CHAPTER 12
AUTHORS NOTE:
So happy for new followers and you favorite my story I'm so happy thank you. I DON'T OWN PRETTY LITTLE LIARS.
cosmicmo when I write that she slept with Gael I was like wow where this came from but know I get why she always protecting Paige is because she has this secret, is better for her to out rat Sammy but she can be lying to Paige all this time.
CASSIE POV:
I was there watching her crying and then she just jump at the pool I thought she was going to swim her ass off but I haven't see her come out for air so I just run and jump at the pool, she was with her eyes close so I just took her head and move her she open up her eyes and came for air.
Cassie: What the hell was that about?
Paige: What the hell are you doing here?
Cassie: Answer my question.
Paige: I just need to clear my mind.
Cassie: By killing you.
Paige: You are so dramatic eventually I will came out for air, relax.
Cassie: P, come on, I thought with the break up you will be free and happy, to do what you wanted to do, but now look so sad and upset is like you wanna disappear, come talk to me Im you best friend, you can have a better best friend but Im the only one you have right know so suck it up.
Paige: You are the only one because you are the best.
I smile a little bit but I know that the day she knows about my and Gael she will know that she need a better one.
Cassie: So whats wrong?
Paige: Sometimes I think that this was a mistake move out of San Diego is a mistake, break up with Gael is a mistake and the everything Im doing is wrong.
Cassie: This is not a mistake is what you wanted to be free to follow your dreams your feelings.
Paige: Yeah, about that, can you do something for me.
Cassie: Anything you know that.
Paige: Can we change rooms maybe for a couple of weeks until the competition in San Diego.
Cassie: May I ask why?
Paige: Mm, I kind of have a fight with Emily and I need space and focus in my swimming.
Cassie: Oh, you know coach told you she will help you with your turns what you are going to do about that.
Paige: Well she already coach me a couple of times I will practice that.
Cassie: You have class and swimming practice with her too.
Paige: Yeah well I will suck it up those time but the rooms it just temporally please?
Cassie: Sure, are you gonna tell her?
Paige: Not really, I think she works today so I will make a bag for some clothes and if I need something I will do it when she is not there.
Cassie: Is like you are running, she will see you on Monday you know that, better she will see me in the night. What should I tell her?
Paige: She didn't come home last night, maybe she wont be there this night too so don't worry and you tell her what you want I don't care at all.
Cassie: Okey, what at one point you will need to talk to her, you can do this to her she is a great girl, and you need to talk to resolve the problem. P maybe the answer is there you just need to follow what you are feeling.
Paige: Im following what Im feeling I need space from her, so are you gonna change rooms or not?
Cassie: Sure.
Paige: Ok, know you change clothes and I will swim see you at lunch to change rooms.
Cassie: Yeah, have a good swim and don't forget to take air.
Paige: Yeah Yeah.
STILL CASSIE POV
I get out of the pool and she start swimming, she was right her turns start to get better. I walk back my room and Emily was on the way out, I thing she was going to work.
Emily: What happen to you, you are all wet?
Cassie: Yeah I felt in the pool so that's why.
Emily: Oh, did you see Paige.
Cassie: Yeah, good job on the turns she is getting better.
Emily: Actually we only practiced like two times, but I think she is a fast student.
Cassie: Yeah she is, you need to have patience with her.
Emily: Yeah I know, well I need to go, I will meet Sammy she is going home in a couple of hours and then I need to work.
Cassie: Oh yeah about that I think you can find a better girlfriend.
Emily: LOL Spencer said the same one time.
Cassie: Maybe she is right. She sounds smart.
Emily: She is very smart, well I will think about, have a good afternoon see you later.
And then she walks away too. OMG today is gonna sucks, P was wrong Sammy is going back home today so she is gonna be there at night.
PAIGE POV:
I know I know I promise I will fight for her, but this feeling is so strong I never feel this way before and Im so scare that I don't know what to do. I know I need to be brave but right now I don't want to make a mistake and mostly I don't want to get Ems hurt she doesn't deserve this. I can see her cry again and that's why I need to be away from her until I know what to do with this.
And about Cassie, she is my best friend she always joking about me being gay so I know she will be fine if Im, but first I need to tell her the true about what is happening, she can be in the dark this long. We don't have any secrets and now I have one and is not fair to her to help me with this without knowing the true.
