Ok guys I changed my mind. Fetching was Derek's and this is the last chapter of my bad habit . Hope you like it and sorry it took so long!

Fly ON!

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MPOV

Two weeks had passed since everything had happed. Mom had gone missing; Jess and I had come to stay with the group. Well actually Jess had found a good friend of hers and went with her. So that left me with the guys. Kit had finally wrapped his head around the fact that he couldn't change me but that doesn't mean that he bought me cigs.

So I was having my friend Brandon ship me some and a couple of vials of wolves bane, and some syringes. I was running low on all three. Thankfully he sent them express because my body was getting twitchy from the change, and because we are going back on the road today. I took the box into the bathroom with me and opened it. Inside there was 2 cartons of cigarettes. (A.N. a carton holds 10 packs of cigarettes. Each pack contains 20 cigs.) I set those on the floor and pulled out a smaller box. Inside was tissue paper and 4 vials of purplish liquid. After that I looked back in the bigger bow and found 2 new syringes because I usually reuse them since I don't plan on sharing them.

I stabbed the needle into the lid of a vial and drew 25 ccs of liquid. After that I pulled the hair band out of my hair, and used it to cut blood flow to my left arm. As soon as I saw my vein I lifted the needle, and then… Derek walked through the door.

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?" He yelled as he jerked the syringe from my hand and tossed it against the wall. It shattered in pieces and the liquid went everywhere. I ran and shut the bathroom door before anyone could get in and locked it.

"Derek it's not what you think" I tried to explain, but he wouldn't have any of it.

"NOT WHAT I THINK. REALLY? IT LOOKS TO ME LIKE YOU'RE…"

"Shut up before someone here's you."Derek glared at me and picked up the remaining vials and repeated his earlier process. "DEREK NO!"

The sound of glass shattering made me fall to the floor in front of the door. "Mel you said you gave all of this shit up after your last trip to the hospital." Derek said as he stood in front of me.

"I did give it up you ASSHOLE!" I stood up and shoved him with a little more force than I have and he went tumbling into the tub, but before I begin to think "Oh shit" he back up and in my face.

"Yeah I can see that" after that he shoved me away and went out the bathroom and front door. Chloe and Kit followed him, and Tori walked into the bathroom and locked the door behind her.

"What was that all about?" She asked as she sat down next to me.

"He just killed the last bit of humanity I had."

"What?" her face held confusion.

I looked her dead in the eye the whole time as I told her my story. Every single bit including Michael, the drugs, the drinking and Nathaniel.

I told her about the bane and how Derek just smashed it probably thing it was ice or steroids. After I was finished I realized I was sobbing. I looked back at Tori expecting to find disgust, fear or boredom but I found none of those. She just lightly smiled and pulled me into a hug. "It's going to be ok. We'll think of something"

I nodded as she let go and grabbed a broom and dust pan from the closet in here and began sweeping the mess up. She handed me my cigarettes and we walked out of the bathroom and into the main room.

"Melody" Kit said as he stood up from the bed. "I'm very disappointed in you" he walked over to me and pulled my shirt's long sleeve up and saw a bruise sitting in the crook of my elbow. He shook his head and walked away.

"Melody do know the consequences for doing things like this…" Lauren started but Tori didn't let her finish.

"Oh don't even start that shit. It's not Mel's fault Derek threw everything out of context."

Derek was now on his feet and glaring at us. "Excuse me but I'm not the one shooting up in the…"

"Derek" I said very lightly cause I knew he would hear me. "I need to talk to you."

"NO WE DON'T NEED TO TALK MEL YOU MADE YOUR BED NOW YOU GET TO SLEEP IN IT"

SPOV

I could believe what I was seeing and hearing. I mean yeah I've seen the bruise before but I thought she had bumped into something, and I have never seen these two fight like this. "YOU MADE YOUR BED NOW YOU GET TO SLEEP IN IT" left Derek's mouth and just two seconds later I heard Derek gasping.

I turned and was I saw made my eyes widen in shock. Mel, quiet, bad girl Mel had Derek by the throat and he was hanging of the ground by about 3 inches. "Don't you ever think that I chose this Derek Allan Souza!" She dropped Derek and he landed on his butt and started gasping. "Those vials you smash were a rare form of wolves' bane. Instead of dosing once a day I had to dose once a week to stop my body from trying to change."

"Change into what" I found myself saying.

Mel glanced at me before looking at the floor. "I wasn't attacked a rabid dog 2 years back. One of my friend's Nathanial was a wolf and one day…. One day he decided to help me by… he bit me, and since I wasn't born a werewolf I didn't know if my body would survive the change."

All of us were quiet. Especially Derek, I mean he loved her to death and always protected her. Hearing that he didn't quite do so good of a job was probably killing him right now. "Mel" Derek's voice cut though the silence.

Mel just glared at him before she spat out "Save it". She grabbed her bag and walked out the door.

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Hey guys this is the last chapter for my bad habits. Tell me if I should leave it her or write a sequel.

Fly On!

-katie