(I can't get on the internet too much! AH! SUCKS! I HATE Hughes Net! Well loves…I don't know if I have any new reviewers or any new reviews – can't check! It pains me! So my Fav. Fanfic right now is Let the Flames Begin! It's AMAZING! My loves: Ria M write, Twilighter80, XxxDarkxMaidenxxX, Kathleena Cullen, liljenrocks, Adda Cullen, -luvvvzTWILIGHT, Blacky94, BellaD, twilightfan10107, and twilightgirl36510! I wrote the first chapter to the Seth imprinting story I was saying I might write! See I like it because it tells you the back story! It tells you what happened after the flashback – in Seth's POV! Amazing right? So if you wanna look at it – it's up! I love you all though! And guess what "I heard it through the grapevine!" HA! I love that song – by Creedence! WOOT! Love you all! Favorite line: "HA! What are you doing in Jacob's room Nessie? Or is he in yours? Did you have fun?" Hm, I wonder what Nessie is doing in Jacob's room! HA!)

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight! Stephanie Meyer would make Renesmee the perfect child who never cusses – in my version she cusses a lot!

I woke up to silence. I looked to my new IPod – the battery was dead. GREAT! I plugged it into the wall to charge up. I then looked at the time. Let's see so you took a little nap when you got home at 4 in the afternoon. I thought to myself. It's now…WHAT? It's 9 pm! I slept 5 hours and I couldn't believe it. The bad part is I had to deal with Jacob black. I groaned audibly. Wait I could just wait till he went to sleep to go downstairs. Despite my hatred of human food – I still needed to eat. I also can't live up in my bedroom my whole life! But what time would old Jakie go to bed? A little voice in my head asked. I decided I didn't care – I would wait up as long as I needed to. I walked over to my book shelf – needing something to do. I decided to ignore my radio – that would just send Jake up sooner. I grabbed some boring looking book that Charlie got me a year ago. It was called No Limit and was about gambling. I sat on my bed and read it for hours. Next time I looked up it was 12 in the morning and I was done reading the whole book. It was ok, but not really my taste. Stupid boy! Why couldn't he just stop gambling! Well whatever, it was fiction anyways. I decided that I could probably go downstairs now. So I walked cautiously down the stairs. I looked around the room and saw everyone being all lovey dovey. It sickened me. I mean they didn't even notice when I walked in the room, tapping my foot! EW! But then again I was sure that I was like that with Jake – when I wasn't furious with him. Jake. I sighed. I wanted him so bad. Even going this small amount of time without him was making me crazy. I decided what I was going to do, forgive Jake. Alice looked up then and smiled.

"Your future went blank again! Does that mean your going to intermingling with the dog again?" Alice said – laughing and everyone else looked up, noticing me for the first time. I started walking up the stairs.

"Oh now they notice me!" I mumbled to myself knowing they could hear me. Emmett, Jasper, Alice, and Bella laughed at me. "Sorry I yelled at you for calling my boyfriend a dog Rose!" I added in there, already in a better mood knowing I would get to be with Jake in a few seconds. I wouldn't apologize first though – oh no that was not going to happen! I tip toed into Jacob's room and then straddled him. He didn't stir. I let myself be grateful for one second that Alice couldn't see Jake's future – and could hardly see mine. This picture would not look innocent in anyway! But it was. I put my hands on his shoulders – still straddling him though.

"Jacob Black! Wake up NOW!" I yelled at him and I heard laughter from down stairs. It was a very musical sound – listening to a group of vampires laugh. His eyes opened and he was startled from just a second. After that was over he grinned a smug grin and I heard someone hiss from downstairs. What was that about! "Um, ok?" Jake just laughed in response. "Who…what…" I trailed off – confused.

"Well probably Edward. And he didn't like my thoughts," Jake said his eyes still wondered up and down my body on top of his. I started to worry about those thoughts.

"Well, what were you thinking?" I asked with a sly smile on my face – knowing what he was thinking. He was thinking about me straddling him, about the other things we could be doing. The things it looked like we were doing.

