8/28/12 ~ CH 12

Thank you all for being to great and coming back to read and review! I am a pathetic writer, I am like a junkie looking into my email box to see if there are any new alerts or reviews !

a/n: A little peek into what is going on with Rachel, but still more confusion then straight answers. Sorry the chapter is short I have court tomorrow , and my mind is a little all over the place.

Loosing editing ( I'm lazy and haven't found a beta yes)

Thanks

Taylor

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Brittany was the first to spot Rachel come back into the room, but soon everyone stopped what they where doing to stare at her.

"Abstaining from sex is unhealthy." she said loudly smirking. She looked at some girl, that Britt wasn't familiar with, and started dancing with her. There was a growl from beside her and she turned to see both Santana and Quinn scowling at the girl in Rachel's arms. The other occupants of the party soon realized that Rachel wouldn't be putting on another show, and slipped back into their previous conversations.

Brittany wasn't fast enough on her crunches to stop Santana, as she stomped over to the swaying couple. "Topper McToppins, I believe you've got my girl."

"Stuff it Latina Loves a Lot-around the block." Lyn shot black over Rachel's shoulder, in the Latina's direction pulling a willing Rachel closer. Lyn loved a docile Rachel, right now she had her all but purring in her arms, she also liked a relaxed buzzed Rachel as well.

"BB, Lyn stop being silly." Rachel pulled back slightly and glanced at the seething girl. "BB don't be like that come here." Rachel reached out and pulled Santana into her arms turning her back and snuggling into Lyn while she softly swayed with Santana. "There isn't that nice. Now no one feels left out." she slurred against Santana's neck, running her tongue under her earlobe. "You smell so good BB."

Santana looked at the taller girl behind Rachel noticing that she wasn't the only one affected by Rachel. They both had goose bumps and where slightly shivering. "Berry." she started of sternly until Rachel melted her with her brown eyes. "Come on now why don't you come and sit with Britt, Quinn and I?"

"Can't." Rachel whispered nibbling on Santana's ear. "Much too unstable, sorry BB." she whispered running her fingers into Santana silk like hair. "I love when you wear your hair down Santana." She tightened her grip on the air and pulled Santana down so that they were inches away from one another, their breaths mingled. "Sorry BB, I can't stop myself I have to taste you."

Santana wasn't able to move, as if under a spell she watched as Rachel closed the gap between them brushing her lips to hers. Santana had never felt anything like it, and she had already had sex with Rachel before. It was like being struck with lighting and taking a helium hit at the same time. Rachel was running her tongue against the seam of her lips burning a pattern into them. Unable to stop herself Santana pulled the diva into her arms holding to her in a death like grip unable to get enough of her. She moaned, loudly leaving the opportunity for Rachel to flood her mouth with her tongue, not even dueling for dominance, because she already had it. Rachel caressed her tongue against Santana in a slow rhythm as she massaged her fingers in Santana's hair, canting her hips up and rocking their bodies together. Andddd Santana's panties were ruined.

Another moan was released this one from Rachel. Santana finally had to pull away from Rachel so that she could breathe. Santana was pulling deep breaths into her body as Rachel ran kisses along her jaw line. "mi dios Rachel estoy en multa, por favor, tenemos que parar." she begged when she finally had her breathing under control.

Rachel let Santana's words sink in. "Diosa del placer!" she pulled away from Santana leaning back into Lyn rocking to the music watching Santana with hooded eyes. "I think you should go back to Britt, I don't trust myself not to touch you again."

Santana nodded, shot a dirty look back at a smug Lyn and then headed over to Britt and a still scowling Quinn.

"Are you ok?" Brittany asked when Santana came to a standstill in front of her.

"No." Santana admitted still shaking. "I can't explain it, but she is so addictive. I knew what I was doing was wrong, so did she. It was like a compulsion I don't know if I could have stopped myself." Brittany nodded with a frown and hugged Santana.

