Twilight:

The Sun and the Moon

By

Skylight96

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Summary: Trust is nothing but a fragile belief that can easily been broken… but can be strong as steel that support life…

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight but Éclair Farron.

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Chapter 11:

The Sudden Changes

It had been a month since their last visit to the Cullen and Jacob becomes more and more closer to Bella… and more and more distant towards her and Seth. Éclair couldn't help but feel a tint of jealousy about his occasionally visit towards the sickly human but quickly dismissed it as she tried to reasoning to herself about being selfish and understanding how much Bella means to him…

How much he loves her…

Éclair sighed for the nth time this day and gazed sadly to the birds outside of the window, watching them soaring into the evening skies before a sound of soft footsteps echoed inside the silence house as a familiar young face make his way to the dining table in front of her, "Jacob's not here again?" asked Seth as he took his usual seat in front of the red haired vampire which she shook her head sadly as she give him a tiny smile….

"No, he called and said he's at the Cullen house again. He probably be late anyway"

"I see…"

The silence between them accompanied them as they both fallen deeply into each other thought with the sound of clinking plates and culinary filling the air before a sigh escaped from the pup lips, lifting up his concern gaze to the immortal before him, "…Are you alright, Éclair?" seeing her snapped out from her longing daze before plastering a fake smile to conceal the sadness flashing inside her eyes…

"Yeah… why wouldn't I?"

"You don't have to lie, Clairy… I know something bothering you" speaking to her softly as he used her nickname in hope of causing her to open up for him…

A pair of azure blue eyes softened for his words as a genuine smile occurred across her lips, saying "I'm fine, Seth… Don't you worry…"

"It's Jacob isn't it?"

"…."

Placing the spoon and fork down onto his plate, Seth lifted up his head and bit his lips anxiously for the words that about to escape from his mouth, scaring how much it will hurt her but he couldn't help but expressed his concern and doubt about their relationship with the human, "…I… I began to think elsewhere Clairy… I began to doubt his love for you…"

"You know that's not true-"

"But think about it Clairy, it's like history repeat itself again. Bella used Jacob to forget Edward and know she used him again to satisfy her ego of losing him to you…"

Éclair shook her head in disagreed, "No… she's not like that-"

"I knew what I saw, Clairy. The jealousy… the possessive inside her gaze speak it all… she's want Jacob and Edward to herself-"

"I trust him, Seth" cut the red haired firmly as she meet his concern gaze, "I trust him. I know he won't do this to me"

"Or would he?"

That silenced the vampire for a moment as she shifted her attention away to the sun slowly set down into the horizontal before her, trying to hide the sadness and pain within her gaze as she released a deep breath of defeat for the thought…

What if he's right…

-closing the window of her soul behind her lids…

What if he love her again?...

"I'm sorry…" Éclair blinked and turned her head back at the young, "I'm sorry if I hurt you… you know I love you right, Clairy? I love you like my sister…."

"I know…"

"So, you'll think about it right…Clairy?"

"…Alright"

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"That would be thirty-five dollar and fifty cent, ma'am"

Éclair pulled out her purse and ready to hand out the money when a sudden pale white hand placed a fifty dollar towards the cashier as she turned to the side to meet him…

"Edward?..."

The bronze haired man turned to her and give her his usual crook smile as he took the plastic bags into his hand, helping her carried the groceries back to her house, "A pleasure to meet you again, Éclair…"

Éclair chuckled unexpectedly at the mind-reader presence and shook her head, saying "Stalking much?" teasing him as they walked out from the store towards the street…

"Nah… I'm just accidently found you here so I thought I could help you carried this" showing the two heavy plastic within his hand.

"In case you're forgetting Edward… we're a vampire. We have our own super strength remember?"

"Yeah… but it's impolite to have woman carrying heavy things"

A smile make its way onto her rosy lips as she thanked him for his help but a thought appeared inside her mind and turned her attention to him questionably, "…What are you doing here, Edward? Shouldn't you be with Bella?"

"She left me with the mu-… I mean Jacob"

A pair of azure eyes suddenly blinked at the familiar name, "Jacob's here?"

Edward nodded as he motioned towards a small shop on the other side of the road, "Yeah. He's with Bella right now. Buying something for the baby room…" with a soft yet sadly tone emitted from his voice as he talked about them, seeing the sadness and longing look flashed inside his darken amber gaze for the human…

Éclair turned her gaze to the said shop and couldn't help but watched the shifter and his old flame laughing about something with baby's clothes on their hands, talking and joking among themselves within their world, oblivious to people around them for their happiness…

Éclair eyes sadden at the sight and hung her head down to avoid them, shielding the unshed tears inside her gaze with her streaming beautiful red haired as she released the unneeded breath in defeat…

Seth's right…

-tightening the hold on the plastic bags…

I doubt he remember me anymore…

"You know that isn't true, Éclair…"

Snapping away from her gloomy thought, she lifted up her head to him with glassy eyes, "…Then what is it, Edward…? What is the truth?" she asked, "A month passed since our last meet and he became more and more distant towards me and Seth… I understand he's misses her but I can't help but feel a tiny bit of jealousy for his actions. She's everything to him now… it's as if I didn't exist inside his world anymore" looking down to the ground as she took a shaky breath to supress the sob that threatened to come out from her throat, "Every night I waited for him and he just walked away from me saying he's tired but I let it go… because I knew how much the work tired him especially with Bella worsen condition, he tried to make an effort to be there with her…"

"I'm tired, Edward… I tried to understand him but every effort I make seems pointless to his eyes. He even didn't look me in the eyes anymore. I started to doubt his love for me…"

Was it all lies?...

-as a sob escaped from her rosy lips…

Did he even love me to begin with?

A pair of long strong arms circled from her shaken figure with a soothing hand rubbed against her back, trying to comfort her as she cried tearless onto his chest, gripping the light grey shirt with her shaky hand desperately as he tightened his hold on her, "It's alright, Éclair… everything will be alright…"

"It's hurt, Edward… this pain… it's hurt…"

Unknown to them, a pair of dark brown eyes instantly darken in anger as he glared at the immortal hastily, fisting his shaky hand before turning away to the brunette woman beside him with a fake smile on his face…

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"That girl… Éclair… Her name means light so I guess she suited him. She was his light while he was her darkness. I think the mutt lucky to have her"

*Rosalie Hale*

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