And here is the next chapter! Again, sorry about the wait, but the yummy stuff in here should make up for it. XD But I do want to thank all of you who have stuck with us and continued reading/favoriting/reviewing! We both appreciate it very much!
Akiru Chan and I have limited medical knowledge, so please forgive any errors you might find.
Disclaimer: Neither Akiru Chan nor I own Kuroshitsuji or any of its characters.
Sebastian woke just a little after seven. He was vaguely aware of Ciel's mother coming in to kiss her son goodbye. She looked about the room, as if looking for something out of place. When it seemed as if she were satisfied, she left without giving Sebastian much of a glance. Vincent never came in, and soon the sounds of two cars driving off could be heard. They were alone once more.
Another wave of sleep overcame Sebastian, and he allowed himself to close his eyes. He didn't quite fall into slumber, but his body relaxed. Ciel's soft snores reached Sebastian's ears and he could not help but smile. It seemed as if the boy had slept soundly last night. Perhaps the key was to wear him out enough. A grin touched Sebastian's lips as he thought of all the things he could do to Ciel that would cause him to become fatigued.
An hour or more passed before Sebastian sat up, knowing that he would not be getting back to sleep. It was getting later in the morning and he would rather not waste this time alone with Ciel. With quiet steps, he moved towards the boy's bed, sitting down on the plush mattress and gazing down at Ciel's sleeping face. A hard reached out and Sebastian stroked some wayward hairs from Ciel's eyes.
Ciel's eyelids fluttered slowly before staying open. "Sebastian?" He murmured sleepily, yawning. He rubbed his eyes with one hand and reached for the doctor with the other.
The hand was grasped, and Sebastian rubbed his thumb over Ciel's knuckles. "Good morning," he said, sounding all too happy about it. "Sleep well?"
Ciel frowned a little as he thought about it, but his frown soon morphed into a smile. "Actually, yeah, I did. I slept the whole night through without any nightmares."
Sebastian adopted a wide smirk, looking positively devious. "I do wonder what caused that." He slid closer to Ciel, pressing his body into the boy. "Did you do anything different before bed last night?" He asked, already knowing the answer.
Ciel shivered from the close proximity of the doctor, resting his head on his shoulder with a soft sigh. "I might have. Everything is a blur and fuzzy." He pursed his lips as if in deep thought. "Actually, I seem to remember having someone in my bed for a while before I went to sleep."
"Is it coming back to you? I can always help remind you." Sebastian's head ducked down, and he kissed at Ciel's neck. The boy smelt good, his own unique scent devoid of any artificial smells.
A quiet moan escaped Ciel's lips as he pressed himself closer, tilting his head to allow Sebastian more access. "I think I'm having trouble remembering. You might want to keep doing that, just in case it will help."
Sebastian obliged, kissing a wet trail up Ciel's neck and to his jaw. "With pleasure," he said, claiming that delicate mouth in a burning kiss. He did not have to ask for permission to enter, Ciel's mouth already open and waiting for Sebastian's skilled tongue. The boy tasted like himself, the night having purged all other flavors from his mouth. Unfortunately, Ciel could do with a brushing to get rid of what little morning breath he did possess.
Ciel pulled apart after a bit in order to breathe, eyes glazed over slightly. "I don't think I'll ever get tired of that," he murmured, nuzzling Sebastian's neck before flicking his tongue over the flesh.
"I hope you don't." There was a pleased smirk on Sebastian's face and he leaned in quickly to steal one more kiss. "I don't know what I would ever do if I couldn't have you."
A pleased feeling welled up inside of Ciel's stomach, and he smiled and ducked his head shyly. It was nice to hear how Sebastian felt about him. Ciel considered himself lucky to have found someone like Sebastian who could accept him for who he was, including his faults.
His smile faltered then, and his eyes dimmed. Of course Sebastian accepted him; he had no idea as to what had happened during the Incident. Ciel felt like crying. He knew that he had to tell Sebastian soon, but he wasn't ready to face the rejection that was sure to follow.
The change was so immediate and bold that Sebastian actually pulled back from Ciel. His eyes looked on with unhidden concern as Ciel's eyes dulled and his body shook. All the signs were there, and Sebastian did not need to ask to know that the boy had fallen into another bout of remorse for a past that still haunted his every moment.
