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Chapter 11 - Becoming One
Jace, Alec, Izzy and Magnus arrived through the portal.
Jace looked around but Clary was nowhere to be found. The lighthouse gave the area some brightness. But further beyond that, it was just dark. So Jace took out his witchlight rune stone. Izzy did the same whilst Magnus conjured what Jace could only assume was a blue flame. The angelic light made the way forward more clear for him and the others. "Wait." Alec said before they could walk further. They turned back to look at him, he had yet to take out his own witchlight. "Maybe we should stay here. Or at least one of us should. If Clary is heading here, we may find her yes. But we could also miss her." Izzy looked at Jace. "Well? What do you want to do?" Jace at that moment wanted to be in 2 places at once. Alec was right, Jace knew he should wait here but he wanted to look for her as well. It wasn't like Jace to sit back and do nothing. He never had any patience to begin with. "I'm going to look for her, Alec you stay. I know you won't let me down." Magnus stayed back with Alec and Izzy and Jace kept moving forward. "Splitting up wouldn't be a good move, I can hardly see anything past these damn reeds." Isabelle said to Jace. "You're right, we need to get into a more open area." Jace said agreeing with Isabelle so they headed down the beach towards the water. Once they reached a more open place their eyes scanned the area and the moved further up the beach. Heading for the path one would take to the lighthouse. Away from the water but also apart from the reeds that were blocking their path.
Clary saw the lighthouse, she knew Jace and the
others must be there by now. However she was still too far, so she picked up her pace doing her best to quickly get to her goal. All Clary could think of was how cold she was. How could she not be at least a little dry yet? The winds from the ocean made it worse. Clary felt as if she jumped into a pool then trying to dry off by taking an ice bath. She couldn't stop her shaking. It was odd as well, because it was beautiful temperature during the day as of late. It was then Clary noticed her hands had stopped shaking, it was her chest that was quivering. Turns out she was less cold than she had originally assumed, her nerves were just shot. She needed to calm herself. The thing was, in all Clary's years of being a shadowhunter or mundane, she had never felt so vulnerable. If she had her steele she would feel much more secure. Clary was becoming more level headed as she took a deep breath to ease the tension within herself. She realized the lighthouse wasn't as faraway as she once had thought. Probably only another 5 to 10 minutes away...
Jace and Izzy were far enough away from the
lighthouse, that there witchlight was needed. He held it out to light his way and thought he saw movement, or perhaps the shadows were just dancing. Jace turned to tell Izzy what he saw, or what he thought he saw. But when Jace turned his head, his foot hit a rock and he rather ungracefully fell dropping his witchlight. Izzy looked at Jace and tried not to laugh, it was unlike Jace to be so ruffled. Izzy gripped her witchlight harder strengthening it's light. Jace searched around in the sand, his hand found something but it was just a stone washed ashore. It appeared to be smooth, probably the work of the water. He straightened, standing up. "I can't find it." Jace huffed very much annoyed. Isabelle rolled her eyes. "I can look for it later, Clary is priority." So Isabelle kept her witchlight bright to offset Jace's lost one.
Clary was close to the lighthouse now, but saw
another smaller light further from it. But closer to her than the lighthouse, so she decided to change course. Clary walked faster, if Jace was here then that could only be, witchlight, angelic light. It was Jace it had to be, so Clary ran. When she was close enough she could see hidden within the light were two figures, still they were hard to make out in the brightness. So she stopped a moment, she thought of calling out but then the light dimmed. Clary saw a few yards away were Izzy and Jace. She was so happy she just sprinted for him and she saw he was doing the same. They nearly crashed into one another when they reached each other. Jace kissed her then looked at her. "Why are you all wet?" Jace asked before taking off his leather jacket and putting it over her shoulders. Clary was very grateful for this. She held the jacket close to her, she could smell Jace's scent on it. It made her smile, she remembered his scent, she was happy it hadn't changed. It smelt lemony and something else she couldn't put her finger on. Clary felt Jace take her hand as they walked back to the lighthouse.
