AN: I AM SO SORRY! I havent updated in so frikin long im sorry I've just been having more writer's block and school's starting so i've been busy. No excuse for not updating though anyways heres the next chapter. Please forgive me!
The whole situation with Logan wasn't the best at the time and it was killing Kendall. At the moment he was laying on the bed questioning his entire relationship with Logan.
Logan occasionally slept over at Drew's but Kendall knew he had nothing to worry about there. The second time that happened he found out from James that they hadn't even gotten passed kissing. That made him feel a lot better.
Kendall spoke to Logan only to ask him questions about homework or rehearsal. There wasn't that much joking around anymore. That was kept for times when Logan was out with Drew.
Kendall could barely keep himself from breaking down and telling Logan how he felt. But he knew that would only complicate things even more. He was knocked out of his thoughts by someone opening the front door. Kendall, thinking it was Carlos back from the movies walked outside to greet him. He was met by Logan.
Logan walked slowly over to Kendall. Kendall not wanting to confront him turned heading back to his room. Just as he was pushing the door open a small hand caught his wrist pulling him back.
"Can we talk?" Logan asked desperately.
"Whats there to talk about?" Kendall replied trying to break out of his grip. Logan just held on tighter turning Kendall around.
"A lot. This isn't middle or high school anymore Kendall. You can't run away from your problems" Logan said not breaking his hold on Kendall's wrist.
"I'm not running Logan. Besides what problems do we have? You haven't been around to create so called problems with me?" Kendall said trying to sound angry, but there was a part of him that was happy Logan was holding onto him.
"You told me I've caused you pain Kendall." Logan whispered pulling Kendall to him. Kendall melted into the hug losing his willpower.
"And you know that's the last thing I ever wanted to do." Logan said into Kendalls ear.
"I didn't mean that Logan you won't understand" Kendall replied slowly letting go of Logan. He knew where this conversation would lead and he didn't want that to happen any time soon. Once he let go he tried leaving, this time to find Carlos.
"Of course I will. Will you give me a chance Kendall?" Logan said starting to get angry.
Kendall closed his eyes sighed and kept walking leaving Logan in the apartment.
Logan just walked over to Drew's apartment. He knocked on the door. Drew answered the door toothbrush in mouth which he pulled out upon seeing it was Logan
"Hey" Drew said pulling him into a hug which Logan returned.
"Hey." Logan replied walking with Drew over to the bathroom.
"I was about to go get you. There's something we need to talk about" Drew said seriously.
"Go ahead" Logan said.
"Logan,I think you already know this but I love you. But I can't keep doing this, whatever we're doing. I know you don't love me. You still love Kendall. And over the past couple weeks I've grown to accept that. What I don't want is you to be pursuing someone you know you don't love. I think you and Kendall should really be together. Give it time. How could someone now love you" Drew said punching Logan on the arm after he was finished.
"I- uh I mean your right Drew. I'm sorry. I really am I'm trying to get over it I really am. And I already tried with you Drew but I just cant get over him. Believe me it pisses me off too." Logan said shocked by Drew's sudden confession. To this Drew just laughed.
"So does this mean we're like, over?" Logan said to Drew.
"Well yes, but we're gonna make single Logan so hot, Kendall is gonna be begging for you tonight at The Jenifers party" Drew said grinning.
"Do I have tooooo?" Logan whined knowing Drew was gonna give him a "makeover"
"Yup." Drew said pulling Logan into the bathroom.
Logan walked out of the elevator wearing black skinny jeans,red v neck and red and black jordans. He thought Drew had done a good job if he could say so himself. He scanned the room looking for Kendall. When he found him he turned away not wanting him to think he was watching.
Kendall and Carlos were talking when Carlos nudged Kendall. Once he turned and looked in Carlos's direction. Kendall's eyes went wide. His face went completely red . He said something to Carlos then walked swiftly in the opposite direction.
Logan smiled to himself, writing down a mental note to thank Drew.
Kendall was waiting with Carlos for the limo to come pick them up to take them to The Jenifers party for their new album. He knew Logan was going to come. He saw Drew, but for once Logan wasn't with him. He turned back to Carlos.
"Have you talked to Logan since" Carlos asked Kendall. He had told about what happened with Logan.
"Nahh but I want to. I want things to go back to the way they were before this mess happened." Kendall said referring to the last few months.
"Yeah well we can only try." Carlos said running a hand through his hair.
"Yeah but I mean I really do love him a lot and that sounds really girly so im gonna shut- his rambling was cut off by Carlos nudging him and telling him to turn around. When he did he was met with the hottest sight ever. Logan. His jeans fit him perfectly they were tight in all the right areas. His shirt outlined the muscles not many people knew he had.
Kendall had to stop his mouth from dropping he knew his face was red and his pants were unbearably tight.
"I got-tta go" He stuttered to Carlos before walking to the bathroom as fast as he could without running. Once he got there he forced himself to think about anything except Logan. It took about 10 minutes before his jeans became loose again. He walked out of the bathroom to find Carlos doubled over on the floor with laughter and a very confused Logan staring at him.
Kendall pulled Carlos up off the ground and smacked him upside the head. Carlos only stopped laughing when he noticed Logan staring at him, and Kendall. Kendall pulled Carlos into the limo before he could keep laughing.
Once they got there the party had already started. Kendall wandered around with Carlos at his side. There were posters of the Jenifers on every wall. Some guy in the corner was handing out free copies of their new album to guests. Kendall couldn't stop thinking about why Drew wasn't with Logan. Finally his curiosity got the better of him and he searched for Logan to find out.
Logan was standing by the VIP area talking to guitar dude. Once he got there he tapped him on the shoulder. Logan stopped talking and turned around.
"Mind if I borrow him?" Kendall asked guitar dude.
"Not at all" guitar dude said turning to talk to one of the Jenifers. Kendall turned to Logan.
"Not with Drew for once I see" Kendall said.
"Nope. We're not really together anymore. We thought just friends is the best for right now." Logan replied.
"That's cool. Listen, Logan I'm sorry about everything I didn't mean to come off so harsh" Kendall looking at his feet.
"Its fine Kendall." Logan said. He then pulled Kendall down so he could whisper into his ear.
"I know you didn't mean to." Logan breathed into Kendall's ear resting his palms flat against Kendalls torso. Kendall could feel Logan's soft breathing his chest rising up and down. Logans lips brushed against his neck. His little problem was back. Before he could reply Logan did.
"Shouldn't you be getting back to Carlos" Logan questioned pulling away from Kendall. Kendall was speechless.
"Bye Kendall" Logan said grinning. He then slowly walked away . Kendall finally registered what happened. Logan probably knew what was going on. He was fucking teasing him. Kendall wouldn't give him the satisfaction. "Two can play at that game" Kendall thought to himself smirking. But first he had to go take care of his problem. Again.
AN: Ok so Logan and Kendall are almost together just two more chapters I promise. Kendall still has to tell Carlos and James needs to get caught up. Kendall and Carlos are gonna "Breakup" Next chapter. Of course Logan won't know that ;). REVIEW PLEASEEEE! XD