Ciel was pulled tight into Sebastian's arms once more, and calming words were whispered into the shell of Ciel's ear. "Hush," Sebastian said. "Don't think of such things now. They hold no importance between us. Just think of this moment and only this moment." A kiss was given to Ciel's temple to seal the words.
Ciel vehemently shook his head. "No. You don't understand. What happened back then... It changed me." Tears spilled from his eyes, and he wiped furiously at them, not wanting to cry in front of Sebastian. "Once you hear it, your opinion of me will be different..."
"Nothing could ever change my opinion of you." Sebastian knew that this was Ciel before him, his Ciel. Not matter what the past may have held for the boy, it did not hold weight over Sebastian's regard for Ciel. He kissed the boy, so tender and sweet, that he hoped to portray just how sincere his words were. Sebastian needed Ciel to understand that no matter what, nothing was going to change between them.
Ciel allowed himself to return the kiss for a few seconds before abruptly pulling away. "I was raped, Sebastian!" He fairly yelled, his voice cracking as he continued. "They drugged me, put needles in my arms. They beat me every day, and they left this mark on my back. It's a constant reminder of what I went through."
He shrank away from Sebastian's touch, hugging his knees to his chest. "No one can ever want me after all of that. I'm not worth anything... They took everything away from me."
Sebastian had known. Somewhere deep inside of him, he had known that these were the horrors that Ciel had faced. Assumptions had bloomed, and Sebastian had prayed that it wouldn't be true. He mourned for what Ciel must have gone through, but now was not the time. The boy was looking for acceptance and affection despite how tainted he thought himself to be. Sebastian could not allow Ciel to see himself as a broken child. No, Ciel was so much more than that. He was not broken, just a little tarnished, and Sebastian had every intention of polishing him up to a shiny brilliance.
"You have no idea how much you are worth." A kiss was placed to Ciel's forehead and the boy was pulled close once more. "Nor do you know how much I want you. Your past will not take me away," Sebastian vowed.
Ciel's eyes widened at Sebastian's words, and he buried his face in the man's shoulder. He wanted to believe him, but there was still a small part of him that doubted Sebastian's words. "You might change your mind later," he whispered.
A light chuckle left Sebastian and he bent down to whisper into Ciel's ear. "And why would I bother doing that? My life wouldn't be nearly as fun if I couldn't do this." Sebastian's hot mouth nipped at Ciel's ear, drawing it into his mouth and sucking at it. It was hard knowing just how heavy of a burden Ciel had been bearing, especially for being as young as he had been when ill fate had befallen him. Sebastian could only hope that he could put Ciel's worries to rest.
A small moan escaped Ciel's lips, and his fingers curled into the doctor's shirt, gripping the fabric tightly. His head spun as he tried to process what Sebastian had spoken. Even after knowing the horrible truth, Sebastian still wanted Ciel. That knowledge made him smile, and he turned his head, catching Sebastian's mouth in a kiss.
"Let me make you forget," Sebastian said between kisses, hands moving across Ciel's body in such a way that had once been forbidden. Since last night, it seemed as if new doors had been opened, even if just a crack, although Ciel's new found openness had also given Sebastian reason to go even more slowly with Ciel. It was a double-edged sword, but he knew now more than ever that he could not push Ciel forward. The boy had allowed Sebastian access to his body.
Ciel eagerly pressed himself closer to the older male as his tongue slid into Sebastian's mouth. A hand threaded through black strands of hair while the other trailed almost teasingly down Sebastian's chest, before he slipped his fingers underneath the doctor's shirt.
The shirt was discarded to the side, falling to cover the uneaten Styrofoam boxes of food that had been left on the nightstand. They continued to be ignored as Sebastian returned the favor and went to work on removing the top of Ciel's pajamas. "You still have one request left," Sebastian said as he undid the last button. That request had ended up leading them into interesting happenings the night before, and Sebastian was interested to know what else Ciel would ask for.
Ciel shivered as Sebastian's fingers brushed against his stomach. He wasn't sure what to ask for, and he frowned slightly. He was always the one on the receiving end; Sebastian never asked for anything. "Um... I want to do something for you. That's my request."
The fingers paused for only a moment before a hand laid flat against Ciel's stomach. "You are being awfully giving this morning," Sebastian said. "Are you sure you don't want something more beneficial to yourself?"
Ciel shook his head. "You never ask for anything. And I want to show you that I'm comfortable with you. That I trust you." Here, his cheeks reddened and he squirmed in embarrassment.
