I am bored out of my mind so here is the next chapter!


Butters' P.O.V.

I was laying on my bed with my pillow over my face. I was still blushing from the kiss Kenny gave me a few minutes ago. It wasn't my first kiss but it was my first kiss with a guy.

"Stupid Kenny." I said into my pillow.

I was wondering why he kissed me like that. He seemed to be in a daze when he kissed me. Like he thought I was someone else. I guessed he was thinking about this Joshua guy. I wondered why he was so special to Kenny. Then I got this wild idea. I was going to find out who this Joshua guy was and role he played in Kenny's life.

I got from bed and looked in the mirror to see if I looked decent enough. Even though my hair was wild like it always was I thought I looked fine. I quickly left my room and spent about thirty minutes wondering around the castle looking for the library.

I was so happy when I finally found the library. I opened the door a crack and looked around to see if Kenny or one of his vampire friends were there. When I saw that no one was here I quickly walked in. I knew Kenny would be mad at me if I tried to find out his past, but I had to know what was going on so that I can help Kenny.

The library was huge! There had to be at least fifty rows of books and more stack on sleeves on the walls. Actually, the walls were covered with books! I looked around amazed at what I was seeing.

"Does Kenny really need all these books?" I asked.

I walked to the first row on the left and looked at the books. Some books had titles on them but most of them did not.

"This is going to be harder than it looks." I pick up and book and began to read.

Three hours later and I was still as clueless when I started. The books were pretty much useless. They were just old stories from god knows what time period and weird middle age theories. I sat down on an old reading chair.

"This is hopeless! I'll be eighty by the time I finish the first row of books!" I said to know one.

"Maybe I can help you with that, Butters."

"Ahhhhhhh!" I screamed and fell out of the chair.

I looked up to see Pip looking down at me with a smile on his face.

"Am I really that scary?" He asked.

"N-No. You just…surprised me that's all." I said, getting up.

"Sure. It looks like I gave you heart attack."

"W-W-Whatever." I said, blushing.

The truth was I was really scared but I didn't want Pip to know that! I would look like an idiot for being so scared.

"Now, you were talking like you wanted to find something but couldn't find it, right?"

"Yes. I can't tell you what I am looking for." I said.

"Why not?"

"Kenny will get mad at me and you will probably tell Kenny."

"Kenny gets mad about a lot of things. I doubt what you are looking for will make him mad."

"I…You have to promise not to tell him."

I wanted to make sure Pip would not tell Kenny. I like living too much and I hate to see what an angry vampire was like.

"Fine. I promise on my immortal life that will not tell Kenny what you are trying to find out."

"Ok. I want to find out about Kenny's past."

"Really? Well, you won't find it in any book here."

"Why not?" I asked.

There had to be some book about Kenny. I mean, this is his castle someone must have written something about him.

"Well, there is one book about Kenny-"

"Tell me where it is!" I yelled before Pip could finish.

"But you won't like where it is." Pip finished.

"Why?"

"It's in Kenny's room. It is his diary. He has been writing since…I don't know how long but it is a long time. The point is that Kenny will kill you if you try to read it."

I thought about what Pip had said. I knew it would be dangerous if I tried to read his diary, but I also knew I had to do this. I need to find out who Joshua was and how I can help Kenny.

"It's in his room, right?" I asked.

"I can't believe you! You are actually going to read it! Do you have a death wish?"

"I need to help Kenny. He refuses to tell me anything about his past and I need to know about his past so I can help him! I care a lot about Kenny and I want to see him happy! To do that I need to know about him!"

Pip looked at me for a long time. I was scared that he was going to try to stop me. I didn't know how strong vampires were but I knew I wouldn't stand a chance if I tried to fight Pip.

"Fine." Pip sighed.

"What?"

"I will help you."

"Really!?"

"Yes. I can't believe I'm even doing this. I must be crazy."

"You are the best Pip!" I said hugging him.

"Whoa! Easy there, Butters. We need to hurry though. Kenny went out hunting with Damien and I don't know how long they will be gone. This maybe the only chance we get."

"Ok."

We ran to Kenny's hallway not even stopping to take a break. By the time we reached the door to his hallway I was panting up a storm. Pip quickly checked to see if Kenny was in the hallway before we went inside.

I felt nervous and scared. I really hoped Kenny wouldn't catch us. I have never done anything this bad before. My parents were really strict so I never did anything bad in my whole life! This is would be my first taste of freedom and being bad.

When we finally got to Kenny's room Pip quickly checked to make sure Kenny wasn't in his room. When Pip gave the ok I went inside. I started to look through clothes and looked on the bookshelf looking for his diary.

"Do you know where he keeps it?" I asked.

"No. Damien told me about his diary a long time ago. He told me if I liked life I wouldn't dare try to find it."

"Well, I need a clue or something! We're running out of time!" I said starting to get irritated about not finding it.

"If I was Kenny I would keep it close to me." Pip said.

"Yeah but where!"

I then thought it could be under his pillow. You can't get much closer than that. I shrugged and lifted up his pillow. Underneath it was a thick book with a blue fading cover.

"Bingo!" I shouted.

