and she flinched. I endeavored to control my volume before I spoke again. "I'm not mad. However, if you need to go to the bathroom, for heaven's sake please just go. You DO NOT have to wait for anything, ever. Bloody fucking hell." I muttered the last part as I pushed both hands through my hair. "And you've already been told to get water as you need it. Do I need to make this a command? I will not have you harming yourself while you wait to service me or some other such ridiculous nonsense. Do you understand?"
Her head was hung in shame and her shoulders slumped. "I'm sorry I have failed you again, Master. I will do as you say. I will not forget."
"You have not failed me. I have failed you, Bella." She began shaking her head at me in horror.
"No, no, no, Master! You are the best, kindest, most wonderful Master. Please…" She was beginning to tear up.
I put my finger to her lips. "Shhhh, Bella. I have failed. I am only human and I make mistakes everyday. I have failed to anticipate your needs over and over. You are doing only what you have been taught to do and I have not made my expectations clear enough.
"Let me try to rectify that some now. I want you to wake up whenever you please, go and take care of your needs, whatever they may be, then go about doing whatever you want to do. If I need you or want to speak to you I will come and find you. Okay?"
"Yes, Master." She shivered again and I realized what a long road this was going to be.
"And if you're cold, Bella, please, put on your robe, alright?"
She nodded at me then asked, "Can I do those things now, Master?"
I gave her a half cocked grin and counted her request as progress. "Absolutely!" I gave her a quick kiss on the forehead and smacked her ass lightly as she turned to get her robe.
I fell back onto the bed. I'd been awake exactly…I looked at the clock – 7:24…nine minutes and I was exhausted from the conversation with Bella already. God, this was going to be hard.
I thought about Bella's beautiful face as she orgasmed in my arms last night. I've never seen a more amazing sight in my life. I couldn't help the shit-eating grin I felt cracking my face in half.
She would be worth every minute.
