Updated~ XD After a month though... T-T I really wanted to update earlier but the situation in my house didn't allow that. Well, this is the 12th chapter and it contains M-rated scene. This is my first time writing something like this... so I hope it doesn't seem too weird. Anyway, please take your time reading this chapter and kindly leave your review if you want to. :)
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WARNING : This chapter contains RAPE. Please don't move on if it bothers you ! (Well, I clearly told this at the summary though.)
"Good Evening, Haru…", Makoto said as he walked towards his bed, eyes keep staring at the person who is sleeping soundlessly on it. "Of course… You can't reply…", he muttered, after he realized that he was waiting for Haruka's response. He lifted up the chair that was resting at the corner of the room then put it beside the bed for him to sit on. He decided to come and pay Haruka a visit since his shift ended early today. Besides, he hasn't seen Haruka since the day Rin called all of them to the hospital. "It had been a week, right ? You look better today.", the brunet talked to the dark-haired male in front of him, observing his serene face. Even in such condition, the male with the name Nanase Haruka still looks as beautiful as he had always been in Makoto's eyes. His eyes then travelled and focused on the dolphin's slightly pale lips that are still hiding behind the oxygen mask. 'No… I shouldn't…', Makoto thought while shaking his head as his desire tried to seduce him into kissing the sleeping beauty in front of him – when it comes to Haruka, his mind seems like losing its rationality.
Makoto moved his gaze from Haruka's face towards his smaller hand. Slowly and hesitantly, he brought both of his hands closer then wrapped them tight around it. Makoto flinched a bit as his skin came in contact with Haruka's hand as it felt slightly cold, different from the hand that he was holding back then. "Haru… I missed you…", Makoto said, his voice threatening to shake. He couldn't help it. Unlike the others, Haruka had stopped being close to Makoto for 2 months already and Makoto knows the reason – Haruka is still wary of him. Even though he still talk with Makoto whenever their usual group is chatting, it still feels so awkward than before. Others might not realize since Haruka had faked it brilliantly but Makoto could feel it. Makoto regretted his acts that day even though he wasn't himself during that time. It was his entire fault that he went overboard, forcing his feelings and desires onto the innocent person who tried to help him that night.
It was another lonely nights without Rin by his side since he won't be back for 2 more days. Rin was assigned for a field work again since his performance in the previous field works was astounding. As always, Haruka will search for anything he can do to kill his time. Since he was painting the night before, he decided to just watch the television that night and he was lucky that the documentary show was talking about water creatures. He watched the show intently, eyes sparkling whenever some amazing creatures were shown at a closer range but what interests him the most wasn't the creatures; it's the water. "Hmm… When was the last time we swam together ?", Haruka muttered, staring at the shark-shaped plushie that he was hugging all the time while watching the television. It is one of the gifts Haruka receive from Rin on his birthday and if he recalls it right, it was a gift for his 20th birthday. He shifted it a bit, so that the face of the shark is facing him then talked again. "I asked you when was it…"
He kept silent for a few moments, stupidly waiting for an answer from the figure he was holding and of course, there was no answer, not even a sound at all. After all, he was talking to something that is not even alive. Haruka sighed at his own stupidity, bringing the plushie closer to him, hugging it tight with his face buried in it. "I missed you, idiot…", he muttered. After some times, he eventually lied on the couch, helplessly thinking about the crimson-haired man. When he thought about it, it had been a month since Rin had touched him sexually and he found himself expecting for those touches whenever Rin is back from work. He knew that he could always ask for Rin's affection but he couldn't bring himself to do it. Even after reading all those mails called 'advices' sent by Nagisa, he decided that he couldn't do any of it – they're too out of character of him. Seducing is not his best forte. 'I guess I'm just as stupid as him… I should have told him… if really want to…', Haruka thought before drifting to sleep.
"I'm home !", Rin shouted from the front door but he didn't get his usual greeting. The house was so quiet even though there is a person staying in it. Rin advanced his move from the hallway to the living room and found his favorite prey sleeping soundlessly on the couch with the television still turned on with a low volume, talking endlessly to the fast asleep dolphin. Rin turned it off then walked as quiet as he could so that the sleeping beauty wouldn't wake up. 'I got you, my prey~', Rin thought in excitement as he carefully positioned himself, trapping the smaller guy underneath him. 'You're so cute…', he thought again, smiling as he observed the facial feature of his lover. Slowly, he slipped one of his hands underneath Haruka's shirt, reaching for his nipple then rolled it between his fingers. "Hey… Wake up…", he whispered to Haruka's ears but he didn't seems to be awake by that. He only slightly moaned and shuddered to Rin's touches, his eyelids didn't show any signs to open.