"What happened? I thought you were going home,
how did you end up in Long Island of all places." Clary sighed, how to explain her rather eventful night. She knew one thing, she didn't want to have to do it more than once. So Clary told Jace. "I'll explain when we meet with the others, it's a rather long story." Jace laughed. "What?" Clary asked "You can't stay out of trouble can you?" Izzy looked at him and taking Clary's defense said. "You're one to talk, your recklessness astounds me." Clary smiled, how she missed everyone. She felt her foot tap something and she looked down. It looked like... Clary bent over to get a closer look and reached for what she saw.
Clary hand met a jagged stone. Clary almost
thought she saw it flicker. She blinked and shook her head as she stood straight. "That my witchlight, you found it!" Jace said. Clary smirked. "You're welcome." Clary held it out to him but Jace thought of a different way to thank her. So he leaned in kissed her, but when he did he felt something. The rune was burning him again, and just like before they could both feel it's overwhelming power. Clary saw behind her eyelids a very large brightness. Jace saw it partially as well but was more focused on the runes pain currently. However Jace wasn't the only one who started to feel pain. The witchlight Clary was holding started to burn, she was forced to drop it. That's when Jace pulled back Clary, the runes pain had stopped then as well. They opened their eyes and it appeared the source of the light was gone. Clary looked at Izzy thinking perhaps the light came from her as she shook her hand then blew on it. Jace put his hand on his side over the rune.
"Sorry, I dropped it." Clary said to Jace. But
this time Jace was able to see it in Izzy's witchlight. He picked it up and added to the light to find there way back. Clary was looking at her hand, Jace looked too. It looked red, less than a first degree burn but still painful. "How did you get that?" Jace asked. Clary looked at her hand in wonder. "I don't know, it wasn't there before." Just a second ago she was fine, they both found it odd. Jace by instinct started to reach for his steele, however realized it would be of no use because obviously he was unable to use it. "Magnus could probably heal it." Jace said. Clary found it a little too quite, then realized why. Isabelle hadn't spoken in a while. "Izzy?" Clary turned to look at Isabelle who was just dumbstruck. Clary was curious. "Izzy what's wrong." Isabelle raised her eyebrows. "Seriously what's wrong? Did neither of you see that." "See what?" Jace asked. "Jace your witchlight was so bright it burned Clary's hand." Jace and Clary were definitely confused now. "My witchlight?" Jace asked. "That light didn't come from you?" Clary asked. Isabelle shook her head. Clary was just exhausted, this was far too much for one night. The truth was she just wanted to sleep, rather than get her hopes up and be let down again.
Jace on the other hand thought differently. He
believed if the witchlight stone lit it had to mean something. Clary knew Jace thought this without him even having to vocalize it. And maybe it did mean something, but those questions could be saved for a reasonable hour as well. Clary imagined bakers waking to open their shops at what she always thought was an ungodly hour, she wanted to go to sleep and wake up a week later. Rather than discuss this between the three of them, Isabelle like Clary decided to wait so the others heard to even if this new story wasn't as long. It wasn't much longer till they reached the lighthouse. Clary saw Magnus and Alec and smiled. She went to hug them both but Magnus held up his hand then snapped his fingers drying her. Clary was still slightly damp. Then Magnus hugged her. "You have terrible tendency of getting in trouble Biscuit." Magnus said, Clary knew he was being humorous but yeah, it was true. "Open a portal to the Institute please." Alec asked Magnus. When they stepped in the portal Clary realized they were in the library again. Apparently this is where they intended to hide her for the time being.
Clary held her hand out to Magnus. "Magnus
can you please-" Magnus held his hand out over her hand and in a flash of blue light she saw her hand was healed. New skin appearing where the skin irritated was. "Thanks" Clary said. Magnus smiled and winked. Clary explained her story first. Starting with the kappa, then the mermaid, then the beach. "So a demon attacked you." Jace said to Clary. "I've walked along that pier numerous times. Why now?" Clary asked. Alec spoke up. "Demons don't need a reason, they attack just to kill." Clary knew this still... "But you have to admit it is a little abnormal." That's when Izzy stepped in with her story. It was shorter but still very interesting in her opinion. "So the light we saw came from Jace's witchlight, that's why it burnt my hand?" Clary asked. "Yes." Izzy said. "Not only that I felt the rune burn again." Jace mentioned.
