Disclaimer: I don't own any of the House Characters.
Authors note: I didn't get anyone's thoughts on the death aspect except one, and it was don't do it, so I wont...I think... at least not now. Feel free to tell me your thoughts of a somewhat sad ending.
Chapter 12
Wilson walked into House's office, when finding it empty he sat down on the chair and twiddled his fingers on the edge. House strode in a few moments later, completely ignoring the stranger in the seat.
"Hi House." He said in a "I'm here" way.
"You interrupted something very sexy last night and I'm not sure I can forgive you."
"Yeah, I noticed. All I have to say is congratulations and it took you long enough!!" He said getting up and standing over House's desk. "And what does Cameron look like naked?" This was only a joke but House made a face.
"You can get out now." Wilson put his hands up in defense but with a smile.
"Now that we're so happy about you and Cameron being together..."
"We're not together. We just sleep together." House pointed out.
"Is that all she is to you? Seriously?" Wilson asked in disbelief. House was silent and he didn't give an answer.
"Bye Jimmy." House said spinning his chair toward the computer. Wilson came around and spun the chair so House faced him.
"No House, this is what you always do. Don't to this to Alison again, please don't. It's just not fair." House eyed him angrily.
"Is this any of your business?"
"As your friend, for I don't know how many years, I'm making it my business. Now talk and don't give me this crap about how you could never make her happy. Because you're already making her happy." House flung his hands in the air.
"Fine, I'm happy ok, I am and she's more than a two night deal to me," Wilson mouthed a questionable "Two nights?" and House nodded before continuing. "Do I want to think about it more than that right now. No, I don't know what to do."
"Um prepare yourself for the bad news I've brought... A lot of people at the hospital know about you and Ali, Chase found out some how and yelled at her in front of like 10 employees and kicked her out of his house," House took this in and sat pondering. Wilson let him sit there for a few minutes but then broke the silence. "She has no where to go really..." Wilson couldn't finish because House got up and left without letting him finish.
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INTERJECTION TO THE PLOT
if you have seen the season finale read on!! if you haven't stop now!!
Because I have to incorporate that, because some one isn't here in this world anymore...so I can't have her, I like to stay a little true.
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and Limaccia I'm sorry but it's going to be a little sad, I like to stay realistic but happy ending I think!!
House went to the bar to decide what to do about Cameron. He got drunk and called Wilson and Amber came. And you know the rest. If you don't then again don't read!!
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House looked around the room, fed up with his existence. Wilson hated him, he was in pain all the time, he had killed Amber and he just didn't deserve life when she got death. He looked down at Cuddy's hand in his, feeling nothing. She was upset about him and she cared a lot but he felt detached and didn't want to think about anything. He wanted to die, it would make everything so much easier.
He had epiphanies all the time about medical cases but never one about himself. He never lied to himself... too much. He admitted he was an addict, an ass and a pervert and maybe a little bit of a narcissist. The thing he had never know about himself was that he was pointless. He spent his life helping other people that he didn't give a damn about, and he couldn't save anyone he cared for, even for his best friend. He fed off others and he didn't let anyone lean on him.
"House how are you feeling, do you need anything?" Cuddy said waking up and stretching. House shook his head and said no. He wasn't in the mood to talk. Cuddy placed her hand on his head caressing it. "I though I had lost you for a moment." She proceeded to kiss him on the cheek and smile then leave the room.
He never in his adult life want to die so badly. Everyone was his amusement and for the most part he loved the way he lived his life. That was over now. This one mistake made everything turn to shit. He'll never forgive himself, so why should Wilson forgive him. If he hadn't gone to the bar, if he had a different outlet for his frustrations, then speculation still wouldn't work.
He heard the door slide open and Cameron came in. She smiled slightly at him but her eyes were stained with tears. She came to sit on the side of the bed and put her hands on his shoulder.
"I understand that you had to do that. And I'm not angry, I was just a little scared." She said out right and she went to kiss him. House turned his head away. She backed her head away questionably.
"Greg?" She asked.
"I can't Cameron." He was back to calling her Cameron, that was a bad sign. Cameron looked hurt but she didn't say anything as she slowly went to leave. She looked back once with longing eyes but House couldn't meet her gaze. He saw her convulse a little but she stabilized it as she left the room with all the dignity that she could muster.
House felt a twinge of pain in his chest, which he knew was his mind telling him he was an idiot. He just didn't think he deserved Allison when Wilson just lost Amber, it was mocking and unfair. Allison was also the reason he was at that bar. He wasn't blaming her but she is now associated with his stupid mistake of killing Amber.
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Cameron sat in her car, bawling her eyes out on the steering wheel. Maybe he just needed some time. It was an intense situation. House was running away, with good reason. She could see that but her body couldn't stop shaking and her eyes couldn't stop leaking. Her throat felt like it was going to close. She was having a panic attack. Her door suddenly opened and Foreman held her in his arms. She was surprised but she leaned into him and cried.
"It's ok Cam, It's ok. Cry." He whispered through her hair to her ears. She hugged him tighter and let it all out.
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I'm sorry but that was too dramatic to be left out, and I think it can work to my benefit