"He must be too tired today…", Rin muttered then started to lick at his nipple, teasing it a bit then sucking it, resulting Haruka to immediately wake up at the sensation. "Oh ! You're awake !", Rin said while grinning naughtily at the shocked and sleepy guy underneath him. "You should have just wake me up normally…", Haruka muttered with a hard blush on his face. Rin chuckled at his lover's reaction then kissed his cheek. "Sorry~ I just couldn't help it. You were too cute and defenseless…", Rin said then started to kiss Haruka hungrily, grinding their groins together. After some times, Rin's right hand slowly reaching to the waistband of Haruka's sweatpants, sliding the piece of cloth off his waist swiftly. Rin began to stroke Haruka's semi-hard member, earning a moan of pleasure from the smaller male. Haruka desperately pulled Rin's head closer, continuing their tongue battle even though they already knew who will be the winner. Rin's strokes starting to get faster, and Haruka helplessly keep thrusting his hips with each stroke.
"Rin… please…", Haruka pleaded then breathe deeply for some air. "I want it… now…"
"Oh my… Aren't you so desperate… today ?", Rin asked with a smug face.
"Your fault…", Haruka replied shortly.
"Haha… My bad… Then… shall we ?", Rin said, stepping down from the couch then lifted the smaller male off the couch, bringing him bridal style to their bedroom. Haruka didn't resist or even complained about it – this Rin doesn't come often so he better appreciates and enjoys it.
Just when they're almost reaching the bed, the sound of the doorbell started to ring endlessly. The scene suddenly started to lighten up then he found out that he is still lying on the couch, hugging his shark plushie. 'A dream…', he thought, staring at the ceiling in disappointment – the dream felt so real to him. Haruka stood up then sighed as he took a look at the tent forming in his sweatpants. 'Stupid dream…', he cursed in his mind while lazily walking to the intercom to entertain the person who has been ringing his doorbell endlessly and disturbed his sweet dream. He felt lucky that he doesn't live in a house very close to each other like an apartment or condominium or else, the neighbor would get angry.
"Who is it ?", he asked.
"I-It's me… Ma… Mako… to…", the person said. From the sound of it, the person is heavily drunk.
"Wait up."
After a moment, Haruka opened up the door, finding his childhood friend slumped against the wall of the house. Carefully, he helped the larger man to stand up then walked into the house. As they reached the living room, he let Makoto to lie down on the couch then walked to the kitchen to get a glass of water for him.
"Makoto… Here, drink up…", Haruka said while helping the brunet to drink the water. "Why are you drunk ?"
"There… was a birthday party… nearby…", Makoto said.
"Whatever it is, you shouldn't get drunk then walk by yourself next time. You get too drunk so easily. It's dangerous.", Haruka said in concern.
"Haru-chan… is too nice…", Makoto said, staring at the guy who is sitting beside him, moving closer to the dolphin then wrapped his arms tight around him while resting his head on his right shoulder. "W-what's wrong, Makoto ?", Haruka asked, puzzled with the brunet's sudden action. Makoto shook his head instead of answering the question. "You're still too drunk. Better go to sleep.", Haruka suggested but the larger male didn't move even a bit. The dolphin sighed at the orca's weird behavior then tried to slip away from the hug but he couldn't.
"O-oi ! Makoto !", Haruka shouted as he felt the brunet's hand on his shaft while struggling to get away. "Makoto ! Stop it !"
Makoto didn't listen to what Haruka said, starting to change their position so that he could have the fullest access to the dolphin's body. In the slight change of movement, Haruka managed to slip away but Makoto was quick to pull him back, resulting Haruka to fall onto the couch. Makoto then pinned him down, positioning himself between his thighs so that he couldn't kick him easily in the process while his hands put on a strong force on the dolphin's wrists so that he couldn't move them as he likes.
"Makoto !", Haruka shouted again, trying to gain the orca's consciousness but failed – Makoto silenced him with a kiss.
