AN: For the sake of getting this done it's only roughly proofread and hopefully not too confusing...I don't think it is. There is seriously only 1 more chapter! Lucky number 13...sounds good to me. 13 is a good number. Hoping to move onto something more one-shot focused, these long ones kill me and I always feel bad for not updating regularly. You will be happy to know 13 is in progress and shouldn't be very long anyways.
I am debating on a more fluffy Reg/pregnancy fic but still trying to mull that one over, I might try a POV fic which is always fun to put yourself in someone else' shoes. :)
Triggers: There is abusive relationship triggers between Regina, Maleficent, the King, I kept them all very vague.
Ok YES THERE IS SEX IN HERE I PROMISE. It's fluffier and sweetish...you'll see what I mean.
"So, are you going to explain more of your past with me or are we going to have the most awkward bath together ever?" Emma prodded the brunette, still trying to wrap around what little information was given, but Emma, being who she was had a knack for figuring out when Regina was holding back pertinent information.
Regina eyed her carefully, her eyes had turned sad and confused, not completely sure how much information she wanted to tell the blonde. Did she just want to come out and tell her about her past relationship with Maleficent, would she even understand? Would she still harbor jealousy in presence of the other blonde? There were too many unanswered questions that kept her private life private…even from Emma, which she knew now seemed wrong.
"Regina, please. You know you'll feel better if you get it off your chest." Emma grabbed for the brunette's hand squeezing it gently.
"Prep the bath? I promise we'll talk ok?"
Regina wasn't sure she wanted to let Emma in this part of her life, she knew it was the root of her wanting for someone else to take a little control. But she also knew she learned a lot of dominating tricks from her time spent with Mal. However, just like Rumple's magic lessons…she was bullied, picked fon, abused in ways she accepted because she knew what she'd get out of it. Her mother would use magic to mentally and physically abuse and overpower Regina as a young girl and woman, at least with Mal and Rumple she got something out of it alongside her tears, her mother abuses fueled her early magic lessons.
Maleficent was different, she didn't know what she was getting into with the dragon woman when she approached her years ago but she quickly learned that the woman had an appetite for womanly flesh, training and prodding on the oddest of contraptions as Regina would have to use magic to get out of a bind. Being rewarded intimately quite frequently, as Mal's stamina usually outlasted Regina's 10 to 1, it wasn't for lack of trying as years went on. It was always the same; she'd pay visits to the forbidden fortress, barely telling her husband about it, as if he cared anyway, things escalated quickly into the sexual with the dragon woman and young Queen Regina learned a lot about herself fast. She loved the way soft flesh would caress her own, the feel of Mal's warm breath along her neck or over her breasts as she teased the brunette into a frenzied mess, her magic forced from her as a way to release the pent-up tension. Eventually left a quivering mess that the other blonde licked and lapped up until the early morning hours, tiring out the young Queen as she let go of some of her anger and frustrations.
After Regina became the Evil Queen her visits with Maleficent became fewer and fewer as her hatred and anger became forefront, her magic no longer needed training, again, it wasn't for lack of trying on Mal's part this time. The Queen was extremely blinded by her own revenge she would use her domineering skills that she had learned from Maleficent to pleasure, manipulate, and torture those who came in only to entertain the Queen for the night before being met with an untimely demise. There was good reason Regina left Maleficent in her dragon form when she cast the first curse, she didn't need another powerful sorceress messing up her plans at a happy ending…after all it was always about Regina and her revenge.
"So, you were her submissive?" Emma prodded the brunette as they lounge in the bath together, breathing in the warm aromatic steam, the brunette nestled comfortably in Emma's lap.
"Play-thing would be the better word." The brunette shrugged. "It was fun and exciting at first, to be taken care of the way she did, to be—"
"She used you." Emma deadpanned, knowing that's exactly what that relationship was and she didn't like it one bit.
