Chapter 12: Chapter 12

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CHAPTER 12

BPOV

"And can we give it up for one final time The Devils Trio," the announcer called. You know I never did get his name!

"Before we begin I would like to dedicate this to Felix..." I nodded to the announcer for the music to start "Twist" I called "And" Alice followed "Go" Rose sang out "OUCH" we all for the first time ever shouted together.

We worked out bodies to the extreme, we shook our butts as though our lives depended on it, we let everything out, we knew it was going to be our final time and we wanted this to be the best we had ever been – And in all honesty, it was.

As we finished our routine (we done the routine which was classed as repulsive) as a final farewell and appreciation to the crowd, it always got the biggest reaction, we noted our men all had their mouths popping open and eyes were virtually popping out that we had done that, but hell, we had done it a thousand times, seemed fitting we should do it on our final ever dance night.

The boys came over to the stage and for the first time ever picked us up off the stage and pulled us down to them, hugging us tightly.

"Love you." Edward whispered in my ear. "Oh...and we are trying that routine ourselves," he laughed out while winking at me.

"Deal." I moved away from his arms to go thank a few people who attended regularly, a few people I knew were there, Jason for one. His eyes were full...why I do not know.

"I will always love you Bella," Jason surprised me with that statement, then he pulled me in to a hug...for fuck sake why the hell did I always get the whack jobs?

"It has been a pleasure knowing you Jason." I had to act nice after all; I thankfully would never see him again.

I quickly retrieved my arms from him and walked straight over to Edward "I am ready to go, there is nothing here for me know more" I smiled up to him.

"Good" he smiled back at me, and then I saw Felix standing at the door, smiling over at me "two minutes" I mouthed to Edward, while running over to Felix.

"You stayed?" I cried out.

"You asked, so I stayed." he replied while grabbing me and hugging me, he lifted me up so my feet were dangling in the air and spun me around. "I will always love you Bella, you know you will always be my best friend and closest confidant." I laughed at him then.

"You are such a cock up Felix, fucking stop acting all emotional on me." I joked, as he put me down; I slapped his chest hard, while laughing.

"And don't you even dare turn all pansy assed on me Bella, you keep up your vile language and bitchy ways and I will have no reason to come to Forks to kick your scrawny ass...you hear me?"

"I hear you" I chocked while staring in his eyes, "I love you ya big nerd," and then I gave him a final hug.

"Got to catch a plane Bella, I will call you soon, you hear me...keep your phone switched on at all times."

"It will be glued to my hip." I promised him and then he was gone, out of my life for I don't know how long...I was going to miss him beyond comprehension.

"You okay love?" Edward asked while placing his hand on my shoulder from behind me.

"Fucking fine," I tried to come off as the hard bitch, but I knew he knew I was hurting inside. "I will be okay Edward, I promise," I spoke out truthfully.

"We'll work on the vile words you use back in Forks love; you cannot be using that word in school. You will end up on detention every day of the week."

"I will try, promise I will." I meant it, but whether I could do it was a different matter altogether.

An hour later….

Alice, Rose and I pulled up outside the Cullen's house waiting for them so we could all drive to Forks together, there were four removal vans behind us, we had a lot of clothes, what can I say?

I ran up to the house to let them know we were ready and just as I was about to tap on the door, Edward came running out and hugged me, he pulled away from me slowly keeping his head turned to the left.

"What?" I asked watching his confused face.

"Why are there four removal vans behind use?"

"We have a lot of personal items." I snapped.

Edward just shook his head laughing. "We are taking my vanquish, we should arrive before the rest of the family do." I felt a twinge of excitement run through my body as he said family, we were one big happy family, all eight of us.

"Sounds good to me," I winked at him, it had been seven hours since we'd had sex, I was virtually ready to claw someone's eyes out with frustration.

We walked down the steps and over to Rose and Alice explaining we were going ahead, I noticed Alice wink at Edward and laughing slightly. Strange mother fuckers I had as family that I knew for certain.

The ride was long, I mean really long, a good portion of the time was spent with me staring at Edward, I thought I knew every piece of skin on his perfect face, I thought I knew every crease, and hair, and every smile that appeared on his face, but I was wrong, the smile that appeared on his face when he saw the Forks sign was new to me, the way his eyes creased together and how high his lips raised when we pulled into town was like every dream he had ever had, had suddenly came true, it knocked me for six, I suddenly turned looking at the town in disgust.

"It's like something from a fucking Western movie." I uttered in disgust.

"I think it's a little more updated than that Bella." Edward laughed.

"Hardly." I replied.

"Bella, language" Edward chastised me.

"What? I didn't swear" I snapped.

"I'm just reminding you that you really should try to start now with the no swearing; honestly school will be so much easier if you refrained from using the f word in every sentence"

"I do not fucking use it in every sentence, I mean really, how many times have I said the word fuck from New York to Forks?" I was trying to make a point; I don't recall really using the word.

"Nine hundred and seventy six times Bella." Gees I was only taking the piss when I asked him, I didn't expect inspector fucking gadget to actually know the answer!

"And you really had to count Edward?"