"It's ok. " Brittany whispered as she kissed her cheek and watched as Rachel danced with Lyn and then laughed when she called Puck over, who refused and started to kick people out of his house.

"Party's over." he said turning off the music and opening the door.

"Puck I just got here." Rachel pouted her hands on her hips still in the circle of Lyn's arms.

"And who's fault is that Rachel?" he demanded scowling at her. Rachel crossed her arms and nodded her agreement at whatever was left unspoken between them.

"Who is that dancing with Rachel?" Quinn said through clenched teeth.

"That's the girl I was telling you about." Santana shot back watching the people leave, giving Puck a hard time. They watched as Puck shoved Finn out the door and then locked it. He marched over to Lyn, dragged her to the door and followed suit with tossing her out too, and locked it on her as she began yelling and pounding on the door.

"Really Noah was that necessary? Lyn and I were planning on staying the night." Rachel demanded angrily. "You let her back in this minute."

"No." he said firmly picked up her bag that was still in the foyer at his feet. He glanced over at Unholy Trinity. "You can stay or you can leave. If you stay you can stay in the spare room you can all share the king bed. If you're leaving wait until the crowd leaves, and lock the door." before anyone could say anything else he scooped up Rachel, as he passed her and tossed her over his shoulder. "It's past your bedtime Rachel." heading up the stairs and out of view.

"NOAH PUCKERMAN, you put me down this MINUTE!" she demanded in full diva volume. "I will ensure you never have the ability to bear children again if you do not….ewwwww yuck Puck that is gross…..Puckkkkk stop running away…..stop that right this minute….don't you dare!" whatever he did had Rachel Barbra Berry howling in laughter.

Quinn, Brittany and Santana all looked at one another in bewilderment. None of them spoke for quite sometimes as they listened to the banter upstairs.

"What in the world?" Quinn finally said breaking the silence in the room.

"No clue. Do you think he will hurt her?" Santana asked looking at the stairs.

"Who Puck? No he loves Rachel. He couldn't hurt anymore then you or I could Santana." Brittany hugged herself then looked at her two best friends. "Are we staying or going home?"

Quinn and Santana shared a look then glanced as there was a thud upstairs. "We're staying." they said at the same time.

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Quinn was the first to wake the following morning it was 5 am she was on the left of the bed Santana was on the right and Britt was in the middle. They were lucky that the spare room was on the bottom floor because Puck and Rachel had never come back downstairs , and there was no way that Britt or Quinn would have been able to do the stairs. They had all finally settled in when Rachel's singing had floated down to them.

I will remember you, will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

I'm so tired but I can't sleep

Standin' on the edge of something much to deep

It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word

We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard

I will remember you, will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

I'm so afraid to love you

But more afraid to lose

Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose

Once there was a darkness

Deep and endless night

You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me life

I will remember you, will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

Quinn had been lulled right into sleep, and peculiar dreams, smiling to herself now in the bed she thought to herself she wouldn't mind that being an every night thing, not at all. Looking back at the clock she rolled her eyes another hour of sleep would not kill her. That in mind she snuggled into Brittany and fell fast asleep.

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Rachel woke up to hear Puck snoring. Squinting she looked around the room. She was sprawled partly on top of Puck who was snuggled into her in a protective position. Her head was killing her. What happened last night? she looked down at her self. better question yet where are my clothes Puck was fully clothed at least, but wasn't able to recall how she ended up in panties and nothing else. Untangling herself from Puck she shifted to stand stifling a moan as the pain in her head multiplied and rolled around. She glanced at the clock and groaned it was 7:30 they needed to be in school at 9. Breakfast…Tylenol first. she snuck out of the room and headed down the hall to the bathroom in search of the magical pill to make all the pain go away.

Rachel was humming to herself as she pulled out the ingredients for the vegan kosher breakfast she was planning .

"Is there coffee?"

Rachel jumped and screamed to see a very wrinkled and completely adorable Santana in the doorway. "Santana! You scared the shit out of me."

"Sorry." she shrugged her shoulders. "Is there coffee?"

