Claire is likeable.
Though I don't know if I understand the real meaning of "likeable".
Uriel was considered likeable, but for me he was not.
Besides, he tried to slay me.
Anyway, for me that girl is likeable.
She says funny and clever things.
I suppose Claire is alike to her mother, because I remember Jimmy like a serious man.
Look who's talking!
It is different: in a way, I am obliged to be serious.
I was anxious, I did not know how she would responded.
But all is gone quite well.
Well, initially she was unfriendly: who wouldn't?
Then she is softened. She have a disarming purity.
Just like Jimmy, and this have destroyed him.
If he were been less pure, less God-fearing and obedient
now he would be alive, and with his family.
Instead there is me. Sometimes I stop to listen my thoughts
hoping to hear him blether his usuals:
enough with self-pity - take action! - I know you are lying
Well, maybe Claire has something like his father:
She has the same verbal force.
To sit down among neurons is awesome.
I don't know.. I feel... comforted? Satisfied?
Happy.
It will not last long, I know. Soon I will begin to torment myself with my usuals negative thoughts.
But for now, I'm happy. Claire made me happy.
She is delicious, the first human being who shows me affection.
To me? Castiel the soulless bastard?
(I think to be a bit touchy, I can't get it out of my head.)
Yes, she has been affectionate with me.
When she told me to have understood my little trick,
I felt an idiot.
It was obvious she would not believe that I was his father.
I mean, this is his body, but is soul is gone away.
Anyway she pretended to believe, for a little. And made me a gift.
This little box is very useful.
Dean still talks about that "asshole who was laughing at the phone, causing him losing of time.
He does not suspect that I was the "asshole".
Sam does. He looked at me carefully and then hinted a smile.
I pretended to be indifferent, but I think Sam has understood.
I'm really happy to have met Jimmy's daughter, last time was gone bad
She is very beautiful, except her eyes, does not look like his father.
Well, obviously she is a vessel, like Jimmy.
I hope she will listen to me if one day some of my brothers will ask her to make him room in her mind.
I feel like I killed Jimmy, even if it is not so.
She must live, far from all that.
Now I undestand why Jimmy loved Claire so much: she is a wonderful girl.
It must be nice have a child, I will never have.
Sometimes, I will think of Claire and I will pretend she is my daughter.
Do you realize to be mad, do you?
I'm really sorry for Amelia, so young and already widow.
She will never forgive me.
Claire will, maybe.
Maybe I will meet her again.
Not for Jimmy, for me.
