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I woke to see the sun shining brightly, I must have fallen asleep on the sofa because I was lying underneath a blanket... I don't know why Sonic didn't just wake me up or carry me up to bed because I wouldn't have been pissed off and he could have easily carried me...
I loudly yawned for a few seconds and walked upstairs, I could see he was fast asleep in bed...
I climbed in next to him because it looked sunny but in reality the air was tepid and cold...
It was nice and warm underneath the thicker blanket though; which was great and everything...
I couldn't help but close my eyes and relax deeply, the warmth and security enveloping me...
The sun had dissapeared by this point; the sky turning grey and a thick fog encasing the landscape...
I looked out of the window briefly before again shutting my eyes and resting my head on the pillow...
I liked moments like these; when it was just me and him, really there was nothing better in my personal opinion...
All I could hear was the wind outside and his snoring; and I shall be quite honest I felt content...
I felt safe, secure and happy at that moment in time; I honestly did I felt good, I felt alright...
I loved nothing more than when me and Sonic shared these special moments together; it was beautiful...
Sonic was a very heavy sleeper which was good because I didn't wanna wake him up prematurely...
I was the complete opposite; if someone so much as breathed it would wake me up which was annoying...
But I guess everyone is different so it wastes my time pondering over such things...
I was just glad we were together at this point in time; I felt great happiness with said fact actually...
I suppose he was way too wiped out last night so he left me to sleep on the couch and stuff...
I didn't mind at all because I was here with him now, and to me that was all that really mattered in the long run...
I could listen to his deep breathing for an eternity; I could never get bored with his presence...
The temperature decided to fall a couple more degrees, flashes of my time in the wood crossed my mind...
I didn't wanna think about that however, stuff like that depressed me and made me feel upset...
In less than 48 hours it would be my 15th birthday, I guess some of my antipathy towards that day had worn off...
It's something you just gotta accept I guess; I might be a genius but I aint discovered the secret to eternal life...
I suddenly got out of the bed and walked over to the full length mirror that was adjacent to the bed...
My body is seriously weird; I don't know how to describe it clearly or in much detail...
I guess I had similar hips to a girl, they were quite large and round and disproportionate to the rest of me...
My waist was as small as it usually was, my legs were okay I guess I mean I can walk and stuff...
I looked at my face for a while, nothing had really changed from my memory of how I looked...
I wasn't vain or anything I just felt compelled to check out how I looked, a subconscious urge if you will...
"You're gonna fall into that mirror one of these days..." Sonic grumbled almost scaring me out of my skin...
"Morning Sonic! Y-you scared me... Are you okay?" I asked catching my breath, I smiled as I turned to look at him...
"I'm good Tails, I'm good... It was great waking up to see you stood with your ass stuck out like that..." Sonic flirted giggling as he finished his sentence...
I haven't actually seen my ass because let's face it I can't turn my head at a 360 degree angle... But if he says it's good I guess I gotta take his word for it, I don't understand the huge obsession with booty to be honest.
"Hey! I can't help I have a thick lower body bro..." I laughed, putting on a fake sad face for his amusement...
"Tails believe me thick is not the god damn word... Damn it's out of this world.." Sonic answered quietly, rubbing his eyes...
I loved it when he talked to me like that; I can remember when I was either nine or ten years old and I would stay up all night chugging it with my thoughts of how he'd talk to me and what he'd do...
"Ohhh so you're saying i'm fat huh? Like Dr Eggman?" I joked, laughing immaturely...
"Nah you aint fat... Damn you just got nice curves Tailsy... And a hot thigh gap..." Sonic replied, sitting upright...
I actually did have a gap in my thigh, i was looking at it in the mirror not half a minute ago...
It upset me though how some people have eating disorders and stuff, I was really not concerned if I was fat, thin or average...
Can't lie though I do love the fact God gave me a body like a Russian pornstar... Kinda makes up for the shitty start I had in life...
"You're obviously smoking weed or something... I look terrible, I got dark circles today..." I whispered in reply...
"Hahaha... Shit i'll leave you look at yourself a while, i'm gonna go make some damn breakfast..." He giggled...
"Hey Tails when you're done come downstairs and stuff, so I can look at you..." Sonic continued, getting up slowly...
I turned around and watched as he walked slowly out of the room, his footsteps on the carpet muffled...
