This chapter and the next started out as one, but it turned out to be about 4000 words long which is bigger then i like my chapter to be, so i cut them in half. I think this cut was a lot better the the first time i did this. i really like these chapters, it shows a very civil Sesshomaru. Though i have to admit i think i'm going a bit left field with him as a character. I think though if he could really love her he'd fall this hard or worse. anyway i hope you all like this, and I'll be adding 13 shortly just going over it one more time, maybe even 14 if i get to it b4 bed time. As always its a Sesshomaru/Kagome pairing, and i don't own any of the IY universe. Enjoy:
Confession
Kagome was in shock, her jaw dropped and a noise she'd never made sounding something like a brain fart and a gasps of awe , escaped her lips. In her room stood her handsome, towering demon lover, father of her unborn child, wearing his full war armor, hand in the cookie jar while the other held a dainty pair of lace cream colored thongs she'd bought weeks before, she was beyond words and anger. Her mother standing not more then two feet behind her, blushed and could be heard saying, "Oh my." Kagome, not being of sound mind and body only took off towards him, an attack? he though, only to have her yank the clothing from his claw and glare at him before screaming "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?" Her face was bright red and beyond any anger he'd ever seen her in. He had to admit to himself, even for a human she was amazing, enough so, to even scare him not that he'd tell anyone that, and even so, even in her anger, she could turn him on.
"Kagome I'll just close the door. Don't hurt the young man." her mother said with a shy giggle as she closed the door to Kagome's room leaving the demon and her daughter alone. Kagome could only suffer embarrassment at the idea's her mother might have about the situation, she was almost forty five but she wasn't blind. She'd seen his ears, his claws, his markings, and his tell-tell silver main of hair, she knew her mother had some idea whom this man might be, he was not Inuyasha, but he did look like him somewhat. Kagome glowered at the demon, she was angry, for an exact reason she wasn't sure, but he was here and now, five hundred years from where he should be, in her room holding cookies, HER cookies no less, and panties. It dawned on her.
"And when the hell did you get a second arm?" she said as though her first statement had just been made. She eyed him, anger still bubbling up when she'd snatched the cookies from his grasp and pushed him on the bed, at least it was soft, he thought as he bounced for a second, while she straddling him pinning both arms to the bed. It was odd and satisfying that even in her anger her body if nothing else was thinking about him, he could feel her heat, and her anger only succeeded in turning him on more, not to mention she was straddling him, this had been the last position they had been in together months before.
"Like this." his answer was simple. Simply Sesshomaru that is, which made her even angrier.
"What is that supposed to mean?" she blinked at him not wanting to lose her anger to think it over.
"Simply that you were on top of me, and that jewel blazed up, blinding me I might add. And when I woke up you were still on top of me, and I had a new arm." She was confused and he could tell. He was still pinned, but being pinned by Kagome was more like being pinned by a two year old, you could easily get out but what was the fun in that. He'd tugged her hard rolling them almost off the bed so that he was on top of her, her legs automatically clasping around his center.
"Hey! be careful with me." she said annoyed. "I have something to tell you."
"And I have something to tell you." she only looked at him annoyed, he liked it but he hadn't come for games, he'd come to save her life.
"Well I'm first, its my bed, my room, and my body."
"Your body?" he eye'd her, he could remember laying claim to that body and felt that it was surely his, that in fact had been a reason he'd traveled five hundred year into the future. "Very well, as always," he ground his hips into her's showing off the bulge that had already grown impressively fast with a grin, "Lady's first." She didn't miss the queue between her legs and the hint on his voice, but for all she loved it, that had been what got them into this, Well its not a mess, more like a situation, she thought.
She took a deep breath and said as fast and quietly as she could, "Sesshomarui"mpregnantwithyourchild." She didn't know exactly what to expect, they'd never really talked about children, and what ifs, besides she had her birth control and it was working pretty well. Not to mention the fact that it had been months where they had been at it and nothing happened, though she didn't think she was invincible she seemed to have forgotten that he was a man and she was a woman, and that sex brought children. She could forgot that when she was in his embrace, forgotten when she found herself lost to his touch, forgotten in his bed, forgotten until that day after it had been too late she realized now. In her eyes he could see confusion, desire, longing, but not like it normally was when they were together, this look was altogether, wanting the idea of a child.
"I'm glad you know, but I had hoped I would be the one to tell you." he said pushing her up and grabbing her while sitting up so that she sat in his lap. He'd kissed her cheek.
"You knew?" her eyes were a ball of confusion as she narrowed them, she wanted to push him away, but she wanted to be in his arms more.
"I had an idea," he said with a grin. A grin that faded as she'd slapped him, "What was that for?"
"Is that why you left me for so long?" her words hurt but they were a hit dead on the nail.
"Yes and no, Kagome I -" he was cut off.