"You don't need to push yourself, not when..." Sebastian trailed off, not wanting to bring up something he shouldn't. He couldn't even imagine the inner turmoil Ciel had faced upon entering this relationship with Sebastian. Every kiss must have been hard, and every step closer Ciel took to Sebastian must have felt like a giant leap. There was nothing Sebastian would do to push Ciel into something, or make him feel as if he had to do anything to please Sebastian.
"I'm fine," Ciel insisted. "You said before that I could ask for anything, and you wouldn't refuse me." His blue eyes narrowed slightly, as if challenging the older male to go back on his word.
An amused look passed across Sebastian's face. "How could I refuse you? I'm all yours." He pulled away, arms spread, as he displayed his body for Ciel to take as he pleased. Sebastian was interested to know what Ciel had in mind, and it made him all the more anxious for what was to come.
Ciel let out the breath he had unknowingly been holding. "Okay. But I'm...not sure what to do." A hand stretched out to rest gently on Sebastian's cheek while the other one lowered to the man's chest, where he idly drew small circles with his thumb.
It was such an innocent gesture, and Sebastian felt his heart thumping all the harder for it. A small part of him voiced that they had treatments to complete for the day, but Sebastian stuffed that thought away for much later. These moments were becoming more frequent, and he wasn't about to discourage Ciel by pushing him away for any reason.
"Do whatever feels right," Sebastian urged.
Nodding slowly, Ciel leaned over and captured the doctor's mouth in a kiss. He pressed closer to the older male and slid his hand over his stomach, feeling the muscles contract at the touch. Curious, he angled his body so this his hips aligned with Sebastian's and thrust forward the tiniest bit.
The kiss was short, and Sebastian pulled away to suck in a harsh breath at the feel of Ciel's body suddenly against his own. "You enjoy doing this, don't you?" He teased and pushed his hips up just a bit. Already his cock was hardening as he remembered where this had all led the night before. Hopefully, Ciel would surprise him with something new this time, as well.
Ciel just tilted his head and smiled demurely. "Maybe. But I think you enjoy me doing it, too." His hand rested on Sebastian's hip, and when the red-eyed male shifted forward, it slipped down towards Sebastian's groin.
The subtle movement did not go unnoticed by Sebastian and he held his breath. He watched Ciel carefully, wondering just what the boy was thinking. Sebastian couldn't hope for what this situation implied. He could not believe Ciel to be that bold, not yet and not after such an admission. The hand moved closer to the hem of Sebastian's pants, and the world seemed to spin.
"Ciel... You don't have to..." But Sebastian couldn't bring himself to fully turn the boy away, not when he wanted Ciel's hand upon him so much.
Ciel hesitated, but only for a second. He recalled, and he blushed as he did so, how Sebastian had revealed that he often used his hand. That made him wonder if someone else could do the same. His hand moved closer to Sebastian's length, and Ciel didn't miss the way that the doctor's breath hitched. He took a deep breath, finally inching his hand towards where Sebastian wanted it the most.
The heat of Ciel's hand permeated through the thin layer of Sebastian's pants and boxers as the boy's palm pressed heavily upon his growing erection. His hips pushed up into the touch, and Sebastian fought to keep himself composed. Thigh muscles shook in his attempt to keep his hips still and allow Ciel to have his fun without Sebastian trying to take over the situation.
Ciel carefully averted his face from Sebastian's gaze; he was positive that he was bright red. Ciel had never done this to anyone, himself included. He gently traced the bulge in Sebastian's pants, stroking up and down his length. He heard a quiet moan, and he almost giggled, thinking about how unprofessional the doctor was acting with the sounds he was making.
A particularly loud moan had Sebastian's cheeks painting themselves a pale pink. "Y-you know how to use your hands," he teased and leaned forward to capture Ciel's lips in a kiss. Normally Sebastian would have felt inclined to reciprocate the touch, but he knew better than to encroach upon Ciel's body without the boy's permission. Once more, Sebastian's hands stayed to the safe zones, the bed sheets or Ciel's hips.
Ciel nipped lightly at Sebastian's lips before their tongues began to duel for dominance. Continuing in his ministrations to the older man's length, he started to experiment with different approaches, pressing a little harder or giving the lightest of touches. He kept careful track of what Sebastian seemed to like, filing it away for future use.
