I'm so sorry for the long wait...why do I keep saying this at the beginning of every chapter?

anyway,...hope you enjoy this and review!


"So Gingka? What's your answer?" Hyoma asked as he played with Gingka's hair.

"To what?" Gingka looked at him.

"To my confession of course!"

Gingka smiled and put his arms around Hyoma decreasing the space between them.

"Why would I say no?" Gingka asked looking at Hyoma's eyes.

"Well Kyoya-" Hyoma started but was silenced when he felt pressure on his lips by Gingka's finger.

"Forget about him, all he does is hurt me...I don't really like him to be honest, he treats me like he owns me. But you Hyoma, I know you'd never do that"

Hyoma's eyes lit up and he bent down to kiss Gingka who was underneath. Gingka closed his eyes waiting for the contact which came rather harsher than he expected. He felt a soft bite so he parted his lips allowing Hyoma to kiss more deeply.

"I love you Gingka"

"I love you too Hyoma"

Hyoma's hands then wandered off to touch the soft skin that was underneath him. He then bent down to kiss Gingka's neck making Gingka moan in pleasure. He then positioned his knee in between Gingka's legs making Gingka look up at him in question.

"I can't hold back any longer" Hyoma answered his unasked question.

"Then go right ahead...I'm all yours"

Hyoma then began touching him everywhere. He did not leave a place where his hands didn't touch. He then repeatedly kissed Gingka's neck making Gingka moan in pleasure at the contact. He trailed his tongue down until he reached Gingka's chest and he licked all over making Gingka squirm a little bit at the weird contact but did not say or do anything more to stop him.

"I'm so happy you accepted my feelings...you don't realize how long I've had them" Hyoma said when he looked up at Gingka whose eyes were filled with pleasure.

"Really?"

"Yeah really...is it okay if I went further?" Hyoma asked putting his hands on Gingka's naked thigh.

"Further?"

"Yeah, I really can't hold back anymore"

Gingka looked at him then slowly nodded before sighing. He felt something in him then pull out then something different and bigger be thrusted in him making him moan in pleasure and pain. He looked at Hyoma who looked back at him with a soft smile then say:

"I love you Gingka...can we be lovers now?"

Gingka smiled back and pulled Hyoma towards him and kissed his lips before saying:

"I love you too...Hyoma, I'm all—

Kyoya woke up with a start. He quickly sat up and panted heavily at the dream he just had. He could not believe that his mind would make him dream just a dream. But maybe his mind was telling him that something did happen between Gingka and Hyoma. But what if it's true? How was he supposed to continue living without the urge to breaking them up?

He got out of bed then sat on the edge. Why was his heart beating so fast? Why did he have that dream in the first place? Well, it's not like he could pick what he wanted to dream anyway. But, what if that really did happen? What if Hyoma confessed to him and Gingka accepted. How was he himself supposed to live like this?

'Maybe I should go...I leave work in about two hours so I'll have time' He though to himself.

He then looked at the clock.

'Really? It's 6 o'clock...man I woke up really early...' he then got up from the bed and headed to the bathroom taking the quickest shower he ever took and hurriedly ran out of the main door and locked it. He got in his car and drove off to Hyoma's house hoping that what he'd dreamt about did not happen at all.


When he reached the house, he turned the car off and got out then headed to Hyoma's front door. He sighed nervously then knocked on the door but to his dismay, no on answered. He knocked again and again until he got fed up turning the doorknob which to his surprise was unlocked. So he opened the door quietly and closed it gently walking in the house.

He looked around and was kind of surprised that no one was awake yet. But he knew that it made sense because it was still too early and Gingka probably needed all the rest he could get from what happened with him and Yamato and his gang.

'Why do I have the feeling that Hyoma isn't here?' He asked himself noticing Hyoma jacket, shoes, and his car keys were no where to be found.

