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Chapter 11

I woke up and rolled over to find demetri lying in my bed besides me "Buongiorno my love" he whispered as he kissed me gently, I kissed him back but with more passion, I felt his tongue brush against my bottom lip and I opened my mouth slightly to let it enter. I had my arms wrapped around his neck as he was leaning over me yet I felt no pressure from the weight of his body. I had wrapped one of my legs around his waist, I felt his hand brush up my thigh when we interrupted by my door opening and standing there was Edward, I had never seen him look in so much pain before.

Before I could say anything he left. I couldn't believe what I had just done. I pushed demetri off me, grabbed my robe and tried to run after him but I couldn't find him so I walk slowly back to my room. What was I thinking, my head was already confused and then I go and hurt Edward by letting him see me like that and after I had spent the afternoon kissing him yesterday. I have no idea what happen between demetri and me. One second his giving me a gentle kiss and the next I'm all aver him. Of course he has no idea that I have feelings for Edward, if he did he would be hurt, as well and I don't think I could handle that.

As I walked through my door I heard Alice behind me. "Bella we need to talk." She sounded upset with me. When demetri saw that Alice was with me he decided to leave us alone, probably thinking we were having some girl time. We winked at me as I left and I gave him a halfhearted smile. Before the door was even shut I was in the bathroom getting washed and dressed, I walked out and sat on my bed and before I could stop myself I was crying my heart out and Alice sat with me gently stroking my back and trying to soothe me. After about an hour the tears had dried up, so I sat up and looked at Alice.

" Oh Bella, everything will be all right" how could she be so optimistic, I had just hurt her brother and I was such a terrible person. " Alice I never meant to hurt him, I just got carried away, my head is all over the place right now but that's no excuse I am such a horrible person." I muffled trying hard not to start crying again.

" Bella none of this is your fault, if Edward had listened to me in the first place you would be together. And demetri is not innocent in all of this, he knew that you had feelings for Edward and wanted to make sure that he got the message that he had his chance and now you were his. And you are most certainly not a horrible person, you are too loving and kind for your own good sometimes."

So if demetri knew how I felt about Edward, then why feel the need to hurt him, it wasn't like me and Edward were together or ever had been. I was going to need some time to think, away from everyone but I didn't know where I was going to go, but first I had to sort things out with demetri. Alice walked with me to the big room at the bottom of my stairs. It seemed we were not alone in the room, demetri was there and was giving evil looks to Felix, Jane, a dark haired boy and an older looking vampire with snowy hair were also in the room. There in the corner of the room with his head down was Edward. I wanted to go and wrap my arms around him and comfort him but demetri walked in front and stopped me. He took my hand in his and kissed it.

" Bella my love, I am completely in love with you, you have changed my world, and I am sure you feel the same way" I heard a low moan come from the corner but demetri ignored it and carried on " I know we haven't known each other for very long but Bella will you marry me?" I could feel the shock on mine and everyone else's faces as he said this. I was completely stunned; this was the last thing I was expecting. I need some air. " Wow, I'm flattered, really I am but that's a big decision, I need a bit of time" I stuttered. I really needed some space now, so I excused myself and walked out of the castle and jumped in to the first taxi that came along. All I could think was I needed some time and space to think. I had no idea where I was heading; I just knew I had to get away from here.