"About, well, um, you and I…me and you…the bed…you on me, er and, um…different things we might be…you know. Damn it! Why do I have to say it! You obviously know exactly what I was thinking!" He was panicking and I could tell. I kissed him lightly on the forehead but denied him anymore.

"I do know," I said with a shrug.

"Can I know how you feel about that line of thinking?" Jacob asked smugly and I had to stifle a laugh. I did not want to have this talk with him while I was on top of him. Or when my parents with super hearing were in the house.

"No you can't," I said simply – closing the subject.

"So what's up beautiful?" He asked me and I remembered why I was here. I finally let go of his shoulders and crossed my hands around my chest – protecting myself.

"You owe me an apology." He laughed but it was a hard sound and it surprised and worried me. Was he finally tired of my crap? I mean I know I can be a handful but he has to love me right? I mean I'm his imprint! But then again he's never acted like Sam does to Emily or how Seth acts to Lillie. Lillie, god I miss her already. I got off of him and walked to the other side of the room. I felt my chest tightening.

"I've already apologized," he said gruffly. I couldn't breath. He really was tired of my crap wasn't he? I couldn't blame him. I was too much for anyone to have to worry about. I jumped when I felt a strong hand on my shoulder. "Um, Nessie? Why are you crying? Is it because I won't apologize? Fine! I'm sorry! Just please stop crying! I can't handle it!" I wiped the tears off of my face.

"You seem like your doing fine to me," I said walking away from his shoulders.

"I really am sorry. I love you how can I not be?" I turned and looked at him.

"Yea you say that now but you really are getting tired of my crap, right?" I asked starring right into his eyes.

"Yeah! I was tired of your crap a while ago! And you were tired of mine! Is that what this is about? Your worried that just because your difficult that I can stop loving you?" I looked at the ground. "That's crap!" I looked back up at his face and he walked over to me. He took my face in his hands and starred straight into my eyes. "I love you because you…quirks! I couldn't love you more! And I am sorry!" I laughed.

"Well, I'm sorry too. And I guarantee that you could love me more. It would be almost impossible, but you could love me like I love you. Then you would definitely love me more than you do now!" I laughed slightly and pulled him in for a kiss.

"You can believe that if you want. It's not true though," he said, kissing me again.

"Like hell it isn't!" I said with a laugh – trying to pull away, but not succeeding.

"Sure, sure," Jake said in his patronizing way. God how I loved that patronizing tone. I just mean…Jacob Black. I kissed him once again but with a lot more passion. We started stumbling back towards his bed – never letting go of each other. My hands were knotted in his long hair and his hands were on my waist. We fell on his bed with a audible thump and I knew that would bring some vampires running up here sooner or later. I kissed Jacob more fiercely then. We rolled so I was on the bottom then. He started kissing my neck and I stopped breathing. It felt so amazing. Then, just like I figured, Edward came running in.

"Get off my daughter!" He ordered and Jacob grunted. I pushed him off though and straightened my clothes. Then without another word I walked out of the room and into mine. I jumped onto my bed – still glowing from my time with Jacob. I was also still hungry, so I went back downstairs. I noticed all my family – but Edward.

"Where's dad?" I asked as I got myself leftovers from Jacob's dinner.

"Having a talk with Jacob," Bella said as she came to join me.

"Great," I said with heavy sarcasm.

"I'm supposed to have a similar one to you," she said while shaking her head.

"Oh joy!"

"But I'm not going to have the exact one."

"Um, ok?"

"I can't tell you what to do and what not to do with Jacob. Which is what your father is telling Jacob. All I can do is tell you to be safe. We don't quite know if you can get pregnant or not. Also we would prefer if you waited until your married, but I'm not going to tell you what to do. I also want to say that I'm happy for you and Jacob!" I was sure my face was a bright pink. My family in the other room were laughing.

"Dad needs to butt out!" I mumbled as I took my plate of leftovers and marched up stairs. I went to Jacob's room and barged in. Edward had Jacob pinned to the wall – threatening his life and I laughed. They both turned to look at me. "Dad."

