~I'll Be There~
Disclaimer: I DON'T own no part of Final Fantasy VIII or the characters! I own this plot, though.
Pairings: SeiferxSquall
Warnings: Yaoi, OOC-ness swearing Violence
A/N: Please Read and Review! I want to know what you think! Well, I hope you enjoy this chapter. :) Any reviews are very much welcome and appreciated! :) I love all the reviewers I'm getting! :) It means a lot to me. :) Id also like to thank my three consistent Reviewers Blizzard Angel And Lovehappyendings and Risika Kiisu Fenrir. They are what's keeping me writing this! :) Hope you like this one as well. A Lemon will be in this Chapter.
*Admittance*
Chapter 12
Jack Almasy was at his home, fuming. Damn that Seifer. How can he do this to him? Betray his family like this? Need less to say, Jack was pissed. Only a week a go he had run into his son at the park with his little boyfriend. It sickened him. Seifer isn't suppose to like guys, dammit! He was such a damn disgrace to him and his family. Jack really believed Seifer was the reason for her leaving.
He was his father, therefore, he should damn well listen to him. He was damn determined to bring his son home. He knew he should leave well enough alone, considering the police were watching him now. But he didn't care, he would make his son understand that being a fag is wrong. Apparently, though, Seifer has not shown his other bruises to them. He hated the fact his son was with a guy, and he wasn't gonna stand for it.
Little did Seifer and Squall know, but Jack had followed them unnoticed when they drove back to Squall's house. So, now he knows where his son is staying. He was planning on paying his only son a little visit. He was gonna make him see the error of his ways, even if he had to beat it out of him. Jack was a fucking crazy man, but he knew that. He didn't care if he caused a scene, he never thinks clearly. He was going to do what he wanted, and he don't give a fuck what anyone says.
If Jack knew better then he would leave him alone. But, he didn't. He wanted to get his son for causing their family to be torn apart. Who would want a fag for a son? Not Jack that's for sure. They were happy until Seifer said he was gay. That was actually the main reason for Jack's hatred for his son. And knowing he couldn't change that fact, that just angered him even more. Why, just why? Why couldn't Seifer just be normal?
If he was, then their family wouldn't have to go through this shit. Jack growled, thinking about Seifer. He knew he was being watched by people, but that didn't stop him from doing what he wants. Jack was a very stubborn man. He didn't care about anyone but himself. The point is, Jack was just very frustrated. And that little boyfriend of Seifer's was getting in his way. That just made Jack even more pissed.
Not only that, but they didn't think he was fit to take care of his own son. That was stupid in Jack's opinion. He was damn well capable of taking care of him. Or so he thinks, anyways. He absolutely hates Seifer's boyfriend, who he feels is making him this way, and taking him from his home. Jack glared at nothing but the tv as he tried to figure out what he was gonna do.
Seifer and Squall were sitting around in his room just relaxing and enjoying each others company, like they always do. Seifer was thinking about Squall and how close he's become to him. Seifer has done some thinking on his feelings for Squall. Seifer knew that he was falling in love with Squall. Everyday they spent together was the best days of his life.
Seifer's feelings for Squall has been growing a lot. He hasn't spoken to Squall about it because he was afraid Squall wouldn't feel the same way about him. So, he and Squall has never even brought up the word love before. He didn't know how to approach the topic. It made him nervous. Seifer knew they had to talk about it at some point, but how was the question. How do you bring something like that up?
Seifer knew how he felt for Squall. What he didn't fully know is what Squall felt for him. Does Squall love him? Seifer now knew he was in love with the brunet, he has just refrained from telling him that. The last thing he wanted to do was drive Squall away with a confession of love. What if he doesn't love him back? That would just break his heart. But, he did know Squall cared for him deeply, but could he call it love?
This has been on Seifer's mind lately and it was giving him a headache. The thing is, though, Squall didn't even look like he wanted to bring it up. So, how was he suppose to? He hated feeling like this, not knowing.
"Seifer, are you alright?" Squall's voice knocked him from his inner monologue.
"Huh?" Seifer blinked at him, finally realizing how out of it he was. "Oh! I'm fine. I was just thinking." He sighed.