I heard him walk down the stairs, and underneath me I could hear him walking into the kitchen...
I took one last glimpse at the person in the mirror staring back at me, yeah I do have a strange shape alright...
Is strange the word? I don't really know if it was the word I was looking for right then to be honest...
I looked at my behind in the mirror, is it too large? No Amy's ass is like two pigs fighting under a blanket...
It's obviously fake I mean Amy is 72lbs on a good day, she doesn't have an eating disorder she just takes a shitload of laxatives to stay thin...
The last time I weighed myself I was 97lbs, I eat very well i just guess the portions are very small...
I get ill if I eat too much, my body definitely evolved and adjusted to my early situation in life...
I think the only time in my life I ever pigged out was when me and Sonic were on vacation a few years back...
I slowly walked out of the room, I almost walked into the door because my head was kinda fuzzy and tired still...
I walked down the stairs and made my way into the kitchen, Sonic was sat at the table... He was eating a couple chilli dogs with some OJ...
I sat down on the chair opposite him, he pushed the plate towards me and I picked up a few chilli dogs...
We didn't break eye contact as I bit into it, the hot chilli sauce leaving a stain on my jaw...
We just sat like that for quite some time, eyeing each other as we ate the chilli dogs... It was cool I guess.
I guess it had turned into a competition, who could eat it the most erotically and make the most appeasing facial expression...
Sadly though we got so caught up in it that we failed to realise we ate the entire plate of chilli dogs...
I just stared at him for a while, slowly taking care of that stain on my jawline, it had left a red mark but whatever...
Sonic drank his cup of OJ, he didn't break eye contact with me at any point whatsoever...
He sat the cup down loudly, resting his elbows on the table... He sighed for a few seconds...
"Tails we should do something today... We just sit in this damned house; I aint letting that stupid fat asshole bore us to death as well... I wanna take you somewhere, a place that is real special to me... If that's okay?" Sonic suddenly spoke up...
He did have a point, we didn't really go places all that often unless other people did or our constant mission to keep shit under control really made us have to...
I guess it would be nice and the way he put the idea over had definitely intrigued me...
"Okay bro that sounds really good... Let's do that " I smiled...
"So long as I don't fall through the floor like in that creepy Scarlett Johansson movie i'm good baby!" I laughed...
He got up from the table and briskly made his way into the next room; he came back holding the Superdry windbreaker he bought me...
"It's cold as shit pal you'll need this... Besides I buy you cute stuff and you never use it..." Sonic complained, staring out at the dull lifeless atmosphere outside the house...
I quickly zipped it up, the black material clashing with my white gloves and white and red shoes...
A lot of people say my shoes look sort of like the Canadian flag, i'm not Canadian though because I was born not 25 miles from Station Square...
I'm really as American as they come, well I guess so anyway I mean I don't know much about my parents after all...
Sonic put on his huge winter coat, it was cool I definitely liked it a lot, he didn't really care much for what he wore...
I liked it it was totally refreshing, different and cool in my opinion; just another thing I love about him a lot...
Sonic locked all the windows and doors so nobody suddenly just decided to make themselves at home...
The front door had barely shut by the time he was just a dot in the distance, he could have given me a headstart at least..
I quickly picked up my pace; the fatigue dripping away as I glided above the ground swiftly...
Pretty soon I was right beside him once again, he suddenly offered out his hand, slowing down slightly...
"Hop on kid... you look pretty exhausted! Come on Tails my treat pal..." Sonic offered...
"I'M TOO BIG TO SIT ON YOUR SHOULDERS..." I laughed, breathing shallowly as I tried to keep the motions going...
If I get too distracted I can totally lose velocity, i'm sure birds can think and fly which saddens me...
"Okay... well I offered!" Sonic yelled over the vast shockwave his intense speed had caused...
The landscape just kept changing, i suppose it was difficult to notice when like us you just speed past it...
We crossed what seemed like endless plateaus of empty fields and industrial complexes...
The land changed quickly indeed, the scenery a never-ending blur of obscurity that I wasn't really paying due attention to...
Suddenly I noticed that he was slowing down so I also did that, I let myself down gently onto the ground and walked the last few yards to his side...
Sonic suddenly stood still at a fork in a dirt road, I hadn't noticed we were so far from civilization...
It was easy to get caught up in the journey and just totally lose focus of everything else that was going on...