Haruka tried to not let Makoto gain the access into his mouth but the effort was a waste since he finally gave up when Makoto bit his lips hard. Makoto started to kiss him deeply, exploring the cavern he hasn't tried before while in the same time, his other hand was unbuckling his own belt. Haruka panicked as he heard the sound of the belt, struggling harder to get away but still, Makoto is stronger than he is. As Makoto finished removing his belt from his pants, he harshly rolled Haruka so that he's lying on his stomach, then brought his hands to his back before tying them together with the belt.
"Makoto ! What are you doing ?!"
Finished tying his hands, he moved Haruka back to his original position then stared at him, admiring his beautiful features. Haruka was looking afraid but Makoto didn't know why, he didn't feel like stopping what he just did – his lust is overpowering him. Makoto moved closer to Haruka's face then licked his neck, slowly moving down to his collarbone. "Stop…", Haruka said, his voice starting to get shaky as his fear started to overwhelm. He didn't like this. He hated what is currently happening to him. He didn't expect this person to do such things to him and the thing he hated the most is how weak he is that he couldn't do anything to protect himself.
Makoto found himself to be lucky since the raven-haired male is wearing a buttoned shirt by that time being. Easily, he unbuttoned his shirt, revealing the body of the person that he had always dreamed to touch that close. It was always out of his reach even though he had gotten used to seeing Haruka's naked upper half during their club activities and tournaments back then when they were in high school. Now that it is already spread in front of him, he didn't want to waste his chance. He started to devour him, licking and sometimes biting the small buds on his chest consecutively, earning some muffled moans from the owner of the body.
He moved slowly to Haruka's lower body part, trailing his tongue down from his chest, to his navel, then stopped at the waistband of his boxer. "Makoto ! Cut it off !", the black-haired swimmer screamed. He tried his best to kick Makoto away, moving his legs as much and harsh as he could but the effort was again, futile. The bigger male wouldn't budge even a little. "Hush… Don't be so violent, Haru-chan…", Makoto said, as if assuring the frightened Haruka with a creepy grin on his face. "Makoto ! Snap out of it !", Haruka demanded but Makoto continued to slip off his boxer, revealing his semi-hard cock. "Haru-chan is hard…", Makoto grinned then started to lick the sensitive tip of his cock. He hated the situation and wanted to run away from it but the only thing he could do was letting Makoto torture him with every gesture made by Makoto's mouth and tongue on his private part.
"M-Makoto... Stop..."
"What are you saying, Haru-chan...? Could you say it louder ?"
"I... I said sto-"
Makoto kissed him before he could finish his words, his hand kept massaging Haruka's groin, gradually adding speed. 'You're not... this... weak...', Haruka tried his best to gather his remaining mental strength, pushing the weight that is leaning on his body using all his strength but without his hands supporting him, Makoto could easily push him back. Finally, the brunet broke up the kiss, both of them panting for some air. The torture stopped for a while but Haruka could hear the sound coming from the zipper of Makoto's jean.
"Makoto ! Please, stop !", Haruka shouted in panic as he saw Makoto already letting out his big hard cock out of his boxer. Makoto ignored his voice, positioning it right in front of the entrance of Haruka's hole.
"No ! Makoto... please... I don't want this… I can't do this to Rin !", Haruka begged, his tears starting to flow down his cheek.
"Shh... Don't cry, Haru... You don't have to think about him. He's cheating on you, doesn't he ? Just imagine how many men he had slept with behind your back. He's in no place to get upset just because you had sex with another guy.", Makoto said gently, wiping away the dolphin's tears.
Haruka knew that Rin is cheating on him, that Rin had slept with lots of different males for his part time job before but that doesn't mean that he should do the same to Rin. Rin wasn't wrong. He just did that dirty work for his family's sake-they needed the money fast by that time. With his mother needing for an immediate treatment and his sister needing money for her college study, Rin just needed something with a high pay and fast. He was so desperate and Haruka couldn't blame him for what he did. He just disappointed that Rin didn't tell him about it, that Rin didn't try to figure a better way to solve his problem together with him and the most disappointing thing is Rin didn't ask for his help.
"Even so… I can't… do the same to Rin… I am Rin's…"
Makoto turned silent upon hearing those words; his heart is aching like crazy. Of all people, why did Haruka choose to be with a jerk who doesn't know how to appreciate his kindness, can shamelessly having sex with someone else when he has someone so loyal to him waiting at home and can lie to him when he has someone so faithful right beside him? He didn't get it at all. Since the first time Haruka had introduced Rin to him, Makoto had this feeling saying that Haruka won't be happy living with him. Maybe it was just his jealousy but what happened after Haruka started to be in an official relationship with Rin was exactly as he thought.