"You found it!?" Pip exclaimed running over to me.

"I think I did. It was underneath his pillow so this has to be it!"

I opened the book and sure enough it was his diary. I start to flip through the pages trying to find out anything about Joshua. I found a page with Joshua name on it. I then started to read it.

June 17, 1272

Today I just met the man of my dreams. His name was Joshua. He is the younger brother of Wendy. I thought I loved Wendy but now since I met her brother I know now that I only felt lust for her. Joshua is the one who I truly love and want to spend the rest of my life with. I know Wendy loves me and I do not know how to tell her I no longer care for her. I am going to find Joshua tomorrow and spend as much time as I can with him. I hope one day I can tell him how I feel and he will one day love me like I love him.

I was shocked by this. So my guess was right he really did love Joshua. I flipped a few more pages and saw that most of the entries were about Joshua. Then I got to one page that looked like drops of water had fallen on the page. The words were sloppy like Kenny was in pain when he wrote this.

August 7, 1285

God. How could this happen? Joshua is dead. He really is dead. The love of my life, the light in my dark world was dead. The vampires that killed Joshua I killed. I wished to the god above that it would bring my love back to me. But this is a cruel, heartless world and it did not bring him back to me. Wendy hates me now. She yelled and cried for a long time asking me why I did not save him. I could do nothing but hold her and cry. She told me she hated me and I could only agree with her. I hated myself. I failed him. I failed Joshua and now he will never come back to me. I am doomed to walk this world only without my light.

Wow. I never knew how much Joshua means to him. Kenny really did go insane after Joshua died. I felt so sorry for him. I didn't know what I should say to him or if I say anything at all.

"Wow. I never knew Joshua was murdered. I just thought he died from some sickness or something." Pip said.

"I thought you knew." I said.

"I didn't. I asked Damien a long time ago who was Joshua but he said it was a horrible memory. I didn't know what that meant but now I know."

"Now that I know this I don't know how to make him feel better. I don't even know what to say to him!"

"Butters-"

"What the hell are you two doing!?" A voice boomed.

I quickly looked up from the diary to see Kenny standing there. Oh shit. We were so dead.

"K-K-Kenny!" I gasped.

He looked at us up and down. I knew he saw us reading his diary and I knew we were in big trouble.

"What the fuck do you think you are doing!? Why are you reading my diary!?"

"Kenny! We are-" I started to say but Kenny cut me off.

"We are what!? Sorry? Sorry for reading my diary? Sorry for getting caught?"

"Kenny, I was only trying to help! I wanted to understand you so I could help you!"

"And you couldn't just asked!?"

"You never tell me anything!"

"So you felt like you had to read my diary to understand me!? What a load of shit!"

"Kenny…" I was so scared right now.

"You are so fucking dead!" Kenny screamed.

I blinked and I saw that Kenny was gone. Then I felt a hand my forearm and it threw me across the room. I landed hard on the ground. The diary went flying from my hand in some random direction.

"Butters!" I heard Pip yell.

I tried to get up but a foot slammed down on my face. I cried out in pain as my face hit the ground hard. I tried to pull Kenny's foot off my face but he was to strong. He kept on pushing my face down harder and harder. Pip tried to help me but Kenny punch Pip in the face hard. I heard Pip fall to the ground and not get up. I was on my own with an in raged vampire.

"Kenny…" I whimpered. Tears were falling down my face from the pain.

Then I suddenly felt the presser lift off my face. I slowly got up to see that Cody had pinned Kenny to the ground. Damien quickly ran over to Pip who had a broken nose now. He was out cold but he seemed to fine.

"Kenny, what the hell man!?" Damien yelled.

"Let me up! I'm going to kill that son of a bitch!" Kenny screamed at me.

I touched the side of my face and felt blood on it. I quickly stood up and looked at the vampires. I then took off running. I heard Damien and Cody yell for me but I didn't care. I ran all the way to my room. I ran into Stan and he saw my face. He asked what happened but I pushed past him and kept running.

Once I was in my room I locked the door and pull the curtains up. I quickly found my suit case and threw everything in. I quickly called for a taxi and then ran down stairs. I told the driver to hurry. I waited about five minutes until he showed up. I quickly got in and told him to drive to town.

"Kid, what happened to your face?" He asked once he got a good look at me.

"Nothing now just drive." I said.

"It doesn't look like nothing."

"Will you shut up and drive!?" I screamed at him.

The driver did shut up and drove me to town. He looked very worried about me but I didn't care. All I knew is that I had to get away from the castle as fast as I can.

I felt so stupid for trying to help Kenny. My whole plan was stupid. I didn't even need Kenny. Are worlds are to different and Kenny wishes to stay miserable for the rest of life. I was going to let him be miserable and I not even care! I did not care for Kenny anymore, but even I thought that I couldn't help but feel that deep down I really didn't mean that. That I stilled cared for even though he wanted to kill me. I tried to ignore that thought and convince myself that I hated him, but that thought would not go away no matter how hard I tried.


There it is! Now you didn't think this story was going to be about rainbows and butterflies did you? No! Kenny and Butters are going to have some problems! I hope you don't hate me for this! Please review!