"I can't remember which way it is... I'm sure it's that way!" Sonic pointed at the right turning, rubbing his head...
"What are you taking me to see, Sonic?" I asked suddenly, holding my sides as I regained my breath...
He didn't answer me he was obviously way too busy trying to remember this elusive thing we were gonna go see...
He walked slowly down the right turning; I had to jog slightly because I was too busy looking at all the trees...
I'd always had an affinity for trees, they were the only friend I ever had; there's just something about their grandiosity and their beauty...
It was unsual for him to be moving at such a slow pace but I just followed regardlessly... The wood was getting a lot more thick and dark, disused scrubland and brush spilling over into the dirt road...
The fog seemed to seep out of the trees, the only part of the wood which was visible was the dirt road we were walking on...
We weren't walking all that fast, the silence had made the time seem to flow much less smoothly...
Soon we were off the dirt road and walking straight through the heart of the forest... It was strangely familiar...
I knew the woods in a deep and personal sort of way, not just because I had lived there but because they held secrets...
I aint talking about the whackos who walk around raping and murdering people, I mean like a deep sort of energy in the nature of it all...
I took a while to take in the entire scene that was stretched out before my eyes, it was peaceful I thought...
Within a few seconds the wood changed, we were walking through a part with a lot of dead trees...
It seemed like it had been set on fire or something, all the other trees looked healthy and full of life...
Sonic suddenly stood still causing me to almost fall over as I steadied myself... I couldn't see anything...
"Well we're here... This is it; man isn't it spectacular?" Sonic suddenly asked... I didn't know how to reply because I didn't know what he was talking about at all... It had confused me...
"What am I meant to be looking at?" I found myself asking him, turning to face him as I finished my sentence...
"You see that tree there? Turn your head slightly to the side and tell me what you see..." Sonic replied...
I did as he commanded, i even walked slightly closer to it to try and see what he was talking about...
"T-this... This is my tree... Where. Where we met..." I silently breathed, as the realisation hit me...
"Yeah... Yeah it is, I thought i'd bring you here... What you think I forgot about this place?" Sonic replied...
"Why... Why... W-why would you say this place is special to you? It isn't special to me... Wait i'm sorry..." I blurted out..
"It's okay Tails... It's okay... I knew you'd probably react like this so I'm just gonna skip straight to it..." Sonic mumbled..
Skip straight to what? You can go to hell if you think i'm getting freaky here Sonic... Damn that's brash...
Sonic overturned a couple of rocks for quite some time, I don't know what he was doing... Suddenly he stood back up, he was holding something in his closed fist... I don't know what it was...
He opened his hand to reveal a small clear stone with grey lines running through it... It was pretty...
"T... Shit where do I start I suck at this shit... Umm this is for you, a symbol I guess of how I feel... Before you ask I left it here so I could bring you here and stuff... Aww man this is awkward..." Sonic mumbled...
"I uhhh... I care about you a lot and I wanted you to have this, before you ask where I got it I found it not too far from here, there's like a disused mine shaft and stuff... Man i'm ranting..." Sonic continued...
I didn't know how to respond, I can't believe he'd go to all of that trouble for me.. I was still confused why he'd bring me to a place where I felt such deep pain for such a long time...
"It reminded me of your eyes... So I thought you'd like it a lot... So that's why I did it..." Sonic said quietly...
"Ohhh... I-i I like it a lot... I really do thank you... Can we go now though? I don't like it here..." I replied...
"I don't really wanna go back to the house yet, how about we just explore? This place is pretty big I don't know how you stuck to just one spot..." Sonic answered...
"Can we explore a different place? I don't wanna go back to the house either baby I just don't like this place..." I replied..
Sonic just stood still for a while taking in the vast endless rows of trees as he did... He took a deep breath...
"That's totally fine, hey put that in your pocket so you don't drop it..." Sonic said quietly, smiling at me...
Our brief repose however was interupted as we could hear the sound of thunder... Shit, anything but that...
"I HATE LIGHTNING!" I shouted loudly, leaning up against the dead tree next to me... I sank to the ground, my vision completely stuck to the dead ominous oak in front of me...
Sonic sat down next to me, he didn't seem to care about the harsh wet ground and all of the mud...
I rested my head on his shoulder as he put his arm around me, we sat there in the midst; the rain falling on us almost torrentially...