He then walked down the hallway and to Hyoma's bedroom. He took a deep breath and quietly opened the door. He looked at the bed and confirmed his earlier thoughts that Hyoma was indeed not in the house. He stepped forward and walked to the bed to Gingka's sleeping form. He looked at Gingka's face which had a pained expression on it making him sigh in anger remembering what happened last night. He then sat on the mattress and looked over Gingka's body, which to him looked worse today than it did yesterday. He leaned over Gingka and noticed a streak of dry tears on both Gingka's cheeks. He then looked away and noticed something red on the white sheets near Gingka's waist.

'I..Is that what I think it is?' He asked himself nervously.

He then looked up when he felt movement. He looked up at Gingka's face and saw Gingka moving his head with discomfort. He looked back down at the red marks on the white sheets confirming his thoughts on what it is.

'Just what the hell happened after I left?' He thought to himself.

He leaned over Gingka and shook him gently so he could get some answers. He could feel his heartbeat sped up. He could feel panic in his chest. And something in his mind was telling him that he really didn't want to know.

He stopped shaking Gingka when he saw him fluttered his eyes open.

"G..Gingka! What happened?" Kyoya asked worried.

"K..Kyoya? W..What are you doing here?" Gingka asked weakly.

"It doesn't matter why I'm here...just what happened to you? Did something happen between you and Hyoma?"

Just at the mention of Hyoma's name, Kyoya saw Gingka's eyes go wide in fear. He could tell that something bad had happened, but he was not sure how bad.

"Gingka?..." he asked softly before placing his hand on Gingka's trembled one. "...tell me what happened"

He looked back at Gingka's face which had damp new tears sliding down his cheeks. And after seeing that, Kyoya really wanted to break someone's arm...preferably their spine.

"Kyoya...I'm sorry..." Gingka said in between tears.

"Why are you sorry?" Kyoya asked.

"I tried...I tried...but he wouldn't...I told him to stop...but he didn't listen" And after saying those words, Gingka turned his side that wasn't facing Kyoya and let his tears out.

Kyoya eyes went wide in shock. Somehow he knew that that happened, but being told that just made it even worse.

"Where is he?" Kyoya asked getting up.

"I don't...know..." Gingka said in between tears.

Kyoya was now fuming with anger. How dare Hyoma do that to him! Weren't they childhood friends? Weren't they the best of friends? Then why would he betray him like that? Well, like he himself was any different.

"Gingka?"

"Nani?" ("What" in Japanese)

"When did this happen?"

"...last night"

"Last night!? You mean after I left?" Kyoya asked.

"H..Hai" ("Yes" in Japanese)

Kyoya stood up and walked around the room wanting to calm himself down before he let his anger out. If it was like in the morning he wouldn't be breaking any of Hyoma's bones, but because it was last night and after Gingka had been gang raped by a group of men, he was going to have to break a couple of bones. Preferably his two hands so he wouldn't ever lay his hands on Gingka again, and his skull so he wouldn't think about doing what he did to Gingka ever again.

He looked back at Gingka who had stopped sobbing. Kyoya couldn't help but feel that all of this was his fault. If he didn't take Gingka to that club then he wouldn't have gotten gang raped and Hyoma wouldn't have raped him. He could have took Gingka with him instead at leaving him with Hyoma, but he followed his thoughts instead of following his heart. His mind was telling him that Gingka would feel better if he was with someone he trusted, and his heart was telling him that Gingka did trust him.

But he can't just base this off as a (could have) situation. It already happened. And nothing he did or could have done would have changed anything. That's just how life worked. Somethings happen to teach you things that you don't realize you needed to be taught until something unpleasant happened. Maybe all of this was based on their fate.

But he can change their fate, right? These things just can't keep going on like this.

"Kyoya?" He heard a whisper of his name snapping him from his thoughts.

"What Gingka?"

"...I don't wanna stay here" Gingka said sadly and weakly.

Kyoya smiled softly and said: "We're not gonna stay here...but before we go I'll need to get you cleaned up"

"O..Okay" Gingka replied hesitantly.

Just then, in that second, the door to the room was opened slowly and Hyoma walked in as casual as ever not knowing that Kyoya was there until he looked at the bed and saw him himself.

"K..Kyoya? W..What are you doing here?" He asked in fear. He knew that he should not get on Kyoya's bad side.