"Yes?"

"Please do not threaten my boy friend's life. I'm not going to have sex with him!" Edwards face relaxed but Jacob's saddened even though he tried to hide it with laughter. I went to the door and open it. I turned to look at them one last time. "Yet!" I laughed and both of their eyes were about to bulge out of their sockets. I got to my room and doubled over in laughter. I fell asleep and had a very nice dream. It was me and Jacob, kissing much like we were today. We didn't get interrupted though. The next week went by fast. Next thing I knew it was New Years Eve. I lounged around all day in sweats – until it was time for our "party." I use that term loosely because all we did was invited Dylan's family (I complained about this because of Dylan,) and wait till we could watch the ball drop. Every one was with the person they loved the most waiting for that ball to drop.

Alice was sitting on the counter with Jasper in front of her. They were whispering and Alice was giggling – in their own little world. Esme was embraced by Carlisle. They were standing up just holding and loving each other. Lauren – who was still my friend even after all of the Dylan stuff – and Rick were standing by the door dancing slowly to the music coming off the T.V. Sam was sitting on the floor with Taylor on his lap. They both had their eyes closed – enjoying each other. Rose and Emmett were standing in the kitchen – kissing over and over again. I turned away to give them some privacy. Edward was sitting at his piano playing Bella's lullaby with her right next to him. I was on Jacob's back like I used to do when I was little. Dylan was starring out one of the windows – wishing he wasn't here. We were all in our own little worlds.

In the last week I still haven't talked to Lillie. I've talk to Seth once in a while, and even Leah; no one else from the pack though. Although many have been calling me over and over again. Seth said that Lillie really is sorry but how can she be? If she really believes I'm not trust worthy, that I don't love Jacob as much as she loves Seth – if not more – then she shouldn't be sorry. Jacob brought me back by spinning me to where I was holding on to his front instead of his back. The count down on T.V. started.

"Ten, nine, eight…" Every one chanted. "Seven, six, five, four, three, two…" Jacob lifted up his cup of champagne and I lifted up my grape juice. "ONE! HAPPY NEW YEARS!" Jacob and I hit our glasses together.

"To me and you being together for this year and the rest of our…I would say life but your going to live a lot longer than that you mutt! So…I'll use the word existence!" Jacob said with a laugh and I pulled him in for the customary kiss. It got heated though and was no longer a innocent kiss. I pulled away when the door slammed open and shut. I saw Dylan running away and I realized I was the cause of that. Taylor and Sam ran after him after shooting a evil glare at me. Rick was giving me a death glare also but Lauren just looked sad.

"I'll meet up with you Rick," Lauren said while letting him run away.

"I'm s…sorry!" I said to Lauren as Jacob let me down.

"Don't be! You're happy that's all that matters!" She said as she walked over to hug me. "Stay happy! I'm sorry for Dylan though!" I nodded and she ran away. I kissed Jacob again, notating that my family were starring at us with worry in their eyes.

"I'm fine! I'm going to go up and call Lillie!" I called as I ran up stairs.

"But I thought you weren't talking to Lillie?" Edward asked.

"I'm going to start out the New Year with forgiveness!" I called. I ran into my room and threw myself onto my bed. To be honest I forgot that I was no longer talking to Lillie and right now I didn't care. I needed my best friend. I felt horrible for hurting Dylan like I was! How could I prevent it though? I was meant to be with Jacob! And I refused to be with Dylan! Jacob was my one true love. I picked up my cell phone and dialed Lillie's familure number.

"Hello?" Lillie asked unsure. She was probably thinking it was Jacob using my phone or something. I just needed to cry to my best friend though. I started crying. "RENESMEE! What's the matter? Honey! Come on! Talk to me!"

"I…Jacob…Dylan!" I said between sobs.

"Ok honey just cry it out and when you can talk tell me what happened between Jacob, Dylan, and you. Ok?" I nodded even though she couldn't hear it. 5 minutes passed.

