A/N - I have updated the Identity Episode chapter to include the diary entry for the episode that followed called 'The Only Easy Day' which I completely missed! Oops.

Disclaimer - don't own anything you recognise, just having fun and some attempted stress relief.

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Episode: Breach

I don't usually lose it with a female, not like I did today, but damn she got under my skin. I knew she wasn't telling us everything, lying outright in some places, and she didn't seem to understand how much danger she was in, or what she had gotten involved in. And this was someone had tried to kill her.

Though considering where she came from, it's quite possible she was a hell of a lot happier and felt safer here than she had been used to.

But if I'm honest with myself, I saw something of me in her. Alone, fighting to make it through each day and not wanting anyone to know who I really was behind it all, only having myself to watch my back. I've spent so much time doing that in my life. But I know that I have others now, Sam in particular, who watch my back and are there for me. I just had a time convincing her that we were just trying to help.

Sam. Worried about the big guy. Everything with Moe has shaken him. We can all see it, even Eric, whose not the most intuitive of us. When he told Sam Moe was gone, I could hear it in Eric's voice, he was worried, not only for Sam but for Moe and he was confused. Eric hasn't lived a life like any of us, a life with danger and unanswered questions. Eric answers things, he finds the details and he gets the information needed. Unanswered questions aren't a part of Eric daily routine.

Sam will make it, he'll find a way, but in the meantime, I'll be keeping a closer eye on him than usual.

Hetty wants me to stop and smell the roses. I think she wants more than that. I think she wants to see us all happy with someone. Not miss out like she did. Whoever this guy was – the perfect combination of scholar, soldier and scoundrel – I think she cared more about him than she wanted me to know.

She was right though. I'm not going to the exhibit to 'meet chicks'. Charlie liked Rembrandt. I might not be up to sharing with Hetty about her, but I can share something with her, show that I can take some time to just enjoy something beautiful.