Amazing .... I never realized the control you let someone else have on your
life by simply letting them into your heart. Even just a little bit. I've
had to change.... so much-- and youre little hands-- they have this grip on
me-- like you'll never know.
I'd give up anything for you. it's insane. Part of me hates myself for how much I care for you. How I long for your little hands to fit themselves perfectly inside of my own.... or cup my cheek, or lace together behind my neck.... the millions of different things I want your hands to do, as I watch them preparing food, or clutching to the handles on your bike. How I wish that I could just cradle you in my arms... while you slept peacefully in my arms--
not everything I think of is that peaceful..... some things I can imagine your hands doing makes my stomach roll-- I just... I can imagine your nails raking down my back.... as you clutch to me as if I'm your only life line to this world..... I can think of your hands running up and down my chest-- I shiver from the depth of my imagination-- and while I wish I could just brush all of this off as being lust-- a need that could be filled, then the ache I feel would be gone-- what may have once been just a simple lust has grown into something more..... deep. and I feel it-- rotting away my insides -- rooting itself deeper into my heart-- and I find going so much deeper than that....
I don't just need your hands.
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A/N: This is the beginning of a new line of "Thoughts" I've started. *nods* I'm still trying to get in touch with my inner-Kagome.... And I'd like to say a big thank you to everyone who writes me letters-- I love getting them... :) I love the reviews, and i'm trying to be as honest to the character as I can be-- Every person has a secret he keeps. Inu Yasha's is his tender feelings. He's all squishy inside "Like a Caramello" honest. I've seen it. I've seen him be tender-- and i know that all the tough guys are really inside... :) Ja Ne!
I'd give up anything for you. it's insane. Part of me hates myself for how much I care for you. How I long for your little hands to fit themselves perfectly inside of my own.... or cup my cheek, or lace together behind my neck.... the millions of different things I want your hands to do, as I watch them preparing food, or clutching to the handles on your bike. How I wish that I could just cradle you in my arms... while you slept peacefully in my arms--
not everything I think of is that peaceful..... some things I can imagine your hands doing makes my stomach roll-- I just... I can imagine your nails raking down my back.... as you clutch to me as if I'm your only life line to this world..... I can think of your hands running up and down my chest-- I shiver from the depth of my imagination-- and while I wish I could just brush all of this off as being lust-- a need that could be filled, then the ache I feel would be gone-- what may have once been just a simple lust has grown into something more..... deep. and I feel it-- rotting away my insides -- rooting itself deeper into my heart-- and I find going so much deeper than that....
I don't just need your hands.
~~
A/N: This is the beginning of a new line of "Thoughts" I've started. *nods* I'm still trying to get in touch with my inner-Kagome.... And I'd like to say a big thank you to everyone who writes me letters-- I love getting them... :) I love the reviews, and i'm trying to be as honest to the character as I can be-- Every person has a secret he keeps. Inu Yasha's is his tender feelings. He's all squishy inside "Like a Caramello" honest. I've seen it. I've seen him be tender-- and i know that all the tough guys are really inside... :) Ja Ne!
