Friday 28th April 2014

Dear diary…

2 days to go now! Dinner went great with them we discussed about when the child is born and I said that they could still live here if they liked and I would move out as my house has five bedrooms two en suite bathrooms and much more but you already knew. Anyway they said that I could be the god mother. It turns out she is 3 months but she's still as skinny as a slice of celery. Okay maybe you can tell I little bit okay a lot but I thought she was just gaining weight I weighed my self today. It came up as 7st 4ibs. I know that's fat! I want to be 4st. No I don't have an eating disorder I'm just super fat.

2 days and I will be asking him out. I hope he doesn't say no. arrgh I always wonder where these thoughts spawn from. Ha-ha that's from the monster which describes me perfectly!

Anyway I'm going to get going now talk soon bye.

Yours

Zoe

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