~authors note~

Oh wow, I'm so sorry! It's been almost two months since I last updated I think, I've been so busy I've just had all my exams and had no time to write

But hey ho, here's chapter 12- I love you guys almost as much as I love Kurtbastian

Reviews are love to me. R&R xoxo

"Finn please just calm down" Kurt said, still keeping his distance from Finn he could see how angry his step brother was.

"GET OUT" Finn yelled at the top of his voice, his words obviously meant for Sebastian.

"Finn, were not doing anything wrong, you don't know bas properly so you have no right to judge him" Kurt stated.

"Once upon a time Kurt he tried to steal the love of your life" Finn said his tone still angry but this time he was much quieter.

"And I'm sorry for that, but that's the past Finn I love your brother!" Sebastian said quickly before he could even realize what had just been said.

Both of the boys were now gawping at Sebastian, Kurt felt the blush creeping up his face, and Finn looked more confused than ever.

"You don't even know the meaning of the word, I suggest you leave my younger brother alone and get out of this house before I have to call Burt down here" Finn yelled his voice shaky with shock.

"You'll do nothing of the sort Finn, for one I'm older than you and two this isn't just your house and Bastian is staying weather you like it or not!" Kurt screeched back

And with that Finn went back up the basement stairs without another word, Kurt turned to see Sebastian beginning to pack up his things.

"What are you doing?" Kurt asked

"Leaving that's what I'm guessing you want me to do, I'm sorry Kurt" Sebastian replied tears now forming in his eyes.

"Why would I want you to leave Bas?" Kurt questioned.

"I said the L word for the first time, I would have thought you would want me to leave and never come back" Sebastian replied trying his hardest not to cry.

"Bas I was more expecting you to run a mile and never come back, it was just a bit of a shock" Kurt replied his words soothing Sebastian.

"I know but I don't even want to run I just want to stay and be here with you, can we put in a movie?" Sebastian replied going off topic so he could avoid the awkwardness.

"Of course we can I'll stick in Chicago, I know how much you love it" Kurt said as he winked towards Sebastian.

They both climbed into Kurt's bed there was a big wall of tension building between the two as they both felt the need to speak but they couldn't find the words. For the length of the movie both boys were silent, both of them still being unable to produce words.

Kurt could feel Sebastian curling into his side; he felt all the tension melt away as if both the boys' defense walls had fallen down. They both knew each other so well that if they were both honest they could be there total selves around each other

Kurt heard Sebastian's breathing begin to level out and he decided he'd get some sleep to he carefully pulled the duvet up over the two of them and whispered in Sebastian's ear,

"I love you two bas" before he drifted off next to the boy.