"Ah, about what?" Squall moved closer to Seifer.
Seifer smiled at that and moved closer, too. "Nothing. I just have a lot on my mind, is all.
"Hn. What would that be?"
"Just a bunch of things." Seifer shrugged, not wanting to talk about what he was thinking.
"Come on, Seifer. I said before you're a bad liar. You can tell me anything, you know that right?" Squall kissed him on the lips, softly.
"I-I know." Seifer sighed again. "I just—it's nothing, Squall. Don't worry about it."
"Seifer, I'm your boyfriend. You know you can tell me whatever's on your mind. I'm here for you, you know?"
Seifer snuggled close to him and Squall wrapped his arms around Seifer. "Talk to me, babe." he ordered, gently.
Seifer smiled and blushed a little at Squall's nickname for him. It always made him feel warm when Squall called him that. "I like it when you call me that."
"What? Babe?" Squall quirked an interested eyebrow.
Seifer chuckled and nodded his blond head. "Yes. I enjoy it. No one has ever cared enough to give me a nickname before. And coming from you, I love it."
"Oh. I'll call you that anytime." Squall smiled at him. "Now, talk to me. What's on the gorgeous mind of yours?"
He looked at Squall for a moment. He might as well say it. Shit, it doesn't look like Squall will bring it up. "I-I—Squall? How do you feel about me?"
"What?" Seifer's question shocked Squall. He thought he made it pretty obvious how he felt about Seifer. Why was he bringing this up all of a sudden? Squall hadn't done much thinking on it, but he also doesn't feel the need to. He knew how he felt about him. He thought Seifer knew.
"I um, w-wanted to know how you felt about me." Seifer explained, nervously. "I—well, I have been thinking about it."
"What brought this on, though."
"I don't know. We've never discussed it, and, well, I think we should." He let out a deep breath.
"Seifer, I thought you knew how I felt." Squall pulled away to look at his bright green eyes.
"No. I mean yes. I don't know." Seifer sighed, looking into Squall's deep ocean blue eyes. Seifer would never get tired of looking at that. He though Squall had the most amazing eyes. "I—just forget it. Never mind."
"No. If this has been on your mind then we should talk about it. I mean, obviously it's bothering you. So, talk to me." Squall urged him, wanting to know how his boyfriend was feeling. He hated seeing him unhappy and confused about things.
"Squall, I-" He trailed off with an embarrassed blush on his cheeks. How the hell was he suppose to say this?
"What?" Squall noticed his blush and wondered what Seifer was thinking. "Come on, tell me. I wanna know whatever it is you have to say."
"I—well, I can't. I wanna know how you feel towards me."
Squall sighed. "I like you a lot. Honestly, I'm glad we're together."
"Oh," Seifer looked down and frowned. "Is that all?" He asked. He had been hoping for a different answer.
"What do you mean?" Squall asked, brows furrowing in confusion. What was Seifer talking about? What had he wanted to hear?
"I mean, do you just like me?" He asked lowly, still frowning. Seifer looked at Squall.
"Of course I like you."
"Oh." Seifer moved away from Squall, feeling stupid. What had he expected?
"Seifer? What are you doing?" Squall was worried now. Why was Seifer moving away from him? Had he done something wrong? Was it something he said?
"Nothing." Seifer said, moving to lie down on the bed. "I told you it was stupid. I shouldn't have brought it up."
Squall moved closer to Seifer. "Seifer. What are you talking about? You have to tell me if you want me to know."
Seifer bit his lip and looked up at Squall. " I said it's nothing. No one can love me."
Squall's eyes went wide at that. "W-what?" he blinked.
"Nothing!" Seifer turned away from Squall and buried his head under the pillow. Why can't anyone love him? His whole life no one has ever said those words to him. Why had he expected Squall to say it?
"Seifer!" Squall said, firmly, moving closer to him. He grabbed Seifer's head and turned it towards him. "What are you talking about?"
Seifer had a tear in his eye, which he tried to keep in. "I-I love you." There it was. He finally said those words out loud. "I don't expect you to say it. Hell, I don't expect to hear it. I'm used to not being loved."
Squall was shocked by what Seifer had admitted to him. Why hadn't he said something sooner? "Seifer, I never said I didn't."
