Oh my god! I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry I haven't up dated in like years! Now I could go into this long explaination involving a secret misson for the president, but I won't, cause that would be lying and lying is bad, so I'll just say I was to Lazy and had no inspiration. Sorry I hope theres still readers out there by the way I'm working on the next chapter right now and it will be up tomorrow or later today. Promise!
Sadie's P.O.V.
"Promise, Gabby, why are we standing out side DX again?" I asked as I stood with them, leaning against the door to DX.
Promise sigh, "I don't know ask Gabby, this was here idea." she responded.
"Duh, wait… I totally forgot I know it had something to do with Dal, I was supposed do something at DX, but I forget oh well lets go." Gabbny responded and we turned to leave, then a spotted something that made me freeze in my steps.
Promise and Gabby looked back at me, "Sad, whats up?" Promise asked.
I wasn't listening to her, my eyes were focused on the figure that was approaching, then she neared, "Well, if it is the whore who can't keep her legs closed," I said, as Sandy neared us, she looked at me, "what are you doing here." I asked.
"I'm looking for Sodapop, who are you." she stated more then asked.
"Sadie Matthews, Soda's girlfriend." I said, raising my eye brow as I spoke.
"His girlfriend?" she said with amusement.
"Yes, does bad hearing come with being a slut?" I asked, with a glare, I was oblivious to anyone around me now.
"Who do you think you are?" Sandy snapped.
"I think I'm Sadie Bell Matthews, but I don't know that could have change, but that who I was last time I checked." I said, almost snarled, then I heard a voice and turned around.
"Sadie, whats going- Sandy?!" Soda said coming out of DX.
"Sodapop! I'm so glad to see you!" Sandy said and ran over to him hugging her. I could have stabbed her and probably would have if I had a knife.
"Sandy what are you going here?" he asked, pushing her off of him.
"Looking for you of course! While I was away in Florida I realized how good I had it with you, my grand parents agreed to take care of the baby for me and let me come home. I understand you probably don't want to date me right now, but can we still be friends?" she said looking him in the eyes, and was once more lucky I didn't have a switchblade on me.
"Sandy…" he said then bit his lip and glanced at me, "ok friends." he said with a nod. I glared at him and whipped around and stormed off, I felt silly for being so mad at him and I didn't really know why I was so made at him, but I was and that's all that mattered right now.
"Sad? Where you going?" Gabby asked.
"Sadie?" Promise called, they followed me, I gave them a look and they both fell silent then we reached my house, Johnny was in school so it was just us.
We sat on my couch, "Sadie, what's a matter?" Gabby asked.
I shook my head, "It's nothing." I said.
"Ok, if you don't want to talk about it, that's alright, I have to go anyways, Dal and I going to spend the day together." she said standing up, then left the room and couple seconds later we heard the door shut.
"Alright Matthews, what's digging? Why are you so pissed." Promise asked.
I sigh, "It's just, I can't believe that Soda's friend with her again, it makes me so mad and I don't know why." I said.
"I know how you feel…" Promise said.
"What do you mean? Tim's not friends with any of his old girlfriends…" I said, trailing off when I remembered me, "except me but, he wouldn't leave you for me." I said.
"Sadie are you blind! Tim still's in love with you! All I am is a replacement, second best thing, all I am in his eyes is a girl that looks like you that fills in the hole you left. He doesn't look at me the same way he looked at you, the look of adoration in his eyes toward me in fake, the one he gave you was genuine!" Promise said, tears coming to her eyes.
"Promise… that can't be true… he loves you." I said.
"Not as much as he loves you!" Promise said, tears running down her face
"Promise…" I said but trailed off lost for words.
"No, it's alright, I knew from the start as soon as you broke up with him he still loved you, and when he asked me to be his girlfriend that I was the second best thing, I don't know why I said yes! I'm so stupid," she said, running her hand through her hair, "look I'm gonna go ok? See you later Sad." she said and walked out. I sighed, I needed to blow off some steam badly.
Next chapter is coming soon! I promise!