"Why wouldn't I be here? I did say that I would check on him...did I not?" Kyoya replied after covering Gingka's naked body with his jacket.

"I didn't think that you would come this early" Hyoma said in fear.

"I thought I might surprise you...but do tell me, you do realize that Gingka was gang raped last night, so why in hell would you rape him again?!" Kyoya said walking over to Hyoma and held him by his shirt collar as in threatening to choke him.

"W..What makes you think I did that?"

"The red stains on the sheets near his thighs are the biggest clue, not to mention him flinching every time I say your name...am I right or am I right?"

"What makes you think I forced myself on him? What if he wanted it?" Hyoma asked with a smirk.

"First of all, I know Gingka more than anyone. Second, I know Gingka doesn't like sex. And third, why would you make him bleed if it was just sex? Unless you were really rough with him then I won't buy anything you say...but I know one thing, Gingka is not that kind of guy that would do such a thing"

Hyoma gasped in surprise but then smirked and said: "Well done detective! But that doesn't make me less different from you. Didn't you do the same thing when he was thirteen? Wasn't that the reason why he left?"

"How do you know what happened?" Kyoya asked through gritted teeth.

"When you asked him that you wanted to speak to him I followed you both to your old apartment...I'm a really good spy when I want to be"

"But at least I regret what I did to him! You seem like you would do it again any time!"

"Maybe...I don't know...but that doesn't make us different. You raped and I raped him, I don't see any difference besides the names of course...if you think that he'll ever fall for you, you are dead wrong. He's not ever gonna love someone like you! It might seem that he trusts you, but deep down he's terrified from you...remember that"

Kyoya's eyes went wide in surprise. Deep down he knew that it was true, but his mind wouldn't accept that fact. Gingka is always going to fear him. Gingka will never have any feelings towards him.

"I'll leave you both for a few" Hyoma said as he tried to get Kyoya's hands off of his shirt collar, but instead Kyoya only increased the grip on it while putting his hand on Hyoma's wrist. Before Hyoma could do anything, Kyoya bent it down and a loud SNAPPING noise was heard followed by a loud scream from Hyoma.

After hearing the satisfying noise from Hyoma's wrist, Kyoya pushed Hyoma down making Hyoma hit the wall with a loud thud.

"Consider yourself lucky that I didn't break it permanently" Kyoya said then turned over to Gingka who was looking at him with open wide eyes. He saw Gingka's eyes look over Hyoma then back it him while panting.

"Come on Gingka...lets get you cleaned up" Kyoya said reaching for Gingka's arm.

But to his surprise, Gingka snapped it away then said: "H..How could you?"

"Yeah Kyoya, how could you?" Hyoma asked mockingly.

"Shut up Hyoma...Gingka, how couldn't I? He deserved it!"

"You deserve it too" Gingka said looking straight at Kyoya at his eyes.

"You're right, do you want me snap my wrist too?" Kyoya asked.

Hyoma laughed loudly at that.

"I'm serious, didn't you say that my wrist deserves to be snapped like his? I'll do it myself if you want me to?"

Gingka looked at him like he just said something crazy.

"Well here I go" Kyoya said holding his wrist with his other hand squeezing it with an iron grip then got ready to slam it on the nightstand since it was hard to actually do it himself.

As he was bringing his wrist down to slam it down on the wooden nightstand, he felt a grip on his arm stopping him in midway.

He looked at the hand that was on his arm in surprise then at Gingka who looked at him with sadness and fear.

"Kyoya...you are...different...please don't hurt yourself"

Kyoya slowly lowered his hand. He was...different? How different? What did he mean when he said he was different?

"I'm gonna leave you guys alone, take care of him and get out...you do have work soon, don't ya?" Hyoma said getting up then left the room leaving Gingka and Kyoya alone.

"C..Come on" Kyoya said helping Gingka out of the bed.

"Here, put this on while I get the bath ready for you" Kyoya said while taking his own jacket off and gave it to Gingka who accepted it rather hesitantly.

Kyoya then walked away to the bathroom so he could get it ready leaving Gingka alone in his thoughts.

