A/N: This is my first time incorporating lyrics into a story. I've seen it done many times, but never found a moment where it truly belonged. So here's where we found out what happened! Enjoy, my fine fellows.

Disclaimer: Don't own Naruto...sadly.

WARNINGS: Cussing, leud talk

Lyrics -Not heard by others-

Sarafu's words

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Pain

I woke up in my room not knowing the happenings of the night proceeding. I stared at my sheets blankly recalling the day all up into the point where I encountered Sai. SAI!

'Sarafu! Sarafu! What happened?! Sarafu!'

There was no response.

'Sarafu! Sarafu!!!'

Silence.

I quickly leapt out of bed, frantic. The motion brought forth a stinging sensation to may face, shoulders and legs. I felt terrible. I went over to the mirror on my dresser and nearly fell back onto my bed. On my face was a bruise on my left brow two cuts on my cheek and crusted blood on my forehead. I checked my shoulder. Sure enough, an ugly purple and brown bruise welcomed me. Same on my leg along with a few scars. But that was nothing compare to the pain in between my legs. This wasn't helping my breathing problems.

'Sarafu! What the hell happened!?'

Silence.

Tears were welling up in my eyes. I dashed out of my room, not even bothering to close the door after me. This time, there was no Sai there to greet me.

I found Gaara on his way to the Hokage building. I was even granted a widening of the eyes when he saw me beaten up and still in my pajamas.

"Misa...?"

"Gaara! Help!" I gasped through sobs, trying to catch my voice. "I can't hear Sarafu's voice! She won't answer me!"

That got his attention. "What?" He grabbed my soldiers which screamed in anger. I screamed along with them. Gaara realeased me. "What happened to you? Were you limping befo-" He fell silent as the injuries spoke of what happened. "Who did this to you?"

"I don't know for sure," I muttered quietly. "The last thing I remember is Sai tying me to a bedpost and Sarafu saying 'You don't have to endure this.' over and over again." My muscle went rigid. My gawd, what an idiot I was! I fell to my knees, didn't help the pain down below, tears were unleashed at full power now. "Oh my...Sarafu she...she thinks this is all her fault. She still feels guilty about bringing me into the ninja world. If she had never done that, I never would've met Sai, and then he never would've...OH, Sarafu! She endured it for me! This may be my body, but I didn't suffer through it." I leeched onto Gaara's sleeves looking up into his eyes. "Sarafu was raped, Gaara! Sai raped her! She took my place!"

I didn't see Gaara's reaction. He calmly cradled me in his arms as I bawled my eyes out and he led me to the Hokage's office. Needless to say, they were stunned. He only uttered three words, as his vengeful tails of sand lashed about him like angry snakes hissing at Tsunade. "Bring me Sai."

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Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

"Has she calmed down?" the blonde-haired woman asked as she looked out the window.

"Yeah," was the stressed reply from the red-head.

"Have you calmed down?"

"Somewhat."

"Any sign of Sarafu?"

"...no."

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand

And I'll show you a world that you can understand

Tsunade sighed as she walked to another window. She just couldn't keep still. The comfort of her luxurious arm chair would be a joy unkown to her today.

"Are you angry at me?" She asked him, still not looking at his face.

"No."

"If you had killed him, we would have some serious issues on our hands, since he is a legal resident of Konoha."

"I know."

"He will still be tried as a criminal. I doubt he'll get the death penalty, but I'll ensure life in prison."

"I know."

"You're mad at me."

"I'm not."

"Yes, you are."

"I SAID I'M NOT, OKAY?!" He snapped, but then sat back down, disgruntled.

Tsunade was unaffected by his outburst. "Whoever knew you felt so strongly for her. Is it Sarafu or Misa?"

"Old hag, don't torture me today," Gaara sighed, his head in his hands.

This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

"I'm sorry, but this is for Sarafu, when she decides to come back," the Hokage finally looked over to the depressed boy. "I don't need to tell you that she loved-loves you. She'll be even more eager to get her body back when she hears that you'll be waiting for he-"

"SHUT UP!" Gaara stood up again, the black lines around his eyes deeper than ever. "YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I MISS HER!!" He breathed after letting it out. Then he calmed himself down to his normal stoic self. "Leave me be, for today."

"Gaara," Tsunade was no longer smiling. She was serious. "Hold her, and never let her go."

"I don't need you to tell me that," he added as he walked out of the room.

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The sand-haired teen peeked through the crack in the door. She sighed and then looked back at the crimson hair that was her younger brother.

"She still hasn't moved from that spot," Temari informed the stoic Kazekage. "I'm afraid to go in there. Last time I went in there to give her some food, she flipped out, throwing kunai and anything else she could get her hands on. She's become more attached to Sarafu than we all thought. But where could that girl have gone? What happened with Sai?"

"That's something I'd like to know also," Gaara frowned, turning away. "Tell me when you see a change."

"Wait, Gaara you're not going t-" Temari began, but Gaara's hand quieted her.