"If the witchlight lit whilst Clary was holding
it, then that could mean." Clary knew where Jace was going. So she did the only thing she could to prove him wrong. Even if it was perhaps slightly cruel. Clary took his steele into her hands, nothing happened. "Jace I'm sorry, but you're wrong. I can't explain what happened, but somehow I can feel it. I'm not a shadowhunter." The look on Jace's face was close to the look of a child whom was told Santa wasn't real. He didn't want it to be true. Jace reluctantly accepted the truth however but still defiantly said. "How do you explain the witchlight then?" Alec took Jace's defense somewhat. "He's right, a witchlight should light in a mundane's hands." Then it was Izzy who gave her thoughts. "If Jace's rune was burning that could have been the cause. Witchlight holds angelic light, if Ithuriel placed the rune on Jace, it may have activated the stone." That didn't really seem so far fetched of a theory.
"Jace can you please take me home." Clary
asked Jace. Truthfully Jace wanted her to stay at the Institute, it was safer. "Are you sure you won't stay here?" Jace asked. "I don't belong here." Clary said with a frown. "I'm the head of this Institute, you're always welcome here Clary." Isabelle said. If Clary was honest with herself, the truth was being at the Institute just hurt too much. It reminded her she was no longer a shadowhunter. Everything about about the Institute was a constant reminder of who she no longer was, and it broke her heart. "I'd rather go home, please." Clary said. So Jace decided he'd walk her home. He didn't feel like taking any chances again. But first Clary asked to speak with Izzy alone. So the rest of them exited the library. Magnus she saw, opened a portal. Most likely so he and Alec could head back to Alicante. Before they left though she went to say something to Alec. "I forgot to tell you, tell you both really. Congratulations, for being made Inquisitor," Clary said looking and Alec. "And being made High Warlock of Alicante of all places." She smiled at them both. She hugged them goodbye. Magnus poked her nose and laughed slightly saying "Stay out of trouble." Whilst Alec said to her. "If you ever need anything..." Clary sort of finished for him, "I know..."
So Clary was left in the room with Izzy.
"Izzy your bracelet, it saved me." Izzy was slightly surprised. "Really? How?" Clary explained further. "The electrum on the bracelet, it made the demon let go." Isabelle was so happy that she in a way protected one of her best friends. Clary was about to take it off to return it to her. Now that Jace was with her, she didn't really need it. Isabelle put her hand on top of Clary's who's was on the bracelet. "Keep it, at least until your safety is secured." They hugged each other tightly. Clary then left and and met Jace who was outside the Institute doors. "You know it seems every time we try to get close some angelic interference occurs." Jace smirked but was completely serious, and annoyed. Clary held his hand as they walked to her apartment. Clary stopped walking and stepped in front of him, a not so innocent look in her eyes. "Poor you, you must be so sad. It's my fault really, I'm the one who should cheer you up when your feeling blue." Jace knew what she was hinting at. It was very much unlike Clary to say such a thing, words like that usually came from him. Well the old him. At the promise of what he thought Jace picked up the pace. They reached her apartment in five minutes.
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Once they went inside Jace shut the door
locking it quickly. He then kissed Clary so fiercely she thought she would fall over. Clary was no longer tired, she was wide awake now. Jace was like a drug she desperately needed. She threw off his jacket and Jace kissed her again walking Clary backwards to her room and once they entered Jace stripped Clary of what she had on. Clary fell back on the bed and he climbed on top of her. Clary ran her hand under his shirt feeling his chest, his taut muscles. She felt him shiver under her touch. Clary raised the shirt he had on over his head and tossed it aside. Jace looked at her, all she had was a white padded bra on and plain white cotton panties. However to him she was so beautiful, so seductive in this one moment. He kissed her again and then slowly started kissing down her neck. Clary moved her hand downwards unbuttoning his leather pants. She reached within his boxers and gripped his rigid appendage. Jace shuddered and raised his eyes to Clary's. Clary could tell by Jace's firmness how eager he was. She stroked him once and he grit his teeth closing his eyes tight. Jace removed the rest of his clothing as they were being rather confining. He then reached around Clary and unclasped her bra, he continued to brush light kisses down her chest till he reached her nipple. Jace nipped at it. He ran his hands down her body hooking his fingers under the fabric of her panties slowly sliding them off. Then Jace ran his hands back up her leg and his fingers met her heat and he slipped one inside. Clary gasped, Jace was happy to see Clary was so wet for him. He added another finger then another as his thumb played with her nub making Clary whimper.
