Bella's POV
Edward held me while I sobbed. I cried and cried, he didn't say anything, just stroked my hair. I felt safe, whole, and, strangely, happy. At the same time though I knew I was losing Jacob. He had been my friend, my sun. He kept me sane and was really what made me feel a little happy after Edward left. I had gotten Edward back, but he had come at the price of Jacob. Not only was I losing him, but I knew Jacob must be in pain, and it was because of me. For a long, long time I lay there. I thought about all the mistakes I had made and the terrible things they had led to. I was crying for my pain at losing Jake, I was crying for the pain I knew I must have caused Jake, and what I must now be doing to Edward, sobbing about losing another boy. Oh, Edward.
Even though I could feel his strong arms around me, I still couldn't believe he was actually here. I was terrified that he might leave again, and then what would I do? I couldn't go back to Jacob. So I lay there in my angel's arms and cried until I fell asleep.
Hi everybody!! Thanks so much for reading my story. Please review even if you hated it. I am sorry it took so long for me to get these posted, and that they are so short. The rest of the chapters will be much longer than these, but right after Bella makes her choice is such an emotional point for all three of them, so I wanted to focus on that for one chapter. The rest of the story will probably be told from Bella and Jacob's POV, no more Edward. However, I might change my mind. I hope you liked it!!!!
