Author note: Hey guys! I've re written this whole story. Go back if you want to update or notice any changes ! I've tried to keep it the same, just spell checked it and put in more detail. I missed this story! Has anyone noticed anything about Jay's character that I've been putting in kind of behind the scenes? It's a big secret. If so, leave a review! If not, wait for the big twist! DUN DUN DUNNN. Need a clue? Ask yourself who Sean's character is. And how he knows Jay?...

Today was the day. Jay rushed through all his shit and threw it in a duffle bag. Today, Joey was busy at a man's vuneral. A man Joey himself, killed. A lot of the mob went, but not Jay. He said he'd meet them there, but he wasn't.

Today was the day he left.

Emma was waiting for him at the hotel, and he went through his last drawer, in the night table. When he pulled the drawer out, he stared, but grabbed the gun inside.

He had to be safe than sorry.

He put it in the back of his pants and then bent down to his bed, grabbing his duffle bag to then rush to the door- he stopped dead in his tracks. Spinner stood there, an unreadable look on his face as he glanced around Jay's empty room.

"What are you doing?"

Jay panted, and licked his lips, looking around. SHit. FUck!

He grabbed his gun, and grabbed Spinners shirt with his fist. He slammed the door closed and pushed Spinner against it, pointing the gun at him. Jay liked Spinner, had grew up with him his whole life, but he wasn't going to get him killed! Not before he got to see Emma once more.

"You fucking traitor!" Spinner exclaimed, but shut his eyes in fear at the gun. "You are on their side, aren't you!?"

Jay gave him a wild, wierd look ."Whose!?"

"The Stones!"

"fuck no." Jay spat, "I'm on my side." he cursed and just confessed, "I'm out. I'm done with the mob. I'm done with Joey, Alex, and everything."

Spinner opened his eyes, narrowing them at Jay and squinted his eyes skeptically. "Why? We're your family."

Jay laughed, "You think Joey is our family? Our dad's died long ago," he paused at Spinners pained expression. Unlike Jay's father who died of cancer, Spinners died from getting shot, his mother the same day too. Jay never had a mom. "Joey left us for foster homes after our family died, until he needed us."

"That's not true!" spat Spinner but his expression shook with anger and confusion.

Jay shouted at Spinner like he should know this, "He didn't regroup us back into the mob until we were of age to work for him!" Jay shook with anger, not seeing how Spinner couldn't see this. "He used his relationship with our Dad's to get us to trust him, and work for him too. But where was he just after they died? When we were put in foster homes. When we needed someone most?!"

Joey didn't reunite with them until they were 17. Spinner was sent away first when only 12, then Jay, at 13. Luckily, Jay was sent into the same home Spinner was sent to, where they reunited again and looked after another. Lucas was a boy also in the foster home, that's how they had met him, and brought Lucas in with them when Joey wanted them back.

"I'm getting Joey." Spinner said, trying to leave and they struggled. It ended with Jay punching him after Spinner tried to strike him.

"Stop!" Jay begged, not wanting to kill him and Spinner tried to grab his gun. Jay grabbed it back, and jolted back, lifting it to aim at his childhood friend, who was like a brother. Spinners eyes widened, and they stared at another breathlessly.

Spinner couldn't believe Jay would do this. Not to him.

Jay finally confessed, "Joey killed your parents, Spin. My Dad told me before he died."

Terror fled Spinners eyes. Then disbelief. "You fucking low piece of shit- you liar!"

"Your mom wanted your Dad to get out. He tried. He failed." Jay raised a knowing eyebrow, "Cops found Joeys prints on the gun, but he got someone, my Dad, to steal and erase the evidence. My Dad regretted it always and told me before he died. He told me to tell you."

"Then why didn't you!" Tears threatened Spinners eyes, and he felt so confused and flustered. "All this time you made me believe I could trust you? I looked up to you man!"

Jay showed a bit of regret, but tried to explain, "I wanted Joey to pay. I did watch over you, Spinner, and you know it. I saved your ass many times, even in highschool."

"So what? What was the evil plan to get back at Joey with?"

Jay promised, "He's going to get his. I've been working on it for several years."

"You think you got evidence against him?" Spinner snickered bitterly but tiredly, really wondering what Jay thought he could do to Joey.

Jay finally lowered his weapon down a bit, licking his lips nervously, "Yeah. I'm a fucking cop."

Spinner froze cold, his mouth falling. Jay snickered at his stunned appearance and he nodded. He knew it was a lot to take in.

Spinner closed his eyes and tried to shake his head, "How? When? I know you tried to get into college when we were younger..but you said.."

"I told you I didn't get in." Jay remembered and said, "When I applied to police academy, my boss Raditch, the cheif of police? He recognized my name. He followed my Dad around a lot, got in a few pistol fights with him. Knew all about him and all about me. Offered me a job instead, said I already had potential and he saw a great inside man in me.."

"You're undercover." Spinner couldn't believe it. "For seven fucking years?" he laughed breathlessly and still couldn't believe it.

Jay nodded, seeing he finally had Spinners attention so put his gun away. "I have a partner, he takes my evidence on Joey and everything I have to the police. So far, we only have Alex's prints on the gasoline bucket at the barn. We need more, to get him. I have a bit of smuggling and hit and runs, and some stuff caught on tape, but not enough to put him away for life yet." Jays eyes darkened, "He can't be let out on bail, we need him locked up for good. I need evidence that he has killed before."

"I don't know what to say... I don't know what to do." Spinner admitted, eyes wide and looking around the room like he had seen a ghost.

Jay grabbed his bag again, "Come with me. Lucas is out too. Come on." he opened the door and turned to Spinner.

Spinner stayed still as a rock. "I can't."

Jay paused, and shook his head, "Spin, come on!" he demanded.

"Go." Spinner said, clenching his jaw and looked away from him before painfully back into his eyes. "I'm giving you a few hours head start before Joey comes lookin for you."

Jay's mouth hung, but he couldn't afford to take any chances. He nodded, hurt also in his eyes but understood Spinner was loyal, and scared. Hopefully with Joey, he'd be safe, Jay hoped. Lucas was already a dead man walking and now so was Jay as he ran out of the mobhouse.

Author note again: EEEEeeeeek! There's your twist. Jay was a cop the entire time! Not even Emma knows. Dun dun dunnnn. Did you see it coming? Give some reviews and I'll post more chapters