"Yes, but it was far better than servicing the King…"
Regina snapped her mouth shut quickly, remember that the King was indeed Emma's grandfather, however it seemed since she really had no knowledge of him other than her mother's good words and Regina's negative ones, she couldn't form an opinion of the man much. However, with Regina's account of abuses towards her she decided that she disliked the man quite a bit…
"Hey I know what you are thinking but it's ok, I know you are trying to spare my family's name but you should be able to talk about these things with someone." Emma rubbed the brunette's shoulders with the warm water, slowly working her fingers into the tense muscles of her shoulders and mid back before resting carefully on lower back, offering a firmer massage.
"I'm sorry—" Regina began to apologize for her negative comments on the former King.
"No don't be sorry. Seriously Regina have you ever had opportunity to talk to anyone about your past abuses?" Emma urged her to continue, knowing deep down Regina probably wouldn't continue, but entertained the idea anyways.
"I have, yes." It was a simple response and Emma got the impression that she was going to leave it at that, and to Emma that was absolutely fine as long as she got the help she needed when she needed it.
"Good." Emma wrapped her arms around Regina from behind, gently placing her chin on the brunette's shoulder and leaning over to leave a nice, soft kiss on her cheek.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you more about Mal, it was different…what she and I had. I didn't know how to come forward with it nor how to explain it…I didn't think it would ever come up honestly." She flushed lightly, not unnoticed to Emma who sensed the change in her body language.
"It's just really hard to imagine you any way other than how I've known you, to think of you as so vulnerable and naïve," Emma shrugged not sure how to continue, "and then for someone to take advantage of you in that way." The blonde shook her head, still baffled to think of all Regina had been through in her life.
"This world was—is—a lot different Emma. It would be extremely hard for you to comprehend everything I had been through in my past." The brunette let out a heavy sigh, thankful for the ear the blonde had lent, knowing that this is how their relationship was going to have to be. They had completely different backgrounds, upbringings, their own rough pasts with abuses…
"Emma," Regina didn't wait for much of a response, "promise me that if we continue this—us," she turned to face the blonde, sitting astride her lap, "can we just live in the present, knowing that we have troubled pasts but that we will not hold it against the other, that the things we did or went through-when these triggers come up…can we just talk through them together?" Her eyes were slightly wet with tears as she babbled all her thoughts at once, knowing she had just opened herself up to the blonde more than she ever had to anyone in her entire life.
Emma was very moved by Regina's sentiment, she knew how hard it was for the brunette to be this exposed, to show this side of herself and she just laid it all out for the blonde right then and there.
"Always." Emma wrapped her arms around the brunette tighter, letting them enjoy their moment before reality of their current situation would set in yet again. "Just please tell me you really aren't interested in a 4-way with them." Regina couldn't help but let out a chuckle as the blonde tried to lighten the mood a bit.
"Not in the slightest. You are the only blonde for me Emma Swan." She brought her lips to Emma's softly, it was sweet and tender, exploratory before separating for a breath.
"I better be." Emma all but growled as her lips met Regina's again, this time firmer and more aggressive on Emma's part. The blonde wanted Regina to feel wanted and possessed with her love, if Regina wanted to be slightly submissive in this aspect of her life then so be it, Emma was up to the challenge. The brunette moaned against her as she felt Emma's softness change into something more primitive, more lust driven, but in that moment, it didn't even matter.
One of Emma's hands massaged the hip of the brunette while the other teased up her back and into her hair, tugging her head back slightly, moving her kisses along the long expanse of skin. Lapping at the flushed skin of her neck and chest before nipping gently on her collarbone, earning a moan from the woman above her. Regina thrust herself against the blonde, bringing their bodies closer, water sloshing up behind the blonde as Regina nestled against her again, showing her devotion to the blonde woman who cared so much for her.
"Hmm, do we need a more subservient name for you? Baby girl? Pet? Honestly I figured you for a Madam Mayor but it seems the roles are reversed here." Emma's brows rose as she was met with a stoic face.
"Would you shut up and fuck me already." Regina grabbed her cheeks in one hand, kissing the blonde furiously before feeling herself being whisked away by Emma's magic and landing semi-dried on the bed. "Good I've never been a fan of sex in the bath, fun to tease you though." They sat the same way they did in the bath, Regina straddling Emma's thin hips as she not so subtly ground herself against the blonde woman, earning a moan of approval.