'Just why did I do that? Didn't he deserve it? Why is it always Kyoya I feel most safe with? This cannot be what I think it is! It just can't!' Gingka thought while putting his hands on his the back of his neck and resting his elbows on his knees.

'Why did I say he was different? Aren't they both the same...in some way?'

He flinched when he heard the bathroom door open. He saw Kyoya looking at him waiting for him to come to him. So he carefully stood up ignoring the wave of dizziness that he felt and slowly walked to Kyoya. He looked at Kyoya who smiled at him then walked to him helping him the rest of the way.

"Are you feeling dizzy?" Kyoya asked him.

"A little bit" Gingka answered.

Kyoya rubbed his back reassuring him that everything is going to be alright. What Kyoya didn't notice was Gingka's flinch when he made contact on his back.

"I'll be waiting out here for you...if you need anything don't hesitate to call me" Kyoya said when Gingka stepped in the bathroom.

"S..Sure" Gingka stuttered out before closing the door.

'I hope he'll be okay...I really should have broken Hyoma's arm!' He thought as he leaned on the wall.


Kyoya stood straight hearing the door to the bathroom slowly open. He looked at Gingka who looked back at him hesitantly. Kyoya walked over to him noticing how weak the redhead looked.

"Come on, let's go" He said touching Gingka's arm. But this time he didn't miss the flinch from Gingka. Gingka didn't say anything but looked confused at his own actions.

"Relax...it's okay. Nobody is gonna hurt you anymore" Kyoya told reassuringly.

"L...Let's just go" Gingka said not wanting to be in this place anymore than he had to.

"Then lets get going" Kyoya said then he and Gingka left the room.

"What took you guys so long?" Hyoma asked while rapping his wrist in gauze.

"None of you damn businesses!" Kyoya hissed at him.

"...I was just asking" Hyoma mumbled.

"Oh and a reminder..." Kyoya spoke up. "...if you dare touch him ever again, I will brake your arm...permanently"

He then grabbed Gingka's wrist and pulled him out of the house slamming the door behind him. Hyoma looked at his wrapped up wrist then at the door that just got slammed, he would have to remember that.


"Kyoya! Could you please slow down?! You're hurting me!" Gingka yelled as he tried to get his wrist out of Kyoya's intense hold.

Kyoya on the other hand, ignored him, and opened the car-door to his car and roughly pushed him in making Gingka grunt in pain. He walked to the driver's side getting in and slamming the door behind him. He turned the engine on and drove away to his apartment.

"K..Kyoya?" Gingka asked softly and hesitantly.

"What?!" Kyoya yelled at him.

"N..Never mind" Gingka said looking away.

Kyoya gripped his hands on the steering wheel and gritted his teeth. Just why was he taking his anger out on Gingka? His mind was a mess. His chest hurt, and not to mention the headache that was peeking through.

"Look Gingka, if you're gonna bother saying my name then it better be for a good reason!" Kyoya snapped.

"I said never mind"

"Then don't bother saying my name if you're gonna say never mind!"

"Drop me off here" Gingka bluntly said.

"Excuse me?"

"I said: 'drop me off here'"

"Yeah...you think that leaving again will solve anything! You're just good at running from your problems! You don't face them...you just run away from them!"

"I don't run away from my problems!" Gingka yelled back at the edge of tears.

"Sure you don't"

"Drop me off here!" Gingka said again.

"I don't take orders from anyone" Kyoya said while turning a corner.

"You know, I was just gonna say that you had a cut on your arm! I wanted you take to care of it before it bleeds!"

Kyoya's eyes shut up in surprise, he looked down at his arm which indeed had a big cut on it. He looked at Gingka who was looking out of the window while wiping away his tears.

'Why the heck am I yelling at him? I should be taking care of him!' He thought.

Gingka's eyes shut up in surprise feeling something on his hand then hold it tightly. He looked down seeing Kyoya's hand holding his hand then pull it towards him and kiss his knuckles gently.

"I'm sorry" was all he said letting go of his hand.

"Someone would have saw that you know" Gingka said looking out of the window with a sigh.