"Explain yourself!" she said harshly trying to get up from this lustful position, but he'd held her in her place.
"I was about to," he cleared his throat and rubbed his jaw, for a human she had a powerful swing, "You have to understand that first that I was confused. When I woke up that last night you were on to of me, and you were so at peace, I honestly never felt like moving." She looked happier if nothing else as he continued. "I had a horrible headache and I'd reached for my head, one hand was on your back," he'd caressed her right ass cheek, "and before I realized it the other was on my head massaging my brow," he then caressed her left ass cheek. " I was confused, I suddenly had two arms and two hands again, and only your jewel to give me an idea of where it came from," he'd caresses the small burn scar on her neck, while looking at her. "And then I got mad, mad because I wasn't sure if you had done this or if it was my own desire to hold in both arms."
There was silence as she took it all in looking up at him her eyes betraying her feelings towards him through her anger, she was calming down fast. She'd looked at him and felt his jaw with her cool finger tips, tracing hips lips and finally wrapping her arms around his neck.
"Are you still mad?" she asked shyly.
"No, of coarse not. But when I got up, I could smell it -"
"Smell it?"
"Kagome, that last time, You were in heat..-"
"Heat? I'm not a Dog Sesshomaru!" spitting the words at him, he'd kissed her lips to calm her.
"And I never said you were!, when I say heat, I mean your body was prime to become pregnant, and you have no idea how much that smell you gave off made me lust and desire you. But then," he fell silent a bit. "Its not that I didn't want a child with you, its just that I didn't know if I was ready, and a hanyo, no less."
"So you didn't want our child because it's going to be a hanyo?" she said her eyes filling slightly with tears. He'd hated saying it but he always knew that the truth was best, specially when it came to her.
"Correct. But" he'd pulled her close as she tried to squirm away, "But Kagome, you were already on the way to becoming pregnant when I left you in the cave that day, you in heat and the way we slept, it had no chance of coming out. I left for business, renewed old alliances, and went to my home, my castle was lonely and cold, and I realized that I didn't care. I didn't care that you were pregnant, in fact I actually felt 'Happy' from the idea of sharing my life with you and our child. And that's when it got hard, that's why I'm here Kagome." tears were running down her face, as she smiled at him, her open heart pouring out from her beautiful eyes.
"Oh Sesshoumaru!" she'd thrown her arms around his neck again and her weight to his body pressing him back against the soft pink bed, kissing him. He'd returned her kiss, passionately.
"Mmm-MmM-Kagome," he'd broken the kiss sitting them back up. "I'm not done I have to finish, you have to know.-"
"know what?" worry gripping her face.
"That I was worried, for one, I've never though in all my long years that I would follow in my fathers foot steps, loving a human woman," the words hurt but she held back waiting for the 'but.' He could smell the salt raising to her eyes, tears ready to appear and fall. "After my business was settled, my castle reclaimed, I thought of you. You're a human, and I love you, but I couldn't stand the idea of losing you, not to a time, not to anyone, not to childbirth." the words hit her, Childbirth? "I was searching for a way to make you a demon Kagome," there I've said it she'll hate me, and I'll be miserable, he thought. He was surprised to see this, of all things had not made her angry or sad.
" That's, so, ….sweet."
"Sweet?"
"Yeah, sweet." she said with a smile. " You want me forever?" he was dumbfounded by the question.
"I'd never had a second thought about having you forever. But the point is in my searching I found a way, but there's a problem."
"What is it?" She asked in childlike awe.
"For one only my mother can help us, and for two if you don't become a demon, you and the child will die." Kagome would have fallen off his lap had he not been holding her. He'd expected her being shocked and was very glad he had his arms around her, but her question got him more then the look she gave him.
"Your mother?" he looked to her again uncharacteristically dumbfounded.
"Yes, -"
"I didn't even know you had a mother, what's she like?" she said sounding sad and irritated.
"Why wouldn't I have a mother?" he said more irritated.
"Well, when we first met you did try to kill me a lot, and I'm very sure a mother would look down on her son for trying to kill a woman, "
"You are not an ordinary woman, and you did attack first." he reminded her.
" …that's true, there's also the fact that you've never said so much as a word about her even being a live." She had him there, if he talked about family it was either to speak his fathers name, or to curse Inuyasha's.
"Well in that case, I also have a grandfather that will be helping us as well."
"Helping us?"
"-to turn you into a demon." she'd forgotten the idea of suddenly dealing with a 'mother in law type' was not on the top of to-do list.
"Ah. Will it hurt?"
"I do not know."
"Me? A demon?" she'd pondered aloud, hearing the low rumble in his chest, he was and had been aroused since she'd tackled him to this over sized pink thing. She giggled lightly as his lips kissed her neck and clawed hands held her tight but the back of the head, and ass, closing her eyes she let a small signing moan escape her lips.
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