"I don't think so woman." Emma quickly rolled so she lay between the brunette's thighs, kissing down her neck and chest before paying homage to her perked nipples, straining for any sort of attention. Her tongue flicked out against the right one, swiftly making the tip unbelievable rigid before moving to the other and offering the same treatment. Regina felt her arms being brought above her head and tied to the bed magically, Emma certainly had improved with using magic in the bedroom, she was now able to do most things without Regina's assistance, which for the sake of surprise; was perfect.
"Emma…" the brunette sighed out as her arms were tied above her, as Emma's wandering mouth worked its way south. Her tongue moving teased over the smooth expanse of belly and down right below her belly button, nipping gently at the skin there. "Please—" it was barely heard because of the shuffling Emma was doing as she moved to position herself between the brunette's thighs.
"Please what?" Emma smirked, her mouth hovering where Regina's so desperately wanted her to be. Emma waited for her voice to pipe up again, so meek and feeble, "please what Regina?" Emma teased again, smiling and running her nose over the sparse curls that lay between the brunette's legs, her body trying to achieve more contact with the blondes face.
"Fuck me—" it was barely out before Emma dove right in, tongue lapping at the dripping channel. Swirling around in circles and dipping in to taste the sweetness that was her Queen.
"Mmm, damn I love when you are so desperate for me 'Gina…" Emma's tongue lapped at the protruding clit, flicking it harshly causing the brunette to arch fully off the bed.
"Oh my Em—" her voice hitched as the blonde hit a sensitive spot on the side of her clit, rubbing back and forth on the tiny organ. Emma noted quite a while back that there was a particular side of the brunette's clit that enjoyed extra attention, she didn't know why, nor did Regina but Emma was sure she always remembered it. The blood flow to the organ increased more quickly than usual if she kept on that spot and her natural fluids came out in full force, which Emma loved to lap up greedily.
The blonde ceased her oral attentions and crawled back up the curvy body of her goddess, trailing warm kisses until she finally reached her mouth and devouring every moan she had uttered. Regina moaned deeper, tasting herself on Emma's lips and tongue, her arms trying desperately to free themselves to wrap herself around the blonde. Emma chuckled deviously, knowing full well she wasn't even close to being done having her tied up.
"You think you get out already? Come on Regina, it's only been a few minutes, I know you can last longer." She smirked as her hand maneuvered to the brunettes wetness, trailing soft fingers against wet folds, slowly stroking through the moisture she had created with her mouth. Emma nestled herself against the bound woman, nipping gently at her neck, running her tongue up to her ear, "I know you love this, your body tells me so. Do you feel how wet you are, giving yourself to me like this…" Emma moaned in the brunette's ear as two of her fingers slipped into the wet depths.
Regina gasped as she felt the fingers slowly work her way into her, feeling deeper and curving gently towards the front wall, slowly driving her mad with the slow pace. She held her breath as she felt Emma's heavy breaths in her ear, heightening her sensations.
"You are being so patient Regina, this has got to be a record for you now…not yelling at me, or begging me to fuck you." Emma groaned in her ear again as her fingers picked up pace as a reward, giving special attention to the swollen little patch on her front wall, stroking it with a certain pressure she knew would make Regina beg her for more…but it didn't happen. "'Gina? Seriously, I'm impressed. Hmm maybe we should up the ante?" The brunette gulped as she met Emma's eyes, pleading for some sort of relief, her arms ached in a good way and her loins were on fire, her legs shook ready to give into the blonde but she knew it would get better if she held out. "I'm going to take away another sense, are you good with that?"
"Eyes." Was all the brunette said and nodded in agreement, her breathing steady and ready for whatever Emma wanted to throw at her. She smelt the blondes magic before her vision was obscured, shaking her head, checking to see if she was in fact blindfolded.
"Are you okay?" Emma knew best with the brunette's abusive past, that checking in with her was key for any sort of restraints and vision impairment.
