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Title: Rain, Rain, Go Away
Chapter Title: Would it be so terrible...?
Author: The Stories of L.B.
Rated M FOR STRONG LANGUAGE AND SEXUAL CONTENT
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Saya woke up feeling the warmth of Haji's body next to hers. She smiled and hugged him closer, never wanting to get up, or leave Haji's side…but that would soon happen. She would soon fall into her hibernation for god knows how long. It could be for a few years, or more then that. Saya sighed and pulled away from Haji and sat up looking around her room and sighed feeling a heavy weight on her heart as it sunk in that she would be leaving this place and wouldn't see it for a very long time. Saya smiled thinking that one day this might not be her room anymore.
"Who knows Kai and Mao might start a family one day and their give this room to one of them…" She thought and her smile grew at the thought of Kai and Mao's children in her room playing and sleeping in their little beds. She sighed both happy and sad at the same time. There was movement next to her, making her look down.
"Morning." She said smiling down at Haji. He smiled up at her.
"Morning," He said pushing himself on his elbows, kissing her. "did you sleep well?" He asked. Saya grinned and nodded.
"Yep, I slept wonderful," She said then smiled in a dazed way. "especially after last night..." She said. Haji chuckled and kissed her again pushing her down on the bed, cupping her cheek in his hand. They kissed a for a few minutes, Saya fought back yawns with each kiss. Haji pulled away after awhile, looking down at her and stared down at her.
"Its almost time...isn't it." He said as if he already knew the answer. Saya bit her lower lip, tears biting at her eyes. A moment of awkward uncomfortable silence settled over the room, finally Saya broke it with a nodded of her head and whispering a 'yes' to his question. Haji let out a sigh and pushed himself up in a sitting position.
"How long have you known?" He asked. Saya just laid there, thinking about it.
"Not long, a few days. It didn't really hit home until about yesterday..." She said. Haji nodded understanding. Saya let out a sigh.
"Look I'm sorry. I didn't really think that my hibernation was coming, It suddenly just hit me..." She said. Haji just stared at the wall across the room.
"How much longer do you think you have?" He asked. Saya shrugged.
"You know that I can't predict it. It could be a few weeks, to another year, but it also could be just a few days..." She said. Haji let out a shaky sigh combing back his hair, it having fallen free of its hair tie as he slept.
"Yes, I know...it just doesn't seem fair." He said. Saya nodded, looking down at her hands.
"Yeah...I know." She said, then pushed herself up and climbed out of bed.
"But I'm not going to harp on it so neither should you. I'm gonna live my life like I want to so that means no sulking, or pouting, understood?" She asked in a commanding tone. Haji sighed, but nodded.
"Yes." He said, climbing off the bed and pulling on the clothes he was wearing the day before and walked over to the door.
"I'll be downstairs if you need me." Saya nodded.
"All right, I'll be down in a few minutes." She said. Haji nodded and left, closing the door softly behind him. After Saya thought he was a good distance away she finally let herself have a good cry.
When Saya arrived downstairs she was greeted by a lot of familiar faces. She smiled and walked over hugging Julia. "What are you guys doing here?" She asked. Lewis laughed.
"We came to celebrate your move!" He said. Saya giggled, then looked at them all.
"We haven't even moved yet and your already throwing a party?" She asked. Julia nodded taking a squirmy baby boy from David.
"We know that, but I guess you could call this a post-move party." She said. Saya giggled again then looked over at Haji who looked tired and lonely. "God is he going to act like this the whole time that I have left...?" She thought asking herself, regretting telling him anything. Haji looked over at her, then averted her eyes looking at something in the distance. Saya just shook her head and then smiled.
"Oh my goodness he is getting so big!" She said speaking of David and Julia's baby. Julia laughed and David chuckled.
"That he is, he's nearly eighteen pounds already!" Julia said rocking the baby back and forth trying to calm him. Saya held out her arms.
"Mind if I hold him?" She asked. Julia looked her right in the eye and smiled.
"Not at all," She said and gave baby George to Saya. "just watch his head, he's heavier then he looks..." She said and Saya took the baby making sure to support it all in the places so not to drop him.
"Aw he's so adorable..." Saya said giggling. George looked up at her and smiled making happy baby sounds and raising his hands up clasping onto a long stray hair and giving it a tug. Saya laughed softly.