It was surreal and quite strange but I felt like our bond strengthened more as we sat there underneath the blanket of precipitation...
Sonic didn't say nothing, I dont think either of us were cold even if the ground beneath us was almost like a puddle..
He picked me up off the ground and looked into my eyes, the rain had soaked his face and his eyelashes were illuminated by the light...
He walked slowly, still carrying me; the rain had gotten far more intense by this point... Cracks of thunder boomed in the distance...
I don't know what it is but thunder and lightning just reduces me to an absoloute mess... I feel like I lose all cognitive reasoning and control when it happens; just the intense fear remains...
As soon as we were back on the dirt road again Sonic picked up his pace, I held on tightly as he raced against the roaring wind and the rain, he was going so fast most of the droplets didn't even hit us...
We were speeding down the lane that we had earlier transpired, he took a different route though...
Soon we were much higher up in the hills overlooking the town and surrounding county... He put me down on the ground suddenly and walked slowly into a bus shelter...
There were no buses around here and it looked like it had been built sometime in the early to late 1940s...
I followed him and sat down, it was nice to be out of the rain and harsh weather... It was great in fact...
I took some time to look at the small stone he had gave to me, I don't know if it was a diamond or not...
It looked kinda like a quartz but it shined in the light so it obviously wasn't that... I don't know what it was...
All I knew was I liked it a lot, and I suppose it was good that I got to see that damned place and put it to rest...
"Tails look if I upset you i'm sorry... I just thought you know the whole grand gesture approach uhh.." Sonic started...
"Look it's fine... I like this a lot, it means a lot to me... I love you..." I answered... I looked at my shoes...
"Yeah I love you too... Damn this place is pretty cool, shame the city council won't come fix this up..." Sonic replied...
"I suppose it isn't really their job I guess... Besides I don't think anyone's been here in a while..." I slowly said...
He didn't answer my statement he just leaned his feet up against the adjacent wall... He stared at the floor for a while...
We sat there in silence in the disused bus shelter, nothing but the rain provided any sort of background noise...
Time just stood still in moments such at this one I guess, things just spilled over elsewhere I suppose...
I guess it was kinda like a void if I had to describe it to you.. I mean just a void in terms of a metaphor, like a feeling I guess...
Maybe it's just in my nature to pick up all on these details and try and explain them in a way that feels real and true?
I don't know I guess I should be glad i'm so plugged in and alert all the time... It's handy and stuff...
Sonic just seemed to relax more as the time went by, he could sit very quietly sometimes...
I didn't wanna ruin the silence or make the moment awkward so I just sat there too...
It was an opportunity for me to think over the events of the day, the events of past and future...
I suppose I really did think too much, I suppose that was my only fault if there was one...
I guess I just liked to think stuff over and analyse everything, nobody told me that was a bad thing...
It had started to get quite darker outside, I had no idea how long we'd been sitting there for...
The sun was obviously going down and it seemed to just be raining much harder than it had earlier...
"Damn, we'd better get outta here; I don't feel like walking around at night..." Sonic suddenly spoke up...
I yawned, then I stretched and followed him out into the torrential downpour... He picked me up once again and started speeding away, I looked back as the shelter became just a dot in a sea of illusions cast by his velocity...
The mountain roads went by quite quickly, there was no traffic whatsoever around these parts...
One would think it would be perfectly suitable for outlaws but there was none of them around here either from what I could tell...
The day had gone by so quickly, it's a shame it got rained out and stuff... We don't often get to just hang out and do cool stuff and I enjoy those moments...
Pretty soon we could see the outskirts of Station Square, as our house was in the Mystic Ruins though we still had quite a way to go... We still had quite a bit of a sojourn that was a given...
I don't think about it to be honest, it's a journey like all the rest of them and I just keep with the flow...
"You hungry?" Sonic asked, as the surroundings around us whirred by crazily...
"Yeah i'm kinda hungry..." I replied slowly... I hadn't really noticed up until this point...
Sonic started to go a lot faster, i was holding on tightly so that I didn't fall or anything...
Everything just went by very quickly, it was better not to look at it I guess... Just enjoy the ride and everything...
We stopped for a while by the disused train tracks, it really was a great shortcut and it saved traffic jams and the like...
"So what you planning on eating Tails? Anything nice you'd like me to cook for you?" Sonic asked smiling...