"Educational purposes Bella; that was the only reason." He tried to explain his self, I tried to not act as though I was shocked, I mean did I really swear that much? I would have said an easy hundred times, but seriously nearly a thousand!

"Oh well there is my chances of getting no detention totally fucking ruined" I barked; Edward turned his head and rolled his eyes at me.

"Do you even realise that you are saying it?"

"What?"

"I thought you were going to try and not to swear."

"No Edward, you always assumed I would stop, I never ever said I would actually be able to manage it, Jesus, it's like living with the fucking pope, do you get onto Alice and Rose when they say it?"

"It is not my responsibility or place to say anything to Rose and Alice, they are not my girlfriend, they have Emmett and Jasper to look out for their best interests. I however have a responsibility to look out for yours... You do know that the more detention you get, the less time we will have to be together." I just shrugged my shoulders at him.

"Sexual wise I mean."

"Fuck," I yelled out. "Sorry, sorry," I quickly retracted, "I mean, oh dear me how Edward, that will not do at all." I smiled at myself for being so respectful.

"Damn Bella, you do not have to turn into a 1960's lady, a simple "damn it" would have done." we both laughed.

We as promised where first at the house, I ran out the car taking in the house before me, I was to say the least Im-fucking-pressed.

"At last."

"What?" Edward asked.

"We get to live in a house with high standards not some club. Now this," I mentioned while pointing my hand at the house," this right here are the standards we should be living in." Edward smiled and had me in his arms within a few seconds.

"I love you." Edward mentioned again while kissing along my jaw line.

"How much?" I asked with a quivering breath, he still after all this time made me feel weak at the knees with just the slightest touch.

Edward quickly picked me up and ran us up the stairs we were suddenly in a room with a large window covering the whole of the side wall, the room was large with no furniture in it and I looked at Edward questionably why he had brought us here?

"You asked how much I love you, and I thought I would start by showing you in our bedroom." The right side of his mouth lifted into a crooked smile.

"Sounds fuc...perfect to me." we both laughed at my quick attempt to stop swearing.

Edward made quick work of removing out clothes and lifted me up so my legs were wrapped tightly around his waist. Edward suddenly had my naked back on the window and arched from the sensation it caused and turned my head around slightly to look outside.

"You do realise the family could pull up at any time, do you really think it's appropriate they see my butt out the window?" I asked seriously.

"Do you really care what they see?" Edward was shocked at my hesitation to just get straight into sex.

"Sort of," I admitted, but stopped quickly as Edwards's lips were suddenly paying special attention to my breasts, Edward whispered out around them. "So you want me to stop?"

"Knock me out the fucking window for all I care Edward, but don't you dare stop." I croaked out while pulling at his hair, Edward tilted me up while slowly but roughly ramming into me, I all but screamed out with pleasure, it had felt like months since we had been intimate, this felt too good to stop, and who the fuck cared if anyone witnessed us having sex?

"The family won't be here for at least another hour." Edward told me.

Edward moved his lips to my neck kissing me hungrily, while my hands wove through his damned fine hair. Edward's thrusts became more urgent, his hands moved to my hips and he held tightly while pulling me to him as close as possible, I removed my hands from his hair and wound them around his back whilst kissing and nibbling on his shoulder.

"God I love you so much," I could help but mention as Edward did a quick harsh thrust into me causing me to lean right up and banging my head off the window – luckily for the window it did not break, and my orgasm began, my body tensed up with relief and I felt Edward's orgasm flow inside me, I loved the feel of Edward finishing in me, it felt sort of intimate – that is was designed uniquely for me.

After we both calmed down Edward looked up at me and kissed me gently while saying, "I love you so much too Bella." I looked into his eyes, lost in my surroundings, forgetting where we were, why we were here and in which city we were in, his eyes told me everything I needed to know at the moment in time.

Edward was mine, I was his and we would always love each other and be together, nothing mattered more in the world to me than the two of us. We were meant to be together and no one could ever tell me otherwise.

Well they could tell me, they just wouldn't live to tell any fucker else.

Edward walked us over to the en-suite bathroom and placed us both in the shower, it did not work out too successful at us getting cleaned, I refused to remove my legs from Edward's waist and seconds later his arousal was poking into my thigh, "oh come on, we have a good twenty minutes before we need to get dressed." I smirked at him with a quick wink.

After an intense workout which involved the shower, the sink, the vanity cabinet and the bathroom door, we both tensed as we heard the cars approaching the driveway.

We both quickly got dressed and ran downstairs to meet the rest of the family, Alice was jumping like a child, that was just Alice, Rose was just smirking at me and Edward, Jasper rolled his eyes at what I was assuming was what he could feel oozing from me and Edward and Emmett was the last to get out the car and just looked at us.

"What?" I asked everyone was looking like I had a third head

"Do you have to make it so obvious you have just been Laid Bella? I mean seriously, did he drag you through the entire forest." Emmett howled out.

"What you talking about?" I asked, just then Edward turned to look at me and then his face built into a huge smile.

"Your hair," Edward explained.

I turned to look through the glass of the house to notice it was heading in every single direction other than down. I burst out laughing at the state of my hair, there was nothing I could do to deny it, there was no point denying anything when the evidence was right there in front of everyone.