"Makoto… please… You're not someone like this…"
"No… this is exactly who I am…", Makoto replied in a low voice.
"W-What ?", Haruka asked, trying to make sure what exactly did the brunet just said even though he clearly heard it – he just couldn't believe what Makoto had said. 'I have to do something !', Haruka thought, looking at his surroundings and found an open space for him to slip away while Makoto is still lowering his guard. He lifted one of his legs high and fast then hit the brunet as hard as he could, causing him to fall down from the couch. Haruka took his chance to run away but his effort to get up with his hands tied up on his back took most of the time he's using to run away. His adrenaline rush had slow down his plan as it made his limbs felt shaky and weak. Makoto managed to pull one of his legs before he started to walk away any further, resulting the raven-haired male to fall down hard on the cold floor.
"Where are you going, Haru-chan ?", Makoto said, pulling the light swimmer towards him, not caring about the pain that Haruka felt when his sticky bare skin trailed forcefully against the floor.
"M-Makoto ! Please ! Let me go !", Haruka shouted, crying while trying to kick the hands that are holding his legs.
Makoto ignored the kicks. After all, those kicks are getting weaker by time that it felt like a kid's kicks to him. As Haruka's body came close to his body, he immediately hold Haruka's hips firm then took his position, ready to fuck the smaller male who is panting of exhaustion on the floor.
"Ah ! M-Makoto ! Stop !", Haruka shouted as Makoto's big dick started to force itself to get inside his anus. It hurt so much since it was bigger than what he usually took and Makoto didn't even care to prepare him before penetrating it inside. Makoto made another sharp thrust and this time, all of his length has made all its way inside Haruka. Haruka took a sharp breath at the pain he felt. He couldn't take it; tears starting to stream endlessly from his tear glands.
"Haru-chan's... so tight...", Makoto said in satisfaction, moving in and out of Haruka in a fast pace, his eyes are glazed with lust. No matter how many times Haruka had screamed in pain, Makoto didn't seem to care. He called his name, pleading him to stop but his actions were useless.
"M-Makoto... Ha... H-hurts...", Haruka tried to talk even though he's getting weaker. He couldn't hold on any longer. He could feel the blood starting to leak out of him. "Please... Stop..."
The person on top of him right now had turned from a gentle human to a beast. He couldn't do anything to stop the hungry beast from devouring his body. His sight had become blurry as the time pass. The only thing he had remembered before passing out was his mind saying, 'Rin... I'm sorry...' .
Makoto woke up the next morning with a strong headache and pain on some parts of his body. He couldn't really register what happened last night. The only thing he remembered was he went to a birthday party and got drunk then kind of dreaming about going to Haruka's house. He opened his heavy eyes, observing his surroundings and found out that he's really in his best friend's house, naked. He stood up from the floor, wobbling as he still feel groggy then stopped as he stumbled upon an object on the floor. His eyes widened as he saw that it was actually Haruka, lying in a fetal position with his hands tied using a belt – his body was full of bruises. He could see some blood trails on the floor and he could hear some soft sobs coming from the body.
'What happened ?', Makoto thought, trying to recall his memories. As they finally came across his mind, they hit him like the bullets – he had sex with Haruka against his will last night. He immediately released Haruka's hands from the tight belt that was wrapping them. "H-Haru… A-Are you okay ?", he asked, but Haruka didn't give him any reply. He just sits up then hugged his knees, burying his face in them. Makoto then decided to rub his back, trying to sooth the crying male.
"Don't touch me !", he yelled, staring at Makoto with his red puffy eyes. His eyes is full of feelings; anger, disappointment and guilt.
"H-Haru, I-"
"Just get your fucking ass out of my house ! Now !", Haruka yelled again, even louder than before.
Makoto gripped Haruka's hand stronger as he remembered what he had done to him before. He didn't blame Haruka for what he said or did to him after the incident and he's thankful enough that Haruka didn't tell the police about that. He wouldn't know how to face his family if he was caught with rape charged on him. Makoto felt so stupid that he let his lust and his anger to take control of him and break his own best friend. "Haru… Please wake up… Let me apologize properly…", Makoto muttered, then kissed Haruka's hand. He wished that Haruka would wake up soon but still, from his selfish side of his heart, he's wishing that Haruka would forget all about Rin so that he could start his life anew without that crimson-haired guy. Up until now, Makoto still hasn't approved Rin as Haruka's husband.
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