AN: This one isn't for the kids. Not even a little bit, which is why it's rated M. If you are an adult, please enjoy and let me know that it was okay. If you are a kid, read the first Twilight.
Chapter 12: Riding in a Car with a Handsome Man
The car ride to Seattle was uncomfortable to say the least. The most uncomfortable part being Jasper's long fingers caressing my knee. Maybe uncomfortable wasn't the right word, because I liked it and I liked it a lot. The reintroduction of Edward and Alice into our lives was the reason I was feeling any discomfort. I didn't know what the terrible twosomes expectations for were for us. I couldn't help wondering what their game was. Who would bring a fiancé and their model girlfriends when trying to rekindle a relationship with their exes? It made no sense, but of course they were notorious for cluelessness.
I took a free hand and grabbed onto Jasper's that rested on my knee. "You don't think they are going to stay in Forks? I mean they need to head back into the hole they came out of."
"Of course, darlin', the only reason they were acting so crazy was that they saw us together. Once Carlisle springs his baby boy out of jail, Edward and Alice can go back to bossing around those airheads they've been messing around with." He gave me wink. "Let's not let them ruin our fun. I have big plans for you, girl."
I gazed out the window at the trees that we passed by and the shapes the clouds made above us. "What about Alice, Jasper? She was crying. No matter how angry I am at her for the both of us, I still melted a little. Alice has had me under her thumb since eleventh grade."
"Look at me, Bella."
I continued to gaze out of the window and frowned at a field of cows. "I can't. You'll be a distracted driver and we will get in accident. It will be my entire fault. Then at our joint funeral, Alice and Edward will act like fools and throw themselves on our graves wailing. It will be on Good Morning America and everyone watches will know our business. That will make the rest angels in heaven mock us for eternity."
Jasper pulled over to the side of the road into the grass by the cow field and took my head in his hands. He asked gently, "Pretty, what are you talking about?"
"I know I am making no sense now. It's just that I knew they had to come to visit Forks someday, but I was hoping it would be a long time from now. I wanted to be in an established relationship that would show Edward how happy I could be without him. This thing with us is new and it feels good! We just haven't had time to explore what it means with Esme dragging Edward and Alice here." I felt my eyes well up with tears.
"Don't cry, my beautiful girl. I just want joy for us being together," Jasper stated wiping away my tears. "I should have known Esme was behind this."
"I yelled at her and called her a nasty name."
Jasper let out a laugh and rubbed his fingers on my lips. "That's my girl. You are a spitfire, Pretty. Before we do anything this evening let me ease your mind. Sure, I still have lingering feelings for Alice. She was my wife and when she left me it was a surprise. I am sure you feel the same about Edward. But I tell you this, I love the way your lips feel against mine. When I put my hands on your hips I need to stroke and caress every inch of you. The smell of you lights up my senses. Every time I see you it fills me with want, even when it's when you are covered in dirt from working in the garden. A dirty Bella just makes me want to run you a warm bath and wash you from head to toe, kissing you the whole time. You are my best friend, Bella and that is the most fantastic feeling in the world."
I was swooning.
"Are you trying to seduce me, Mr. Whitlock?" I asked with a blush.
"I'm not trying anything, Lover, that blush is showing me that I am succeeding." Jasper reached over and unbuckled my seat belt and then his. "So my question is, are you ready to embrace the possibility of us or is Edward going to ruin us before we can begin."
I took my fingers and weaves then through his blond curls, pulling his face closer to mine. "My feelings toward Edward are the same as yours towards Alice. I do wish he would take that stupid cat with him when he leaves."
Jasper's face inched even closer, "I agree on that one. I might have tried to kiss you before, but Hemingway always hisses at me and glares. I bet Edward trained him to do that on purpose."
"Stupid Hemingway and stupid Edward need to get a damn life," I whispered and ran my tongue over Jasper's lips.
"Amen, Baby, Amen. I think a good idea is a little less talking about Edward and a little more relaxing before we hit the road." His mouth crashed onto mine and I felt him open my dress, his fingers stroking my skin.
I moaned into his mouth, the hand in his hair tightening and the other hand rubbing the hard bulge that was tightening the front of his pants. I undid his buckle and shoved my hand into his under ware continuing to touch him in a frenzied motion.
Jasper's head pulled away from my mouth and he gently pulled out my breast from my lace bra. "Lover, you are a vision of beauty."
His hands gently moved my nipple making it hard and when his mouth started suckling, I screamed out in pleasure. His other hand moved into my panties and started tickling the skin inside and out making me delirious in pleasure.
I started pulsating my hand against him harder making him yell out, "Baby we have to stop, you're making me too excited! Oh sweet angel, yes. No, no, we can't!"
"What? Why are we stopping? It's bad. Oh god, I'm so sorry. Let's just forget this happened." I pushed away and tried to straighten up my clothing. I was struggling to keep my tears in check. I didn't want to be a weepy woman again. I did that too much when Edward left. The words that Edward left me with were still just too fresh in my mind.
Jasper stopped the motion of my hands and kissed me softly. "Oh Bella, I didn't mean to make you think this wasn't incredible. I want to take my time with you and preferably not in the front seat of my car. Your beauty drives me so crazy that I was ignoring some basic facts like we could be discovered any minute in a very naked situation. Also, that I really don't want to have to borrow a pair of Peter's pant for the opening tonight. He is about a size smaller and his pants would be mighty uncomfortable. Finally, and the most important reason, I want to see you laid out, naked on a bed when I make love to you."
"Oh…Oh…okay, that will work," I stammered looking at him with wide eyes.
Jasper helped me straightened my dress giving me another long kiss. He pulled his car back onto the road and he glanced at me with a big grin. "You better get ready, girl. I'm going to show you what a real man can do."
I let myself relax next to him and returned his smile as that hand of his hand found a new position high on my upper thigh rubbing slowly and gently. I had the distinct feeling that this was the night that would enlighten my world.
