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Renesmee's P.O.V
I opened my eyes to see my own personal knight in shining armour rushing towards us from the house. I seriously doubted he would make it to us in time. I was going to end scarred for life and possibly dead.
But I deserved it.
I had broken my best friends' heart, and I hadn't cared.
Alec was by my side in a mere second, panic written across his face. With one hand he grabbed Jacob's paw and held it and with the other he threw me backwards so I hit the floor, hard.
But the half man half wolf wasn't satisfied without blood. As quick as lightening he striked at Alec with his other paws. I screamed as Alec hit the floor beside and blood poured from his face.
Jacob laughed and advanced on us ready to finish Alec off before he could stand up once more. His body cast a long shadow across Alec who still hadn't managed to stand up.
Jacob was coming closer with each step, we had ten seconds maximum before he would attack.
I shuffled myself towards Alec until my face was hovering above his. His eyes snapped up to meet mine and my tears splashed on his cheeks.
Jacob was advancing and I felt the ground beneath us shake as he came closer. With only seconds left I clapped my hands to Alec's cheeks and used my power.
I showed him my family protecting us, making sure Jacob could get no were near us. None of them were paying any attention to us. More tears hit his cheek as I showed him what he needed to do. He needed to run, to go back to Volturi. And I would run in the opposite direction, away from Jacob, away from my family, away from him.
I opened my eyes and wiped Alec's blood away from his face. I finally glanced in to his eyes and saw the pain there but the determination not to be defeated.
His lips began to form the familiar smirk that made my heart skip a beat.
"One last kiss," He whispered even though we had precious seconds left.
"One last kiss," I whispered and lowered my head so our lips met.
I felt the whole world blur away. Jacob's howl of anger was the only thing I heard and that was soon gone along with everything else.
I don't know how long we staid like that. Alec on the floor bleeding, me leaning over him. Both of us not wanting to let go but knowing that we had to.
I felt the floor shake beneath us and heard another angry howl snapping us out of our little world. I looked up to see the rest of my family surrounding us, holding Jacob back.
But once I stood, I could see him. Alec got himself off of the floor and glared at Jacob and if looks could kill that look certainly would.
Jacob seemed to be trying to say something but Uncle Emmett had his hand clasped around his mouth. Jacob fought and flung Aunt Rosalie off of his arm.
My Dad was holding his other arm whilst Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper secured him around the middle. My Grandparents were pushing backwards trying to get him away from us.
But I couldn't see my Mum. She was no where to be seen. She wasn't protecting me.
I looked at Alec and nodded. I was ready for my plan.
"You're my imprint!" I heard Jacob roar.
I snapped my head back to look at him. He was joking, this was all a joke. I couldn't be Jacob's imprint.
My whole family let go of him at once as if repelled and shocked. I looked at them all. They were all staring at the floor, but not Jacob. Jacob was staring right at me, hurt in his eyes.
"Renesmee Carlie Cullen you are my imprint," He whispered softly as I took one step back and he took one step forward.
I couldn't look at anyone, all I saw was him. My Jacob. My best friend Jacob, the one person who had always been there for me, who had looked out for me. Who loved me in a different way to anyone else.
Why hadn't he found his imprint yet? That was always the question I was asking myself. Jacob was handsome and proud. Jacob was someone who would take care you. I hadn't understood why he never had a girlfriend and now I finally knew.
He had been waiting for me his whole life and finally when he thought he could have me I had gone and ruined it all. I had fallen for one of his worst enemies. I couldn't have made his life worse if I tried.
But yet I was still in denial. Imprinting worked so well among the werewolf's. Emily and Sam were married and happy just like Paul and Rachel. So why didn't I feel the same way Jacob did about me? The answer was clear and I looked at it.
Alec.
Alec who seemed to be enjoying this whole scenario. His smirk was back in place and he looked unbelievably proud of himself. I resisted the urge to glare at him. I merely just studied him.
How could I have picked a Volturi Guard who had once tried to kill me and had tormented me for years over someone who had protected and loved me my entire life? The answer to this was also incredibly simple. Love. I loved Alec.
I had finally admitted it to myself and Jacob already knew but did Alec? Did he feel the same or should I life the rest of my life with Jacob? The one who did care for me.
"Renesmee I'll forgive you," Jacob said slowly trying to get my attention back to him, "I still love you," He whispered taking another step towards me and holding his hand out.
I glanced at Alec once more, if he cared for me he would knock Jacob's hand away or try to fight him. He would fight for me.
But he didn't.
He just staid there as still as a statue watching Jacob's hand.
I blinked back tears as Jacob repeated the words I wished would pour from Alec's mouth instead. Jacob took a cautionary step forward as if I was going to bolt for it.
And he was right.
With one quick glance at Alec's stony expression I turned away and ran into the trees. I ran so fast, I wanted to leave everything behind. To try and forget them all. They had all kept the most important thing about me to themselves for my entire life. I was Jacob Blacks imprint.
If I had known things would have been different, so different. I would have given myself to Jacob completely by now and I wouldn't have thought of Alec as more than an annoying vampire who was incredibly arrogant.
But my life had been full of secrets and lies. Delusions, hate and love. But hate and love had contrasted too much and now I needed to be rid of them all. I needed to get forget every single one of them.
My Father who had wanted me to make my own decision and prayed that that decision wasn't Jacob Black because he still hated him. He wanted to see Jacob suffer as much as he had suffered when Jacob was trying to take my Mum away from him. He hated Jacob so much he didn't even care I had fallen in love with a Volturi guard.
