The first few classes passed by in what seemed like thirty hours. As Jasper and I entered the biology room together he gave me a look that said "I didn't forget about the talk we're supposed to have." We took our seats in the back, and started talking as soon as the lecture on cell reproduction took place. Nothing important really. We could still pass the test on it.

"So, you were going to say last night . . . ?" He started prompting me to continue where we left off last night.

"Well . . . you know about the La Push werewolf 'family' right?" I asked, even though I already knew that the answer was painfull obvious.

He nodded regardless. "Please continue." He said politely. It made me giggle a bit. Jasper . . . wasn't . . . hasn't been the politest person I've ever known. He glared back playfully.

Of course, he still wanted me to continue though. No throwing Jasper off track . . . ever. It was worth a try though.

"Well . . . Jacob Black . . . he was kind of my best-friend during my whole Forks life. I can't help feeling guilty. He's going to blame himself for my actions. This is probly killing him! And god knows I never wanted to hurt Jacob! Him . . . Jacob . . . least of all. Of everyone I knew there. The worst reaction would be from Jacob. He was basically in-love with me. I mean, I knew this would hurt him . . . a lot . . . but, I didn't care. This is probly killing him! And I ca-"

I doubled over in effort. My eyes turned from a light gray color to a deep onyx. I clenched my jaw, and stopped breathing. To anyone else . . . to anyone human . . . they would have thought I had the flu. Jasper knew better. He too had smelt the young girl who had just walked in. He tried to calm me and get me out of the room. The calming effect was momentarial. It worked to an extent. But I was out of the room none-the-less.

When Jasper finally got me to the car I saw Edward standing there, holding one of the back doors open. Jasper got in after me . . . to restrain me from getting back into the school . . . into the classroom . . . and . . . killing . . . that girl back there. had it been like this for Edward the first time I walked into his scent range? Oh god. No wonder he had been like that the first day. I should have forgiven him immediately.

"LET ME GO! JASPER LET ME GO! LET ME GO NOW!" I growled in the worst voice I could muster. Though all this caused was for Jasper to tighten his restraint on me.

"No, Bella stop!" This came from Edward. It knocked some sense into me, but not enough to drive back the monster in me, ripping out of my chest.

"Please Edward! Drive faster. I don't want to see her like this. This is terrible. She isn't going back to school. Right Edward? She can't!" Through the monster I heard Jasper saying this. Could I really hurt my family? I thought of Charlie. I thought of Renee. I had hurt my family. I refused to hurt this one too. I stopped struggling against Jasper's grasp, although my face still remained the face of a monster. Jasper tentatively loosened his grip on me, but still kept it firm.

"I hate her." I stated.

"Bella calm down. Jasper? Please? Do something. I can't stand to see her like this. Oh god, I knew I should have made her hunt with Esme last night." I knew I should have hunted with Esme last night too . . . having not hunted in over two weeks . . . and being a new vampire. It was all my fault.

I caugh a glimpse of myself in Edward's rearview mirror. It was scary . . . I was scary. No! This isn't the part of becoming a vampire I had considered when I asked Edward to change me. I felt a twinge of . . . regret? Before a feeling of calm spread over me. I knew it was from jasper, but it releived me from my dark thoughts. If I still could have, I would have fallen asleep.

A/N: Yeah, so I know I said that this was set after Twilight, but I think Jacob and the La Push werewolves deserve a part in this too. Sorry for such a short chapter, I know it sucks, and I have another chapter typed up, so 2-3 reviews on this chapter the next one. So R&R!