"You're such a tease," Sebastian said after a particularly light touch. It was maddening to have Ciel's hand so close to his cock but still have the barriers of his clothes between them. He wanted nothing more than to feel those hot fingers pressing and stroking his heated flesh. Skin upon skin sounded delightful, but he needed more than just their bare chests rubbing together. Sebastian needed more but was not at liberty to ask for it.
Ciel grinned. "So I'm guessing that feels good?" He questioned, holding his breath. He had an inkling that it did feel good, but he wanted to hear it from Sebastian's lips.
"Don't you know?" Sebastian questioned as he gently pressed his thigh up between Ciel's legs to press against the erection there. "Your hand feels wonderful there." Smiling, Sebastian leaned up and gave Ciel an appreciative kiss.
Ciel moaned softly into the kiss. His hand continued its movement before halting at the waistband of Sebastian's pants as an idea formed in his mind. "Sebastian? Would it feel better if your pants were off?"
They paused, both looking into the other's eyes. Sebastian looked stunned and conflicted. He hadn't expected that, like much of what Ciel was suggesting that morning, to be thrown onto the table. "It would," he began carefully. "But I'm not sure if you're ready." Sebastian wasn't sure what all Ciel had endured. He assumed that men had forced themselves upon Ciel, but he wasn't sure as to what all the boy had been forced to do to them, and if such a similar action taken upon Sebastian would have a negative outcome in the long run.
A frown found its way to Ciel's lips. "Why wouldn't I be ready?" He asked. "Is it because I don't have any experience with this?"
Sebastian shook his head. It was a delicate subject and he wasn't sure how best to approach it. "I care too much about you. Are you sure you are ready to take things to the next step, especially with what you've been through?" He cringed, knowing that that had not come out in the best of ways. "I want you, Ciel, so damn much... But not at the sake of your comfort."
"Oh..." Ciel glanced away, chewing on the inside of his cheek as he thought about how to reply. "I've never...touched anyone like this before," he said at last, and he blushed as he continued. "I don't mind doing this for you." Fingers hooked around the waistband, waiting patiently for the signal to continue.
No answer came for a moment. Sebastian was breathing heavily, and looking torn and wanting. Finally he gave the slightest of nods, his eyes closing as he focused on the sensations that would soon come. He could already feel the warmth of Ciel's fingers tickling against his abdomen as they prepared to fully disrobe him. The heart in his chest was frantic and he could no longer control his breathing as he thought of what was to come.
The fabrics were slowly slid down Sebastian's hips until the man was completely naked in front of Ciel. Not that Ciel could see in the conventional way, but with his fingertips as they danced lightly down the doctor's length.
Sebastian sucked in a breath at the curious touches. He knew what Ciel was doing. Ciel was seeing him in the most intimate of ways for the first time. It was such an erotic thought and he watched as pre-cum gathered at the tip of his cock. The substance was smeared across the head as one of Ciel's fingers passed across milky pearls of it. Sebastian shuddered, and he held back a pleased moan.
"Please don't be quiet," Ciel requested quietly. "I can't see your face to know if I'm doing something right or wrong." His voice shook slightly. He was nervous, if he were to be honest with himself. He had no idea what he was doing, and he wasn't entirely sure that he knew why he had suggested this. He swallowed hard, stroking Sebastian's cock with a bit more pressure. He didn't want to give Sebastian any reason to believe that he was having second thoughts.
"Yo-you're doing great." Sebastian had never been one to be overly vocal. There had never been a reason for him to be until now it seemed. He let a little more of his pride crumble away for Ciel's sake and groaned his pleasure. "Yes... Right there." Ciel's thumb pressed into the slit of Sebastian's cock, sending his hips bucking up into the digit. Sebastian allowed a gasp to follow the action and continued to grind up into Ciel's hand.
Sebastian's response startled Ciel, who had not been expecting something like that. He stared with wide eyes in Sebastian's direction, not moving until his curious nature got the best of him and he repeated his earlier action. With almost devilish delight, Ciel continued with his exploration, intent on seeing how unprofessional Sebastian could become.
No longer able to sit upright, Sebastian reclined against Ciel's pillows. His hands buried themselves in the sheets and his eyes peered through eyelashes as Sebastian looked down at Ciel. There was no purpose or skill to Ciel's touches, and that kept them from being arousing. They touched everywhere, and stayed nowhere for too long. Once they even pressed against Sebastian's balls, earning a deep moan from Sebastian.
Ciel bit his lip. He could tell that Sebastian was enjoying this, but the sounds he was making were almost nothing like the sounds he'd been making the previous night. Frowning, he turned towards Sebastian. "Am I doing something wrong?"
