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New Chapter 3/19/08
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Jacob looked scared and worried. And he should be worried with what he was about to hear. We all took a seat and on one side of me was Edward and on the other side was Jake. I took Edward's hand and prepared myself to hear it all over again.
"Jake, I think you have a right to know what is going to happen." Carlisle was looking at Jake waiting for a answer. Jake just nodded.
"We are going to change Bella." When Carlisle said this Jake then looked angry now.
"Your going to take her life, just after you left her and put her in pain, and got her pregnant! What is wrong with you?" He was looking at Edward with a horried look on his face. His eyes were also filled with pain. He was shaking.
"Jake don't worry, and don't get so mad. Just listen, ok?" He looked at me and then nodded. Even though he was still shaking he was calming down.
"We think it would be best for the baby if we changed Bella. They should already be half vampire so changing Bella should fully turn them. But we don't know if the babies will survive and keep growing or die. We know it is a risk but it just might work." Jake looked as if he was finally understanding. I knew he was still pissed, they were taking my life, but he knew how much I wanted the babies'. He nodded along to show he understood.
"Bella had agreed to have us change her so we are not making her do this against her will." Jake slowly turned to me probably amazed I was actually going through with this. His eyes went wide and he just looked at me. I nodded and smiled. He shook his head and looked back up at Carlisle.
"That's it, all we have to do now is wait for Charlie's reaction after he thinks about all of it." Carlisle looked at me when he said Charlie. I just looked down, hoping I wouldn't cry, and squeezed Edward's hand.
"I still cant believe you are taking Bella's like even if she agrees to it." He was looking at Edward.
"Bella I need to talk to you in private." He looked at me long and hard then started walking out the door. He was pacing back and forth right by the stairs.
"Jake calm down. Come here." I went over to him and hugged him. He protectively put his arms around me and cuddled me. I put my face on his chest.
"How could you honestly want this?" His husky voice sounded sad and longing.
"I want the babies', Jacob. I'm sorry, but I want the babies." I murmured into his shirt.
"I know, I just don't want to loose you, Bella." He sounded like he was crying. I was about to cry too. I felt like I was being torn between three things I wanted and I was now feeling the stress.
"I'm so sorry, Jake. But this is for the babies'. Please understand, I'm getting to closer to being 4 months every day. If Edward is going to change me we have to do it soon. Even though the babies' might not survive we still have to try and this is the best option we have." I was crying, dying for him to understand.
"Ok Bella, if this is really what you want I'm with you." I looked up at him and he was crying too. He sniffled and laughed. He wiped the tears from his face and looked at me.
"Are you mad?" I was scared about his answer. I tensed.
"Yes, very. But this is what you want." He smiled hugged me once more and left for his car. I turned and went back into the house.
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