I arrive at my room make a little bag with clothes my books and laptop everything I need and then if I forget something I will take it when she is not here.
Cassie: This is a bad idea, Red girl told me I will do something of her homework and she wont said anything to coach. I don't think Ems will said something right?
Paige: I don't know, she is the Capitan she can said everything.
Cassie: If Coach gets angry I will said you make me do this.
Paige: Yeah, whatever just do it.
Cassie: I saw Ems, she is coming home tonight. She will see me and freak out.
Paige: I already told you I don't care what you tell her, just shut up and do this for me. I will tell you when Im ready why Im doing this.
Cassie: Better be soon.
Paige: Yeah, thank you anyway see you at practice I will do some homework.
Cassie: Yeah me too good night.
I went to Cassie room it was a real mess so I clean a little bit and start reading the chapter I need for my class tomorrow. I don't know if I will go for a run I know Ems will be there. Maybe I can go to another place.
EMILY POV:
I saw Paige sleeping with the cover on her face, so I didn't want to wake her up. I went to take a shower and when I came out I saw Cassie sleeping in Paige bed.
Emily: Cassie? What the hell are you doing here?
Cassie: What, whats wrong?
I think I scream to loud because now she is scare.
Cassie: You scare me the shit out of me? What happen?
Emily: Why you are on Paige bed?
Cassie: Surprise Im your temporally roommate.
Emily: What?
Cassie: Well P told me you too need space and ask me if I can change room for a couple of weeks.
Emily: A couple of weeks? What the hell does she need all this time to think about it?
Cassie: Think about what? She didn't tell me whats wrong.
Emily: Nothing we have a misunderstanding, but she didn't need to move out I need to talk to her.
Cassie: Wait Ems is 11 pm she is sleep maybe you can talk to her tomorrow at practice or school.
Emily: Yeah maybe you are right, go to sleep.
Cassie: Sorry Ems, I told you need to be patience she will come around.
Emily: You knew when I was going to work right?
Cassie: Yeah sorry for not telling you but you will be running out of the room to talk to her and maybe is a good think you both have space, she need to figure it out by herself and then she will tell us.
Emily: You know about us?
Cassie: She didn't told me anything I just figure it out, and maybe I listen you a little at the pool.
I sit at my bed, I knew it wasn't my secret but I need to talk to somebody my friends are not here, and Cassie figure it out so she wont said anything.
Emily: I really need to talk to somebody, (I start crying) my friends are not here and I going crazy.
Cassie: You can talk to me I wont tell anybody.
Emily: You are her best friend.
Cassie: She can do so much better but she hasn't figure it out yet.
Emily: I cheated on Sammy. (I let out a huge sob)
Cassie: With P?
Emily: We only kiss, well I kiss her.
Cassie: Where I didn't see that, I only see her kissing Lauren, and sorry about that.
Emily: When we came here I help her changing her clothes and then she asked me to hold her and I did, I could stop myself and asked about the kiss I was I think a little jealous.
Cassie: What she said?
Emily: She said she was having fun, and it didn't mean anything. But for me it did. So I told her that I didn't want her with her and she asked me why and I could stop myself and I kissed her.
Cassie: Did she kiss you back?
Emily: I think at the begging she didn't but then she did and it was amazing and then I remember I had a girlfriend or she did I don't know and then…
Cassie: I enter the room and both of you were crying.
Emily: The next day I saw Sammy and she was so kind with me that I couldn't tell her about what I did and I felt so guilty and Im a really bad girlfriend I haven't do this to anybody and I don't know what to do, and Sammy is back home and Paige is not here to talk about everything or to help me figure it out. A huge part of me tells me I need her all the time and other part is tell me that Im doing something really bad to her, and she is freaking out.
Cassie: Do you like her?
Emily: I like Paige, and I don't know if Im in love with Sammy we have only being dating for few months and is a long distance relationship and we have a lot of problems because of Lauren.
Cassie: Ems I need to tell you something important…
CASSIE POV:
This is my turn to be honest, if I tell her about Lauren and Sammy kissing in the club I need to be honest to Paige too. I know Paige actually didn't cheat on Gael but someday this true will hunt me and is better that I tell her.
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