"Don't worry. I'm not going to do anything to jeopardize the treaty. He will live."

Temari didn't voice her thoughts. Merely watched as her kage left the hallway, then turned back to the dark room where Misa sat, sulking. Please return, Sarafu, she thought.

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Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Light intruded into his cell. He looked up, his dark eyes glazed with a soft glow. The sillouhette was rather short, yet it held a dignified air of a leader. He had been expecting him.

He's later than I expected him to be, Sai thought. I figured I'd be dead by now. Yet he seems perfectly calm. Maybe he held less feelings for her than I thought.

The boy in black held no reaction for the boy in red who also held no reaction. They stared at each other in silence, both expert weilders of the poker face.

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

"What happened?" the Kazekage interrogated.

"Haven't you already heard?" Sai snorted. Not a good move. His neck was soon enclosed in sand.

"Explain thoroughly what happened," Gaara was calm, but his sand was growling. "I want to know exactly what you did to her."

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Misa.

I nearly leapt out of my skin. It felt like forever since I'd heard that voice.

'Sarafu?'

Yes.

Yes. I don't believe I've ever heard her say that word. Yes was too formal, too uptight for her. She was more of a 'yeah' kinda gal.

'Where were you? What happened?'

Sorry, I was exhausted. I couldn't even think straight, which was probably why you couldn't sense me. I apologize.

First 'yes', now 'I apologize.' Is this the same girl? Is this Sarafu?

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

'Where did these scars come from? What happened?'

Well...

"After I paralyzed her with genjutsu, I brought her to my apartment," Sai began. "I tied her to the bed just in case the jutsu wore off."

While he removed my-your-our clothes, I worked on fighting the jutsu. I delved within our body and regulated the mind so that it was ack to normal. His genjutsu fooled the mind into forgetting how to use the nerves to send messages to our muscles. I merely retaught it.

"I was working on the foreplay when she broke through my jutsu," Sai continued on, remembering those moments almost with fondness. It was hard to regret what he had done. It felt so good. "Luckily I had the ropes, but she kept spazing out, kicking screaming, flailing about. Her freaking out was going to get me caught so I...hit her."

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

He tried to beat me down. I must admit, fear drove me on the most. Even if it was your body, I still shared it, and since I was the one awake...experiencing it, it was my virginity at stake, and that belongs only to Gaara! However...

"We fought for a while, her kicking, scratching, biting, and me holding her down, slapping her, punching her. I was so frightened about getting caught that I was angry at her for messing up my plan. My anger got a hold of me. I forgot everything, even my initial reason it doing this, and only thought of causing her pain, just making her shut up."

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

He eventually tied my legs down also, and gagged me, so that I couldn't move an inch or utter a sound. I could only whimper and cry. At this point, I was in the nude...

"So, I finished what I came here to do," Sai smirked at the memory. Misa did have a nice body. "I put my sword in her sheath and fucked her till she passed out and far after that. She bled quite a lot. That was annoying to clean up, but it was so worth it." Sai chuckled at his little joke, but earned a tight squeeze of his neck from the sand for all his efforts.

"You..." Gaara growled, his red locks covering his eyes. "You...how dare you laugh at her pain...I should kill you right now for what you did...but..." His sand fell from Sai's neck and slinked back into his gourd, "that would just cause more problems for Sa-Misa and I. I simply hope Konoha's justice system works."

"Do you expect me to grubble at your mercy?" Sai quirked a thin eyebrow.

"No, I expect you to rot in hell, bastard," Gaara spat at Sai's face, and since the boy was chained to the wall, Gaara knew he could do nothing to harm him. However, if he remained here any longer, he would surely kill that pale fiend. So he strode out of the cell.

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

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Gaara reached Misa's room at 11:53 that night. He found Temari dozing off at her post by the door. The young teen opened the door a noch and peeked inside. Misa was sitting on her bed, staring at the floor as if in deep thought. Gaara let out a sigh of relief. Deep thought was better than lifeless stupor. Suddenly, Misa snapped awake and looked over straight at Gaara.

"Ah! Gaara-sama!" She shouted with delight and ran over to him all smiles. "She's back! She's back!"

This caught Gaara by surprise. He nearly let a smile escape. Nearly. Instead, he rolled his eyes and said nonchalantly, "Oh? The idiot came back? What a bummer. Party's over, I guess."

"Hey, what kind of attitude is that, jerk?" Sarafu shouted through Misa. "You could at least pretend you're happy to see me back!"

"I don't need to pretend," Gaara spoke seriously.

"What?! Are you saying-"

'Sarafu, I think he means that he doesn't need to pretend to be happy, because he is happy.'

"Oh."

"Go to sleep," Gaara ordered. "You'll need rest for the trip tomorrow. This fiasco put us back a day, no thanks to some individual whom I shall not name."

Misa's eyebrow twitched as she watched the boy leave her room. "Heartless demon. Awww, but he's so cute when he acts so cold and mean like that!! Hanyaaaann!!"

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain