Chapter 12- Oh God

Christmas in this house as a very relaxed, cozy affair. Time seemed to stand still as we ate a breakfast, and then settled in front of the tree to open presents. Carlisle had successfully built a huge fire in the fireplace, keeping the chill off the room. My own gifts had been perfect, Esme and Carlisle had both given me gift cards, although Esme's was to a store that both Edward and I could enjoy.

"Here, last one." Esme said handing me a small box. I was anxious, not knowing what it could be. I carefully took the lid off, inside was a tree ornament with both our names on it, and the year engraved into the white gold. I looked at her, feeling the invitation into her family. I hugged her tightly, I had never felt such an emotion before this. The emotion of belonging to a family, a real family. I loved it. Edward and I had long since retreated upstairs to spend the day in bed, quietly napping and talking. This day was going to be filed away as one of my favorite days in my life. Nothing better.

"Here, I forgot your present this morning." Edward suddenly said, breaking the peaceful silence between us. I had been watching the snow fall outside his window for the better part of the day. I looked over at him to find a box shoved in my face. My heartbeat sped into an erratic rhythm. He rearranged us so that he was propped up against the headboard and I was nestled in between his legs, my back on his chest. Very comfortable. While I held the box in my hands he began leaving pecks on my neck, making me shiver.

"Love, you have to open it to see what's inside." He chastised jokingly. His hands reached up, and opened the box that rested in my palm. I gasped.

"Edward, this is beautiful." I whispered, I couldn't trust myself to speak. The platinum ring was completely encircled with princess cut diamonds. Anything but simple. He lifted it out of its protective box and slid it onto my finger, the finger I should say. When I didn't speak, he spoke for me.

"Its not an engagement ring, but I wanted to put something on that perfect finger of yours. Think of it as a promise ring. Someday, I promise." He was alternating between biting my earlobe, and leaving chaste kisses on my neck.

"Say something." He demanded becoming tired of my silence. I smile at him, and turned so I was facing him on my knees. Taking his face in my hands, I kissed him deeply. I sighed when I pulled away from him, we were still in his parents house and he respected them enough to not do anything that crossed a certain boundary. Ok, I respected them enough too. I smiled at his rejected face, and made him lie down next to me, snuggling into the sheets. We were facing each other, his hand on my cheek.

"I love you." He whispered, I smiled back and kissed him again.

"I love you too." I replied, my heart flying again. He pulled the sheets up higher, and snuggled closer.

"Sleep tight love." He murmured as we both drifted to sleep.

The last few days that we spent in Seattle were great, it was just what I had needed. I never knew that spending an extended amount of time doing nothing but relaxing was exactly everything that I had needed. There, my hair was perfect, resting in a low ponytail and curled. I slipped into my black strapless black cocktail dress, and went to find my shoes. Slipping on the black peep toe stilettos' I realized that I was much more nervous about his friends from school, than I had even remotely been for the benefit. I guess it was due to the fact that these people were either going to accept me, and I would always have to deal with it, and those people I never had to see again.

"Bella, don't worry. They will love you. But I do have to warn you, Tanya will be there." He reassured me, and then ruined the moment completely with her name. I rolled my eyes, not letting him see it though. I took in his appearance and smile, he was looking very nice in dark blue jeans that hugged all the right spots, and a black button up that made me want to rip it open right now. Tonight we were going to a local night club, named Twilight, and were going to be celebrating New Years, our first New Years together. I was nervous, very nervous. Edward knew the owner, a very good friend of his from high school so we got VIP tickets to tonight's bash. As we pulled up to the curb in the limo, I noticed that the line to get in was very long, it made me very glad that we didn't have to wait. Edward led me in, and gripped my hand as we made our way through the throngs of dancing people to the VIP area. His friend was waiting for him. I was suddenly very glad that my cast had come off the other day as he took my hand and kissed it in greeting I blushed furiously. His name was James, he was a very tall man. I had to look up at him as he welcomed un into the lounge.

"Edward, so glad you could make it. You have a very beautiful woman with you." He complemented. I blushed again.

"I know, I am just as blessed that she loves me back." Edward answered with a wink. James leaned in ad whispered something in his ear, making Edward tilt his head toward me. I knew that look, the one reserved for the bedroom. I smiled to myself, taking a drink as a waiter passed and found a spot right next to the rail watching all the people below me. The drink was very good, and I sucked it down quickly. One of my favorite songs was blaring through the sound system, Rhianna's "Disturbia" was making the floor vibrate. Edward was suddenly behind me, pulling me to my feet and leading me to the dance floor. We came together right tin the middle of the people, my arms pulling him tightly to my body. Our hips moving together in a perfect rhythm, his hands everywhere at once. There was something about the ay the lights hit Edwards eyes, the green glowing back at me, and the way our bodies were moving together, I was suddenly hot all over. I wanted him now.

"Edward, is there somewhere we could go." I whispered in his ear, he straightened up, his eyes piercing mine with the same need. He nodded, and led me towards a hallway, and into an office. The whole east side of the room was a sheet of glass, everyone was going to see us. It made me even more hot for him. He suddenly had me in his arms, and on the desk that was a short two feet from the glass pane. His lips were on mine, his tongue begging for entrance. I opened my mouth to let him, and felt his hands up my dress. He lifted the skirt to my hips, and found that I wasn't wearing any panties again, he groaned loudly.