Jace continued to tease her until Clary pulled
him up. She had, had enough of his torture. Clary pulled his lips down atop hers and kiss him hard then reached down and gripped him hard guiding him to her entrance. Jace took over and impaled her. Jace felt as if he a drowning man just granted air after an eternity. Nothing ever felt as good as Clary. After the amount of time apart, he was anything but gentle. Clary closed her eyes and had to bite her lip to keep from crying out. But it also didn't matter how much time had passed, Jace still knew Clary's body. Every bit that excited her, where she was post sensitive. How whispering in her ears gave her chills, how she'd rather feel a little pain when it came to her nipples. And that one part within her that would make her unable to hold back. Jace was determined to make her come undone beneath him. So he shifted his hips grabbing ahold of her legs and hit her special spot. Clary couldn't keep from screaming out in pleasure. Jace loved that noise, he drank in her screams. It showed him how amazing he was, how much she loved what he was doing to her. Jace leaned over her and pinched her nipple and bit her earlobe. Clary's tight velvet warmth made him growl, every part of him was in agony with ecstasy. Clary felt her peak coming, but knew Jace wasn't done with her, so she tried to hold back. Jace whispered in her ear "Don't hold back, let me see you fall apart Clary." Clary raked her nails so hard down Jace's back she thought he'd bleed then let out a loud scream and it seemed as if her vision went white. Jace slowed to let her come back to herself.
Clary opened her eyes again and smiled, she
grabbed Jace by the shoulders, hooking her legs around him and flipped them taking control. Clary looked down at Jace and ground her herself down onto him. Jace gripped her hips and lifted himself upwards but Clary grabbed his hands and pinned them to the bed above if head. Clary smirked at him, leaning over him looking him in the eyes. She rolled herself on him repeatedly. Just when he was about to go over the edge Clary eased her movements. She did this over and over and the pleasant torture was driving him mad. Clary knew exactly when Jace was close and when to stop. They were both covered in a sheen of sweat and Jace was panting heavily. "Clary" Jace breathed out her name. He was begging Clary to stop her exquisite torture, to grant him release. It was leaving him frantic with need. So Clary letting him go sat back and started to jump up on him slamming down over continuously. Jace gripped her hips hard and arched his back so much he thought it would break. Jace moaned loudly and shuddered as he reached his climax. Clary felt him pulse and swell within her and she cried out as she felt the earth shatter once again. Clary fell forwards onto him then moved to lay down next to him.
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Jace turned his head looking at Clary who
closed her eyes. He thanked the angels specifically Ithuriel for not interrupting them, Jace didn't think he good take it. Jace heard Clary's breathing slow, she had fallen asleep and he soon drifted off as well. Jace woke up feeling a small tickle on his chest. He opened his eyes, his vision still slightly blurry. He leaned his head down, Clary was tracing the foreign rune gently with her fingers. Clary was resting her head on him, his arm around her. Jace could feel her breasts pressed against his chest and their legs intertwined. Clary always felt comfortable this way, Jace was better than any pillow. Clary could feel Jace pull her closer to him so she looked up to him, he was smiling down at her. Clary was afraid given the time that had passed there would be awkwardness between them. But no, being with Jace felt as always had perfect. Like it was what she was missing for so long. Jace felt the same. Jace refused to move on from Clary, he would not be with another girl. It was completely opposite of his character, but for the past year he had been celibate. A part of Jace felt like if he did look for another girl, he would be betraying Clary, cheating on her.
"Morning." Clary whispered to Jace. Jace replied
the same in his gruff sleep laden voice, "Morning". Jace laid his head back on the pillow and sighed. It was the first time he had felt so content in a while, he could stay like this forever, with his arms around Clary. Jace heard birds outside, that could only mean it was still early. He looked at a clock that he was in her bedroom, it was just after eight. Jace wondered what woke Clary given that it had been only four to five hours give or take since they had fallen asleep. Clary still laying on his chest, her arm around him now that she had stopped touching the rune. At the moment it continued to look completely unrecognizable. Apparently the only time Clary had the slightest inkling of what it was, were those times it activated. Even then she found it too out of reach to decipher correctly. Last nights events, well the ones on the beach frustrated Clary all the more. She didn't know which of it annoyed her more. Obviously the attack, but then there was being stranding on the beach, the rune burned Jace again, not to mention the witchlight lit in her hands. That last part should not even be possible. Clary was happy to be rested now though, she felt better.
