(Karter's pov)

earlier I was so sick I couldn't even walk without tripping,Seth had to carry me to the door of the bathroom and wait outside until I'm done so he can carry me back.I'm a little better now I can sit-up, Seth's making me eat some soup his mom made.

speaking of Sue she's still mourning,were having the funeral tomorrow at reason why were having it so late ,three weeks late in fact is because we had to be able to afford a coffin for Dad. It was 2000 dollars for a suitable coffin,we had to raise that Harry was dressed in his fathers wedding tradition is when a male dies, he is dressed in his fathers wedding tuxedo.

"Seth, tomorrow at dad's funeral are you gonna speak",I ask.

"yea,I you",he asked.

"yes, I'm also gonna sing a song for one he always sang me,when I was sad",I said.

"Sunshine",he asked.

"Yea that one he sang it to all of us, I wish he was still I grew up and got married,I wanted him to walk me down the isle ",I said tears coming into my eyes.

Seth got up and came over to me.

"Karter Dad wouldn't want you to cry,he'd want you to celebrate his life and what he did during his 'd want you to...live you life with him",he said.

"but he's not with me",I cried.

"yes he is...in your will always be with you",he said pointing at my heart.

at that moment Sam walked in the house.

"Kar how ya feeling",he asked.

"I'm better,my stomach still hurts though",I said.

"well you should be better by tomorrow.i hope you are your not going to school tomorrow none of the guys are",he said.

I nodded and he finally dropped after my brothers came home along with Leah who just started hanging out with sat on the couch and I went and sat next to him,he sighed and pulled me onto his lap.i laid my head on his shoulder and he held me in his arms.

until little Claire got here,he sat me aside as Claire ran to him.i moved over to Embry who held me like Quill did. he was warm ,like really warm which felt good on my freezing cold skin.

"how ya feeling sis ",asks Embry.

"better",I said.

"better enough to maybe want to get some ice cream", he asks.

"definitely".

he looked at Sam who nodded and he grabbed my hand and I grabbed my coat,and slid on my borrowed Jakes rabbit and he drove me to Ice Cafe,which is THE best ice cream place.

we get in and were holding hands BROTHERLY of got up to the window and he ordered five scoops of cookie chunk In a bowl,and I got two scoops of peanut butter cups ice cream in a sat in a booth closer to the back,we started eating our I was eating it ,but Embry was inhaling it.

"so when do you get to do football again",he asks.

"in 6 long excruciatingly painful days",I groaned.

"well I'm coming to the next game you play in whether you like it or not",he said.i giggled and a slight blush came to my cheeks.

"there's the a Karter I love".

we finished our ice-cream and got In the rabbit to drive got there and I decided to go to bed early.i took a shower and changed into yoga pants and a white LaPush high T-shirt ,tomorrow was the funeral and I have everything ready.i just hope I don't break down in front of everyone.


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