"No,' Seifer agreed. "But you haven't said anything to me."
Squall wrapped his arms around Seifer and held him tight. He used a finger to brush away a stray tear on Seifer's beautiful face. Seifer though he didn't feel the same? That was ridiculous. Of course he loved Seifer. He just never said it before. Why? He just never thought to bring it up. It's not as though he's ever loved someone before. Well, in a relationship sense.
So, Squall didn't know how to say it to him. He was glad that Seifer finally said it, though.
"Squall? I said don't worry about it. I'm used to not-" Squall interrupted Seifer's speech with his lips. Seifer moaned in to the kiss. He wrapped his arms around Squall's neck.
Squall broke the kiss and smiled. "Will you shut up?" He chuckled.
"But-"
"Seifer," Squall cut in. "I love you, too. I don't know why you thought I didn't."
"Well, I just assumed that since no one loved me-" Seifer trailed off.
"Babe, they're stupid. Fuck them. I love you" Squall kissed him again. Seifer kissed back.
"You do?" Seifer asked as they pulled apart.
"Yes," Squall confirmed. "I do."
Seifer's smiled widened and his heart sped up. "Squall." He pulled Squall into a kiss.
Squall groaned, feeling himself get hard. "God, I want you, Seifer."
"Later," Seifer moaned when Squall nipped his neck.
"Right, later." Squall agreed, moving off of Seifer. "Mm. You're tempting, though."
Seifer blushed and smiled. "I'm hungry."
"Let's go get some food downstairs." Squall helped Seifer out of bed.
"Okay." They went downstairs.
Seifer and Squall went and got some food to eat. "You're mom's at work?"
"Yes. I said before I'm home alone a lot. It's fine, though. I have you now. Though, I'm use to it. It never has bothered me before."
"Oh. I see. Well, I'll keep you company." Seifer grinned, eating a sandwich.
Squall chuckled. "Yeah, you will." He also took a bit of his sandwich.
"It's nice here, you know? Just the two of us." Seifer commented.
"It is. It's quiet."
They sat in a comfortable silence. Seifer was thinking about the conversation he and Squall had in his room. He can't believe Squall loves him back. That made him happy. He was very shocked to hear it, but happy. He didn't think Squall did. Well, at least it's out there now. Now they know how they feel about each other.
He was glad it was finally out in the open. It eased him to finally know that Squall loves him. He couldn't stop the smile that lit up his face.
Squall noticed this and smiled. "What are you smiling about?"
"Nothing. I'm just happy that's all."
"Hn" Squall smirked and leaned over and kissed Seifer.
"Hmm, Squall." Seifer said breathlessly. How he loved to be kissed by him. It was a wonderful feeling. He always melted in Squall's arms and when Squall kissed him.
"I like this." Seifer said in a contented sighed.
"Me too." Squall kissed him again. He couldn't get enough of the blond in front of him. He had never lover another before, so this was new for him. He didn't mind, though. He found that he really likes this feeling. He wouldn't give it up for anything. He has no regrets.
"Seifer" Squall whispered huskily in his ear. Seifer shivered in pleasure.
"I love you, Squally."
Squall chuckled at his nickname. "I love you, too." Squall pushed him down in the couch and started ravishing Seifer's sweet mouth with his own. God, Seifer tasted good. Squall knew he was incredibly hard and he could feel Seifer was the same way. His body was reacting very well to Seifer.
Squall loved to hear Seifer's moans and whimpers. When he heard them, he just got more turned on.
Seifer reached up and ran his hands through Squall's hair. He could feel Squall's hardness and that made him moan more. Squall started grinding his hips into him, and Seifer gasped.
"Uh, God." Seifer closed his eyes in pleasure.
Squall smiled at that and kissed him again. Soon he pulled away. "I think we should stop. I don't want to do this on the couch."
"Y-yeah. I don't either." Seifer said, pulling Squall down to him, so he could lye on top of him.
"Fuck." Squall cursed.
"What?"
"I'm all worked up now. Thanks a lot." Squall glared at him playfully.
Seifer laughed. "Sorry. I am too."
They rested there a moment, enjoying each others company.