"Everything was going fine! And then…" Sob. "I kissed Jacob! Normal right? Well then Dylan ran out the house!" Sob. "And his family…they gave me dir…glared at me! Lauren told me to be happy! I'm happy with Jacob! But not when I know its hurting Dylan! I can't not be with Jacob! But Dylan, I care about him too! Not a fraction of how I feel about Jacob, but still! I just needed to talk to my best friend! And even if you don't trust me – which you made it apparent you don't – I trust you with my life! And I always will!" I told Lillie after I was mostly done crying.

"Renesmee Cullen! I do trust you! It's just hard! Because you're so much more than me! You're…ARH! I…it just doesn't make sense that if Seth can have you he would still choose me!" This confused me. I was more than Lillie! Non sense!

"He imprinted on you, so he can't love me. If I wanted to sound completely corny I could say he only has eyes for you!" We both laughed. "And anyways you're so much more than me! You're human! You can definitely have children when you get older for one! For two you beautiful! You have color to your skin! And a normal beautiful hair color! Not weird bronze! First time I saw you – I hated you! Because I was falling in love with Seth and here he goes and imprints on this funny, sweet, nice, beautiful girl who is so much more than I am! I mean I'm just a hateful mutt!" We were both cracking up laughing by then and I knew everything was fine with us. We talked well into the night – catching up on each other. I promised to come up next time I could and see her. We were going to go shopping – just the two of us. We argued about who was better – me or her – and neither won. I had my best friend back and I went to sleep with a smile on my face. I woke up the next morning and realized I only had Saturday and Sunday of my break left – and that day was Saturday! I looked at the clock – 9:45 – Jacob would still be asleep. I went and crawled in bed with him. I wrapped his motionless arms around me and he grunted. I was completely content.

"I've given up on given up slowly,

I'm blending in so you won't even know me,

Apart from this whole world that shares my fate!" My cell phone was ringing Lillie's ringer and I couldn't get to it – so it went on.

"This one last bullet you mentioned,

It's my one last shot at redemption,

Because I know to live you must give you life away!" I found my phone and answered it; pleased that Jacob wasn't awake.

"Shh! Jacob's asleep still!" I whispered over the phone – expecting it to be Lillie.

"HA! What are you doing in Jacob's room Nessie? Or is he in yours? Did you have fun?" A famillure completely NOT Lillie voice said suggestively. It was Seth.

"I…um…it's not like that!" I whispered angrily at Seth.

"Yea right! So it's true! You really did swallow your pride and forgive my girl! That's great!"

"Yea but if you wake up Jacob I will kill you! Here I'll go back to my room! Wait why do you have Lillie's phone?"

"I'm at Lillie's! I slept at her house!" He sounded triumphant about that, I laughed.

"Really?" I asked suggestively.

"Not like that! No! In a spare room! It was late and her mom didn't want me to have to drive home! I drank a little also!" He laughed.

"Ok I'm going to move to the other room now!" I started to get up when a firm hand caught me.

"Oh no you don't. Tell Seth bye!" Jacob growled hugging me closer to him. I pressed the speaker button.

"HA! I woke him up!" Seth exclaimed. "That's great!"

"When did you wake up?" I asked Jacob.

"As soon as your phone rang. Nice ringer by the way," he said while trying to close his eyes and go back to sleep.

"HA! That's awesome!" Seth yelled.

"Bye Seth! Tell Lillie I said I loved her!" I hung up on Seth Clearwater. "You should have told me you were awake!" I scolded Jacob while kissing him.

"Nah you were fun to watch squirm! Go get ready I'm taking you out for a date today! It's one of our last days of freedom!" I got up.

"Bye Jake!" I called as I left. I was so happy that I was going to get to spend the day with Jacob – no one else.

(AH! End of the chapter! I promised someone I would have this up Saturday afternoon…sorry! I don't mean to be a liar! But I haven't been able to do anything internet related all weekend! Retarded, idiotic Hughsnet! I HATE IT! We'll tell me what you think! I love you all! Oh I LOVE the book The Host! It's amazing! I didn't really like this chapter that much! Tell me what you think! BYE!)