CHAPTER TWELVE: DERPY
I had to watch the Doctor, a brown stallion whom I loved with all my heart, cry and shout my name, knowing I wouldn`t come back. Dinky doesn`t remember me, apparently along with all of Equestria.
I`ve had no idea where I am for the past two days. I am surrounded by darkness and I am really scared... I hope the Doctor can help me soon!
There is nopony else here and I feel really lonely. I don`t when I will get out of here, or even if I will. I can`t even move. It is like I am just playing a game, and the controller is gone.
I can`t even see if I am still the light grey and blonde haired Pegasus I was before this entire fiasco. It is like one big joke!
I just don`t know what went wrong! First, I disappeared. Then, I apparently died. Now, Doctor Whooves had to change me, and although I don`t mind, I know that he would feel INSANELY guilty.
The Doctor (ever since I met him) is an extremely kind Earth Pony. He would sacrifice his own life for a complete stranger. The only time he got extremely mad and unkind was when I got hurt from some Daleks. Then, he was in an uproar.
It`s weird to see that he cared so much for me, but bottled it up inside. It almost made me cry thinking about how much he must miss me it that was true.
I miss him... I miss everypony. I wish I wasn`t unregular. I wish I was just like Rainbow Dash, or Fluttershy, or even Scootaloo! I want normal eyes, I want normal everything! Ii just don`t know why it had to be like this!
Why was I binned? Why did they waste their time? Why did they pick now to do it, anyway?!
Sometimes I hate myself... I really, really do.