It took a moment for Sebastian to collect himself. Ciel wasn't doing anything wrong per se, but it was evident that the boy needed some direction. "You're doing fine, but let me show you something." He released his hand from the sheets, bringing it up to wrap around Ciel's fingers. They were guided back to Sebastian's cock and he wrapped Ciel's hand around the base. "Hold me like that, not too tight but not too loose. Squeeze just a bit and..." Sebastian drew Ciel's hand up as they both stroked Sebastian. There wasn't any rhythm, not that any was needed for the sake of this lesson. Sebastian was breathing hard again, and he groaned as his head was teased just a bit. "Just k-keep stroking like that. Alternate speed and tightness as you see fit, and remember to give attention to head and balls," Sebastian finished and allowed Ciel some independence as he withdrew.
Ciel faltered as he tried to follow Sebastian's instructions. He stroked the older male's cock with one hand, while the thumb on his other hand slid across the head before dipping into the slit. He felt moisture gathering there, and he tilted his head, hoping that he hadn't hurt Sebastian.
Ciel lifted the hand to his nose; the liquid didn't smell like blood, and when he flicked his tongue out to lick it, he found that it didn't taste like blood, either. Instead of being metallic and coppery, it was bitter. He made a face and returned his hand to stroking Sebastian's length.
"Don't like the taste?" Sebastian teased. "It's something that takes a little getting used to." The pre-cum was helping to lubricate him as Ciel worked, but seeing the boy's interest in the substance was endearing. He couldn't wait until he could have those lips around his cock, and see the look on Ciel's face when his mouth was filled with Sebastian's cum. A particularly tight squeeze had Sebastian suddenly bucking up into Ciel's hands and a few breathless 'ah's falling from his lips. It wouldn't take long for Sebastian to reach his end. Ciel was doing a fabulous job with his hands to say the least.
"It's..." Ciel searched for the right word to use. "Different," he ended up saying. His hands continued the rhythm of up and down, and he lightly squeezed the base of Sebastian's cock. More pre-cum was smeared across the tip, and Ciel worked to quicken the pace.
Sebastian hummed in both agreement to Ciel's words and his touches. "It can be sweet, too, at times. I'll have to watch what I eat if you wish to become adventurous with your mouth." He loved the blush that seemed to brighten on Ciel's cheeks. The boy looked far too cute to be of the age that he was. Ciel was a child still, despite being of adult age. At times like these, Sebastian had forced himself not to see it, but it was still blatantly there. Fortunately, Ciel was growing up quite quickly.
The hands on Sebastian's cock moved with greater purpose and had become more sure of themselves. He could feel them tightening and pressing into areas which would make Sebastian release a moan or a gasp. Every once in a while, his balls would be palmed and played with before the hands would return to his cock. The head of it was an angry red, begging for completion as it wept its juices down on Ciel's hand.
Perhaps Sebastian could persuade Ciel to lick his fingers clean. Even if the boy did not care for the taste of Sebastian's cum, that didn't mean he couldn't tolerate it. Sebastian would have loved to be able to taste himself on Ciel's tongue, knowing just why that taste had been there. It was an arousing thought and Sebastian began losing control of his hips as they rolled up into Ciel's hands with a purpose.
"Please Ciel... F-faster." He instructed Ciel on where and how to touch him, leading the boy to help him reach his orgasm. Sebastian's hand was on Ciel's thigh, gripping it in an attempt to keep some control over himself. The faster Ciel's hand worked him, the faster Sebastian thrusted until he came with a yell of Ciel's name.
Cum spurted up, and to Sebastian's erotic delight, it splattered onto Ciel's cheek. The white substance also covered the boy's hand and arm, making him look rather appetizing. Needless to say, Sebastian found it hard not to smile, but he gave Ciel a small apology nonetheless.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to make a mess of you," Sebastian said, humor clear in his voice.
Ciel blinked, and the shocked look on his face gradually faded away. "That's okay," he spoke in a dazed tone. He hadn't known that orgasms could be that fierce, and he found himself wondering if he would act that way, as well. He quickly withdrew from that train of thought. He and Sebastian were having a nice morning, and he didn't want to ruin that by having a panic attack.
"I guess I should clean myself up," Ciel murmured. He shifted to get off the bed and hissed. His forgotten erection now made itself known once more as his boxers brushed against it, creating blessed friction.