"The windows are pitch black, I don't think they could see anything from that far"

"But still"


Kyoya opened the door to his apartment then stepped aside to let Gingka get in first. He then locked the door when he himself stepped in.

"Kyoya?" Gingka asked placing his hand on his forehead.

"Hm?"

"I don't really...feel...good" Gingka said as his body swayed a little.

Kyoya put a protective arm around his shoulders and guided him to set on the nearby couch. He sat down next to him and laid Gingka's head on his shoulder and pulled Gingka closer to him.

"Kyoya...I feel really hot... right now" Gingka managed to say while panting.

Kyoya instantly put the back of his hand on Gingka's forehead and gasped when he felt that it was warm. He scooted Gingka away from him and attempted to take Gingka's jacket off of him when Gingka scooted away until he reached the end of the couch which made him gasp in fear.

"No...don't...come near me" Gingka panted in fear.

Kyoya could see Gingka's scared face which alarmed him and he instantly regretted his actions. Gingka had just got raped last night, he wasn't comfortable with people touching him so freely.

"Look Gingka, I'm not gonna hurt you...I'm just gonna take your jacket off to ease the fever...to help you feel better" Kyoya said reaching out again who leaned away as far as he could.

"No...don't hurt me...please" Gingka said while panting. He felt so dizzy and his mind felt hazy that all he saw were blurs. He couldn't even focus on Kyoya's voice that well with all the blurs that he saw.

"I'm not gonna hurt you Gingka, I'm just trying to help you" Kyoya reached out for him again, receiving the same response.

"T..That's what Hyoma told m..me" Gingka said tears forming in his eyes.

Kyoya sighed. This was like dealing with a child. And he hated children.

"Gingka look," He said. "everything is okay, I'm not gonna hurt you or use you in any way...all I want from you is for you to get better" he said reaching out for Gingka's hand again and caught before Gingka could push him away again.

"Let go!" Gingka said while struggling.

Kyoya then held the other wrist and pinned them on the couch making Gingka struggle weakly again. He then sat on Gingka's legs to stop him from kicking him. He looked back at Gingka's face which was panting hard. He noticed the redness on Gingka's cheeks and the sweat that was dripping down his forehead.

'He looks really hot' Kyoya couldn't help but think.

"G..Get off...me" Gingka said weakly.

"Shhhhh" Kyoya said while massaging Gingka's cheek with one hand and holding both of Gingka's hands in his other hand.

"Stooop" Gingka said shaking his head out of Kyoya's grasp.

Kyoya then leaned over Gingka and reached out for the jour of the table that was next to the couch, he blindly opened it and searched blindly for a small container. He then reached for the half empty water bottle that was on the small table.

He then sat up up straight and said: "can you take this for me?" He then showed Gingka the small pill and bottle of water.

Gingka shook his head no.

"Gingka" Kyoya said getting impatient.

"I'll...be...alright...without it"

"Come on Gingka" He said again.

"Nooo"

Kyoya sighed in frustration. He then looked at Gingka who was panting weakly and simply looked miserable. He took a deep breath then slowly and hesitantly put the pill in his mouth then drank a small sip of water from the bottle then leaned down until he was inches away from Gingka's lips.

He then slowly bent down more until his lips touched Gingka's lips making Gingka open his eyes and gasp at the sudden contact on his lips. He then felt Kyoya forcefully opened his mouth with his tongue. He then felt Kyoya open his own mouth and drop something hard in his mouth. He gagged as he tasted the faint taste of the pill.

Kyoya could feel Gingka struggling from underneath. He deepened the "kiss" feeling some water spill from Gingka's mouth making Gingka shake his head left and right wanting to get away from him.

"Mmpff" escaped Gingka's mouth as he tried to escape.

Kyoya then slowly lifted Gingka's chin up so Gingka could swallow the pill. He then slowly broke the "kiss" making Gingka pant hard at the lack of breath. He looked at Gingka who looked weakly at him and stopped struggling.

"Shhhhh" Kyoya said as he released his hold on Gingka's wrists and lay himself down on Gingka who gasped at the sudden affection.