"Ummmm I-i don't know... I ain't really thought about it... I could use a shower i'm really soaked..." I replied...
He just got up and sped off ahead, i took a while to watch before I followed him as fast as I could...
Numerous trees and garbage littered this track, it had really gone to shit that was for certain...
I had to dodge out of the way of various littered debris, which slowed me down quite a lot actually...
I took it all in my stride though; I didn't wanna be left behind cause that could easily happen...
Sonic likes to focus on running fast so he won't stop unless he needs to... I didn't really mind though because I was really in my element; i loved nothing more than being by his side on the open road...
I couldn't describe how great it felt to be his sidekick, for us to be one against the world and our enemies...
I would follow him to the end of the world and right back again; and I would do it gladly...
Nothing made me feel better than the two of us working together to defeat some common obstacle...
The air was heavy with fog, the condensation thickening as we sped our way down the disused train line...
It was surely gonna start thundering at any minute, I just hoped we were inside by the time that happened...
Sonic sped up so naturally I had to as well; I didn't wanna be stuck out here in the rain all by myself...
My mind was clear as all I could focus on was the tiny blue dot in the distance...
Eventually I managed to catch up to him; much to his chagrin as he didn't like his speed being questioned or put into disarray...
He just smiled at me, kicked his feet into the ground and sped forth at the speed of light...
Damnit I was hoping I could half-ass it because I feel like my lungs are gonna explode violently...
Still I pushed on, my eyes unblinking as they focused on the tiny blue dot on the horizon...
I stopped suddenly as I saw Sonic sitting down on the line; it wasn't dangerous because no trains went through here...
"Sorry bro I just had to sit down a minute... This fog sure don't help..." Sonic wheezed...
He took a deep breath and cleared his chest loudly, good job we're on our own I guess...
"Take as long as you want dude... I need to sit down too!" I replied as I sat down next to him...
We just sat there like that for a while, the rain beating down harshly; mixing with the fog to create a dark murky sky...
Sullen clouds are gathering fast over the black fringe of the forest. The palm trees in a row by the lake are smiting their heads against the dismal sky; the crows with their dragged wings are silent on the tamarind branches, and the eastern bank of the river is haunted by a deepening gloom.
I just watched the scene unfolding in front of me, my speech lost as I watched the glory of nature in action...
We were pretty much soaked to the skin by this point but we didn't care all that much...
"Shall we make our way back home then Tails?" Sonic suddenly asked, breaking the silence...
"Y-yeah... Yeah... Yeah let's go home now..." I answered, smiling at him...
He held out his hand; I knew from instinct what this meant, I swear to god if I get hit by lightning...
I took his hand and lifted us above the ground, the sky seemed a lot less dark and forbidding up here...
The familiar sight of fields, houses and towers were soon small dots in an ocean of dark green squares...
I loved flying usually but I couldn't help but feel slightly alarmed, the lightning could kill us both up here...
Not to mention the fact it was so foggy I found it difficult to see where I was going, I can't say our landing would be perfect...
The mist parted slightly and I could see the beginning of our block, I slowly reduced our altitude...
I took great care doing this because if the updraft of the wind caught me it could easily mess things up...
I set us down outside the old burned out library, yeah some local thugs burned it down about 5 years ago...
These were the type of people who even Eggman had a slight fear of, so it just shows what type of people stalk the streets late at night...
Sonic let go of my hand when we were about 7 foot above the ground, i let myself hit the ground with much more grace...
I took care to land as elegantly as I possibly could; considering how bad the weather was I deserve a medal...
I took a huge deep breath as my feet hit the floor, my lungs crying out from the harsh shallow breathing...
"F-fuuuckkk... Phew..." I moaned as I put my hands on my ribcage, breathing deeply as I did so...
Sonic just grinned widely and chuckled underneath his breath, it obviously amused him quite a lot...
Before I could protest once again he picked me up like a bride and sped off... We crossed numerous blocks in the space of milliseconds, that's how fast he really was...
Within minutes we were at the end of our block and we could see our house on the hill not 500 yards away...
Sonic just took this as incentive to break the sound barrier, I held on as tightly as I could...
Every time I got scared that I'd fall and be sent hurtling down the street at whatever speed we were travelling...
I nuzzled myself close to him, he noticed this and rubbed my forehead with his free hand...
