Edward's POV -
After I parked the car, I just sat there thinking. I thought about Bella, and everything she had said about sex being more then something that felt good. I'd only had one girlfriend in my entire life and she killed herself. I didn't know if I could let Bella in or any girl for that matter. I was so stressed about everything. My parents, Bella, and sex.
"Hey, man." I heard as Jasper tapped the window to my car. I opened the door and stepped out. "You okay?"
"Yeah. I think." I smiled a little.
"Good." Jasper smiled back as Emmett, Rosalie, Alice, Jasper, and I walked back to the school.
"Bella gave you what for didn't she?" Chuckled Emmett patting me on the back as we walked back into the cafeteria to wait for the bell to ring. I looked around a little for Bella, but couldn't find her.
"I guess." I smiled a little.
"Forget it. Just get the deed done and drop the loser." Laughed Emmett sitting down at your usual table.
"She's not a loser." I defended as I glanced around the lunchroom. Axell noticed me and waved my way flashing a sexy smile I waved back, but I wasn't really in the mood.
"Edward. What's gotten into you lately?" Asked Rose snapping my attention back as I looked over at her holding Emmett's hand.
"Nothing. Why?" I asked looking down at my hands on the table.
"You just seem a little on edge." Smiled Rosalie hinting at your little secret.
"No, I'm not." I snapped as the bell rang and I rushed off to class.
"If you say so." I heard as I left the cafeteria. The rest of the day was boring and I didn't see Bella any after lunch. When I got home mom was already there.
"Edward!" She screamed as I walked threw the front door. "What did you do with the money?"
"What are you talking about?" I called back to her somewhere in the house.
"The money in the damn account!" She screamed running down the stairs and stopping in front of me.
"Again what are you talking about?" I asked playing the innocent card.
"I know dad spent you the info! I saw it on your phone! Where did you send it?" She yelled in my face.
"I don't know what you are talking about!" I screamed going upstairs and to my room.
"I'll find out what you did with that money!" She called after me as I slammed my bedroom door behind me. Dad was right she had cracked! Mom left about thirty minutes after I got home and I heard the guys and the girls come up the stairs a few minutes after mom left.
"I'm going to bathroom." Called Rosalie as I heard her walk down the hall towards my room. "Don't start without me!"
"Don't worry I won't babe." Emmett called back. I could hear her walking up to my room, as she knocked on my door I stood up and opened it a little just for her to see me little.
"Let me in." She smiled. "You didn't start without me did you?"
"No… I'm just busy right now." I stammered looking down at the floor.
"Well, it will only take a moment." She giggled running her fingers over my chest.
"Not right now, Rosalie. You have Emmett." I replied slamming the door in her face.
"What's the stick up your ass?" She called walking back down the hall. If only she knew. That's when I remembered. I went over to my jeans that I had worn yesterday and pulled out the piece of paper Bella gave me with her phone number on it. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and dialed her phone number, but she didn't pick up. Had I screwed up so bad that Bella would never want to talk to me? I hope not, because she was the first girl since Tanya I ever thought about in a serious way. I stayed in my room just thinking for the rest of the night. I only left my room to eat. I tried Bella's phone number again, but she never picked up. When I woke up the next morning and I left for school super early. I got to my regular parking spot at 7:15. I sat in my car for about 20 minutes when I saw Bella pull up in her truck, get out, and started towards the main building. I got out of my Volvo and ran over to her.
"Bella." I breathed walking beside her.
"What do you want?" She questioned as she walked faster towards the high school.
"I tried calling you last night." I smiled speed walking beside her.
"I know. I didn't answer." She snapped as she came to a stop facing me. "What do you want?"
"I'm sorry about everything, but I want to be friends. I'm not going to have sex again until I'm in love, maybe not until I'm married." I explained looking into her dark brown eyes.
"Yeah right." She laughed mockingly. "You can't go a week without sex of any kind. Yes that includes sex with another person or by yourself."
That last comment made me a little embarrassed. "Yes, I can." I demanded trying not to blush.
"Yeah right." She repeated starting to walk again, but I stopped her by softly grabbing her arm.
"Just give me a chance." I smiled looking down at her.
"Let go of me." She snapped turning away and walking into the school.
"Bella wait." I called after her but she didn't turn around. Had I really blown my chance with Bella Swan?
Sorry it took so long to update. I posted an earlier version, but it had a huge type-o towards the end of the chapter so I had to fix it. Please review & check out my other stories!