Jace was always a morning person, even if
sometimes he stayed out all night hunting. He remembered being told numerous times to get some more sleep, so his strength doesn't falter. Clary on the other hand didn't do early. Sure she'd wake up early when she needed to, but sleeping was much rather her thing. Clary was a night owl. Perhaps thats what made her life as a shadowhunter, when she was one that is, easy. Both Clary and Jace felt as if they could stay like that forever. They wanted to, but then Jace's phone rang. They both knew ignoring calls when you're a shadowhunter could have consequences. Something important or bad may have happened. Jace's pants were closer to Clary, so reluctantly she got off him and reached over to his pants getting his phone from the pocket. She saw the caller id and was a tad surprised, Clary answered the call. "Simon?" Clary asked. Because the id on the phone was Simon's. Jace and him must have gotten closer this past year than Jace had originally let on. "Clary? Why do you have Jace's phone..." Simon stopped talking. He pretty much figured out why Clary would have Jace's phone at this hour. Jace had forgotten he and Simon were training that day. "I'll hand it to Jace".
Clary offered the phone to Jace and he took
it. He could see the bewildered look upon her face. So before taking the call Jace answered her unasked question. "We are supposed to meet today to train." Jace told her, then put the phone to his head. "Simon" Jace said, less like in question and more like he was just letting Simon know he was there. "I called to ask to postpone our training." Jace was slightly annoyed. "Why?" Jace asked. "I didn't just call to ask that, I wanted Clary's new number. I assumed you had it. She's my best friend, I wanted to spend some time with her." Truthfully Jace wanted to use today to spend some time with her as well. Jace looked at Clary and realized he couldn't be selfish. Clary probably missed her best friend as well. Even though Jace didn't want to part from her, he knew he'd see her soon later. So reluctantly Jace said..."Alright, but next time you come to train at the Institute you're making up for the time you missed." Simon knew Jace was going to be hard on him. And if he were postponing their training for anything else but Clary, well and Izzy. Simon would have have regrets, but right now he didn't. So Jace handed the phone back to Clary who was curious, and Simon asked for her number.
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Author's Note
This was my first time writing M so take that into consideration, please be kind with your critiques. I always intended to add it to a fic or book of mine, however some people are just better at it than others. If you Shadowhunters didn't like it I won't attempt it again. I'll stick to what I'm good at, there are always other way to imply sex. Even if I get slammed with negative reviews it's not like I'll stop writing the normal storyline anyway. Still, please try to be gentle with your thoughts. Since I am out of my comfort zone. But hey you have to try everything once lol
Also I've accepted no matter how much I proof read, there will always be spelling or grammatical errors.
This chapter was supposed to be longer, but it's getting a little late. So I'll save the rest for Thursday. Not to mention I'm not feeling to well. = (
If the Thursday post is late it would be because my Macbook is being serviced. I think there's something wrong with it. Another reason I'm posting this late.
I've also decided any review I want to reply to. But cant because it's from a guest, I'll do it at the end of the chapter. I love all of your reviews, don't take offense if I don't mention or message you. I love all you Shadowhunters equally = )
So this is to youtuber Anne. First I just have to say I laughed when you said the others were "hasty". Not because I wasn't laughing at other writers, but more like "I posted chapter one that night. How was that not hasty?" lol Also, thanks for mentioning the thought I put into it. I am rather big on specifics and correct details. Lastly, your review meant so much to me. As a writer all I want to do is make others happy. Knowing you really like my story, well the best way I can explain it is. Reading reviews like yours, gives me the same feeling you, me or anyone would get when a new chapter of a story they love comes out. Just like I would read the chapters over and over, I do the same with all your reviews. Mostly to boost my spirit when reviews for a chapter are on the low side. They mean so much to me. So to you and everyone else, thanks... = ) Also that last sentence of yours gave me a lot of reassurance.
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