Kyoya gasped in surprise when he felt Gingka's arms rap around his back pushing him closer to his body.

"Please...don't go" he heard Gingka say weakly.

Kyoya could feel a blush on his cheeks making him bury his chin in Gingka's chest.

"Don't worry...I'm not" he whispered.

He could feel his eyelids become heavy then slowly close as his mind faded into darkness.


4 hours later

"Beep...Beep...Beep...Beep...Beep" was heard from underneath the couch.

Kyoya woke up with a grunt at the sound that awoke him from his peaceful sleep. He slowly got off of Gingka who was still asleep. Kyoya sighed when he still saw the redness on Gingka's cheeks and panting that escaped his mouth.

"Beep...Beep...Beep" snapped Kyoya from his stare which made him stand up and reach under the couch to look for his phone.

He pressed the answer button and said: "hello?"

"Kyoya? Where the heck are you?" Tsubasa literally yelled over the phone.

"I'm at my apartment...why?" Kyoya answered walking away so Gingka wouldn't wake up from the loud noise.

"Why?! If you have forgotten, you work for my company!"

"I know"

"I could always fire you...you're the worst employee ever!"

"...I know"

"You should have showed up two hours ago!"

"I know I know! Okay? I was just taking care of things!"

"Work comes before!"

"No Tsubasa, it doesn't! Not when it comes to Gingka!"

"Gingka? What hap-...is he okay?"

"He has a pretty bad fever...he's now asleep so shut up"

"Oh...sorry...I hope he feels better when he wakes up. So you're not showing up today?"

"I'm afraid not"

"You're gonna have to make this day up...you know that, right?" Tsubasa asked.

"I know...don't call again, he's not really feeling too well"

"I won't, but I'll call tomorrow to check on him though"

"Fine"

"See you...when I see you" Tsubasa said then hung up.

"I'm not looking forward to it" Kyoya said as he walked back to Gingka who was still sleeping.

He sat on the floor next to Gingka's head and carefully pushed the loose strands of hair out of Gingka face. He sighed remembering all the events that lead up to this moment. How badly he wanted to do something about. How helpless he felt during the whole thing. He knew that Gingka moving on from what happened was going to take some time. He knew that this wasn't going to be easy. And he'll be with Gingka on every step of the way.

He then felt some shifting next to him making him snap his thoughts and look at the source of the movement.

"Slept good?" He asked once Gingka sat up.

"...kinda"

He the put the back of his hand on Gingka's forehead then dropped it saying: "at least your fever is going down"

"Yeah" Gingka said as he brought his kegs closer to himself.

Kyoya then get off the floor and joined Gingka on the couch.

"Don't you have work?" Gingka asked.

"I cancelled for today"

"You didn't have to"

"I'm not leaving you here alone while you have a fever"

"I don't want to be burden -" Gingka was caught off when Kyoya put his hand on his knee then said: "you're never a burden to me"

"You're just saying that to be nice"

"No, I'm saying it because it's true"

Gingka gasped at this then looked at Kyoya seeing the seriousness in his face.

"Just hurry up and get better" Kyoya looked away with a blush.

Gingka laughed at this and laid his head on Kyoya's shoulder making Kyoya jolt on surprise.

"Hyoma told me that he would break my Pegasus if I didn't agree to date him...I don't know what I would do if that really happened" Gingka confessed suddenly.

"That bastard really threatened you like that?!" Kyoya yelled in fury.

"I don't really know why he was so mad, I never would have thought that he would do such a thing"

"Bastard" was all Kyoya said.

"I don't know what I'd do if I was in relationship with him...if you have never came this morning then I would have never gotten out of it...Thank you Kyoya, you always protect me...I like that about you"

Kyoya gasped at this. He didn't know if it was the fever's fault Gingka was being so honest or Gingka was really saying this consciously. But what ever the reason Gingka was saying this to him, he fully embraced every single word.

"If I protect you more, will you like me more?" He asked.

Gingka blushed and said: "Just be the way you are"


Finally! That took for ever...happy to get it out of the way

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