The action was noticed by Sebastian, and he gave a small sigh. "That should be taken care of," he said, although unsure of what the best course would be. Ciel could relieve himself in the bathroom, or Sebastian would be more than willing to help with the problem. The only issue was that Sebastian was unsure as to what Ciel would be comfortable in pursuing. Either way, a cold shower didn't seem like a pleasant idea.
"Like how we did last night?" Ciel asked tentatively. He wasn't sure if he wanted Sebastian's hands on that part of his anatomy yet. While he knew that it would probably feel good, he wasn't comfortable enough to take his pants off.
Sebastian nodded. "That or you could do to yourself what you did to me." He gave Ciel an encouraging smile, hoping to put little pressure on the boy. Whatever they chose in the end would have to be quick. They still had pressing matters to attend to, and Ciel's parents would not be gone all day.
Ciel was silent for a time before leaning forward and catching Sebastian in a kiss. He moved closer to the red-eyed male, shifting so that he was straddling Sebastian's thigh. His length pressed into the thigh, and Ciel couldn't help but moan into the kiss.
The kiss was short as Sebastian pulled away, his hot tongue coming out to lick at Ciel's cheeks. He cleaned away his own cum, not wanting it to dry and bother Ciel later if it was forgotten in this new tryst. Already Sebastian's hands had found themselves on Ciel's hips and were helping the boy to find pace and position to thrust up into Sebastian's thigh.
It was the same scene all over again, but this was what Ciel was comfortable with so Sebastian allowed it. What else could he do? He would not deny Ciel release after he had been given it. They kissed again, and Sebastian forced his tongue into Ciel's mouth.
Ciel's tongue curled around Sebastian's, and he thrust forward with his hips, grateful for the friction. He could feel the doctor's hands on his body, and he idly thought what it would feel like to have Sebastian do what Ciel had done. It sounded good, except for the fact that Ciel wanted to keep his clothes on. Then again, he still had his pants on even now, so what was the difference if he was using Sebastian's leg or hand to find completion?
"Please... Will you use your hand?" Ciel found himself gasping out between kisses.
Sebastian pulled away. "Are you sure?" he asked, not believing Ciel had requested such a thing. The nod he received in reply did not fully convince him and he paused to think over his options. It wouldn't hurt things so long as he stopped at any sign of distress from Ciel.
He pushed Ciel back onto the bed, and bent down to kiss him. It was an innocent ploy to distract Ciel as Sebastian's hand pressed for the first time against Ciel's clothed erection. The material was damp, and the cock twitched at Sebastian's touch. He pressed his palm to it and began stroking and petting Ciel anyway he could in such a situation.
Ciel's mouth fell open, and his back arched off the bed, forcing himself more into Sebastian's hand. This felt even better than simply using the older man's thigh. It was more intense and pleasurable; it was all Ciel could do to force himself to think coherent thoughts. "Ah... S-Sebastian..." He moaned.
"Yes, that's it, Ciel." Sebastian's hand moved quicker and rubbed with just enough pressure to keep it from being painful. He loved the look in Ciel's eye, the want and need that only he could give. It was satisfying to be doing this finally, even if Ciel's cock was still hidden within his pants. This was still an improvement, and Sebastian knew that they were moving forwards. "Let yourself go. Cum for me, Ciel."
Ciel's fists clenched around the sheets that were strewn about the bed. Light pants fell from his lips as he desperately bucked his hips, searching for anything to help him find completion. A familiar burning began in his stomach, and Ciel realized that it wouldn't be that much longer before the end came.
Pants and moans filled the room once more, although the origin of the sounds came from Ciel this time around. Sebastian's hand worked with skill and precision. He could feel his own arousal beginning to grow and fill him, but he forced it down. This was not about him now; this was all for Ciel.
"Do you like this?" He asked Ciel as his fingers pressed into the head of Ciel's cock. The area was damp on the boy's pajama pants, and Sebastian could only imagine the cum that beaded from the slit at the erection's tip. "Do you feel good?"
"Y-yes," Ciel gasped out. Sebastian stroked his cock a few more times before Ciel's body jerked as he reached his climax. A strangled version of Sebastian's name fell from Ciel's lips, and he tightened his hold on the sheets. After his orgasm had washed over him, he sagged limply back onto the bed, trying to gain control of his breathing.