Before I could say the three words I noticed that we were outside the front door...
Always suprises me how quick he can cross the greatest distances, even all these years later...
Sonic put me down and I had to lean against the wall because I was slightly dizzy...
It didn't faze him whatsoever because I usually did this, well not all the time just sometimes...
He opened the door and I quickly run past him and sprinted up the stairs... I let myself into the bathroom and unceremoniously jumped into the shower and let the warm water cleanse me...
The dank rainwater was soon flooding from my skin down the plughole, it was relieving that's for sure...
I turned off the shower head and quickly toweled myself dry, I put my gloves and shoes back on when i finished doing that...
I took a while to wash my face and look at my reflection in the mirror... I scrubbed my face with the soap...
Some would say the water was way too hot but I didn't think so, gotta clean the pores some way right?
I then washed my face with freezing cold water; I swear to god it's way cheaper than botox people...
"TAILS? YOU DONE UP THERE?" Sonic shouted up the stairs loudly, scaring me out of my skin...
"YEAH I'LL BE DONE NOW! I'll be down now Sonic!" I shouted back...
I turned both the faucets off so no water would be wasted; I hate wastefulness I mean it defies logic...
I took one last look in the mirror; yeah I looked ok... That was fortunate...
I slowly made my way downstairs, I could hear Sonic shuffling around in the kitchen...
I walked into the kitchen and happened upon him sitting at the table eating chips with dip...
I had a quick look in the cupboards and settled on some of those chocolate cookies I like...
I sat across from him; my eyes fixed on the vision of perfection that was sat in front of me...
How can I describe how much I loved him? I don't think that's possible; no language could hold such words...
Every time he kissed me, touched me or made love to me i felt like it was the first time...
I felt like it was the first time every single time; maybe that's why I cared for him and loved him so deeply?
I don't know if that's the answer, it probably isn't but it's the easiest one that I can currently think of...
He took a few moments to glance at me inbetween munching down on his chips...
Our eyes met and for a few moments the entire world stood still, it was just us; just us underneath an amaranthine sky of perfection...
All I could see in my peripheral vision was a blur, the blur was nowhere near as perfect as he would ever be...
"T-Tails? You've been staring at me for like five minutes non stop?" Sonic suddenly asked...
"Sorry... I love you... I love you a lot, I really could not help myself..." I silently whispered back...
He just took a while to glance at me before putting a few more chips in his mouth...
The contour of his lips defined as he bit down on the refined potato chunks...
I could only drool and melt inside as I looked at him, his blue spines glistening in the bright artificial LED lights...
I loved him so much it drove me insane sometimes; but I would never falter, I would never give up...
"I care for you deeply too Tails... A lot, hell I love you too little buddy..." Sonic smiled warmly...
"You mean it? You really mean it?" I asked suddenly, breaking the atmosphere in the room...
"Of course I mean it... Miles Tails Prower I love you a lot... Damnit believe me okay?" Sonic replied...
I could only stare at his beautiful face, his jaw muscles shining in the light...
"I do believe you... I just get worried... I love you so much Uncle Sonic..." I quietly stammered...
I ate a few of the cookies as he took some time to absorb what I had just said...
It would have been a perfect moment if I hadn't have said such a stupid thing... Why did I doubt his devotion?
I trusted him with every inch of my being, and I loved him with a force the entire universe could not comprehend...
He was so dazzling and awesome and I adored him with every fibre that my soul could provide...
I felt like we were destined to find each other, we were two souls who connected in such a deep and meaningful way...
Surely God or whatever's up there planned this? I liked to think as much; it made it seem even more grand than it was..
I guess when you're a thinker like I am you have a lot of time to think about stuff like this...
I don't hate my intelligence or my reasoning, I just hate how I worry about stuff all the time...
But I can't change myself even if I wanted to, and if I could I doubt very highly i'd change the very thing that made me myself...
Why would I wanna change something so important? I didn't want to that was why, I just didn't...
"Tails look you don't have to worry okay... I'm always here for you... Forever..." Sonic suddenly spoke up...
"And I'm always here for you... As long as you need me..." I replied silently, smiling as I finished my sentence...
Sonic smiled back as I finished my sentence, he got up and threw the empty bag of chips in the trashcan...
I nibbled on what was left of the cookie I was eating, watching him intently while I did this...