"Yes." She watched Regina worry her bottom lip, patiently waiting for Emma's next touch, or breath, or anything. "Emma please—" she felt strong hands on her thighs, prying her open for the blonde.
She felt Emma scoot closer on her knees, between spread thighs, her hands working the muscles of strong tan legs as her core dripped for some attention from the talented blonde. She felt Emma's thumb ghost over her clit, barely even touching, making tight circles around the swollen nub. Emma watched her own fingers, her patience wearing thin as she teased the brunette into a frenzy, slowly she pressed harder on her clit, earning a deep groan of satisfaction before gently pushing in three fingers from her other hand just to give Regina something to squeeze on.
The brunette's voice caught in her throat at the sudden intrusion, waiting patiently for some sort of movement she knew Emma would bring her. Slowly but surely Emma's thumb resumed its leisurely pace around the swollen little clit, her fingers inside starting a steady rhythm she knew the brunette would enjoy and want more than anything. Emma watched entranced as her fingers work the wetness that seeped from her brunette beauty, slowly pushing in and drawing out as her thumb sped up around her clit. Knowing that if she kept up this pace Regina would be over the moon in a matter of moments.
"Emma—" her voice caught again as she was nearing her peak, "oh please, I need—" Emma knew what she needed but the blonde also knew she wanted to enjoy this moment as much as she could.
Emma removed the thumb from her clit so she could adjust to lay over her better, noting her straining pink buds needing attention and wanting to give them that. She settled herself between Regina's spread legs, one hand bracing, the other now trapped between them as she thrust gently against the writhing brunette. The blonde dipped her head to capture swollen peaks, tugging gently in time with her thrusting, her hair falling around her face, gently tickling Regina's sensitive flesh.
"How do you feel?" Emma whispered against the flushed chest of the brunette. "Do you like when you are restrained for me?" She kissed her jawline, "so vulnerable to my every move…" running her tongue along her jaw up to her ear as her fingers increased their pace rapidly, wanting her to topple of the edge of pleasure, "You are forever mine now Regina…" Emma whispered in the brunettes ear before sucking the sensitive lobe in her mouth and nibbling gently, suddenly feeling Regina's inner walls clamp around her fingers.
"Oh God—" she gasped for breath as Emma's fingers pumped relentlessly into her, wanting to draw out every inch of pleasure from this woman, wanting to show her that she was the only one for her, that she was her everything.
In a cloud of white magic Regina was no longer tethered, no longer blindfolded.
"Look at me, come with me—I'm so close—" Emma looked her girlfriend in the eyes, begging her to stay with her as her body thrust against her own hand, effectively penetrating the brunette below her.
"Emma, oh God Em—Yes—" her lust blown eyes closed again as she neared her peak.
"Look at me Regina!" Emma growled against her, panting heavily, feeling Regina's hands wrap around her strong shoulders as she rushed to push herself over the edge with her girlfriend. "Oh fuck…" Emma felt Regina's insides clamp down on her fingers, pulsing as she watched the brunette gasp for air, it was enough to send Emma into her own peak, her body grinding against that of Regina as she felt her own juices coat her inner thighs and against her hand.
Wow…both of their inner monologues were blank for once; no words could come close to the feelings they had.
Regina was the first to speak up, her voice soft and tired, this was emotional for her, this whole rollercoaster of her and the Queen and Maleficent was a complete and utter mind-fuck that she was glad was over with. No longer would she feel the burden or the secrets that felt the need to be held for the sake of Emma's family, she understood that Emma and her were never going to be perfect individuals but that, even rough around the edges, could lead to something completely magical.
"I love you, more than I can ever express Ms. Swan." She grinned at the nickname, she knew it now got Emma's blood boiling in an intimate way but it was always fun to tease her with her.
The blonde laughed as she rolled to her side, hand retracting from the brunette as one of her legs lay between Regina's thighs still.
"You know what it does to me 'Gina but honestly, I'm—wow I'm good this very second." She smirked, she knew both her and Regina had orgasms that had built up and that just made them that much stronger for both of them. Emma leaned over and rubbed her nose against Regina's in a loving gesture, "I love you too my Queen."