"You're a good kisser." Squall said with a smile.
Seifer blushed. "So are you."
They were just lying against each other. All they were thinking about was each other. Such a strong relationship they have going on. Neither of them would have it any other way then it is right now.
They were so absorbed in each other that they didn't hear a care pull up in the street. They didn't hear anything until someone knocked at the door.
They looked up from where they were lying on the couch. "I wonder who that could be." Squall said as he got up to answer it.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" Squall demanded with a glare. Seifer got up and went over to where Squall was and his mouth dropped open.
"I'm here for Seifer." Jack stated as if was obvious why he was there.
"D-dad?" Seifer walked a little closer.
"Seifer, stay back." Squall commanded in a firm voice. Jack tried to push pass Squall but Squall didn't budge. "Get the fuck out of here. We made it clear he was to be nowhere near you."
"I don't care. I am his fuckin' father. He will do as I say. Seifer, come here." Jack ordered him.
Seifer was shocked that he was here. "H-how did you know where I was?"
"I followed you. You've had your fun, so now it's time to come home."
"Fuck that. He's not going anywhere." Squall hissed at him.
Jack was tired of Squall's mouth. "This is your fault, you faggot!" Squall didn't expect Jack's fists to come and hit him in the face.
"Squall!" Seifer's eyes were wide in panic. "Leave him alone, you asshole!"
"NO! Seifer, stay back. I can handle this." Squall got up and looked coldly at Seifer's father. Squall unexpectedly swung a fist, hitting him in the face. Squall kicked him in the side.
"Squall? Stop. Let's just call the cops or something." Seifer pleaded, going over to his roused boyfriend.
"I said he's not coming with you, and I meant it, dammit." Squall's voice was full of venom as he spoke. "Now get the fuck out."
"Make me." Jack smirked at him.
Squall smiled coldly at the man. Seifer had went to get the phone, unseen by his father to call the cops.
"Now, I just want my son and then I'll go."
"I don't think so." Squall said back, not fazed by him in the least. "I'm sure the cops will be here any minute now."
Jack was really mad by this point. "I hate you. It's your fault he's like this."
"No, it's not, dad. I chose this." Seifer said as he reentered the front room.
His father sneered. Jack tried to go over to him, only yo be stopped by Squall again. "Keep away from him."
Jack took another swing at Squall, missing this time as Squall moved out of the way of the blow. Squall grabbed his arm and twisted it behind his back. "I told you to leave. You have nothing to do with Seifer anymore." A cold looking Squall said.
"Squall."
"It's fine, Seifer." Just then a cop came up to the house and saw what was going on. "You guys okay?"
"Yes. This man is not suppose to be around Seifer. He just came over and started shit. I asked him to leave, but he refused."
The officer nodded his head. "Alright. And you are?"
"I'm Squall Leonhart and this is Jack Almasy. This over here," Squall pointed to Seifer. "Is Jack's son, the one he's not suppose to be around."
"Sir, I believe you have to come with me." The officer read him his rights and put handcuffs on him.
"Thanks." Seifer said after a moment.
The officer nodded to them and left, Jack being led away.
"Faggots!" Jack shouted to them as he was led away.
"Are you alright?" Seifer asked Squall.
"I'm fine. How about you?"
"Yeah. I think I'm fine." Seifer smiled. "I think that might be the last we see of him, though."
"I hope it is."
"Let's not say anything to your mom, okay? I don't want her to worry."
"Okay. That's probably for the best." Squall went over to Seifer and pulled him into a hug.
"S-squall?" Seifer stuttered, seemingly nervous about something.
"Yes?"
"Will you m-make love to me?" Seifer asked as a blush was painted on his tanned cheeks.
"Are you sure? I mean if you're not ready I don't want to rush you."
"N-no, I'm sure." Squall led them both upstairs.
Squall laid him on the bed and kissed him deeply. Seifer arched his back when Squall hands went up his shirt and brushed against his nipples.
"Now, are you positive? We don't have to do this. I can wait if you're not ready." Squall pulled off Seifer's shirt.
"Please, Squall. I want you." Seifer admitted to him as his shirt was pulled over his head.
