"Just tell me she's going to be okay" he whispered as tears fell freely from his eyes

""I wish I could but she's taken a turn for the worse and we need to think of her, it might be in your best interests to say your goodbye's" and with that he left leaving him and I alone for the first time in days.

"I-I cant believe this"he said as he broke down crying, I felt tears fill my eyes at I witnessed this entirely private display that I wasn't supposed to see, but then he turned and held out his arm's for me I walked into them knowing what he needed.

"I love you miles" he said muffling his face into my shoulder ,

my eye's widened this could not be happening

" I- uh I love you too" I whispered shakily he needed this I whispered to myself once more and I would have been more freaked out had this not been the first and possibly only time I would ever see Nick cry.

"I love you, thank you for staying" he said again as I felt hot tears fall on my back.

"always, I love you" I said reassuring him that I wasn't going anywhare I love you those words felt so foreign and poisonous in my mouth I just closed my eye's and stayed there holding him.

he needs this.

sorry it's been so long but I've had some stuff going on and the computer was the least of my worries so yeah...

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oh and should probably tell you this only had 8 chapters left EEE lol