A/N: I've been busy... too busy to post. Sorry!
Chapter 12: I'll keep out of your way.
She hates me.
But she doesn't want to forget about me.
Maybe she just needs time.
Maybe she will seriously forgive me.
Maybe I'm bugging her.
Maybe I shouldn't call.
I'm annoying her.
I guess she just needs me to leave her alone.
I'll keep out of your way.
Will that help, Ellie?
I'll leave you alone.
Wait for you to come to me.
If that will ever happen.
I'm sure it will.
I don't want you to really forget about me, Ellie.
But it's best for you.
I'm no good.
I hope you know that, I'm not just here in Wasaga for me.
I'm here for you.
Now wouldn't have been a good time to live with Sean Cameron.
Actually, never is probably a "good" time to live with me.
I'm surprised that you stayed…
Even though you didn't really have much of a choice.
I guess I should stop pondering so much about you.
It'll be hard to leave you alone if I don't.
It'll be hard though.
But eventually, I guess I'll move on.
And that will be that.
Oh, who am I kidding?
I'll never stop thinking about you.
You're my everything.
And I'm sorry.
I'm gonna force myself to leave you be.
I'll call one more time.
To tell her that I'm sorry.
And I know it's best to stop talking, to let us cope.
Because I love her.
And I wish this whole thing never happened.
And I'm going to miss her.
So freaking much.
And I wish she wasn't so mad.
And I'm sad.
And this sucks.