Right then we heard Carlisle and Esmee approaching I quickly tried to flatten my hair with the aide of Edward to look somewhat presentable around them, but judging by Carlisle's smirk he was well aware that me and Edward just could not get enough of each other.

NO, not embarrassing AT ALL.

THE FOLLOWING MORNING.

There was no point dwelling on the past, it was time to look to the future and looking into the future meant looking into Edward Cullen's eyes, I could see his soul, his love and his relief that I had got showered, dressed and I was standing with the whole family looking over at a bunch of elk – damned fucking elk, you can tell the Cullen's had got to me when I was standing looking at a bunch of Elk instead of looking in to someone's neck.

Pulse beating rapidly, blood flowing freely – control Bella, control, the elk will be just as rewarding as a human yeah-fucking dream on.

"Just close your eyes and imagine some evil shit you have feasted upon in the past." Edward tried to help me, I think at this point I was more turned on than hungry, Edward swearing, even if it was just the word shit, was enough to make my legs go weak and wobbly and my hunger disappear.

I turned and smiled to him and raised my hand cupping his cheek while bringing his lips to my own, my movements became urgent and Edward placed his hands on my shoulders pushing me back.

"Now is not appropriate for that Bella, you must feed, we are going to school in an hour." Fucking spoilt sport.

"Fine, let's get this charade the hell over with." Eating elk, going to school, what the hell has happened to my damned perfect happy life?

We ran out to the clearing where I grabbed the largest elk of the herd and then it looked me directly in the eyes with a pleading look, for the briefest of moments I swore it begged me to let it go, without thinking twice I stroked the elks head bending in and kissing its forehead, it was so damned cute.

I let the elk go.

"Bella," I heard my name from across the field turning to see Edward standing there in shock.

"You didn't see its little face Edward; it had such an adorable expression." Edward ran to my side instantly placing his arm around my shoulder.

"You said you would at least try Bella…. please?" He begged me; Alice come and joined us seconds later.

"It really isn't that bad Bella, just do not look at it, close your eyes." Alice suggested.

"Alice I really don't think I will be able to do it, it resembles Bambi too much, maybe a lion a bear, but not a cute elk." I was at breaking point, I couldn't do this, I was going to have to run into town and find some poor schmuck to feast upon.

"Yes you can." Alice demanded." There is no person in this town who deserve to die Bella, could you really take a good person's life"

"Yes." I answered honestly.

"Bella" Edward shouted in shock.

"For fuck sake cut me some slack, I'm going back to high school aren't I? You are all expecting too much of me in one short go." I bit back.

"Do you think Rose and I don't find this difficult too? We are at least trying Bella, you are not even doing that."

"I DID try and I DID NOT succeed, so get the hell off my case and go feast yourself on more elk, while I go find me some real blood." I went to run off but Edward and Emmett had me pinned down before my foot even lifted off the floor.

"No sweet cheeks, you are not killing someone in our vicinity, do you hear me?" Emmett demanded, I mean he actually snapped at me, he had never did that to anyone in the whole time I had known him.

"Find me something to eat other than elk, that does not look cute and I will give it a try." I promised, Emmett nodded to me, "and I swear you come back with a fucking bird Emmett Cullen and I am out of here." I warned him, Emmett was a particle joker, I was warning him in advance I was not in the mood for jokes today, I was hungry, and he did not want to push my buttons.

"Thank you," Edward spoke as he pulled me into his chest and hugged me.

"Don't thank me yet Edward, I meant what I said," I warned lifting my head and looking him sternly in the eyes. Edward just smiled briefly and nodded.

"This way," We heard Emmett say, we ran after him and then I caught the scent, it smelt nowhere as appetising as human blood, but did smell better than the poor defenceless elk – I was banning them all from eating elk from now on, it just wasn't fucking right.

We caught up to Emmett and he was holding a panther, the animal was clawing at Emmett and had shredded his whole top, my eyes opened wildly while looking him up and down.

"Yeah sucks like hell Bella, the things I have to do to get you food." Emmett joked. I just shook my head while prying the creature from Emmett's arms, I quickly closed my eyes before looking the animal in the face and leant it and then I finally did it, I sunk my teeth into the animal, once the animal was drained I flung the carcase to the ground and turned before looking at it.

Edward and Emmett stood there with their arms folded and smiling with pride at me.

"How was that?" They both asked in unison, I shrugged my shoulders.

"It was okay….I suppose….I would still prefer a human though."

"Of course a human would be more satisfying Bella, but we are better than that, we will not harm humans."

"Why because they are defenceless?" I mocked, Edward shook his head, and he knew I was being sarcastic since I called the elk defenceless

"Bella please don't be difficult, just give it a few weeks, I am sure you will adapt." I just nodded, I didn't want to argue any further, what he didn't realise is if I didn't adapt, I was moving right along to the nearest human…..let's hope some freshman doesn't piss me off within the next few weeks.

"Right lets detour to the house to get changed then we are heading to school" Emmett instructed us. Yeah sounded fucking fantastic to me!