Authors Note...
Just Go Ahead And Read :)
Disclaimer...
I Don't Own Friends Or Any Of The Main Characters (Rachel, Monica, Phoebe, Joey, Chandler And Ross Or Any Of Their Family That I May Happen To Mention). I Don't Own The Writing From Friends All The Credit Goes To Marta Kaufman, David Crane And Kevin Bright.
PREVIOUSLY!
"Chan?" Monica cried her voice breaking slightly.
"Yeah?" Chandler asked turning to face her to see tears steaming down her pale, freckled face as she stared down at her blood stained pyjama pants.
"Chandler" Monica sobbed as Chandler rushed over to her and gathered her into his arms.
"It's gunna be okay Mon" Chandler cried "It could be anything"
"No" Monica cried "I've lost the baby Chan"
"Don't say that" Chandler cried as he picked her up and carried her out the room, down the stairs, out into the garage before gently placing her down in the passenger seat, climbing into the drivers seat and speeding down the driveway and out the gate "Please" He cried.
They arrived at the hospital minutes later. Monica was sobbing as Chandler lifted her out the car and carried her towards the entrance. Once inside he rushed towards the front desk where an old woman sat.
"Please" Chandler cried "It's my girlfriend. She's 10 weeks pregnant"
"Let me guess- Monica Geller?" The woman asked.
"Yeah, please just- she needs to see a doctor"
"Right follow me" The woman said as she led Chandler down a corridor while calling for a free on-call doctor. A few minutes later they stopped outside a private room where a Doctor stood in the doorway along with several nurses "Right Monica Geller. 10 weeks pregnant. This is boyfriend Chandler Bing, he bought her in"
"Okay, right this way" The Doctor said as he led a still crying Chandler into the room and encouraged him to place a sobbing Monica onto the bed.
6 hours later both Monica and Chandler had slipped into a restless sleep awaiting the results of Monica's tests. The sun shining through the one small window in the room awoke Chandler from his position next to a hospital gown clad Monica. He shifted slightly trying to stand up but woke Monica in the process.
"Sorry" Chandler whispered.
"What's the time?" Monica asked.
"9" He replied solemnly.
"I'm sorry" Monica cried.
"Mon, it's not your fault and we don't even know what's wrong yet" Chandler replied trying to sound optimistic just as their was a knock on the door before the Doctor entered.
"Morning" The Doctor smiled "We got your test results back"
"Okay" Monica whispered as both she and Chandler started at the Doctor awaiting the news.
"I'm so sorry. You lost the baby" The Doctor said "I'll leave you alone for a awhile" He finished as he walked back out the room leaving a sobbing Monica in Chandlers arms.
"We'll get through this" Chandler whispered, he could feel Monica shaking as her tears soaked through his t-shirt and that was it he couldn't hold in the tears any longer as he sobbed into her raven hair "We'll get through it"
"It's gone" Monica sobbed.
They sat there, in each others arms, sobbing and comforting each other over the loss of something they never planned in the first place but had grown to love. As the seconds turned into minutes, and the minutes turned into hours Monica's sobs subsided and they were replaced by her unsteady breathing as she slipped into a dreamless sleep. Chandler sat holding her, gently rocking her backwards and forwards in an attempt to calm her down but even in her sleep you could see the infliction of pain on her face. On both their faces.
Chandlers phone ringing suddenly broke them both from their trance as Monica awoke suddenly and moved to look directly into his red, puffy eyes. Chandler shuffled around slightly trying to remove his phone from his pants pocket. After a small victory he answered it still keeping eye contact with his heartbroken girlfriend.
"Hello?" Chandler answered.
"Hey Chan" Joey greeted him "Where are you? It's 10 weren't we supposed to move all your stuff today? We're all at yours"
"Come to the hospital. Room 236" Chandler sighed before hanging up and returning his attention back to Monica.
"I'm sorry" Monica cried.
"Mon, it's not your fault. It's just- just Mother Nature taking her course" Chandler replied as another tear slid down his cheek.
"Why us?" Monica sobbed "I know- I know we weren't ready but why us?"
"I don't know" He replied, bringing her into his lap and hugging her tightly "I don't know why it happened to us but we'll get through it"
"I don't know if I can" Monica sobbed.
"We both will eventually. We will never forget it but we'll get through it" Chandler cried.
"I love you" Monica sobbed.
"I love you too" Chandler replied wiping her tears before kissing her lips softly, letting her know everything would be fine in the end. Not now. But later. It would.
"We're looking for room 236" Joey panted as he, Rachel, Ross and Pheobe burst into the hospital.
"Can I ask why?" The old woman asked.
"Something's happened to one of our best friends. We got a call telling us to go to room 236" Phoebe replied.
"Room 236 is occupied by a Miss Monica Geller. Can I ask your relation to her?"
"She's my sister" Ross replied.
"Okay, right this way"
The old woman led them down the white corridors until they reached the wooden door of room 236.
"Miss Geller you have visitors" The old woman said as she opened the door a crack "Your brother and 3 friends"
"Can you let them in" Monica sobbed "Please" She added in a painful whisper.
"Of course and I'm so sorry sweetie" The old woman smiled solemnly before opening the door wider and allowing Ross, Rachel, Phoebe and Joey to enter.
"What happened?" Rachel whispered as they made their way towards the bed where Monica was still sobbing in a crying Chandlers arms.
"We lost the baby" Chandler cried as everyone rushed towards the bed. Rachel and Ross took Monica in their arms as she began to shake uncontrollably while Phoebe and Joey comforted Chandler. Monica pulled away suddenly before returning to Chandlers awaiting arms.
"We're so sorry guys" Phoebe whispered as tears rolled down hers and Rachel's face. Ross was clearly close to tears and Joey was trying to remain manly but a tear streamed down his cheek.
"When?" Ross croaked as his tears finally fell.
"Last night" Chandler cried as Monica's shaking subsided again and she was left crying silently into Chandlers chest.
"When can you go home?" Joey asked.
"I don't want to" Monica sobbed.
"What's she mean?" Rachel asked.
"There's blood. All over the bed and covers and probably in the car too" Chandler chocked over his words as last nights events replayed fresh in his mind.
"We can go and clean up for you" Phoebe whispered.
"Please" Chandler cried.
"Of course. We'll go now and we'll bring you both back some clean clothes" Joey said.
"Thank you" Chandler smiled "So much"
"We'll see you later" Ross said.
"Call us if you need anything else" Rachel said as she retrieved Chandlers car keys from a table in the corner.
"Okay" Chandler whispered as he rocked Monica in his arms as the other 4 left the couple once again sobbing in each others arms.
Okay That Was By Far The Most Emotional Thing I've Ever Written :( Im Literarily Crying :'( Im Not Really Expecting You All To Have Enjoyed That But I Hope You Still All Want To Read And I Have Made This Whole Thing Happen For A Reason Which Will Be Revealed Later On In The Story :)
I Wanna Thank You All For Reviewing The Last Chapter And I Feel So Guilty Right Now You Can't Even Imagine :( Anyway I'm Sorry To Those Of You Who Reviewed Begging Me Not To Kill The Baby But I Needed To Get A Point Across Which Will Become Clear Within The Next Few Chapters.
Anyway Please R&R! I Love Getting All Your Reviews They're So Sweet! Love You All :)