Sebastian leaned over him and deposited a kiss to Ciel's sweaty brow. He chuckled at the boy's spent body, cheeks flushed and eyes still dazed. "You're so cute." And indeed Ciel was. To Sebastian, he looked rather appetizing lying there in post orgasmic bliss. If only they could stay in bed like this all day.
"I'm tired again," Ciel proclaimed with a small yawn. "But I have to get up now, don't I?" He laced Sebastian's fingers with his, thumb caressing the back of the red-eyed man's hand.
"You do." They still had to get cleaned, eat breakfast and then move forward with Ciel's treatment. He wasn't looking forward to the last item on the list. It was always hard to see how much Ciel was affected by the injections. If Sebastian could protect Ciel even from the horrors of his own doing, then Sebastian would. But as it stood, Sebastian was helping Ciel towards a greater good and he would not stop it now. Ciel was strong; he would be okay.
Ciel sighed. "I should take a shower. And then we can eat breakfast." He stretched his arms above his head before hopping off the bed, going to his dresser to pull out some clean clothes. "I won't take long," he said to Sebastian as he disappeared into the bathroom.
Sebastian spread out on the bed, his body still nude and exposed. He wasn't going to bother with getting dressed until he could clean himself. Dried cum still clung to parts of him, and it already felt uncomfortable. He made a face and turned his attention to the bathroom door. The shower could be heard running and Sebastian entertained himself with the thought of Ciel's naked body under the spray of hot water. If only he could be in there beside Ciel. He would wash the boy's shoulders and perhaps his hands could venture further south.
The thought was cut off quickly. Sebastian didn't need to have a problem to take care of. He wanted to get clean and not make more of a mess. Soon enough, the shower was turned off and Sebastian sat up as he awaited Ciel's return.
Ciel entered the bedroom, wearing jeans and a dark blue t-shirt, and shook his head, making water droplets fly through the air. "You can shower now if you'd like," he offered. "You can use the shower in the guest room, or the one in my bathroom." He tossed his dirty clothes into the hamper then crossed over to his bed, stretching out a hand for Sebastian.
"I'll use yours if you don't mind." Sebastian didn't feel like walking out of the room in his current state of undress. He stood and moved into the bathroom. Steam still clung to the mirror and the air felt heavy. It did little to bother him, not when Sebastian was intent on getting himself nice and clean.
Seb came trotting into the room, looking happy to see Ciel. He gave a small bark and wagged his tail as he licked his master's cheek.
Ciel laughed. "Seb, I just took a shower. I don't need another one." He wrapped his arms around the dog's neck, petting the soft fur. "You're a good dog," he whispered.
The dog licked at Ciel's cheek, happy to see the boy after a night of having to sleep in the living room. It wasn't often that the two got to spend time with one another. Seb was becoming less needed in day to day life, and was reverting into what a pet should be. He had little purpose with Ciel's new need for independence. The dog pressed closer to the boy and wagged his tail happily.
A few minutes later, Ciel glanced over when the bathroom door opened. A smile lit his face. "Hey," he greeted Sebastian cheerfully. "Ready for breakfast?"
"Are you making it for me?" Sebastian teased as he went over to his belongings. He didn't even hesitate in dropping his towel. Ciel could not see his state of undress, nor did he care if Ciel saw. They had already gotten past that awkward stage; well, Sebastian had. He guessed it would be different once Ciel was able to see once more.
"I can make cereal," Ciel offered. "That's about it. Oh, and toast, too. Mom won't let me near the stove."
A deep chuckle sounded behind Ciel, and Sebastian covered his mouth to muffle the sound. "Toast should be good... With some jam if you have any." He didn't ask if there had been a reason for Ciel being banned from the stove, aside from being blind.
"Okay, let's go then." Ciel stood, snapping his fingers for Seb to follow. He led the way to the kitchen with ease, having walked that way hundreds of times before. He got the bread out and pointed to the fridge. "There should be jam in there. I think we have a few different kinds, so pick one that you like. The silverware is over here," he said as he pulled open a drawer and retrieved a butter knife.
Sebastian plucked a jar of blueberry jam along with a tub of butter and set them on the counter as he went to get a knife from the drawer. He watched contentedly as Ciel stumbled around with the slices of bread, trying to feel for the slots in the toaster and place the pieces inside. Ciel did well enough and Sebastian felt no need to help.
"Do you make toast often?" Sebastian felt inclined to ask out of simple curiosity.
