There was a light knock on the front door. After few calming breaths I made my way down the steps and opened the doors for Edward.

He looked sexy as always. He was wearing dark jeans with dark button up shirt to match and his hair was messy as usual.

"Hey." I greeted him trying to hide my huge grin which was eager to breakout, so I bit my lip.

"Hey." Hi smiled and walked in when I opened the door wider.

"So, what do you want to do?" I asked once I closed the door. He put his hands on his hips and turned around to face me.

"What do you have in mind?"

"I don't know." I took a few steps closer to him and his lips parted when his emerald eyes landed on my lips. "We could watch a movie?" I offered. He tore his gaze away from my lips and nodded.

"I will just fix us some snacks." I added and went to kitchen with Edward fallowing right behind me.

"So what's new?" He sat down at the round table and rested his hands on it.

"Nothing." I lied. I didn't feel like saying him that I may be pregnant. "What's new with you?" I grabbed the box of cheese sticks and pattered them on the plate.

"Nothing. " He mimicked me and that caused me to giggle. I reached up for the bag of chips, but I couldn't reach and all of a sudden Edward was standing behind me reaching for them. His chests were pressed at my back and I felt my breath catching in my throat.

"Here." He whispered in my hair as he put the bag down in front of me. Only now I noticed that I was trapped between the counter and him. I had to fight the urge to turn around to face him. But I wasn't sure I should do that. But while I have ben discussing about it in my head I noticed that he haven't moved. He was still standing behind me with each hand at either side of me.

I cleared my throat and he slowly backed off. I felt the familiar blush taking over my cheeks.

"I think that's plenty." I said and poured the chips on the plate. Edward grabbed the two plates and followed me. Now I wasn't sure, should we watch TV here downstairs or should we go up to my room? I mean it would be more comfortable in my room, but more awkward.

"Um...where do you want to watch it? We can stay here or we can go to my room?" I decided to leave it in his hands.

"Your room would be great. That couch is pretty uncomfortable." A small smirk appeared on his lips. I nodded and walked up the stairs with Edward right behind me.

We decided to go with whatever is on. Lucky for me there were no horror movies so we ended up watching American Pie 'Naked mile'.

"I just don't get. Which girl in her right mind gives her boyfriend a guilt free pass and hoped he won't use it." I said as I nibbled on my cheese stick.

"What's there's not to get? She just hopes he loves her and won't use it." He pointed out.

"But he's a teenage boy."

"So?"

"So? Do I need to remember that you fucked anything that moves back when you were a teenager?" As soon as I said those words I felt the familiar ache in my heart. Edward just looked at me with his mouth slightly open. "Im –"

"No. You are right. I did that. And I'm not proud of it. But we all make wrong choices. And besides I was a stupid teenager. I didn't know any better. That was the only way I was sure that I will hurt you.

"I hate that we went so wrong." I said snuggling closer to him.

"Me too. But look at the bright side." He nudged my side making me look up at him. "You are now engaged to a great guy." The weak smile was on his lip. I shifted myself up so I was now the same level as him.

"Edward I'm not engaged ." His eyebrows pushed together and his lips parted.

"What do you mean you're not?"

"I'm not. He proposed to me and I said no. I loved him, but…He is ready to commit in that way, but I'm not. So it wouldn't be fair."

"Are you serious?"

"Yes." I watched the small smile appear on his face. He was about to say something, but his phone went off.

"Hello?...Emmett?...Where are you?...You are doing what?" He pushed himself off the bed and motioned for me to get dressed.