Super short chapter I know. I need more reveiws to go on.
Reveiws are like coffee, with out them, I can't function properly.
(Bella's POV)
"Why do you and Jacob hate each other?"
"What gives you that idea?" he asked raising an eyebrow. I looked over at him in my rocking chair. I was sitting up on my bed. I really think I loved him. A lot. He may not be Edward, but he's pretty damn close. Edward. I could think of him now with out my heart pounding. Feeling all of the agony I felt when he left. I didn't hate him. I could barely even picture his face anymore. Whenever I thought of him, I always saw Jasper's face. It was the same concept. My vampire, strong, smart, and drop dead gorgeous. Literally. Whenever I compared them one thing always came to mind, Edward left, jasper saved me. Jasper won't leave. Jasper loves me. To Edward I am nothing more than a weak human. An experiment. Jasper has changed me, for better or for worse. In truth I really didn't care, as long as he cared about me I would be fine.
"The fact that every time I bring him up you flinch like you just heard something disgusting. You won't ever let me visit him. What is it about him that you hate?"
"His kind and my kind never did really get along well." he smiled.
"God, I don't understand you. I feel like your using riddles to confuse me."
"There is a reason for that." he smirked. He sounded like he was trying not to laugh at me.
"And what is that reason Jasper?" I said as calmly as possible. I raised an eyebrow when he didn't answer.
"Because I am." he was laughing now. A very low grumble so Charlie wouldn't wake.
"I hate you. You are so very mean to me. I am not talking to you anymore." I said putting my face in the pillow under my head.
"Oh, do now I'm being punished?"
I nodded into the pillow. I felt him get up out of my chair and come lay beside me. He put his arm over me. I felt safer now than ever before.
"If I tell you will you tell me something first?"
I nodded, still not looking up at him.
"Do you still love Edward?"
This is where I made the mistake. I hesitated.
He jumped off the bed and hissed. "Goddamn it! I knew you didn't love me. How could you?! You love that son of a bitch. You will never love me like you did him. Damn, damn, damn!" he jumped out the window.
" Don't leave me." I whispered. I then realized, I had some how mad e a place in my heart for both of them. I loved them equally. Jasper was right, damn.
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