"Quite a grip you've got there, George." She said but didn't mind one bit as he continued to tug on her hair. After awhile Julia walked over and took his small hand into hers and pulled Saya's hair free.
"Sorry, he likes grabbing onto things and seeing how far he can go before some comes and tells him no and takes him away from it." She said. Saya smiled.
"Oh I don't mind, it didn't hurt." She said. A few minutes passed and George was ready to go back to his Mommy. Saya handed him over and Julia began to rock him. Saya looked down at the both of them and couldn't stop from smiling.
"I wish I could have one..." She said, then her eyes went wide and she looked up. "did I just say that out loud?" She asked and everyone nodded, a little shocked themselves.
"Oh..." She said blushing up a storm, then looked over at Haji; who had his head bowed and a frown on his face. Saya looked at him with sad eyes. "I wonder...would he want a baby if it were possible?" She thought to herself and promised herself that she would ask one of these days that very question that was rolling around in her mind. Saya sat down and Kai made them all breakfast and they talked, joked and just had a good old time. It hit around lunch time when Julia and David decided it was time to head home.
"Sorry we have to leave, but George needs a nap and a new outfit." She said holding the baby who was only clad in diaper having got his clothes all dirty. Saya shook her head.
"Don't be sorry, I understand." She said giving Julia a one armed hug and kissing George's forehead.
"You be a good boy for your parents." She whispered. George made more happy baby sounds and laughed. Everyone laughed when he did. Julia and David waved goodbye and made their way out.
"I think its time I head out to." He said standing up and stretching.
"I've got to work in the morning." He said Kai poked his head from the back.
"See ya later, Lewis." He said.
"Bye, Kai. Mao." He said. Mao nodded as she carried some dirty dishes to the back room.
"Bye!" She called. He then gave Saya a big old bear hug lifting her off the floor and swinging her around and setting her back on the floor.
"You don't be a strange. Come and see me sometime." He said. Saya nodded.
"Will do!" She said and then waved goodbye to him as he left. Saya let out a puff of air and looked around just noticing that Haji wasn't in the room anymore. She walked around the room trying to see if he was hiding behind corners, but didn't see him.
"Hey do you guys know where Haji went?" She asked both Kai and Mao as they walked into the room from the back. They shared at look and Kai shook his head.
"I don't know. Last time I saw him he was over there leaning against the wall." He said. Mao nodded, but then cocked her head.
"I think he went upstairs about an hour ago, but thats just a guess." She said. Saya nodded and took a breath and made her way up the stairs and down the hall to her room, but he wasn't there.
"Haji!" She called walking back out into the hallway. There was a noise from the attic so she headed that way. She walked up the stairs and gave the knob a twist and it open. She peeked inside finding Haji laying on the make shift bed staring up at the ceiling.
"Hey..." She muttered and stepped into the room. Haji looked over at her, then turned his gaze back up at the ceiling. Saya felt herself grow nervous and fidgety for some reason.
"Y-you okay?" She asked. He nodded, but didn't answer her, she grew even more nervous. She wrung her hands together standing there as nervous as anyone who thought they said, or did something wrong.
"Look if this is about me wanting a baby- it just slipped out okay." She said. Haji let out a sigh and closed his eyes.
"So does that mean you don't want a baby?" He asked. Saya didn't answer right away, then she let out heavy sigh. Haji smirked more to himself then anything else. "Well I guess that answers my question." He muttered. Saya head snapped up, her eyes brimming with tears.
"Thats not fair! So what if I want a baby, is that so terrible?" She asked. Haji didn't answer her...he just laid there his eyes closed. "Does that answer your question...?" He thought to himself and Saya just stared at him in disbelief...completely dumbfounded that he was acting like this. Saya backed to the door bumping her hand against the knob.
"I- I hate you!" She cried and rushed out of the room and down the stairs nearly tripping as she went down the stairs. She didn't even bother going to her room, she didn't want to be anywhere she would be reminded of him. She went where she could go and think and just let her mind clear and let herself wallow in her sorrows.
Author Notes!
Hey everybody you've just read the 12th chapter of my Blood+ fanfiction 'Rain, Rain, Go Away' and I hope you enjoyed it! I know, I know this chapter was short, but I didn't want to force it. If you could please take a few minutes and R&R I'd really appreciate it! Thanks again for reading and hope you are looking forward to more!
The Stories of L.B.
