A/N: Thanks for those reviews guys! Not much of you answered if you wanted them to grow up or if you wanted Edward's point of view next. But the ones who did answer only said Edward's point of view so here it is. It's pretty short.

Once again thank you! :]

*Gives chocolate chip cookies* x)

Chapter 12 EPOV

We were at Bella's house waiting for her to come out. She was probably just late like yesterday. No big deal. Or maybe she's just absent or something. She hasn't been absent though. Okay why am I worrying about her now? I decided to get over her for sure after what happened. I ruined my chance to be with her. Well where even now. We ruined both of our chances. Argh!

I no longer have feelings for her. Or at least, I'm trying to convince myself that I don't. Just by thinking that I think I'm over her.

Esme honked again.

"She's gone…" Alice whispered. Who's gone?

"Who?"

"Bella."

"Who?" I must be hearing wrong.

"Bella."

"WHO?!'

"Bella!" She said frustrated and sad. She's lying. She is lying. I don't believe it.

"How do you know?"

"I have a feeling. I know."

"You and your stupid feelings." I muttered. Usually when she says," I have a feeling," She's always right. But I don't want to believe it.

"Bella can't be gone, honey. If she did Renee would have told me and she would have said good- bye."

"Yeah she would have said goodbye." I agreed.

"I'll go check." Alice said.

"I'll go with you." My mom said.

"I'll…," I hesitated, well this will be proof if she really left," go, too."

They both looked surprised.

"What?" I asked. They shook their heads.

Esme rang the door bell. It took a while. A police cruiser came around and parked at the house.

"Aw man. What did we do?" I asked frightened. Why is a police cruiser here?

"Its Charlie, stupid." Alice said. Oh. Ha. Right. I forgot he was the police Chef of Forks.

"Good morning, Charlie. Where's Bella?" Esme said as Charlie approached. His face fell.

"Bella's gone. She left earlier this morning with her mom. They went back to Phoenix." He answered sadly. Then he looked up like he was fighting tears.

"Oh. I'm so sorry Charlie." Esme whispered.

"Yeah…"He smiled a watery smile.

"Well I'm so very sorry. I have to get my kids to school now. I'll come back to talk to you later okay?"

"Okay." He said.

We went back to the car. Esme drove off. Everyone was quiet. Except for Alice. She was sobbing quietly.

I…I just can't believe it. She's gone? She can't be. No…

My heart ached. Not for sick reasons though. It was because of Bella.

Obviously I wasn't over her.

I felt so stupid now. I regretted for not sitting in the back with Alice and her so I could be by Bella. I regretted not to come out when she was there. I regretted not to come over to here house anymore. I regretted not to look at her. I regretted not talking to her anymore. Well, I barely used to talk to her but still. I regretted not to sit by her at lunch when I had the chance. I regretted not asking her out again. I regretted not to just quit being popular so I could be with her. I regretted saying no when Rebecca asked me if I liked her. I regretted to ever ignore her. I regretted so much things.

~*~

School went by so slow. I just couldn't stop thinking of Bella and all the stuff I could have done for her. To be with her. Or at least just be friends with her. I thought so much things about Bella.

I felt so stupid. I couldn't bear the image that came up in my mind with her being with someone else.

My friends bothered me all day.

They said a lot of, "Edward dude? What's wrong?", "Hello Edward we're talking to you and, "Damn Edward's what's up with you today?" I just shrugged every time. That was my answer all day. I didn't talk at all. I felt… so broken inside for some reason I can't explain.

The girl who bugged me the most was Tanya. Ugh. I hate it when she jumps or squeals at me. She wants me to be her boyfriend. She's wanted me to be for a long time. But no.

"What's wrong Edward?" She said all day. Well she is a family friend. I just answered her so she will stop bothering me

"Is it a girl Edward?"

"Yeah."

"What's up with her?"

"I ruined my chance with her." It was true.

"I'm always here for you Edward. Remember that. I'll be your girl any day." She said. I didn't answer.

Fuck her I want Bella.

~*~

When I went home Alice was doing was crying. I heard her since her room is right in front of mine.

I was surprised when I tear went down my cheek.

But then I didn't care.

I straight out cried to.

I realized it's what I've been wanting to do all day.

Then Emmett came in.

"Are you crying?" I jumped and wiped my tears.

"No." But my voice cracked. Damn since when wasn't I a good liar?

"Dude only girls cry."

"I'm not fucking crying!" I shouted. I didn't want Emmett to know. He'll bother me a lot of he knew.

"Sure…" Emmett said and closed the door.

Rosalie and Jasper came later on. Alice went to them. I didn't. I just stayed at the top of the stairs at a part they can't see me at.

"Is Bella really gone?" Alice said. Her voice cracked. Jasper hugged her and but her in his lap.

"Yeah. She left earlier this morning. Like at 3 a.m. I don't know but they left pretty early .Renee took Bella with her. My mom was tired of being here. It was so sad to see Renee and Bella leave."

Alice started sobbing again. Jasper patted her back. Emmett was quiet. Everyone was. And sad.

I left to my room. So she was really gone.

I loved her. I actually did. I don't doubt that now. I don't care about my age. I love Bella.

I always have and always will.

A/N: Awwwww. Poor Edward. :/

Well next chapter will be in Bella's point of view and as a grown up. Well not a grown up grown up but 17

You guys know what to do ;)