I love u all so much. My story has a little more then 3,000 views ! Omg. I 3 u all. Ok so I know u have been waiting for this chapter and I'm so sorry I haven't updated for so long. Ok so here we gO.
Austin's pov.
I know what I'm going to do to fix this. It might take till Friday but it will get done. And even though ally won't talk to me she will love me later. Not that type of love like the friendly love. I've been working on this since I found out Monday. It's Thursday now. I can't wait to apologize I've been waiting all week. And I've been trying to talk to her all day. I wrote her a song and given how bad I am because those songs I sung\" wrote " were written by dez. Yep I had dez write me songs. The one that I sung at the party and the one that was in the park. I had him write songs for me. But it's not like I force him to. I tell him what's on my mInd and he writes awesome lyrics. Then I add a tune and beat and it's a song. But the one I'm singing to ally tommorrow I wrote myself. It's actually not to bad.
Any way wait. And Kira was invited too. So I asked Kira if she wanted to go to the party with me Friday and then hang out next Friday. She said it sounded great because she hasn't been to a party since she got here and is really excited.
I hope Ally likes the present I got her!
Now that I think about it I wonder how ally feels. I know she hates me. Plus seeing me every morning happy and ready for the day while she still has bed head makes it even worse. Not to mention walking and laughing down the hall linking hand with Kira. Now that I think about it I need to make my song a lot better if she isn't going to hate me later.
I walked to art. Im in the same class as ally. So when I'm about to go up to her and talk, I see she is already talking to Dallas. Wait I thought he was going out with Cassidy( yes yes i know I changed it from cassy to Cassidy because I realized its Cassidy thanks to a review. Thanks!). I decided to ask around I'm not going to let Dallas cheat on ally.
" alright class take your seats please." said the teacher aka Mrs.. Shipe. ( all the teachers I use are actual teacher I have / had.). I started drawling. We were doing pastiche on Peter max. Some people think he is the guy that made the wawa hoagie festival. But he isn't. Actually Peter max black made a pastiche for that. I dont know his actual name. But yeah.
So anyway I'm using a famous art peice called Andy mouse by Keith haring. I'm copying that but am also adding peters style. Yeah confusing I know. So any way ally sits across he table and she is doing the scream and also adding peters style. I'm so excited to finish. And yes I am a art person. Some people don't think that but since I can't write I express my feelings through art. But the thing is I don't want to be an artist I want to be a popstar. And I want ally and dez to write my songs.
Anyway I'm using really bright colors to express my happiness because I can'twait to sing at ally's party.
Allys pov.
Ive starTed talking to trish, dez, and Kristen. Those are really the only people that ever talk to me. Austin has been trying to talk to mE. But I won't listen. Hes probably going to say a really long apology that takes forever. And I'm all about gettinG to the point. so when I was walking to art Dallas came and darted walking with me. We talked he is super cute and he is super nIce and funny. As we walked to class I saw Austin looking at us. So at almost everything he says I laugh and he laughs too. I guess I'm sort of jealous. And I mean he makes me jealous I make him jealous. And he told me how he had to break up with Cassidy. She was so stubborn and annoying. He understood why Austin broke up with Cassidy. When he said Austin I took a glance at Austin. Then I realized we were already in class. Austin was working on his art.
" everyone take your seats please," Mrs.. Shipe said.
" ally," asked Dallas.
" yeah." I said with curiosity. I wanted to know so bad what goes on in his head. I wanted to know almOst everything about him.
" I wanted to knOw if you would go out with me?"he asked. I was surprised astonished excited beyond happy. Then I thought " hey I could make Austin jealous by going out with Dallas. The same way he made me jealous with Kira.
" sure, why not," I said in a cool voice even though gallons of excitement were boiling up inside me. Then I invited him to my party tommorrow and he couldn't wait. To tell you the truth neither could I.
I continued wOrking on my art peice the scream. It expressed my feelings about my dad. Not as well as music though. Music is one thing I always could express myself in.
Later that afternoon.
I went to sonic boom it was sort of an abandoned place now no one ever goes there but me. It has all my memories good and bad. Of my mom, who Lester killed the night of the party. Of him himself. Even though it was still pretty new for some reason it still meant so much to me.
I went up to th practice room. I sat down at the piano and started to play as I played I took out my book and started singing the song I wrote recently:
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
'Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you, I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you, I am afraid
I watched you die, I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young, you should have known
Better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you, I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
( I do not own because of u by Kelly clarkson.)
I finished the song and left to go hang out at Dallas's place. Leaving the stir to be once more abandoned.
I know a lot of u are super happy I updated. This chapter is dedicated to my friend Tina who kept txting and texting me to update.
Reveiw. I know there r several of us who don't review. I also know I had more then 3k views of my story. So review all u silent readers I want tono one how I did.