"Whenever I can convince my mom to let me. I think I've mentioned before that she obsesses over my health. I have to eat three good meals a day. To her, toast isn't a healthy breakfast, especially if that's all that I eat." While Ciel waited for the toast to pop, he headed over to a corner where a big plastic container filled with dog food sat. He poured a few scoops into Seb's dish and called the dog over.
"Well, it can be healthy enough if you eat whole grain bread with jam or honey on it. Just don't use butter." Sebastian eyed the butter he had gotten out and began to rethink his decision to use it. Now didn't seem like the time for him to become a hypocrite. The toaster dinged and the toast popped from the top. With hurried steps, Sebastian claimed the slices before Ciel could make it back.
Sebastian laughed and placed an even amount of pieces on each plate. "Do you want jam?" He asked, eyeing the toast that was indeed wheat at the very least. It seemed very predictable, knowing Rachel.
Ciel nodded. "Sure. What would you like to drink?" He questioned as he got two cups from a cupboard. He crossed back to the fridge and waited for Sebastian's answer.
What to drink, Sebastian thought. "I suppose coffee or tea is out of the question." He thought back to what he had seen in the refrigerator. "Some orange juice?" Sebastian had never been one for juices, but he supposed it was better than nothing. Perhaps he would even make a good example for Ciel.
"Okay." Ciel got the juice out. He stuck part of his finger inside the rim of one of the cups and filled it with the liquid, taking care to stop when he could feel the juice at his fingertip. "You can pour your own, unless you don't mind my finger being in your juice," he said as he placed the carton back on the counter.
A smiled curled Sebastian's lips. "Considering I've had your tongue in my mouth, I doubt your finger in my drink would bother me much." He loved teasing Ciel. The boy looked far too tempting with a blush on his cheeks.
Ciel ducked his head in an attempt to hide his red cheeks. "Well, I guess so..." He offered Sebastian a shy smile. He had yet to get used to the teasing, since no one had ever done that to him, especially after the Incident. Everyone was too afraid of causing a panic attack.
But Sebastian, although he did tease Ciel, seemed to understand that there were some things to joke about and other things to stay away from. Ciel appreciated that Sebastian was concerned for him, but it didn't deter him from acting normally. Sebastian treated Ciel like a person, whereas his family and few friends treated him like a fragile porcelain doll. A warm feeling spread throughout his body, and he couldn't help but grin widely. That was one reason that he liked the doctor so much.
He poured a drink for Sebastian and handed it to him. "We can sit at the table in here or take it up to my room, since Mom isn't home to stop us."
"Let's eat down here." The sooner they ventured up stairs, the sooner Sebastian would have to perform the treatment. If they stayed down here, then Sebastian didn't have to think about it nor did he have to bring it up just yet to Ciel. He hated how the light in Ciel's eyes seemed to die just a little during and after each injection. Very soon it would all be over, and they would be reaping the benefits of it.
Sebastian moved over to the table and seated himself, pulling out a chair for Ciel. He sipped at his orange juice before opening the jar of jam and spreading the sweetness across his toast. Blueberry had always been a flavor he had been partial too. One of the few sweet things he enjoyed.
Ciel began to eat his jam-covered toast, growling slightly as the sticky substance coated his fingers. He licked the digits clean and picked up his other slice. "I'm glad that you came this weekend."
"I'm glad to be here." Such a visit had never been expected, and Sebastian wasn't known to be one to make house calls. This was an opportunity that he could never pass up. The trip had turned out to be more prosperous then he had ever thought possible. "Perhaps you will come visit my house some day?" He suggested, not really believing Ciel would agree to such a thing.
Ciel's head jerked up, a piece of toast hanging from his mouth before he finally managed to swallow it through his shock. "Um... I'm not sure how I would be able to do that... My parents drive me everywhere."
A mischievous look crossed Sebastian's face. "Oh, don't worry about that. I'm sure I can think of something." It wouldn't be too hard to get Ciel over to his house. The treatment could be given anywhere. If it can be given at Ciel's home, then it surely could be given at Sebastian's own home. "Would you like to come over to my place?"
Ciel nodded slowly, a pleased look on his face. It appeared as though Sebastian really did care for him and wanted him still, even after hearing about the Incident. The thought that Sebastian wanted Ciel to come over to his house was proof of that. The blue-eyed boy squirmed in his seat, finding it difficult to sit still now in his excitement. He couldn't wait to see what the next few weeks would hold in store for him.