I couldn't help it; I was consumed by him, he was everything I had ever wanted... He was absoloutely magnificent...
I'd never be able to function properly without his love; it was something I couldn't bear to even think about...
We were meant to be together; this I knew, just me and him... Two souls meant for each other...
He sat back down in his seat, watching me with those beautiful green eyes of his...
I felt like a deer caught in the headlights, every time I felt as though he saw right through me...
He controlled my mind and captured my soul; I would do absoloutely anything for the fast blue hedgehog...
"Did you have a nice day today T? I'm sorry about springing that up on you like that... I'm real fuckin' sorry if it upset you..." Sonic asked...
"I'm fine S-sonic... I think it was cute how you'd do all that for me; thank you..." I answered slowly...
He smiled as I said this, he rested his elbows on the table and stared off into space for a while...
I picked up the empty packet of chocolate cookies and put it in the trashcan...
I walked over to him and he moved his chair from the table... I sat down on his lap as he did this...
We looked into each other's eyes for a few seconds, the atmosphere heavy with the tension of admiration and desire...
I was way too tired to have sexual intercourse; but I was not tired enough to kiss him...
So that's what I did; I leaned in for a kiss and he returned it with quite a lot of dominance...
His tongue fought with mine and time seemed to be lost as we explored each other's mouths...
The hotness in the air had certainly risen by this point, nothing mattered to us except the other at this point...
All we could see was each other, all we could feel was the other's feelings, all we could hear was each other's heartbeat..
I felt his hand move to the small of my back; pulling me closer as he frenched me for all it was worth...
We both suddenly pulled back gasping for air, he didn't take his eyes off me once...
"Well that was somethin'!" Sonic chuckled, running his hand down my cheekbone...
I didn't say anything, a moment like this didn't need language... It was a moment that was perfect in all of it's unbridled imperfection...
I just stared deeply into those huge emerald orbs, he looked directly back into my blue grey eyes...
His focus was unflinching and determined, his eyes tracing every inch of my body...
I just sat there on his lap, we looked at each other for surely seconds that seemed as though it was an eternity...
He put his tongue back in my mouth and all was right with the world once again...
I moaned under my breath as his mouth moved to my neck, working it's way past my jugular vein...
"S-Soniiiiic... Baby..." I moaned slightly as his lips grazed my collar bone...
His hands once again ran down my temples, cupping my face in his hands as he stared at me unblinking...
He picked me up in his arms and we made our way into the lounge... He set me down on the sofa and walked back into the kitchen...
I stared at the blank television screen; the hazy blackness was not as dark as the sky outside but it was still forbidding...
He soon entered the room once again, carrying a bottle of lemonade... He set it down on the table and sat next to me...
He wrapped his arm around me and we just sat there in the silence, the only light coming from the hallway...
I could only sit there in his arms and allow my mind to go blank, my only thoughts focused on him...
I leaned my head against his shoulder; safe in the knowledge that he was there right next to me...
He ran his free hand through my hair, I turned around to look at him as he did this...
He didn't say anything he just looked at me with an expression that said everything that words couldn't...
I was so completely relaxed, nothing could spoil what we had together at this moment in time...
We were swimming in an ocean of our own creation, the only land border the intense amorous feelings we shared...
Every time i looked at his face I could feel myself falling deeply in love with him over and over again...
There was nothing else I wanted in life; just him... Just Sonic and me, that was all I desired...
I didn't desire riches or to have my body resculpted by an expert doctor, I didn't desire to live forever...
All I desired was the love, touch and compassion from the only person I ever felt that I could trust...
My first and best friend; who I loved so dearly I could barely put it into words that could be understood...
The haze that I felt when I was in Sonic's arms was all that I wanted, now and in the future...
All I ever wanted was him; and now that I had him I guess I could scarcely believe it...
I loved him so much that every cell in my body fought for the right to be his, with such determination and ferocity...
The feelings I felt for him could melt the Arctic Circle, burn the Northern Lights and drain the ocean...
"Tails are we gonna watch something? Or just sit here in the dark like we're crazy?" Sonic suddenly asked...
"Uncle Sonic I don't care how crazy this is... Hold me..." I slowly and quietly responded...
"So long as i'm with you I don't care ..." I continued, staring deep into his eyes...
"Awww T... Thanks lil bro..." Sonic replied... He massaged my shoulder blades as he finished his sentence...