My Mother who kept as many secrets from me as my Father had. My Mother who hated the decision I made because none of them were the right decisions. She couldn't be with Jacob so I should be. I was supposed to fill those shoes.
My Aunts and Uncles who wanted the smell of the dog out of their house, who agreed to keep the truth hidden. Who I thought treated me with respect but laughed at me behind my back because I didn't really understand anything to do with my life.
I snapped several branches as I ran past tree after tree. I knew where I was going and it definitely wasn't back to the Cullen house.
I rid myself of my Grandparents who had doted on me for years, who had cared for me, who had lied to me.
Once when I was in the forest when I was four I found a little house. It was simply there. But I hadn't told my parents about it. I hadn't told anyone.
I had a suspicion why it was there.
Nahuel.
The half human half vampire who thought we belonged together just because we were the same. I was certain when I was younger that he was watching the Cullens house from the comfort of his own little home in the middle of the forest.
But Nahuel left me alone when I was six, Jacob had warned him off, Jacob had told him never to come back. Jacob had protected me.
I opened the front door cautiously; I hoped Nahuel wasn't still here.
I was in luck.
There was no sign that anyone had been living here for the past several years. There was a small bed in the corner along with a chest of draws, a sofa and a television.
Everything I needed.
I wandered over to the sofa and collapsed into sobs. Everything hit me once. I had lost my best friends, I had lost my family.
I had lost Alec.
I was Jacob's imprint. He would never be able to find love because of me. If I didn't give myself to Jacob I would ruin his whole life. I had already messed it up enough without adding more hurt.
Alec had probably gone back to Volturi now. Back to his sister and his master who controlled him entirely.
My Family were probably having a conference in their living room trying to decide whether to give me the night to cool off and then go and find me or just find me now.
And Jacob, Jacob was probably out there right now trying to look for me. But whether to love me or hurt me I didn't know.
He had been about to strike me, about to scar me. I could have even died and yet he still expected me to belong to him. I know he can't control it but he could have at least tried.
I saw his eyes when he was about to strike and there was no hint of worry or apology within them.
This was easily the worst birthday ever. The most important birthday of my life, ruined.
I didn't know what I was going to do tomorrow, I wouldn't be able to go to school, they would find me there and I didn't care for Jack's advances.
I would have to leave this little house tomorrow. If my family wanted to find me they would find this place within a matter of days.
I yawned, I was so tired. I ran my hands along the bed before getting in to it. I felt my eyelids close and let sleep take me over.
But they snapped open the second I heard the knock on the door. It was a hurried knock and it shook the whole house as the person on the other side kept on knocking.
It was courtesy that they had given me even this little time to think of a strategy. If it was Nahuel maybe he could help me, but I knew what the price would be and I shuddered to even consider it.
If it was Jacob I was trapped, I would have to try to run or surrender myself to a life I didn't want.
I didn't even think it could be Alec; he would be on a plane right now, on his phone laughing with Aro how he made the Cullens one and only daughter fall head over heels for him.
I shuffled towards the door ready for an attack. Before the next knock could happen I swung the door open, my body ready for an attack.
Alec stood on the other side.
We stared at each other and I came out of my crouching position. I looked behind him but saw nothing. No family, no angry wolf or angry human.
It was just him and me.
Words didn't need to be uttered. Nothing needed to be said. We understood each other. We had this night and this night only.
But I saw something that startled me in Alec's eyes. So many emotions I couldn't tell what was really going on with him.
When he gathered me in his arms it felt wrong.
When he kissed me it felt wrong.
When he lowered me on to the bed it felt wrong.
There was something going on with him. I couldn't go through with this if I didn't trust the person. And at the moment I didn't even know Alec.
I grabbed his face and looked in to his eyes. They were as red as blood and I shivered beneath him just looking at him.
"Why are you here?" I whispered.
He couldn't seem to answer. He was trying to find the answers to this question but there seemed to be so many for him. He just stared at me trying to find the right words.
I finally took in the whole of his face and gasped at what I saw.
A scar.
There was a long scratch running from his cheek to his forehead. No human would ever be able to see it but I wasn't fully human and the scar stood out like a sore thumb. I blinked back tears, Jacob hadn't done that to him, I had. It was all my fault.
My fingers traced along it delicately. I expected him to wince but he showed no pain as if it wasn't even there.
"I'm sorry," I whispered.
My hands left his face and dropped down to my sides. He just stared at me; he had been staring at me the entire day. Seeing my reactions to every little detail.
I expected him to push himself off of me, off of the bed and to leave the house. To go back to Volturi has if I had never existed.
But he didn't move. We remained there, just looking at each other. It felt like a century before he spoke again.
"I'm here because of you," He spoke so slowly and quietly I was sure I hadn't heard him right.
I felt his arms wrapping around my waist and I responded automatically, grabbing his hair and pulling his lips down to meet mine.
But these kisses were not our usual kisses which were all rushed and hurried, worried about the time. We had the rest of the night stretched out in front of us.
No one would find us.
No one would hear us.
He appeared to have the same thoughts as me and tugged on my dress just as I did on his bloodied shirt.
He smirked as I ripped his shirt off to reveal his broad chest.
We had the whole night and no matter what was coming for us tomorrow this night would always be special.
He made me scream out his name, but no one could hear.
He made me moan, but no one could hear.
I was his completely and I always would be, I would go with him to the Volturi and leave my whole life behind.
If that's what he wanted.
Hii again everyone! I would like to tell you that there is more to come with Jacob I'm sorry if you wanted more of him in this chapter but the Renesmee in this story has only just fopund out about the imprinting and needs to process her thoughts so dont worry there will be more about Jake and his imprinting :D
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