"I haven't started any, have a seat." Rachel nodded to the island and the stool under it. "I didn't know that you spent the night." Rachel smiled cautiously not sure she wanted to know what had happened the night before.

"You we're pretty out of it." Santana nodded and bushed her hair out of her face.

"Yeah Rach we were worried about you. Right?" Brittany asked Quinn as followed behind Quinn's rolling wheelchair.

"Is there anyone in the house that I am not aware of?" Rachel demanded adding more ingredients onto the island.

"Nope Puck kicked everyone else except us." Brittany sat on a stool near Santana and then assisted Quinn into a stool as well.

"Everyone?" Rachel asked raising a brow as she measured the flower out meticulously.

"Yeah everyone from the party." Santana said watching Rachel as she OCD the flower.

"What party?" Rachel demanded smacking the flower on the counter.

"That would be the one Haruhi crashed." Puck said as he padded barefoot into the room. Making his way around the counter he leaned down, looking deeply into Rachel's eyes and smiled. "Welcome back HB." and kissed her on her nose. "Who wants coffee?"

Rachel watched Puck go about making the coffee, using the one that he knew she liked. She snuck a glance at the Barbies across from her, Quinn was watching her every movement. Damn it! The minute she heard the glorious sound of the coffee maker percolating and took hold of Puck's arm and pulled him into the pantry, with a tossed "Be right back." over her shoulder at the trio.

"Scale 1-10." she demanded.

" 8" he admitted leaning back into the shelves.

"Did anyone notice?"

"I think it is safe to say they did. You topped Lori on top of the couch…people where on the coach at the time by the way. And then well it was pretty close with Santana, but somehow you controlled it for the most part. Lyn was all over you, oh and our little Haruhi ran me threw the ringer." he laughed. "It's funny now, but It wasn't at the time."

"Oh god!" Rachel felt her stomach roll. "Did I hurt anyone, was Lori ok? Did I hurt Santana?"

"You bit Lori, it was sexy as fuck made her come right there nearly on top of Chip…by the way he thinks you're a goddess now." Puck snickered again. "Nothing but a little kissing happened with Santana, but she got scared and you let her walk away."

"First time for everything." she whispered. "What did I do to you?"

"I was the first victim of the night, other then whatever you did to Lyn, not that she minded."

" . " She said through clenched teeth.

"Nothing Rachel you just knocked my socks off with a kiss, it shocked me more then anything else. Well and then when we went to bed you started to strip. But that is my fault I carried u up stairs , set you off and you started to berate me and I kissed you to shut you up, and well then you where naked so I ticked you until you calmed down…. It was when you started to sing that I knew you where alright."

Rachel slid down to the ground wrapping her arms around herself. "I thought I had it under control." she began to shake. "What set me off?"

"I don't know everything was fine one minute we were getting ready to go home after cheer practice, and then you snapped. I didn't realize how bad it was until you came to the party. You walked home in your underwear."

"Fabulous." Rachel felt the tears coming and this time she couldn't hold them back. "Don't I have enough problems already? Why do I have to have this too? How much can one person take?" she cried on the floor stubbornly refusing Noah's offer to comfort her. She didn't deserve it.

"We can try again, someone else this time." Noah said gently when she finally stopped silently sobbing and pulled her to her feet.

"No we can't. I don't want to talk to anyone else." she said resolved. "I'm just going to be more careful. No mistakes from now on, and no more trying to figure out a way around it. I am in lock down from now on."

"Because that worked so well the last time." he said exasperated throwing his hands up in the air. Watching her as she left the pantry with the Diva façade firmly in place as she marched out into the kitchen.

"Ok who wants waffles?"

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Taylor

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Tlazolteotl- Aztec goddess of fertility, sex, childbirth and love.

She appears in four forms, that correspond to the phases of the moon:

a yang maiden, a goddess of taking changes; a mother goddess who devours the sins

of mankind, and a hideous old crone who brings destruction and change.

She is the goddess of witches.