Since the night my mother exploded, we've been keeping our distance from each other. We only talked to each other when we dearly needed to. We didn't eat together or do anything outside of the house. It was extremely heartbreaking, having her as my only parent and all.
I think Roxas was starting to notice something was wrong. I had been sighing a lot lately, but I wouldn't dare tell Roxas what was bothering me. So I just decided to let things unfold by themselves. I was hoping my mother would realize she was the adult here and apologize. What could go wrong?
"Zexion. Let's go." I blinked up to see Axel standing in front of me. I hadn't realized the final bell had rung. Usually I race out of school to go see my boyfriend. All of this was really going to my head.
"R-Right." I packed up my stuff and left with the red head walking beside me. I had gotten used to him being so attached to me. Although his presence seemed to chase everyone off. Levi hadn't talked to me in days and whenever he saw us walking down the hallways towards him he would turn around and scurry off.
We made it halfway to Roxas's house before Axel stopped and turned towards me. "Are you planning on going to his house?" Whoa, did I sense some hostility in his voice?
"Uh, yeah." I looked over his expression carefully.
"He's not there. So head home." Okay, this was odd. His tone made me think something was going on. But I couldn't even guess what it was. I nodded and headed to my house while Axel parted ways with me.
I was at my front door in a matter of seconds. I took a deep breath before sticking my key into the knob and unlocking the door. My mother had the day off and I had to admit I wasn't really looking forward to seeing her. I swung the door open and stepped inside, closing and locking the door behind me.
I slipped off my shoes and dropped my backpack and lanyard on the floor. Dragging my feet, I turned the corner to the kitchen and felt my body stop dead in its tracks. My mother was sitting at the table with Roxas sitting across from her. What the Hell was going on?
"R-Roxas…? Mom?" I gave them a horrified look when they turned around to look at me. Roxas abruptly got to his feet, turning his body towards me. I assumed he wasn't expecting me to find out he had been here.
"Zexion. You're home…" I could see the fear on Roxas's face as he stood there in shock. I wasn't mad, just confused at why they were talking to each other.
"What's going on here?" I took a step into the kitchen.
"Roxas came over here to talk to me. It seems like he's very concerned about you." Why was there a need to be concerned about me? I was fine, nothing is wrong with me.
"That's why I'm telling you it's my fault. You shouldn't be mad at your son. I forced him to kiss me." Now I was really confused. I had been the one to kiss him and I never remembered telling Roxas about the whole issue with my mother.
I walked up beside Roxas and placed my hand on his shoulder to stop him from talking, giving him a harsh look. "No. You're wrong." My hand dropped down to my side as I turned towards my mother. "I kissed him because I wanted to. I'm dating him because it makes me happy. I don't care what you say mom. I love Roxas and there is no way I would ever change that. You either accept us or I'll leave."
My words made me sound extremely confident, but my whole body was shaking. I was afraid my mother wouldn't accept us and kick me out. I had spent my whole life trying to make her happy and now I felt like I was slapping her in the face.
I felt Roxas shift beside me as his hand wrapped around mine for comfort. Although all it did was make my heart race more from the contact. My mother ran a hand through her hair and gave a sigh. I squeezed Roxas's hand for some reassurance and I was happy when he started to soothingly stroke my thumb.
"Yeah, I suppose if he makes you happy… I can be alright with this." She looked up and smiled. "Roxas, you're a good kid to come all the way over here and talk to me. I know I can trust Zexion in your hands." We both burst out in smiles at the decision.
"Although if you hurt my boy I will make sure you understand the grave mistake you made." I felt Roxas flinch beside me and I couldn't help but softly giggle.
"Y-You don't have to worry, ma'am! Zexion is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I will never let him go." I turned my head to place a soft kiss on his cheek from his sweet comment.
"Thanks mom."
"Zexion… Can I?"
"Mmm?"
To be asking a question at a time like this seemed absurd. Although I didn't really know what he meant by that. He was already doing so much; I wasn't sure what else he could do.
He gave a long slow stroke to my hard member, kissing the side of my neck. I shifted my body that was on top of him, forcing his hand to engulf more of my erection. My hips began to move on their own as I placed my hands on Roxas's shoulders to stabilize myself.
After everything was alright with my mother we went to Roxas's house, and instead of going to the living room we went right into his bed. He sat against the headboard of the bed and pulled me on top of him. Without another second of thinking, I was stripped of my pants and his hand was roaming all over my body.
"Mmm, Zexion." He moaned softly in my ear, his hand leaving my throbbing appendage and cupping jut underneath it. My nails dug into his skin at the sudden pleasure that coursed through my body. He always knew where my sensitive spots were.
"R-Roxas… Good…" I closed my eyes and threw my head back as his other hand started to roam under my shirt before finding a pink nub to twirl. I grinded down into the palm of his hand, loving the sensation that it gave me.
"Can I… Please Zexion?" I opened my eyes to look down at him with a confused expression.
His hand gave one last squeeze before roaming further down. I was puzzled at what he was doing, before I felt his finger press against the entrance in the middle of my bottom.
I gasped as the tip of his finger pressed inside and my muscles involuntarily clenched down. The feeling was strange and I tried to push away from Roxas to make him stop, but he only wrapped his arm around my waist to hold me in place.
His finger wiggled itself further in until the first joint could no longer be seen. The tears started to gather in my eyes, only to overflow and run down my cheeks. I tried once again to pull away, but his strength overpowered me.
"No, Roxas…" I began to shake my head as the fear I was feeling took over my body. I didn't want to be invaded like this. I didn't like Roxas holding me, forcing me to do this against my will. He wasn't his normal self and that was scary.
"Shhh, it's okay." His finger started to rub against the inner wall inside, but my muscles wouldn't relax to let him farther inside. I knew I had to get away before he got angry.
"No, Roxas! I don't… want this!" I used all of my strength and threw myself off of him, landing on the edge of his bed. I couldn't stop the tears that were running down my face as I slid off the bed. I had long ago gone soft and it was easy for me to slip into the rest of my clothes. I didn't look at Roxas before I ran out of his bedroom and out of his house.
I don't know how long I was running, or where I was actually going. But I ran as fast as I could in any direction away from Roxas. I didn't understand what had gotten into him. He had never touched me there and never asked if he could. We never talked about going all the way and honestly I never planned to.
It was when I slammed against something hard that I was force to stop, mostly because I had fell back and landed on the ground. I looked up to see that I hadn't knocked into something, but someone.
"Well, well. It's Roxas's fuck buddy here to play with us." I immediately recognized him as the boy Roxas beat up in school, and the others as the ones who almost raped me against the side of the school. The boy had a cast on his nose and tons of Band-Aids on the rest of his face. He didn't look too pretty.
"N-No…" I tried to get myself up off the floor to run away, but my body wouldn't move on its own.
"Roxas did a number on my face. And I see this as the perfect time to repay him the kindness. Get him, Levi."
I was puzzled again at who he was talking to, before I saw Levi walk forward and pull me off of the pavement. He face didn't change as if I was nobody to him.
"L-Levi! What are you…" I tried to pull myself from the male, but he only tightened his grasp on my arm.
"Shut up, cock sucker. When we're done with you, you'll be begging us to shove two dicks up your ass."
