I don't own Harry Potter or Twilight as you all know, and this is a fem Harry story so if you don't like it you shouldn't read it.

The area was quiet as I looked at the pale faces, no body but those whom had stuck by me dared to look up. "I am dying, as much as I want to pretend other wise fighting Bellatrix has sped the process up. With in weeks, Illyakoria Lilly Potter will be no more. I will be but a memory in story books, the girl-who-defeated-the-dark-lord. I would like to die knowing that my family is beside me regardless of what has happened. I would like to go to my final resting place in a home with my brothers and sisters beside me." Here I paused to take a deep breath; this was not an easy thing to do by any account.

"The fact that you were forced into these feelings is no excuse for what you have done, you allowed my enemy to be turned, but stronger, wiser, and older people would have fallen for the same thing. This is my only condolence for the betrayal you have done me these last few months. You did not heed my warning and endangered not only yourselves but everyone in Forks, Bellatrix retained her magic and would of slaughtered every person she could to get to me." Here I paused and watched as guilt passed over there faces, what I said I knew was cruel, but it had to be done.

"For this I am angry, but I understand as well. As insane as Bellatrix was she was still powerful, more so than most of you. Her magic was dark and I can see you had no defenses against it; this is why I can forgive you, but I will not forget. You know why it is hard for me to trust and you broke it. There will not be time for you to regain it, I will die before then, but that does not mean that I have stopped loving any of you." I said with a sigh as I looked at my family and the Cullen's.

********* (Weeks later) ********

The Cullen's and my family were getting along wonderfully, but I could see the worry in there eyes. I could no longer stand and Della could be found next to me at all times. Edward, Jasper, and I had grown closer. I knew they could sense my upcoming death, but I could not bring myself to change my mind. My purpose on earth had been fulfilled and Edward and Jasper did not need me here, they had each other. I knew when I was gone they would be just fine.

A part of me knew that I would miss my family, but at least I would rest in peace with my parents, Moony and Cedric. On Friday night December the twenty sixth I closed my eyes for the last time as Jasper and Edward held me. I left the world with a smile on my face, my family was safe and I had known love for a little while. I could finally go in peace. One last breath as my heart stops ending my suffering and pain.

Don't kill me it's not the end I swear. Now please review or it might become the end. (Gulps)