"Okay." Squall whispered, sucking on his neck. Seifer moaned. Seifer stared tugging on Squall's shirt to get it off. Squall was very hard. His arousal was straining against his pants.
Squall took his shirt off and started working on Seifer's pants. Squall kissed his way down Seifer's smooth stomach, making Seifer moan louder. His swirled his tongue around his navel. Seifer whimpered at that.
Squall took off Seifer's pants and pulled them down his legs. Seifer was also very turned on by this point. Squall took off his own pants next. Seifer eyed him hungrily.
"Like what you see?" Squall asked as he took off his boxers. He took Seifer's off next.
"Y-yes." Seifer moaned again, feeling Squall's mouth on his arousal. "God, Squall." He whimpered, feeling himself getting worked up to a point he didn't think was possible.
"God, You're gorgeous, Seifer." Squall groaned out, moving up and taking Seifer's lips in a heated and passionate kiss that left them both breathless. Squall reached over in his draw to get the lube he had in there.
"Now, if you want me to stop I will. All you have to do is say so."
"I won't." Seifer assured him.
"Alright. This will hurt, but I will take it slow, okay? You just need to relax." Squall said opening the bottle and coating his fingers in it.
"O-okay." Seifer nodded, preparing himself for what was to come. Squall started kissing his inner thigh as his finger began to explore his tight opening. Seifer tensed.
"Relax, Seifer. it will hurt less, okay?" Squall soothed him. He entered a finger, slowly. Seifer moaned at the feeling. It was a little uncomfortable, but he got use to it.
Squall put his lips around Seifer and start sucking. Seifer bucked his his, feeling great pleasure from both places. "Squall."
"Hmm." Squall hummed around him, making him feel more pleasure. He added another finger inside of him and started moving them a little faster. Seifer gripped Squall's hair tight.
When Squall finally thought he was ready, he pulled his fingers out and coated his erection.
"This is gonna hurt. Just bare with me. Try and relax." Seifer nodded. Squall started to push in slowly, letting Seifer get use to him.
"I-I'm okay." Seifer gaped out. Tears were forming in his eyes from pain.
"You okay?"
"Yeah," Seifer nodded. "You can move." Squall did. Seifer gasped, clutching Squall's shoulders.
"God, You're so tight." Squall moaned in his ear, moving a little faster. Squall kissed away the tears that were in Seifer's eyes.
"Ngh." Seifer was moaning incoherently. Squall took hold of Seifer's hands as they made love. They kissed deeply. Squall kept hitting Seifer's prostate, making him see stars.
"Squall." Seifer whimpered, feeling his orgasm near. "God, so good." Seifer moved his hips in time with Squall's thrusting hips.
"Seifer." Squall kissed him again. He was also very close to climaxing. Seifer just felt so right, so good. Neither of them has ever felt such pleasure before. Squall grabbed a hold of Seifer's arousal and pumped it in time with his thrusts.
"Ohh, uh, Squall, I-I'm" Seifer trailed off into a a loud moan. He came hard in Squall's hands, while he was clutching Squall's other hand tightly in his other hand. "Squall." He closed his eyes and reveled in his pleasure. He rode out his orgasm.
The feel of Seifer calling his name and his cum on Squall's hand, and the feel of Seifer closing around him, brought Squall over the edge and he came hard, deep inside of Seifer. Seifer shivered in pleasure as he felt Squall's orgasm hit his prostate.
Squall thrust a few more times, milking himself. "Seifer." Squall moaned, pulling Seifer into a slow kiss.
"Mm, that was amazing, Squall." Seifer said with a smile.
"Yeah, it was." He pulled out of Seifer and cleaned them off. He lied down next to Seifer and pulled him close to his body. "Love you."
"Love you, too." Seifer kissed him again. He sighed happily, snuggling deeper into Squall's warmth.
"I'm tired." Seifer yawned.
"Hn, me too." Squall sighed happily as well. "Good night, Seifer."
"Hm, night." Seifer closed his eyes and soon fell asleep, feeling very relaxed, Squall soon joined him, also feeling relaxed.
A/N: My first Lemon! I hope I did good. I tried to get it right. Please review and tell me how I did. :) I hope you liked it!
