Shilly One-Shots

Thinking about You

Lilly's Point Of View

Dedicated to: KeNiJoe54

In the back of your car
In the pourin rain
You told me somethin
You never told anyone

I was sitting in the back of Shane's Black Mustang,

When it was pouring rain, hitting the car windows hard

"I got in Princeton." Shane spoke suddenly.

"Y-you got what?" I asked, I had to close my eyes to keep the tears from pouring out.

I wanted so bad
For everything to stay the same
I never meant to push you away
And I'm tryin to put the pieces back together now

I seen the look on his face when I turned away from him, grabbed the car door handle, and got out of the Mustang and into the pouring rain.

I didn't want things to change.

I let the rain mix with the tears as I walked away from Shane, who was calling out to me.

My clothes were getting soaked.

I didn't want to push him away.

He was, no, is my best friend.

And all the tears I cried
Don't help the pain inside
Now you're gone
And it's all I can do

I curled up into a ball.

I just wanted to sink into the earth

And be forgotten.

Shane left,

And he wasn't coming back until this weekend

I didn't know what he intended for himself to do

But it still hurt me

And this is all I could do

And I tried to forget

Tried to keep in cool

I'm stayin' busy

"What's wrong, Lilly?" Miley asked me.

I held my breath. I hadn't told anyone what I felt.

The only person that I could open up to was Shane.

And he was gone.

"Nothing…it's nothing…" I lied through my teeth.

Miley didn't reply.

Okay, this may sound dumb, but I want someone to look me in the eyes and ask, "Really, what's wrong?"

Nobody has ever done that

Now I'm staying busy by playing with my pencil.

I'm trying not to dream of you
I didn't know you felt this way
And I'm tryin to find a way to make us
Better now

I've stayed up all night,

Refusing to go to sleep because I knew I would have dreams…

Dreams about him.

I heard a soft pebble hit my bedroom window

There was only one person that did that

It was Shane.

I jumped up from my bed, and quickly opened my window.

It was midnight.

What the hell was Shane doing here?

"Lilly, I love you." Shane blurted out. "I didn't know how to explain it before, but I love you. Ever since I left I've been dreaming about you. I've wanted to call you and text you, but I haven't. I miss you, Lilly. I need you."

Then, he left. It wasn't a dream, because I pinched myself and it hurt.

Now I had to fix this. I needed him.

And, apparently, he needs me, too.

In the back of your car
In the pourin rain
You told me something
You never told anyone

I found myself in the back of Shane's car, again.

In the pouring rain…

He shared a secret that he hadn't told anyone

Now it was my turn.

I kissed him, he kissed back.

When we both lost oxygen and came back up for air.

I breathed against his lips.

"I love you, too, Shane. I haven't stopped thinking about you for even for a minute. And it's all I can do…think about you."

Author's Note:

KeNiJoe54, not really sure if you thought it out like that, but hey, I made the one-shot.

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-S. Sobieski