He got up to turn on the television, it crackled into life as he sat back down next to me...
I re-positioned myself so I was leaning against his shoulder once more, he wrapped his arm around me and held me close...
His beauty overwhelms me; As I wrap my arms around him, great passion fills my inner being, I'm captured in his embrace, his eyes control my very soul all else fades into nothingness...
What love is this greater than any fear, you say? It is love that comforts, a love that makes you happy, Love that it is appropriate to eternity.
He is more than a hero, he is a god in my eyes... Every person has their own idea of what they might consider romantic..
I consider it to be the special times me and him spend together, it's far more beautiful than watching a movie at the cinema...
We danced a dance to last for a life time. Our only link to reality the mission to keep the world safe from the likes of Dr Eggman...
As I gaze into his liquid golden green eyes, Poetry radiates from his warm soul, passion seizes me; I lose my control...
To love is to share life together, to build special plans just for two, to work side by side to ensure the other is happy and content...
It makes me happy just being by his side ,all these feelings I just cant hide; he'll always be in my heart, cant bear the pain when we are apart...
Every moment we spent together, has touched our lives, our souls forever... There's no destroying that...
If one's personality is but a glimpse of their soul, then we are simple machines on cruise control...
Genuine romance exists when two individuals show that they care for each other by doing small acts for each other that demonstrate love and affection.
The night wore on without us noticing, the inky blackness of the looming sky grew darker with each minute that passed by...
Thunder cracked in the distance but I paid no attention to my astraphobia at this point in time...
The only thing that was on my mind was Sonic, my lover; my best friend...
All I could think of was him; my mind spurring itself in a million different directions...
"Tails? Shall we go to bed? We don't have to fuck if you dont want to?" Sonic asked, breaking the beautiful unencumbered silence...
I yawned as he finished his sentence, I guess I was kinda tired after our long day of exploring...
"You can go on up if you like... I just wanna see what's on the news ok?" I replied...
"Okay little buddy... Don't stay up too late now okay?" Sonic chuckled...
He gave me a chaste kiss on the lips before i heard him plodding up the stairs...
I sat there and stretched myself out on the sofa, it was quite cold in the room with the abscence of Sonic's body heat..
I couldn't really say it bothered me though, I just sat there in my dazed and tired state...
Millions of mindless images passed by on the television set, it wasn't like I was really watching it...
I was watching the sea, I watched as the powerful waves crashed against the cliffs...
Maybe I should go to bed now? Yeah I guess I should I am pretty fucking tired alright...
I slowly made my way up the stairs and walked the short distance to the bedroom that me and Sonic shared...
I kicked off my shoes and removed my gloves without much thought or care, letting them fall wherever they choosed to..
I laid down in the bed and pulled the blanket over my shoulders, the warmth relieving me...
"Hey beautiful... I guess the news was shitty? Anyway night..." Sonic mumbled underneath his breath...
"Goodnight Uncle Sonic... I love you..." I replied silently, turning onto my side so he could wrap his arm around my waist...
We lay there for what seemed like an eternity, he wasn't asleep because he wasn't snoring...
Eventually I could feel my eyelids starting to betray me, the dryness was overwhelming...
I closed my eyes and breathed deeply, I was happy and content... Overjoyed infact...
I was with the guy I loved the most, everything was absoloutely great; and I couldn't be happier...
I took one last look out of the bedroom window, all I could see was a veil of fog hanging underneath the endless black sky...
It was beautiful and breathtaking; I don't think I could find the words to describe it if I tried...
It was miasmic yet at the same time it was so overwhelming it almost reduced me to tears in it's grandiosity...
I closed my eyes once again and snuggled up in the warm blanket... I was alright, I was happy...
Soon I could hear Sonic's snores... He was asleep, guess I better try and get to sleep myself...
It's been a long day; but well I guess my insomnia doesn't take a day off, which is a pity...
Maybe I spoke too soon, I could feel my body relax intensely... Everything behind my closed lids went black...
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A:N/ CHAPTER 12 IS OFFICIALLY DOOOONEE... Woooo yahooo! Ahaha pardon my incongruiety...
So yeah I hope y'all enjoyed because I had one hell of a time writing it ahaha :D ...
Please review, constructive criticism would be really appreciated...
Thank you, Leanna "Lili" Coleman...