"What if we get caught." I asked, practically panting as I worked to unbutton his pants and scoot closer to him. He grabbed my hips, and pulled me so my butt was hanging off the sturdy support of the desk. He was inside me so fast that I almost fell off what was supporting me. Stars shot through my eyes every time he would thrust deeply into me, the only sounds in the room were us panting, and the sound of the friction your skin creates; our moans were filling in the silence of everything between. I gripped the desk beneath me, making myself meet his hips as they met mine. The feel of him sliding into me, his hand left my hips and went straight to my core. I screamed out as his fingers found the bundle of nerves and began to stroke them with each thrust. The vibration from the music was making the desk throb too. I leaned back, laying myself on the flat wood, and made my legs wrap around his waist, pulling him deeper within me. He came down on top of my, pulling the fabric off my breast, no bra. He groaned again. His hands returned to my hips, working me with them. I couldn't control the moans coming from myself anymore, I was on the brink of my extreme pleasure.

"oh, god don't stop Edward!" I yelled, he slowed when I hit the point of no return and I felt my orgasm straight to my toes. It shot through me like lightening, making my toes curl and pull him even more closer. He didn't stop as I weakly laid back down on the desk, but instead picked me up, and pressed my body against the cool glass of the wall.

"Edward, noo." I protested, and then he was inside me again. Clear communication ceased at that precise moment. The only support I had now was him, I pulled him closer with me legs, feeling him harden even more. He began a slow pace, in..out..in….out. I was still flying from my first orgasm when the second one hit me harder. My scream made him pick up his pace. For a split second I was scared that the glass wouldn't hold us, but I didn't need to worry much longer because Edward was close.

"Oh, god. Bella…" His voice was so low and heavy. His eyes were glazed over, his hair was even more crazy than usual. I kissed his lips hard. He groaned loudly releasing himself inside me. We didn't move for a few minutes, enjoying the quiet moment. He held me against the cold glass, his head on my shoulder.

"Wow." I managed to choke out between pants. He chuckled, nodding his head in agreement. He let me down, my feet finding the floor shakily. I stumbled to the desk to grab my shoes, when had they come off?

"That was amazing." He said, his arms snaking around my waist pulling my to him again. His pants were still unbuckled, but he had succeeded in zipping them. I was suddenly embarrassed as we went back out onto the dance floor, coming down the stairs people were starting to look at us. I must have been very flushed. We headed back to the VIP lounge where all his high school friends were a the moment, including Tanya. He shook hands, and introduced me; though I'm sure they just got way more of an eyeful of his girlfriend than usual. Tanya's sneer was unmistakable as we sat by his friend James.

"At least someone got to use that desk." I heard him say. He had seen. I blushed furiously again.

"Don't worry, you have a beautiful body Bella." James said, he was creeping me out. But nothing could ruin this night, even the comments that we heard on the dance floor about the couple that just gave them a show. We danced all night, and at midnight we kissed, and drank champagne, making promises of the new year. We were on the way home when he finally commented on our moment of voyeurism.

"That had to be the most exciting sex I've ever had. The thrill of knowing that people are watching you." He mumbled. I smiled at him, I had to agree with him.

"Just don't get used to it" I told him, where would we do that at home? He chuckled again, and pulled me out of the limo when it pulled up to the house.

"Come on, lets get to bed." He said.

"You got everything?" Edward called to me. I was standing in the bathroom, looking over the marble counter making sure I wasn't leaving anything. I was already missing this place, I could call it home already.

"Yeah, I think so. You ready?" I replied, walking back into his room. I glanced at the bed, all made up, thinking about the quiet love making we did in it this morning. We had finally broke down and gave in as long as we agreed to be quiet.

"Just think, we will be home in a few hours, and back in our bed." He stated, grabbing my hand and leading downstairs to the front door. The ride to the airport was quiet, Carlisle had to work today so it was just Esme taking us. She looked like she was going to cry as we said goodbye, and hugged me tightly as usual.

"Come back soon, you are always welcome here." she told me. I smiled at her warmth. She was the mother I had always wanted growing up, and I was glad that I was getting to experience it. Better late than never right? I never liked flying, so I was a bundle of nerves as we boarded the plane. I swear I had my breath the whole flight, letting it out in a whoosh of air when we landed. Kansas City was its usual gray, drab self as we hit the cloudy mid day sky outside. Alice had come to pick us up, her very excited self bouncing as she pulled away from the curb.

"I missed you so much." She practically screamed. I smiled, oh so much to fill her in on. The moment she saw my ring she screamed again. It took her a few minutes to calm her down and make her listen that it wasn't an engagement ring, but a "promise" ring. She looked slightly disappointed, but hey I knew she was just hoping he had proposed. Edward headed to campus to get a few things from his dorm when we got home. Taking my car, I watched as he pulled away from the house. I missed him already.

"Your cast is gone." Alice had finally noticed, granted I was wearing a bulky KU hoodie. I nodded, and blushed slightly bringing on a whole new round of questions. I finally broke down and dished on the juicy details.

"I cannot believe you did that." she yelled, I laughed as she blushed with me. She stopped stirring dinner on the stove, and turned to me suddenly.

"Wait, you're not on your monthly?" she questioned. My eyes met hers quickly. I hadn't even realized that it was that time of the month. Or better said, was supposed to be that time of the month. The color must have left my face.

"Oh god." I gasped. I had been so caught in being away with Edward that I hadn't even gave it a second thought.

"What's wrong?' Edward came into view taking in my frantic look. He stood motionless waiting.

"Her periods late." Alice blurted out. The papers fell out of his hands, gently falling to the floor. I still hadn't said anything.